blazing fire

Cheng Zhen is a person with a particularly low sense of existence.

Because he often works overtime, Cheng Zhuo got a card for Cheng Zhen and taught her how to order takeaway, so he didn't worry too much about her food.Cheng Zhen goes to school and eats after school by herself. After a long time, Cheng Zhuo almost forgot that there was a guest staying on the first floor.

He was very busy during this period, and when the project was on the right track, he had to consider expanding the scale; in addition, because he did a good job, Cheng Guangzong assigned him some other business.

After the work performance in the first quarter and the family affairs, Cheng Guangzong really felt the growth of his son.Many years ago, he hoped to have an excellent successor, and now he finally has one, and there is nothing wrong with giving him what he has.

Cheng Zhuo never refuses anyone who comes—just like his mother told him back then, "It's yours, it's yours."

Most of the company and property should be inherited by him, as long as the job is handed over; although he will never mention it again, all he wants is the home with his father and mother.

Seeing Cheng Guangzong's patience with Cheng Yuan's good-for-nothing, Cheng Zhuo's heart gradually calmed down.

He is no longer young.

……

In autumn, the activities in the school are reduced, but the midterm exam will be soon, Yuan Yu is very busy, basically only the weekend can come to stay with Cheng Zhuo for a day.

Although Cheng Zhuo is taking medicine during this time, the need for that is not great, but after holding it for a long time, he is still greedy.This day, when he went to pick up Yuan Yu, he kissed her as soon as he entered the door.

Yuan Yu's whole body was relaxed, with only his hands barely holding Cheng Zhuo's neck, he opened to him without reservation.

Such obedience always pleases the other party, Cheng Zhuo bit his lower lip lightly, and slowly rubbed his lower back with his hand.

Just as he was about to go further, he suddenly heard a "click".

The two paused and looked up at the same time.In the living room, Cheng Zhen was wearing pajamas and glasses, holding an empty glass in her hand, standing there with an innocent face.

The sound just now should be caused by her indoor slippers rubbing against the floor tiles.

Yuan Yu's eyes widened, he quickly broke free from Cheng Zhuo's arms, and stood up straight: "Cheng Zhen? Why are you here..."

He suddenly turned his head to look at Cheng Zhuo.Cheng Zhuo rubbed his nose: "I forgot to tell you..."

The situation was a bit embarrassing, Cheng Zhen was stunned for a while, and then said softly: "I'll just come out and pour some water. You... What kind of relationship is it?"

Yuan Yu licked his lower lip, but said nothing.Cheng Zhuo admitted it very bachelorly: "Yes."

"No wonder..." She was not allowed to go up to the second floor.

After thinking this through, Cheng Zhen nodded her head, as if promising: "I won't say anything. I'll go back after pouring some water. You guys... go on, go on."

She hurried into the kitchen, filled a glass of water from the water dispenser, and hurried back to the house.

There were only the two of them left on the first floor, but the disturbed atmosphere seemed hard to become ambiguous.

Seeing Cheng Zhuo's embarrassed expression, Yuan Yu suddenly laughed out loud, "Why is she here?"

He didn't seem to mind, Cheng Zhuo breathed a sigh of relief: "I went to pick up my eldest aunt before, and found that Cheng Zhen was not doing well there, so I just took it over. My father is always away, and the woman can't take care of her son, let alone her son. My second uncle's son probably doesn't have the energy to take care of her. But I have made an agreement with her three chapters, and if she is not allowed to go to the second floor, she will not disturb us. "

Yuan Yu pointed to the ground with a teasing look on his face.

Yes, he was too impatient to hug someone at the porch, and it was his mistake to forget that there was another person living here... But seeing Yuan Yu's smiling face, Cheng Zhuo suddenly lost his temper.

He ground his teeth, sneered, and when he put on his shoes, he half hugged and half hugged him upstairs.

Yuan Yu fiddled with him without any resistance.

……

He came over as soon as he woke up, and didn't have time to eat.After a lot of tossing, both of them were hungry. Cheng Zhuo thought about it, put on his clothes, took his mobile phone and went downstairs to knock on the door: "Cheng Zhen, are you hungry?"

Cheng Zhen seemed to be startled by him, she shrank her head and said, "It's, it's okay."

"Noodles? I ordered takeaway."

Cheng Zhen nodded.

After ordering, Cheng Zhuo went upstairs to take a shower, and Yuan Yu, who had just finished the shower, went downstairs with his half-wet hair, thought for a while, and knocked on Cheng Zhen's door.

The room faced east, and there was no light in the afternoon, and Cheng Zhen didn't turn on the lights, making the room look dark.

She was reading a book by the window, and when she saw someone coming in, she put it down silently, her movements a little cautious.

"I'll come and see you," Yuan Yu wiped her hair, closed the door, and walked towards Cheng Zhen, "Long time no see."

Cheng Zhen nodded, and after a long time, she greeted dumbly: "Brother Xiao Yu."

Yuan Yu laughed: "You still remember me."

"I remember, you did a lot of work for me..." Cheng Zhen was sent to work by her father when she was very young. No one taught her how to do it, and the little girl was not tall enough. I really don’t know how to survive those years.

Yuan Yu was known as a warm-hearted person in the village. Knowing that she was in trouble, she helped her a lot.

Just ...

"I didn't expect you to be with Brother Cheng Zhuo." Cheng Zhen is very cautious now, a person who treats her well is with another person who treats her well, and she also causes trouble for others, this kindness suddenly seems to have something Four times as big.

Yuan Yu looked at her for a while, and tentatively said, "I thought you would think it was strange for two men to be together."

Cheng Zhen shook her head.She thought for a while and whispered, "It's better to be generous together than to be secretive. I've seen it before... Brother Ang and Brother Xu hugging each other in the field..."

Yuan Yu: "..."

If I remember correctly, both of them had wives.

Great news.

"...I feel that the two sister-in-laws are very pitiful, but I can't say anything." Cheng Zhen looked confused.

"I'm afraid there will be many such things in the village." Yuan Yu suddenly remembered what Cheng Zhuo told him about the drunken and dreamy upstairs guests, and sighed softly, "My elder sister almost married someone like this back then. man."

Cheng Zhen said "ah": "Sister Yunyun? Is she okay then?"

"I ran away before getting married, and now I'm working in a factory, and my life is pretty good." Yuan Yu smiled and said, "She went to Nanwan recently, otherwise I will show you to her."

"I can watch it in the future." Cheng Zhen didn't hesitate, she was a little distracted, as if she was thinking about something, and for a long while there was a stingy smile on the corner of her mouth, "It's good to live well, that place...it would be best if I don't go back gone."

When Cheng Zhuo took a shower, the takeaway was delivered.He got takeaways, laid them out on the table one by one, and called for people to eat, only to find Yuan Yu in Cheng Zhen's room.

He was stunned for a while, but didn't ask any questions. He pointed to the table and said, "Come over for dinner."

Cheng Zhen had eaten after waking up, but the other two hadn't - Cheng Zhuo was still struggling to adjust his schedule, and Yuan Yu was spoiled by the big social dye tank, so he had to sleep until [-]:[-] on weekends, Breakfast becomes brunch.This was their first meal of the day, and they had exhausted their energy just now, so they were terribly hungry.

They wolfed down the meal, cleared the table, and went back to the second floor together.It was only then that Cheng Zhuo hugged him and asked in a low voice, "Why did you find Cheng Zhen just now?"

"Talk to her." Yuan Yu said, "Firstly, I haven't seen her for a long time, and secondly... I have learned such a thing, and I will 'practice' with her."

"Did you enlighten her?"

"I just want her to be happy. Look at her reserved look... If I didn't know you, I thought you bullied her."

Cheng Zhuo laughed: "Then I don't, at most I'm too busy with work, maybe I don't care much about her."

But Cheng Zhuo really doesn't care about people.

His worry about every detail can only be reflected in Yuan Yu.

"She told me that she felt that she could only take a breath of fresh air when she came out, so thank you very much." Yuan Yu lay in Cheng Zhuo's arms, looking at the ceiling, with some emotion, "I think of sister. When I first came to Jiangcheng, She said the same thing as me. Yang Huai..."

He didn't continue, but Cheng Zhuo understood what he meant.

He squeezed Yuan Yu's fingers with lowered eyes, and suddenly asked, "Are you going to take your mother out?"

"I've thought about it, and discussed it with my sister. My sister is in the factory now, and I don't have much rest time, and my income is limited. We discussed it at the time. When I graduate from university and have a stable job, I will choose a city to live together. Come down and pick up Mom. Sister said she is not married." Yuan Yu laughed while talking, "But just after chatting with Cheng Zhen, I have some new ideas—Cheng Zhuo, what do you think? , is there any way to make Yang Huai...be less 'cannibal'?"

Cheng Zhuo was still playing with his fingers, with a calm expression: "It's nothing more than two points - economy and education."

"Then I should go to Yang Huai to start a business, or to support education?" Yuan Yu thought for a while, and thought it was a bit funny, "If I go to Yang Huai to open a psychological clinic in the future, I will lose so much that I can't afford to pay." Maybe it's like what my sister said It is better to let all the women in the village come out and find a job?

"Yes, yes." Cheng Zhuo suddenly grabbed his finger and bit his finger, and said in a sullen tone, "Yuan Yu, in your future plans, isn't there any one that has something to do with me?"

Yuan Yu blinked, only to realize that the mood of the person beside him began to sink again.

Seriously ill, the glass man.

Yuan Yu turned over and lay on his chest, with bright eyes: "I do these things, you just watch me, is there anything you object to?"

"……No."

"Then you go to work, I'm busy with my business, and it won't hinder us from being together." Yuan Yu hugged him and rubbed his neck lightly, "Don't be unhappy, I didn't mean to abandon you."

Cheng Zhuo blinked: "...um."

He was still not in a good mood, Yuan Yu looked at it and gradually felt a little strange.

"what happened to you?"

Cheng Zhuo was silent for a while.

Yuan Yu frowned, climbed off him, sat cross-legged on the bed, and looked down at him.

Cheng Zhuo scratched his palms and asked for a long time, "Xiao Yu, do you want to study abroad?"

"...?" Yuan Yu blinked blankly.

"If you want to study psychology, going abroad for further study will be more helpful professionally." Cheng Zhuo then raised his eyes and looked at him. When the one you are with is old enough to leave China, go back with her and take a postgraduate exam. If you are interested in studying abroad, you can prepare for the exam with me, and then go together."

Yuan Yu: "I don't need it..."

"If you don't want to go, then I won't go either." Cheng Zhuo said, "I didn't like reading at first."

"..." Yuan Yu was stunned, "No, you can go if you can? Why not go to school if you can? I can wait for you. I have been waiting for five years. I am still afraid that you will go to graduate school?"

Cheng Zhuo raised his eyelids and looked at him calmly: "But I don't want you to wait any longer."

"..."

"Waiting for someone...is too tiring. I have to wait for you every week. Thinking about how long you have been waiting, I just feel...'ah, I am such a piece of trash'. Besides, if I go out, if you don’t leave, don’t I have to wait to go back to China?” Cheng Zhuo smiled, “Yuan Yu, why don’t you want to study abroad? Isn’t it good to study further?”

"...I don't have any money." Someone in the class mentioned that he was going to study abroad. When this topic was mentioned, Yuan Yu also followed up to understand the cost of going abroad.It's fine for him to study in China, and the cost of going abroad is absolutely unaffordable.

"I have it."

"How can this cost your money?" Yuan Yu frowned, "Parents have always been the only ones who send their children to school. How can there be... how can there be any reason to ask your boyfriend to pay for the tuition?"

"Are you afraid that others will call you a 'sugar daddy'?" Cheng Zhuo suddenly remembered Song Mo's words.

Yuan Yu was stunned: "How could that be?"

"Then what are you struggling with?" Cheng Zhuo looked at him, "I have money, some of which I earned myself, and some of which my parents gave me. Although they passed away early, my family situation... ...How to divide the family property in the future is agreed in advance. The money is mine, and it will be yours in the future, unless you don't plan to spend the rest of your life with me. "

"..." Yuan Yu opened his mouth, a little confused, "That's not..."

"If one of us is a woman, if we go to register for marriage now, then the property will naturally be shared." Cheng Zhuo snorted lightly, "Why do you change to this situation and you won't be able to get around it... Otherwise, let's first Get married?"

"...Same-sex cannot..."

"You can go abroad to get married."

As Cheng Zhuo said, he turned over, knelt down on the bed, and stretched out his arms to hug Yuan Yu who was sitting cross-legged.He hugged her tightly, tightening it tighter and tighter, Yuan Yu almost felt a little suffocated.

"Cheng Zhuo?"

"I... don't want to be separated from you, don't want to let go."

Cheng Zhuo suddenly remembered many years ago. At that time, he was still a cool kid with a bit of a second-degree illness. One day, his father brought back a woman.

He said to his father with a cold face that he didn't care, and said to his mother with a cold face, "I don't want to go with you, you can go if you want."

Later he knew that duplicity really didn't end well.

If every refusal is a plea for others to stay, then it is better to plead well from the beginning.

Just this one person.

Please--

"do not leave me."

Yuan Yu was stunned for a while, then hugged Cheng Zhuo back.He could feel the other person's slight trembling, not sure if he was emotionally unstable or sick.

Yuan Yu pushed him worriedly, wanting to see his face, but Cheng Zhuo hugged him even tighter.

So I had no choice but to sigh, and said softly: "I didn't mean that, I just... can't accept it psychologically. Anyway, you won't go abroad for a while, and it will take two or three years for me to take the postgraduate entrance examination. Give me some Time to think about it? Don't just say that you don't take the exam, I definitely can't let you sacrifice your future to stay with me."

He paused and laughed: "Didn't I tell you what I said a long time ago, I hope that all the good things in this world can belong to you?"

Cheng Zhuo froze for a moment, let go of his arms, and stared at him blankly.

Yuan Yu kissed him: "It's not just you, I haven't forgotten either."

Those ordinary but passionate past, like the fire that burns through the heart, is beating vividly and hotly in the memory.