Maung-mei is wrong

Chapter 162 Grievance

Nie Yunhan turned over and sat up, looked at Guan Pingye with pain, and said in a low voice, "I've given you opportunities several times and backed down everywhere, don't you understand what I mean? You can't..."

"I also hinted at you several times, you are ungrateful, of course I have to say it!" Guan Pingye was extremely wronged, and interrupted, "Why can't I say it? Why can't I like you?!"

"You are my foster brother, it's unreasonable..."

"Is it reasonable for men to like men?" Guan Pingye's eyes were red, "You are also a broken sleeve, don't use the word 'reasonable' to prevaricate me!"

Nie Yunhan took a deep breath, calmed himself down, and tried to reason with him: "Cut sleeves don't hinder anyone, this is human freedom, I'm talking about ethics—"

"You and I are not biological brothers, what's the matter with Qianlun?!"

When Nie Yunhan choked on this sentence, he realized that his thoughts had gone astray. He couldn't help laughing at himself, sighed, and said calmly: "This matter, there is no reason to say it. I have someone in my heart. Others People can't let go, it's that simple. If you can give up, we are still brothers, if you don't, then I can't see you again."

"Did you even disregard the friendship we grew up together for him?!" Guan Pingye didn't expect him to say such unfeeling words so easily, his face was full of astonishment and pain.

Nie Yunhan didn't understand why Guan Pingye always interpreted his words in an extreme way, and patiently explained: "Pingye, I have always regarded you as my younger brother, and you are irreplaceable in my heart. I also love this feeling. Cherish it. But if you still can't get rid of this idea, wouldn't it be a disservice to me to hang around in front of you all the time? Then it's better to forget each other in the rivers and lakes and be safe with each other. When you can let go in the future, we can still be like before."

Guan Pingye sneered and said, "It's easy for you to say no, can you give up Zhuo Yingxian's mind?"

"You are unreasonable, we are in love, why do you do that?!" Nie Yunhan still felt distressed when he saw that he was obsessed with obsession.

After all, the two grew up together since childhood, and seeing Guan Pingye's true feelings wrongly paid to himself, he also felt responsible.

Perhaps before, I inadvertently gave this child some wrong hints?

"Brother, how long have you known him? Do you really understand him?" Guan Pingye put away his sarcasm just now, leaned over like a puppy, looked up at Nie Yunhan pitifully, "Zhuo Yingxian and you We are together just to save his master. His affection for you is not as good as the slightest bit of mine for you! You are bewitched by him..."

Nie Yunhan frowned: "Pingye, don't say such naive words! A man can afford and let go of things that are not yours, so why do you force them?!"

"I didn't force it! You are mine! He snatched you away! You and I have gotten along well since we were young. How have we ever had such a rift?! You have always cared and loved me so much, why have you ever spoken so harshly to me?!" Hirano gritted his teeth and said, "As soon as he appeared, everything changed! His master is from Duyu, how do you know what kind of mind he has when he is by your side?!"

"Enough! Don't talk anymore!" Nie Yunhan said angrily, "We didn't have any quarrels before, and I cared for you because you weren't as messy and perverse as you are now! Don't you look at what you look like now , but attribute the reason to other people, have all the sage books been read into the dog's stomach?!"

He has always felt that Guan Hirano is knowledgeable and reasonable. Although he was pressing every step of the way before, as long as he faces it head-on, expresses his attitude, and adds good words of persuasion, he can always understand that the melon that is twisted is not sweet, and he will no longer force it.

I didn't expect this child to be dazed. Listen to what he said. It's like fighting for favor with his wife and concubine. How could it be so embarrassing? !

He scrunched up his face, showing sharpness between his brows: "At first, I wanted to have a heart-to-heart talk with you, but now it seems that there is no need to continue the talk. I don't need to explain my relationship with A-Xian to others. If you go to him Splash dirty water on me, and I won't say a word to you again!"

"Brother! How can you stop caring about me because of an outsider? Didn't my father ask you to take good care of me before he died?! Can you afford him like this?" Guan Pingye said aggrievedly, pulling at the corner of his clothes.

When Guan Shan was mentioned, Nie Yunhan's eyes turned red. He suppressed all the anger in his heart, looked at Guan Pingye, and said sincerely: "You are my only younger brother, why would I ignore you? If you can figure it out, we will naturally return to you." I will be as affectionate as before, with no worries. A Xian will also treat you well. Isn’t it good to have two older brothers to take care of you? In the future, if you find your lover again, our two families can still live together Under the same roof, lively and bustling, isn’t it just as happy?”

Guan Pingye stared at him blankly. Hearing the scene he described, a sneer flashed across his face, and then a wry smile appeared on his lips: "My beloved? You are my beloved. I have loved you for so many years. Now you want me to dig you out of your heart, how do you want me to fill the remaining blood hole?!"

"Is it my fault that you like me?" Nie Yunhan felt that he was unreasonable, "Why are you still unreasonable now?!"

"I like you, is it still my fault?!"

"You really..." Nie Yunhan was tongue-tied, feeling that his mind was messed up by him, and he didn't know what to say.

Guan Pingye knelt on the ground, wringing the belt uneasily with both hands, tears fell down in big drops, like dewdrops falling on the skirt of the clothes, soon soaked into the fabric, and disappeared.

"Brother, you make me so sad." He lowered his head, in the dark light and shadow, even the outline looked so sad, "Father died unjustly, you were trapped in the prison, I hid in the forest garden for half a step and dare not stay away , do you know what kind of life I have lived in the past two years? Even the letter to your family, because I can’t send it directly to you, I dare not write half a word of truth. I lived an upright life, but now But I want to hide in the ground like a mouse crossing the street, I can't even see the light of the sky, the only thing that keeps me alive is the hope that one day, I can meet you again."

"I know it's not your fault. You are in the prison, and your life is a thousand times harder than mine. What is my suffering? I thought you were the same as me. The only thing you care about is me, once you get out of prison, the first thing you will do is to come and find me..."

"But what about you? On the surface, you were busy looking for clues about Haqin, but in fact, you fell in love with your young master Yunxian, and ran to Wulingdu for a while, and finally thought of me—don't you You know, if Haqin made a small move, would he attack me first? If you came back to the Liang Mansion early in the morning to look for me, how could I be kidnapped?!"

"At last you came in time to save my life. Knowing that you were tied up by Haqin, I was so anxious that I wished to trade my life for you! I hoped that you would escape from the clutches of the clutches, but for that Zhuo Yingxian, at first he avoided seeing me, and even if he did, he found all kinds of excuses to distance himself from me, and he didn't even ask me 'how have you been these two years'!"

"Brother, you keep saying that you care about me, but do you really think so in your heart?! You say that I have become messy and perverse, but you know how scared and jealous I become like this?" Guan Pingye whispered He laughed, and said with pain in his heart, "I was looking forward to you wholeheartedly. I didn't expect that even the brotherhood you said was fake! Hahahaha... I am so ridiculous. Showing my heart to you, begging for a moment of pity, is indeed... bringing shame on myself!"

When he was talking, his eyes were always lowered, or he looked away, refusing to meet Nie Yunhan's eyes, and his face was stubborn.It was only then that Nie Yunhan realized that what he said was true. Since the reunion, not only did he say nothing of concern, he even didn't look at him carefully.

It has been three years since we separated. At that time, Guan Hirano was still a 17-year-old boy. He had not lost his childishness, and his appearance had not yet grown up. His cheeks were round and his lines were soft. Now he still has clear and handsome features, but his outline has become cold. He is a young man. It looks like a person.

Unknowingly, the once intimate teenagers have changed beyond recognition.The appearance is still the same, but for some reason, the more I look at it, the more unfamiliar it becomes.

This thought made Nie Yunhan feel very uncomfortable, and Guan Pingye's confession also made him shattered. He felt that he had a lot to do with the other party, and he really did not take on the responsibility of being a brother. If you don't handle it properly, I feel sorry for you..."

"How could it be! You red boas are loyal to the country and have great righteousness in your heart. You have your own reasons." Guan Pingye's smile was extremely bleak in the light and shadow of the fire, and he teased, "How dare I compare it with your home country? Even if this country kills my father!"

He sat up with his legs crossed, buried his face in his knees, and said in a low voice: "I have lost everything, my family, my father, and my only brother. What does it matter if I love it or not? I'm always a superfluous person in this world..."

"Ping Ye, don't think so, you are my family, I can risk my life for you," Nie Yunhan said softly, "The overall situation is the most important right now, after this matter is settled and I avenge my adoptive father, I will do my best to make it up to you, okay?"

Guan Pingye raised his head, his face was flushed with tears, and he looked very pitiful: "Don't you say you want to cut off contact with me?"

Nie Yunhan sighed deeply: "I was angry, can't you hear it? Now is not a good time to talk about this matter, I know you are sad, but don't think about it. Wait until Haqin is resolved first, we will How about a long-term plan?"

Guan Pingye looked at him quietly, and said after a while: "Brother, I want to kill Haqin, but I don't want to stop him from killing the emperor."

"What do you mean by that?" Nie Yunhan frowned immediately.

"It's nothing, it's my obsession." Guan Pingye quickly changed his words and lowered his head, "I'm just not worth it for my father."

Nie Yunhan patted his head: "I will definitely avenge my adoptive father, but this matter involves diplomatic relations between the two countries, so I can't do anything foolish. It's getting late, let's go to rest first."

"I can not sleep……"

"If you can't sleep, you have to sleep! You lie down first, and I'll get you some water."

Nie Yunhan got up and was about to leave, but Guan Pingye hugged him tightly from behind: "Brother! I was wrong, I shouldn't have said that to you just now...don't blame me...I know I made a lot of mistakes, but I Really scared...can you...forgive me?"

"Don't talk about this between the brothers." Nie Yunhan held his wrist and gently opened it, "Go and lie down first, I will be back in a while."

Guan Pingye stood where he was, watching his back leave, a pair of sentimental eyes gradually gathered strong hatred, the firelight illuminated half of his face and half of his face was dark, and that delicate face suddenly became coquettish.

As soon as Nie Yunhan came out of the inner cave, he met Dai Yansheng's eyes in the upper outer cave, and the two looked at each other with ugly expressions.

There was a loud echo in the cave, no matter how low Nie Yunhan and Guan Pingye spoke, Dai Yan's voice could still be heard clearly, and at this moment, my heart was quite congested, and I wanted to scold my mother when I opened my mouth: "Little bunny..."

"Boil me some water." Nie Yunhan raised his hand to stop him, glanced at Wang Xing who was sleeping on the ground, and said in a low voice, "I'll bring it to Hirano in a while, and drink some warm water for him to rest."

Dai Yansheng couldn't say anything, and was very annoyed: "You cook it yourself!"

"I'll go out to catch my breath." Nie Yunhan couldn't help but strode out.

Seeing him coming out of the cave, Wan Lifeng was stunned: "Old Nie, it's not time to change the guard, is it?"

"No, take care of me, I'll go chat with Ah."

The moonlight was bright and clear, and everything in the mountains was silent. A gust of cool wind was sucked into his chest accompanied by moist water vapor, but it still couldn't dispel the feeling of suffocation in Nie Yunhan's heart.Not far away, he saw Zhuo Yingxian wearing a cloak, standing upright like a green bamboo, and when he heard the sound of footsteps, he turned around and smiled at him, that smile suddenly made his eyes sore.

"Brother Han, how come... um!"

Before Zhuo Ying could finish her gossip, Nie Yunhan pressed her against the mountain wall and kissed her fiercely.

Nie Yunhan turned his full of grievances into desires, hooking Zhuo Yingxian's lips and tongue to suck and ask for it, as if only in this way can he dissolve the resentment blocked in his chest, as if only in this way can he secretly grab some unspeakable points from the other party oral dependence.

This man was in a hurry, but he was a little anxious, but his thoughts were very careful. He put one hand on Zhuo Yingxian's back, lest the rocks be too cold to freeze his heart, and supported the back of the other's head with the other hand, lest he knock his head. , kissed until both of them were out of breath before letting go.

Zhuo Yingxian's legs were a little soft after being kissed by him, his eyes were moist under the night, his face was slightly hot, and he asked slightly panting: "... What's wrong? Did you quarrel with Hirano? You are so aggressive."

"..." Nie Yunhan scratched the back of his head embarrassingly, "Am I quite useless? I seem to be treating you as a punching bag."

Zhuo Yingxian tugged at his face with both hands, and said with a smile: "If you dare to find someone else to vent your anger on, I will destroy you!"

"I don't dare to lend my courage. I just want to hug you and kiss you, so that I can feel calmer." Nie Yunhan hugged him into his arms, sniffing his breath mixed with water vapor, like smelling a breath of meditation. Like the fragrance, he let out a breath slowly, and the runaway soul gradually returned to its place.

"Your reason for belittling me is justified." Zhuo Yingxian chuckled lightly, "What's the matter? Tell me?"

Nie Yunhan didn't want to repeat what Guan Pingye said, he knew that the person in front of him was the most protective, and if he heard that complaint, he would be angrier than himself, so he just shook his head helplessly, rubbing his cheek lightly against the other person, He whispered: "I think... Hirano is not quite right."

"Isn't he not feeling well recently? He has a new trick again?"

"No, it's just that something is wrong." Nie Yunhan sighed, full of anxiety, "It seems that something has deceived him."

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