Maung-mei is wrong
Chapter 47
Miao Sheng could naturally see the prying eyes in Duan Zhanmei's eyes, and suddenly panicked.
"What did you go to? Have you forgotten, I told you that A-Xian was rescued back then, and he is innocent now, not from my generation." Miao Sheng caressed You Xiao's hair with one hand, indifferently He said, "He paid homage to his master and devoted himself to practicing swordsmanship. Over the years, he has made some small achievements. Now he has traveled down the mountain and just arrived at Wulingdu. We met again by chance."
Duan Zhanmei naturally remembered that Miao Sheng had many enemies, but no friends, and the one who was mentioned the most was this "Xiao Xian'er".There is no other reason, but envy that this person can be rescued, and even took this person's baby name as You Xiao's nickname.
But even though he knew that there was nothing between them, Duan Zhanmei still didn't like that Miao Sheng was thinking about other people, no matter men, women, old or young, no one could do it.
This is also the reason why his attitude towards You Xiao is ambiguous on weekdays.
In his heart, Miao Sheng only belongs to him.
"Oh? That's it, why do you want to practice this sword dance?" Duan Zhan looked at Zhuo Yingxian with a half-smile, "The dance is feminine, isn't it afraid that it will damage your masculinity?"
Zhuo Yingxian rolled his eyes in his heart, but because of Miao Sheng, he reluctantly gave Duan Zhan some face, and then replied to him: "I am who I am, and I am not afraid of harming anything, and I am not afraid of what others will think of me. I care too much about certain things. Some things are a guilty conscience."
"Well said, don't be afraid of what people say, do what you want, this is the true nature of a man!"
Duan Zhanmei was not offended by Zhuo Yingxian's ridicule, he put his hand on Miao Sheng's shoulder naturally, You Xiao was so frightened that he immediately hid behind Zhuo Yingxian.
When his hand touched him, Miao Sheng stiffened suddenly, but in front of others, he didn't want to embarrass Duan Zhan, so he endured it.
How ridiculous, what I liked most before was his embrace, but now I feel like a cage, I want to break free, but I can't get out, as if I have been tamed.
"I don't care what a man's true nature is, I just do what I like." Zhuo Yingxian held the sword in his hand and pulled a sword flower, "The three-foot Qingfeng in his hand thinks that the sword dance is very beautiful, and he wants to try it. Do you need other people's approval? At first I just wanted to learn to play casually, but my mentor said that I was qualified to perform, and I was happy to contribute a little to brother Xiao Sheng's business, after all, he took good care of me back then."
"Really?" Duan Zhan tilted his eyebrows, looking at Miao Sheng beside him, full of interest, "When I came here just now, I only heard that someone was practicing dance, but I didn't know there was a performance. When is it? I can also see Zhuo Sheng. His demeanor."
Before Miao Sheng could speak, Zhuo Yingxian said first, "It's tonight!"
Seeing that he made a random decision without discussing with himself, Miao Sheng lowered his eyes helplessly, and suddenly remembered that Xiang Yu Shu was still locked in his small courtyard, so he looked at You Xiao: "Xiao Er, you go back to the courtyard first, call Please clean it up, prepare water for Uncle Duan to take a bath, and don't ask idlers to come near."
You Xiao blinked, understood Miao Sheng's meaning, nodded in response crisply, and ran away without a trace.
Duan Zhan watched him go out, and said with a smile: "Little short legs run fast. Then I won't hinder Mr. Zhuo from continuing to practice, so I'll go wash off the dust first, so I can enjoy the sword dance carefully at night."
After finishing speaking, he cupped his hands casually, turned around and left the dance practice hall.
After he walked far away, Miao Sheng felt his legs were weak. He sat on a chair beside him and sighed heavily: "Ah Xian, when will the performance be performed, you should discuss it with me first."
Zhuo Yingxian also knew that this was a bit inappropriate, but he just couldn't understand Duan Zhanmei's domineering posture, but he couldn't take back what he had said.
He sat beside Miao Sheng: "I'm sorry, Brother Xiaosheng, I'm just impatient. After all, I haven't been able to find any news for a few days, and there is no situation with Brother Han. I really can't sit still and want to show up as soon as possible. It’s good to be active in Luqiqin.”
Miao Sheng frowned slightly: "I just don't want Zhanmei to see you."
At first Zhuo Yingxian said that he would come to Lvqiqin, although Miao Sheng agreed, but he was still worried, and even if he didn't agree, there was nothing he could do, watching it in front of his own eyes was better than letting him cause trouble outside, so he only hoped that Nie Yun Han came to pick him up early, and he was really not expected to do such things as inquiring about news.
Even letting him practice sword dance is just a temporary measure, if it is not a last resort, Miao Sheng really does not want Zhuo Yingxian to show his face.
Who knows that Nie Yunhan encountered some kind of problem and didn't show up for a long time, but Duan Zhanmei came back, and Zhuo Yingxian was impatient to confirm his identity in Lu Qiqin, no matter what, he couldn't hide it from Duan Zhanmei s eyes.
"So what if you see it?" Zhuo Ying said indifferently, "He doesn't know that Brother Han and I are together."
"There are a lot of eyebrows and eyeliners. When you and I met your brother Han on the street that day, he should be able to find out afterwards. Besides, he should be doing this when he comes back this time. Naturally, he will not miss any details. If you know Your relationship with the red boa, I'm afraid he will attack you."
"This is one of them." Miao Sheng was worried, "Even if there is no such relationship, if your performance tonight catches his eyes, I'm worried..."
Zhuo Yingxian raised his eyebrows: "What are you worried about? What else can he do to me?"
"Imprison you, sell you, use you to make money." Miao Sheng didn't want to say it, but felt that Zhuo Yingxian didn't seem to take Duan Zhanmei too seriously, so he gritted his teeth and said, "They don't have water braves. Don't be a business of human teeth!"
"I'm your friend, he will do the same?" Zhuo Yingxian couldn't believe it.
Miao Sheng smiled bitterly: "How could he allow me to have friends!"
This is true, in the past three years, if any young lady, even a servant, got closer to Miao Sheng, Duan Zhanmei didn't know, but if she knew, would that young lady or girl be a master of both sex and art? , he will definitely sell people, and he will never allow anyone to have too close contacts with Miao Sheng.
Later, it became so serious that if someone on the street took a second look at him, those people would be picked on inexplicably, and the punches and kicks would be light. If it was a hooligan, some of them might lose their lives.
After a long time, the reasons were self-defeating. Not only did everyone dare not look at Miao Sheng, but no one dared to look at You Xiao. That's why the scene when Zhuo Yingxian, Nie Yunhan and Miao Sheng You Xiao first met appeared.
At first Miao Sheng thought it was a sea of jealousy, but later found out that it was just Duan Zhanmei's desire for exclusivity.Gradually, he stopped having too many contacts with others, so as not to bring unwarranted disasters to others.
Zhuo Yingxian was silent for a moment, then looked up at him: "Brother Xiaosheng, don't think too much. From the moment I decided to come out to find Master, I was ready to face all difficulties. No matter what I encounter in Luqiqin, nothing Your responsibility. Besides, since you have let me in here, you know that there is always a possibility that I will meet Duan Zhanmei or his people face to face, so it is not too late to get entangled now?"
Miao Sheng: "..."
"I know you don't want me to show off too much so as not to cause trouble." Zhuo Yingxian said seriously, "I didn't mean to show off on purpose, it's just that the days have dragged on for too long, and if I don't take the initiative, I don't know how long it will take He Yue. Now that Duan Zhanmei is here, I have to get his attention so that I can find some clues from him. As for other things, you don’t have to worry too much. My ten years of kung fu are not for nothing. More than enough protection.”
Having said this, Miao Sheng couldn't say anything more, so he could only say: "Okay, I will take good care of you."
Zhuo Yingxian stared at him with round eyes, hesitated to speak, but finally said cruelly: "I haven't seen Duan Zhanmei in person before, but I saw him burn your house with my own eyes, and my teeth were already cold. Now I see him." , I feel that he is not a good match, and he is full of worthlessness for you. Brother Xiaosheng, you should leave this person and stop spending time with him. You are still so young, you will definitely find a lover!"
Miao Sheng lowered her head, curled her mouth and said nothing.
A gust of wind blew from outside the door, gently blowing a strand of long hair at his temples, Zhuo Yingxian looked at him, and felt that the person in front of him was extremely beautiful, really cute, seeing how depressed he looked, felt embarrassing.
How can a person not fight for himself? !
"Xiao Xian'er, I made you laugh." Miao Sheng said with a light smile, with a sad and self-deprecating expression.
"I didn't want to laugh at you, I just wanted to wake you up." Zhuo Ying said leisurely, "It's your involuntary choice to fall into prostitution, but leaving someone who hurt you can always be done, right? You always say I envy me, but in fact I seized the opportunity to escape by myself. If I had hesitated for a moment when Master said that he would take me away that day, maybe everything would not be the way it is now."
He grabbed Miao Sheng's sleeve, shook it vigorously, and said eagerly: "Just like you took Xiao Er to escape Hongyulou, you have the courage and ability, why don't you give it a try?"
"This moment, that moment." Miao Sheng's face was white and flawless, as quiet as a handsome statue, "At that time, I had the desire to live, thinking that as long as I passed this hurdle, I would find happiness."
"It's ridiculous to say that in our business, we see a lot of people who are heartbroken, but they always have delusions for no reason, thinking that as long as they give their hearts, they will meet a beloved who cherishes them."
"The day I reunited with Zhanmei was the happiest day for me. It seemed that my dark life finally had another possibility. So, what are you afraid of in suffering, what are you afraid of in danger, as long as you can be with him innocently, I'm willing to lose everything."
Miao Sheng still remembers it vividly. When he finally got rid of his ailments and stood in front of Duan Zhanmei, he was full of joy and joy, especially when Duan Zhanmei said that he would open a shop for him to make ends meet. Boss, no longer have to suffer from being bullied.
Unexpectedly, the man who had been thinking about it for ten years rolled his eyes and said: "Then open a Nanfeng restaurant. You are familiar with this business, and you know how to run it. Besides, in Wulingdu, Fengyue restaurant is easier to find." Tong Xia, I often come here to do business, and with your store here, I can learn more about the local situation."
"Actually, if he asks me, what I want to say is to open a teahouse." Miao Sheng looked yearning, "It's better to be more simple and elegant... Pretend to be a clean person."
"Don't think so, where are you unclean?!" Zhuo Yingxian said angrily, "That person is clearly selfish, he wants to set up an intelligence agency, but no one can help him take care of it. Use you!"
"I'm willing to be used by him, it doesn't matter. I'm content with him." Miao Sheng leaned back in his chair, his expression a little erratic, "It doesn't matter what I do for a living, besides, I can do things for him , can also be regarded as a useful body, not purely dependent on people."
"I pretended to turn a blind eye, didn't think about the cracks that were clearly in front of my eyes, and thought that life would be smooth and happy from now on. It's just that the cracks have existed for a long time, and one day they will be broken."
"From the unintentional words of his subordinates, I can tell that Zhanmei actually has lovers everywhere outside. It's normal for them to run around in their own sub-districts and have fun everywhere. I was very angry when I found out. , I quarreled with him for the first time. He also apologized, swearing that I was the only one in his heart. But trust is such a precious thing, it’s hard to get it back when it’s broken.”
Hearing this, Zhuo Yingxian was furious, and said, "It's too much! He not only used you, but also lied to you. Why are you willing to be cheated by him?!"
Miao Sheng raised his eyelids and looked at him calmly: "Don't you think this is right, I finally stop dreaming, and I can open my eyes to see the life in front of me clearly."
"Did you really see clearly?"
"That's natural. After ten years, everyone will change. He is no longer the boy who carefully copied love poems to confess to me, and I am no longer the flawless person he loved. I am dirty, how can I be qualified What are you fighting for?"
Zhuo Yingxian frowned: "Can you stop talking about yourself like that?!"
"If you don't say that, can you escape the truth?" Miao Sheng lowered her eyes and asked in a low voice.
"You can't help yourself, he should take pity on you even more! Besides, isn't he full of lovers?" Zhuo Ying was annoyed when he heard that, "Don't say that you are not a prostitute, even if you are forced to accompany guests, it is the same. Sleeping with many people, why is he cleaner than you?"
Miao Sheng couldn't help laughing: "You really think... I'm asking for money, he's pleasing himself, so it's naturally different. Aren't those who give money noble and those who receive money low in this world?"
"It's all nonsense! Nonsense!" Zhuo Ying was impatient, and picked up the sword and stabbed at the chair. Unfortunately, the sword was used for performances, and it was not sharp at all, let alone strong, and broke after only a few stabs. up.
"Then even if according to what you said, we are both unclean and equal. But with a background like mine, I don't even have the dignity of a man, so I can only live by him, and naturally I have no right to ask about his affairs. But I From a certain moment, I suddenly understood him." Miao Sheng smiled and said softly, "His feelings for me have nothing to do with love. For Zhanmei, I am now just the obsession left in his heart when he was young and helpless , so he wants to get me, keep me, and control me."
Zhuo Yingxian threw away the sword resentfully, sat back on the chair, and said with a sullen face, "You know what he thinks. But what about you? Would you rather go on like this?"
It was getting dark outside the door, and it was time to turn on the lights in the dance practice hall, but the servants might have heard the news that Duan Zhanmei had come, so none of them dared to approach, even though the place gradually became dark.
Seeing the light sinking, Miao Sheng hid him in the night, and felt a sense of security: "We were pulled together by fate, and it seemed that we were consummated. In fact, when we peeled off the gorgeous burqa, we saw the Rotten flesh, but this flesh is tightly bound. I half love him, and half hate him. I want to run away from him, but I only have him."
"When people are on the edge of the precipice of losing everything, they will cling tightly to what they have. It is too difficult to let go."
"Do you think Zhanmei hasn't tried to let go? Every time he wants to kill me, he wants to get rid of his last weakness. But he still can't do it."
"So sometimes, I wish I could die at his hands. He asks for benevolence, and I will settle everything once and for all."
"Don't settle it once and for all!"
You Xiao's timid voice came from the door, Zhuo Yingxian and Miao Sheng looked over, and saw that little figure running over quickly, threw himself into Miao Sheng's arms, and sobbed, "I knew that You will be sad again when the person comes back! Uncle, Xiao Er will try her best to make you happy in the future, can you live a good life?!"
Zhuo Yingxian has always been curious about the story of Miao Sheng and Duan Zhanmei, and has always been embarrassed to ask, but now he knows everything thoroughly, but he is so angry that his lungs hurt.
"Brother Xiaosheng, you choose your own path. No matter how hard you can break free from the cage of emotion, it is easier to deal with than the shackles of fate. But even if Xiao Er and I want to pull you, you have to be willing to hold us. hands." Zhuo Yingxian stood up, dusted off his clothes, pressed the fire, and said calmly, "It's getting dark, I'm going to prepare for the evening performance."
As he walked out angrily, he was thinking wildly in his mind.
There are also many infatuated girls and thin lovers in the drama scripts, but when he listened to it, he just didn't believe it, what kind of emotion can make people obsessed so much.
Even if you are obsessed, you have to treat each other well. What's the fun in this wishful thinking and life-or-death?
Not all excuses for their own cowardice!
Brother Xiaosheng already has a lot of fate, why don't you cherish yourself a little more, what are you doing with this kind of bastard?
If I kill Duan Zhanmei...if I kill him, brother Xiaosheng will finally be free even if he hates me terribly, right?No, what if this fool dies with him again? !
It's really a headache, when you see Brother Han, ask him.
Tch, ask him why, that person is also a coward who is timid when it comes to feelings, isn't he trying to alienate me?
I don't know how this coward is doing now?Why has there been no movement?
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A Xian: I'm so angry, I want to kill the scumbag.
Brother Han: Let me go!
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"What did you go to? Have you forgotten, I told you that A-Xian was rescued back then, and he is innocent now, not from my generation." Miao Sheng caressed You Xiao's hair with one hand, indifferently He said, "He paid homage to his master and devoted himself to practicing swordsmanship. Over the years, he has made some small achievements. Now he has traveled down the mountain and just arrived at Wulingdu. We met again by chance."
Duan Zhanmei naturally remembered that Miao Sheng had many enemies, but no friends, and the one who was mentioned the most was this "Xiao Xian'er".There is no other reason, but envy that this person can be rescued, and even took this person's baby name as You Xiao's nickname.
But even though he knew that there was nothing between them, Duan Zhanmei still didn't like that Miao Sheng was thinking about other people, no matter men, women, old or young, no one could do it.
This is also the reason why his attitude towards You Xiao is ambiguous on weekdays.
In his heart, Miao Sheng only belongs to him.
"Oh? That's it, why do you want to practice this sword dance?" Duan Zhan looked at Zhuo Yingxian with a half-smile, "The dance is feminine, isn't it afraid that it will damage your masculinity?"
Zhuo Yingxian rolled his eyes in his heart, but because of Miao Sheng, he reluctantly gave Duan Zhan some face, and then replied to him: "I am who I am, and I am not afraid of harming anything, and I am not afraid of what others will think of me. I care too much about certain things. Some things are a guilty conscience."
"Well said, don't be afraid of what people say, do what you want, this is the true nature of a man!"
Duan Zhanmei was not offended by Zhuo Yingxian's ridicule, he put his hand on Miao Sheng's shoulder naturally, You Xiao was so frightened that he immediately hid behind Zhuo Yingxian.
When his hand touched him, Miao Sheng stiffened suddenly, but in front of others, he didn't want to embarrass Duan Zhan, so he endured it.
How ridiculous, what I liked most before was his embrace, but now I feel like a cage, I want to break free, but I can't get out, as if I have been tamed.
"I don't care what a man's true nature is, I just do what I like." Zhuo Yingxian held the sword in his hand and pulled a sword flower, "The three-foot Qingfeng in his hand thinks that the sword dance is very beautiful, and he wants to try it. Do you need other people's approval? At first I just wanted to learn to play casually, but my mentor said that I was qualified to perform, and I was happy to contribute a little to brother Xiao Sheng's business, after all, he took good care of me back then."
"Really?" Duan Zhan tilted his eyebrows, looking at Miao Sheng beside him, full of interest, "When I came here just now, I only heard that someone was practicing dance, but I didn't know there was a performance. When is it? I can also see Zhuo Sheng. His demeanor."
Before Miao Sheng could speak, Zhuo Yingxian said first, "It's tonight!"
Seeing that he made a random decision without discussing with himself, Miao Sheng lowered his eyes helplessly, and suddenly remembered that Xiang Yu Shu was still locked in his small courtyard, so he looked at You Xiao: "Xiao Er, you go back to the courtyard first, call Please clean it up, prepare water for Uncle Duan to take a bath, and don't ask idlers to come near."
You Xiao blinked, understood Miao Sheng's meaning, nodded in response crisply, and ran away without a trace.
Duan Zhan watched him go out, and said with a smile: "Little short legs run fast. Then I won't hinder Mr. Zhuo from continuing to practice, so I'll go wash off the dust first, so I can enjoy the sword dance carefully at night."
After finishing speaking, he cupped his hands casually, turned around and left the dance practice hall.
After he walked far away, Miao Sheng felt his legs were weak. He sat on a chair beside him and sighed heavily: "Ah Xian, when will the performance be performed, you should discuss it with me first."
Zhuo Yingxian also knew that this was a bit inappropriate, but he just couldn't understand Duan Zhanmei's domineering posture, but he couldn't take back what he had said.
He sat beside Miao Sheng: "I'm sorry, Brother Xiaosheng, I'm just impatient. After all, I haven't been able to find any news for a few days, and there is no situation with Brother Han. I really can't sit still and want to show up as soon as possible. It’s good to be active in Luqiqin.”
Miao Sheng frowned slightly: "I just don't want Zhanmei to see you."
At first Zhuo Yingxian said that he would come to Lvqiqin, although Miao Sheng agreed, but he was still worried, and even if he didn't agree, there was nothing he could do, watching it in front of his own eyes was better than letting him cause trouble outside, so he only hoped that Nie Yun Han came to pick him up early, and he was really not expected to do such things as inquiring about news.
Even letting him practice sword dance is just a temporary measure, if it is not a last resort, Miao Sheng really does not want Zhuo Yingxian to show his face.
Who knows that Nie Yunhan encountered some kind of problem and didn't show up for a long time, but Duan Zhanmei came back, and Zhuo Yingxian was impatient to confirm his identity in Lu Qiqin, no matter what, he couldn't hide it from Duan Zhanmei s eyes.
"So what if you see it?" Zhuo Ying said indifferently, "He doesn't know that Brother Han and I are together."
"There are a lot of eyebrows and eyeliners. When you and I met your brother Han on the street that day, he should be able to find out afterwards. Besides, he should be doing this when he comes back this time. Naturally, he will not miss any details. If you know Your relationship with the red boa, I'm afraid he will attack you."
"This is one of them." Miao Sheng was worried, "Even if there is no such relationship, if your performance tonight catches his eyes, I'm worried..."
Zhuo Yingxian raised his eyebrows: "What are you worried about? What else can he do to me?"
"Imprison you, sell you, use you to make money." Miao Sheng didn't want to say it, but felt that Zhuo Yingxian didn't seem to take Duan Zhanmei too seriously, so he gritted his teeth and said, "They don't have water braves. Don't be a business of human teeth!"
"I'm your friend, he will do the same?" Zhuo Yingxian couldn't believe it.
Miao Sheng smiled bitterly: "How could he allow me to have friends!"
This is true, in the past three years, if any young lady, even a servant, got closer to Miao Sheng, Duan Zhanmei didn't know, but if she knew, would that young lady or girl be a master of both sex and art? , he will definitely sell people, and he will never allow anyone to have too close contacts with Miao Sheng.
Later, it became so serious that if someone on the street took a second look at him, those people would be picked on inexplicably, and the punches and kicks would be light. If it was a hooligan, some of them might lose their lives.
After a long time, the reasons were self-defeating. Not only did everyone dare not look at Miao Sheng, but no one dared to look at You Xiao. That's why the scene when Zhuo Yingxian, Nie Yunhan and Miao Sheng You Xiao first met appeared.
At first Miao Sheng thought it was a sea of jealousy, but later found out that it was just Duan Zhanmei's desire for exclusivity.Gradually, he stopped having too many contacts with others, so as not to bring unwarranted disasters to others.
Zhuo Yingxian was silent for a moment, then looked up at him: "Brother Xiaosheng, don't think too much. From the moment I decided to come out to find Master, I was ready to face all difficulties. No matter what I encounter in Luqiqin, nothing Your responsibility. Besides, since you have let me in here, you know that there is always a possibility that I will meet Duan Zhanmei or his people face to face, so it is not too late to get entangled now?"
Miao Sheng: "..."
"I know you don't want me to show off too much so as not to cause trouble." Zhuo Yingxian said seriously, "I didn't mean to show off on purpose, it's just that the days have dragged on for too long, and if I don't take the initiative, I don't know how long it will take He Yue. Now that Duan Zhanmei is here, I have to get his attention so that I can find some clues from him. As for other things, you don’t have to worry too much. My ten years of kung fu are not for nothing. More than enough protection.”
Having said this, Miao Sheng couldn't say anything more, so he could only say: "Okay, I will take good care of you."
Zhuo Yingxian stared at him with round eyes, hesitated to speak, but finally said cruelly: "I haven't seen Duan Zhanmei in person before, but I saw him burn your house with my own eyes, and my teeth were already cold. Now I see him." , I feel that he is not a good match, and he is full of worthlessness for you. Brother Xiaosheng, you should leave this person and stop spending time with him. You are still so young, you will definitely find a lover!"
Miao Sheng lowered her head, curled her mouth and said nothing.
A gust of wind blew from outside the door, gently blowing a strand of long hair at his temples, Zhuo Yingxian looked at him, and felt that the person in front of him was extremely beautiful, really cute, seeing how depressed he looked, felt embarrassing.
How can a person not fight for himself? !
"Xiao Xian'er, I made you laugh." Miao Sheng said with a light smile, with a sad and self-deprecating expression.
"I didn't want to laugh at you, I just wanted to wake you up." Zhuo Ying said leisurely, "It's your involuntary choice to fall into prostitution, but leaving someone who hurt you can always be done, right? You always say I envy me, but in fact I seized the opportunity to escape by myself. If I had hesitated for a moment when Master said that he would take me away that day, maybe everything would not be the way it is now."
He grabbed Miao Sheng's sleeve, shook it vigorously, and said eagerly: "Just like you took Xiao Er to escape Hongyulou, you have the courage and ability, why don't you give it a try?"
"This moment, that moment." Miao Sheng's face was white and flawless, as quiet as a handsome statue, "At that time, I had the desire to live, thinking that as long as I passed this hurdle, I would find happiness."
"It's ridiculous to say that in our business, we see a lot of people who are heartbroken, but they always have delusions for no reason, thinking that as long as they give their hearts, they will meet a beloved who cherishes them."
"The day I reunited with Zhanmei was the happiest day for me. It seemed that my dark life finally had another possibility. So, what are you afraid of in suffering, what are you afraid of in danger, as long as you can be with him innocently, I'm willing to lose everything."
Miao Sheng still remembers it vividly. When he finally got rid of his ailments and stood in front of Duan Zhanmei, he was full of joy and joy, especially when Duan Zhanmei said that he would open a shop for him to make ends meet. Boss, no longer have to suffer from being bullied.
Unexpectedly, the man who had been thinking about it for ten years rolled his eyes and said: "Then open a Nanfeng restaurant. You are familiar with this business, and you know how to run it. Besides, in Wulingdu, Fengyue restaurant is easier to find." Tong Xia, I often come here to do business, and with your store here, I can learn more about the local situation."
"Actually, if he asks me, what I want to say is to open a teahouse." Miao Sheng looked yearning, "It's better to be more simple and elegant... Pretend to be a clean person."
"Don't think so, where are you unclean?!" Zhuo Yingxian said angrily, "That person is clearly selfish, he wants to set up an intelligence agency, but no one can help him take care of it. Use you!"
"I'm willing to be used by him, it doesn't matter. I'm content with him." Miao Sheng leaned back in his chair, his expression a little erratic, "It doesn't matter what I do for a living, besides, I can do things for him , can also be regarded as a useful body, not purely dependent on people."
"I pretended to turn a blind eye, didn't think about the cracks that were clearly in front of my eyes, and thought that life would be smooth and happy from now on. It's just that the cracks have existed for a long time, and one day they will be broken."
"From the unintentional words of his subordinates, I can tell that Zhanmei actually has lovers everywhere outside. It's normal for them to run around in their own sub-districts and have fun everywhere. I was very angry when I found out. , I quarreled with him for the first time. He also apologized, swearing that I was the only one in his heart. But trust is such a precious thing, it’s hard to get it back when it’s broken.”
Hearing this, Zhuo Yingxian was furious, and said, "It's too much! He not only used you, but also lied to you. Why are you willing to be cheated by him?!"
Miao Sheng raised his eyelids and looked at him calmly: "Don't you think this is right, I finally stop dreaming, and I can open my eyes to see the life in front of me clearly."
"Did you really see clearly?"
"That's natural. After ten years, everyone will change. He is no longer the boy who carefully copied love poems to confess to me, and I am no longer the flawless person he loved. I am dirty, how can I be qualified What are you fighting for?"
Zhuo Yingxian frowned: "Can you stop talking about yourself like that?!"
"If you don't say that, can you escape the truth?" Miao Sheng lowered her eyes and asked in a low voice.
"You can't help yourself, he should take pity on you even more! Besides, isn't he full of lovers?" Zhuo Ying was annoyed when he heard that, "Don't say that you are not a prostitute, even if you are forced to accompany guests, it is the same. Sleeping with many people, why is he cleaner than you?"
Miao Sheng couldn't help laughing: "You really think... I'm asking for money, he's pleasing himself, so it's naturally different. Aren't those who give money noble and those who receive money low in this world?"
"It's all nonsense! Nonsense!" Zhuo Ying was impatient, and picked up the sword and stabbed at the chair. Unfortunately, the sword was used for performances, and it was not sharp at all, let alone strong, and broke after only a few stabs. up.
"Then even if according to what you said, we are both unclean and equal. But with a background like mine, I don't even have the dignity of a man, so I can only live by him, and naturally I have no right to ask about his affairs. But I From a certain moment, I suddenly understood him." Miao Sheng smiled and said softly, "His feelings for me have nothing to do with love. For Zhanmei, I am now just the obsession left in his heart when he was young and helpless , so he wants to get me, keep me, and control me."
Zhuo Yingxian threw away the sword resentfully, sat back on the chair, and said with a sullen face, "You know what he thinks. But what about you? Would you rather go on like this?"
It was getting dark outside the door, and it was time to turn on the lights in the dance practice hall, but the servants might have heard the news that Duan Zhanmei had come, so none of them dared to approach, even though the place gradually became dark.
Seeing the light sinking, Miao Sheng hid him in the night, and felt a sense of security: "We were pulled together by fate, and it seemed that we were consummated. In fact, when we peeled off the gorgeous burqa, we saw the Rotten flesh, but this flesh is tightly bound. I half love him, and half hate him. I want to run away from him, but I only have him."
"When people are on the edge of the precipice of losing everything, they will cling tightly to what they have. It is too difficult to let go."
"Do you think Zhanmei hasn't tried to let go? Every time he wants to kill me, he wants to get rid of his last weakness. But he still can't do it."
"So sometimes, I wish I could die at his hands. He asks for benevolence, and I will settle everything once and for all."
"Don't settle it once and for all!"
You Xiao's timid voice came from the door, Zhuo Yingxian and Miao Sheng looked over, and saw that little figure running over quickly, threw himself into Miao Sheng's arms, and sobbed, "I knew that You will be sad again when the person comes back! Uncle, Xiao Er will try her best to make you happy in the future, can you live a good life?!"
Zhuo Yingxian has always been curious about the story of Miao Sheng and Duan Zhanmei, and has always been embarrassed to ask, but now he knows everything thoroughly, but he is so angry that his lungs hurt.
"Brother Xiaosheng, you choose your own path. No matter how hard you can break free from the cage of emotion, it is easier to deal with than the shackles of fate. But even if Xiao Er and I want to pull you, you have to be willing to hold us. hands." Zhuo Yingxian stood up, dusted off his clothes, pressed the fire, and said calmly, "It's getting dark, I'm going to prepare for the evening performance."
As he walked out angrily, he was thinking wildly in his mind.
There are also many infatuated girls and thin lovers in the drama scripts, but when he listened to it, he just didn't believe it, what kind of emotion can make people obsessed so much.
Even if you are obsessed, you have to treat each other well. What's the fun in this wishful thinking and life-or-death?
Not all excuses for their own cowardice!
Brother Xiaosheng already has a lot of fate, why don't you cherish yourself a little more, what are you doing with this kind of bastard?
If I kill Duan Zhanmei...if I kill him, brother Xiaosheng will finally be free even if he hates me terribly, right?No, what if this fool dies with him again? !
It's really a headache, when you see Brother Han, ask him.
Tch, ask him why, that person is also a coward who is timid when it comes to feelings, isn't he trying to alienate me?
I don't know how this coward is doing now?Why has there been no movement?
The author has something to say:
A Xian: I'm so angry, I want to kill the scumbag.
Brother Han: Let me go!
Dangdang, Dangdang, Dangdang~ (Spring Festival Overture)
I wish everyone a happy Chinese New Year in 2021~ All the wishes made in the early morning can come true~ Meme!
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