I raised a strongest sentinel

In a blink of an eye, when Gu Bai came back to his senses, he found himself in a dark room, the sound of chains ringing in his ears, and when he wanted to look around, he was suddenly pressed to the ground.

This is the shelter, where he and Ron met for the first time.

Returning to the first room again, Gu Bai was pressed to the ground by Ron. The sentry had familiar fox ears and tail, and he just stared at Gu Bai without saying a word.

The eyes looked unfamiliar, but Gu Bai noticed a familiar look inside.

"Finally let me find you." Gu Bai wanted to raise his hand to touch Ron, but was immediately suppressed by the other party.

Ron moved slightly closer to Gu Bai, and after a while he made a hoarse voice: "Why did you come here?"

Gu Bai didn't care much about being in a weak situation, but he bent his eyes when he heard this.

"Because you are my sentinel, you need me most now, don't you?"

"I don't, you don't need to pay attention to me."

"But I have already found you." Gu Bai slowed down his voice, "You are in a very dangerous situation now, can you let me help you?"

"I don't need it, you go away."

"I can't just leave like this, you will fall into a fugue full of negative emotions and have no way to come back, and then go berserk in the end."

Gu Bai was full of worry, Ron's cold face stiffened a little, he opened his mouth to say some nasty words to Gu Bai, but when he met him, his expression turned dumb again.

Ron was a little reconciled, but in the end he paused and added reluctantly, "The Dark Sentinel's self-control isn't that bad. When you die, everyone thinks I'm going to go berserk. But no, isn't it? So go Well, I don't need a guide."

Gu Bai, who originally wanted to say something, suddenly stopped organizing his words and continued to persuade Ron to let him heal his thoughts.

He still remembered the Ron he saw just now, holding his corpse in the darkness without saying a word.

Obviously this is Ron's most secret heart, but this person is surprisingly normal - on the contrary, this is the most worrying thing.

This also means that deep down in his heart, Ron just doesn't want Gu Bai to see him in the most embarrassing state.

"Ron, do you remember what I said last?" Gu Bai said softly, "Before I die."

"Can not remember."

"I tried my best to tell you: You must live."

Ron's breathing became heavier, and he repeated, "I don't remember."

"At that time, I really hoped that you could live a good life. After all, if you die, you will lose everything. We have been fighting all the time and have never seen the world properly, right? So I just want you to live. , I thought that you would be free."

Gu Bai paused for a while before continuing, "It's just that I didn't expect you to be so obedient, really, because you always look the strongest in front of me, as if nothing can hit you, so I don't know that my death would cause you so much pain."

"You didn't know anything at all, and I didn't want you to do that at the time. You also suffered the backlash of disconnecting your spiritual connection before you died." Ron let go of Gu Bai's hand, and he pressed himself "Even if I didn't suffer any physical damage, the place is already in tatters. I asked myself countless times, did I not cherish you so much that I lost you in the end?"

"Is it because I'm not strong enough that I can never keep the person I like?"

He laughed at himself, "Is it because you were relieved to leave me? You said you wanted to stay with me because you were coerced by political pressure."

"no"

Gu Bai remembered that when Ron recognized him, that was the only time his sentinel asked him: Don't you remember?

Gu Bai said he forgot, forgot about this person.

At that time, because of his words, how sad was Ron, who lived for another ten years with such a mental picture full of despair?

"Ron, listen to me, all my memories are back, because I awakened after having a spiritual connection with you. Although this sounds like an excuse, I want to tell you that I didn't forget you on purpose. It was me who overestimated myself and made a mistake."

Gu Bai held Ron's face in his hands, he tried to smile at Ron but in the end he only drew an ugly arc.

"I didn't die because I also participated in the pilot project's resting chamber experiment, but it was a secret experiment that was not made public—you know that as long as my interests don't conflict too much, I will do whatever the military asks me to do. Do it. This body is half-cloned, some organs are still the original, but basically he is no longer 'Gu Bai', and I didn't preserve my mental power well when I died, which caused me to lose a good part of my memory , so at first I didn’t think about the past.”

Gu Bai stroked the corners of Ron's eyes lightly with his fingers, the corners of the eyes were red from the excitement just now.

Ron listened quietly, and then said slowly, "I used to be angry, but now I just think that you are all right. You managed to survive and not die."

"No, I'm still dead. My spiritual power turned this body into another person again, but because of insufficient mental power, what I want to say is just a ignorant soul consciousness." Gu Bai lowered his eyes, "But Even if it's just a consciousness, it has basically built a sign that belongs to a life, and I have no way to replace him, this body belongs to him."

"Then why did you come back?"

Gu Bai paused before trying to smile easily, "Because he is an artificial mental body, just to allow this body to perform the minimum activities, he doesn't have much ability and IQ, and it will dissipate when the time comes and I will wake up."

"But you don't want to do this, right? And at that time, you have long forgotten your agreement with me, so you have no intention of coming back at all, and would rather sleep forever—" Ron seemed about to get angry when he said this , Gu Bai pursed his lower lip a little helplessly, but when Ron saw Gu Bai's expression, he withdrew the rest of his words and began to sink down, "It's not up to you to decide, I'm just a little uncomfortable."

Gu Bai didn't know what to do, so he could only raise his head and tentatively kiss Ron's lips, the soft lips pressed gently and then moved away.

Ron's drooping fox ears trembled, but the same sad expression remained on his face.

"I was supposed to sleep forever, but I always vaguely felt that I had something to do, and it happened that the time limit of this spiritual body was up, so I woke up. But I didn't want him to die like this, so"

A white figure flashed in Ron's mind, "Is it a ferret?"

"Yes, I fused him with my spiritual body. So it was difficult for me to control the ferret, and he became mischievous after the fusion. Originally, my spiritual body was a very good boy." Gu Bai said here His expression was slightly sad.

This can explain why after seeing Gu Bai again, his mental body is so different from ten years ago.

"After I woke up, I didn't know why I was alive again, but I felt that there was something I had to do-the subconscious told me that status was important, so I kept climbing. Now I think it's because if I don't climb enough Gao, I will never see you again."

Gu Bai said in a low voice: "Fortunately, I finally found you and remembered these things, otherwise I might have to conquer the entire continent."

"Even if you really want to do it, I will accompany you."

Ron leaned his head on Gu Bai's shoulder, only felt that the person under him was really hateful but he couldn't bear it. Whether what he said was true or not, he didn't care at all.

No matter how sad he was, when Gu Bai appeared in front of him again, he felt that it was enough.

Gu Bai felt Ron's softening, but he knew that he was not qualified to hug his sentry - there was only one thing left, and he had to make it clear with Ron.

"Actually, this was not the last sentence I said before I died."

The air of silence between the two was gently broken by Gu Bai, and Ron turned his head to meet Gu Bai's golden eyes.

The other party's eyes are full of his reflection, the Dark Sentinel reflected on it looks like a young and soft child, he is wounded and extremely thin, at this moment he is looking at him anxiously and cautiously.

"Maybe you didn't hear it, but before breaking the spiritual connection, I said to you 'I really don't want to say goodbye to you' I never want to leave your side, I am not afraid of death but I am afraid of leaving you."

"You're too selfish, Gu Bai." Ron laughed, but his eyes were already glistening, "How can you let me live alone and forget me so willfully? In the end, it's like Will you really be with me all the time, talking sweet words to me?"

Ron shed tears in front of Gu Bai, and Gu Bai's eyes were also filled with tears, and then the teardrops fell from the corners of his eyes like broken threads, but he looked at him with a smile in his tears.

Ron hugged his guide tightly, and after a while he said in a hoarse voice: "I don't care, as long as you are here."

"Well, I don't care anymore, I'm sorry I'm too stupid."

Gu Bai followed Ron's hair, and rubbed his cheek against the other's side face, and then he felt his hand hooked by Gu Bai's fingertips.

I saw his guide talking to him the first time they met again, speaking to him in a slightly choked tone.

"Ron, can I help you with some spiritual comfort? This time I will not leave you selfishly, nor will I leave you alone. I will live a good life and be with you forever"

Ron stared blankly at Gu Bai, and after a while he relaxed and took the initiative to embrace Gu Bai into his arms as if he had compromised.

The mental image of the Dark Sentinel on the verge of collapse finally opened its rotten and festering wounds, and the softest part was covered by the chief guide's spiritual power with great care.