[Zhongyingmei] Don't panic, I can still live!

Bruce walked to the table, picked up a few pills from the table, and just about to throw them into his mouth, the pills disappeared from his hand.

Nemo dropped the pill in his hand on the ground, then raised his foot to crush it.

Bruce once again reached for the medicine on the table, and Nemo cast a spell again, and all the pills and bottles on the table disappeared.

Nemo took a step back and let out the bathroom door, "They're all in the toilet, if you want to eat them, go in and lick them."

Bruce looked up at him, unresponsive to this level of humiliation.

Nemo approached him step by step.

"Are you uncomfortable? Do you regret it? Are you unable to sleep all night, are you beginning to feel that since his death, every day of your life will be restless?"

Bruce's fingers clenched into a fist, and he restrained himself with a deep breath.

His stomach hurts, and his entire abdominal viscera seems to be tangled.His head hurts too, and his brain is almost boiling.He raised his palm to press his temple, and said in an almost pleading tone, "Get out of here, please."

All his embarrassment and weakness were presented in front of Nemo Carlos in the most unbearable way.He admitted that Nemo's words made his unhealed heart drip with fresh blood, but he actually felt that it was not bad.

These pains are the punishment he should bear, these wounds should rot alone in a place that no one knows, but now he really doesn't have the strength to pack himself invincible.

His dilapidation was invisible at this moment, which made him almost ashamed.

"Why should I leave?" Nemo asked from his close proximity.

"I'm sorry, Nemo Carlos." Sitting on the bed, he said with a kind of self-destructive depression: "I am a bastard who broke my promise, I never kept my promise to you, I am arrogant and arrogant, weak Shameful, I am Jason's false idol and his incompetent father. I can give everything for Gotham, but I am not the one who gave everything in the end."

"I'm guilty," Bruce said.

"I thought that if I tried my best, I would always get God's mercy, but God would never listen to the pleas of human beings. Not only could I not save Gotham, but I even pushed Jason into his grave."

Maybe it's because he really drank too much, Nemo thought.

Whether it is Bruce or Batman, perhaps they have never dissected and spurned themselves in front of others.

He now finally understood how much Bruce and Batman hated each other.They are the same person, but they hate each other all the time.He hates this self who is powerless to Gotham, so when he is "another person", he can judge himself so harshly in front of others.

Anyone who lives in Gotham and has heard of Gotham knows Bruce Wayne's "regretful" childhood experience.His parents were shot dead in front of him, and he inherited a huge family property, becoming the richest and youngest millionaire in Gotham.

Therefore, no one would have guessed that the exaggerated and superficial Gotham baby in the daytime, the game life baby is the frightening Gotham ghost story at night.

Because no one really knows the heart of Bruce Wayne.They always think that this young "lucky guy" has already got everything a winner in life has, wealth, prestige, women.But Bruce isn't a normal guy at all.If he desires the same things as normal people, then how can he be the monster who walks around Gotham every night in a weird black costume?

Sisyphus was punished* for offending the gods, but why did Bruce Wayne take the initiative to choose such a hopeless and cruel life?

When he came to Batman, he originally wanted to ask, if he is so powerful, why would he allow a person who killed Robin to still live in this world, and even become some shit peace ambassador, is this world crazy?He does want to kill the Joker, but he wants to get revenge on Bruce or Batman, he wants to make them feel his pain, he wants to torture them.

But now he felt it was unnecessary.Bruce Wayne, or Batman, they have long been overwhelmed by pain, and every day they live may be more painful than death.

The human heart is really despicable, Nemo couldn't help thinking.He thought that he was the only one in the world who would really feel sorry for Jason, so he didn't allow Bruce to live a more free and easy life than him from now on, but when he really witnessed Bruce's almost broken soul, he began to have a kind of relationship with him. Sympathetic compassion.

Yes, he pitied Bruce, as he pitied himself.

"Tell me that you want to kill the people who killed Jason, Nemo, it's not worth it, these people are not worth your dirty hands and souls."

Bruce raised his hand to touch Nemo's cheek, as if he wanted to absorb a little oxygen through this touch.He no longer hides his identity from Nemo, because it all means nothing to him.

"After I buried Jason, the clown sent me a recording. It was the sound he recorded when he tortured and killed Jason. I heard the sound of pig iron breaking bones, heard the child's uncontrollable pain, and heard I heard the joyful laughter of the clown and heard the cry of Sheila Heywood. The clown said that this is the most beautiful symphony in the world, and I am his best friend, and he wants to share this joy with his best friend."

He took a breath and continued: "Jason has always had a kind of youthful loyalty and courage. He was never afraid of death, and even foolishly expected that he would dedicate himself to truth and justice. But the fact is that he died in a personal grudge .”

Bruce covered his stomach and let out a lament similar to a sob: "He died for me, and his death was meaningless. I failed him, and I failed you. I failed everyone who trusted me."

"Gotham always spawned monsters, first Batman, then the Joker, then one crazy, evil freak after another."

"So I'm telling you to get out of here. Get out of Gotham, Nemo, and get out of this heartbreak." Bruce's final voice sounded too sad.

"But I don't care. I just want them to pay in blood. Bruce." Nemo didn't know who to feel sorry for.

Bruce Wayne, he was supposed to be proud of himself in the field of love, and he had no doubts in the battlefield, but now, he was broken into a fragile loser who could only rely on alcohol and drugs to get a moment of peace.

Bruce chuckled twice, and asked, "In that case, the first one to be damned is me."

Then I'll be damned too.Because I chose to escape from the beginning, I shouldn't let Jason chase that stupid ideal.I should arrest him, help him brainwash, hypnotize him, let him fully agree with me, and become an ordinary child who can grow up safely.Nemo thought so.

Instead of avoiding Bruce's hand against his cheek, he just looked at his lifeless, pale face and asked, "How do you want to die?"

Bruce tilted his head, not understanding what he meant.

Nemo knelt in front of him on one knee, his green eyes sparkling with mixed emotions.He touched Bruce's hand on his cheek with one hand, and asked him softly, "I'll kill you, okay?"

Bruce thought hard for a while with his currently not sober mind, then shook his head: "I'm not worth it for you."

"But I can make you hurt," Nemo said.

Bruce smiled, the first genuine laugh of the day.

He relaxed all the muscles in his body, fully exposing his weakness to Nemo: "Come on."

Nemo silently circulated the magic power in his body, pouring all the remaining magic power into the muscles of his body to strengthen them.He not only learned magic at the Holy Magic Academy, but also learned melee skills from knights. It’s just that magicians don’t often use these skills. If the magic power is used to strengthen his muscles and fight with the enemy, he is basically close to death. Far.

He took the bottle from Bruce's hand and put it on the table, wiped the blood from his lips with his thumb, and then moved closer to his face, biting hard on the corner of his wounded mouth.

Bruce was stunned for a moment, he didn't expect him to say "pain" in this way.

The moment he was distracted, Nemo raised his hand and firmly pressed the festering wound on Bruce's shoulder.

Bruce snorted. Years of high-intensity physical training had already formed a memory in his muscles. Before his brain issued an order, his body had reflexively punched Nemo in the stomach.

The moment he was attacked, Nemo let out a muffled snort.Following the technique he had learned, he took Bruce's arm with both hands, turned around and knocked him to the ground with force.

In two seconds, or less, Nemo put one knee against Bruce's knee, held the wound on his shoulder with one hand, and squeezed hard again.

Drunkenness and drugs made Bruce's body dull. Otherwise, even if Nemo strengthened his body, it would never be possible to push Batman to the ground. Of course, there was a little unexpected surprise in the process of being crushed.

The pain in his shoulder made Bruce tense his muscles, pressing the back of his tongue against the root of his teeth.Under the influence of the stomach pain, his whole body frantically alarmed, and the injury on his shoulder was really not an unbearable pain for him.

He kept reminding himself that the opponent was not an enemy, but Nemo Carlos, so that he could control his power so as not to cause any irreparable damage to him.He hit Nemo in the cheek with a left hook, and Nemo caught his fist with one hand, and the other arm directly caught his Adam's apple where it was most vulnerable.

Nemo leaned down and pressed close to Bruce's ear: "Shhh—"

His breath swept over Bruce's ears, as gentle as a whisper between lovers, but in fact, both of them knew that they were like two beggars in the cold winter, and they could only survive by absorbing each other's body temperature moment.

"Bruce, relax, trust me, it will hurt you."

After that, Nemo forcefully poked his finger into the penetrating wound on his shoulder.

"Uh--"

Bruce groaned in pain, but Nemo felt that this was not enough. He pulled out his finger, pressed his wand against his wound and slowly scratched down. The rotten wound was dug out abruptly. .

He opened his mouth and let out a whoo-ho gasp in his throat.

"Call out the pain, there are only two of us here." He dug out another piece of rotten flesh.

Bruce finally couldn't bear it anymore, he let out a scream with violent veins, the cry seemed to be the last cry of a dying giant beast.

He seemed to have completely given up his autonomy in body and spirit, and the severe pain all over his body made him not want to think about anything, and he let Nemo push and push him back into the bathroom.

Nemo pushed him into the bathtub, and he himself was covered in blood.He dimmed the light in the bathroom a bit, and took down the shower that was casually left beside him.

The bathtub was a bit cold, and Bruce was hot all over. He leaned halfway back on the bathtub, and the dim environment made his pain more acute.

Still like washing a stone, Nemo directly washed it up with cold water, and took out a towel from the drawer to help him wipe the pink blood on his body that was blurred by the water.

The temperature of the water gradually rises, and it becomes warm on the skin.But Bruce jumped up suddenly, rushed to the toilet and began to vomit crazily.

He hadn't eaten seriously for several days, and the stomach acid irritated his throat sorely. He knelt on the floor, hugging the toilet, all the muscles in his body couldn't help but want to tremble. When his convulsions became numb, yellow-green bile spewed out of his mouth along with blood.

He couldn't kneel anymore, Bruce fell on the dirty floor, fisted his stomach, curled up in pain, and soon fell into a coma.

Nemo just used magic to strengthen his body and fought with Bruce, and now he can't even draw a little mana to cast a leap magic.

He looked at the man who was almost devastated, and finally took out his mobile phone and dialed the number of Leslie's clinic.

When he and Dr. Leslie moved Bruce to the car together, the elder who watched Bruce grow up couldn't help but have red eyes.

They parted ways downstairs in the safe house apartment, and Dr. Leslie was a little surprised that Nemo didn't go with her.

Nemo didn't explain to her, but just said goodbye to her in a flat manner.Leslie didn't force him. After parting, she called Alfred while driving.

Alfred, who was forcibly assigned by him to look after Dick in Bludhaven, returned to Gotham that night.Dick wanted to come back with him, but he stopped him.

"Master Bruce doesn't want to see anyone, so he doesn't even bother to pretend he doesn't know you've dropped out of Hudson and wants me to come here to take care of you. He's too bad right now, Master Dick, he doesn't want anyone to see Seeing myself like this, I know what kind of suffering he is suffering, but I can't help him, I can only reluctantly obey his orders. Now, he is about to cross the line of wanting to destroy himself, so even if he reprimands me, I will You must go back. But you have to stay here, you are his child, the only light left in his life, as long as you don't know that he has collapsed, then for you, he will not choose to destroy himself."

The author says:

* Sisyphus is an absurd hero in Greek mythology who angered the gods by deceiving death and destroying death.The gods punished him the most severely. He had to push a boulder from the bottom of the mountain to the top of the mountain, but every time the boulder reached the top of the mountain, the stone rolled back to the farthest point, and he would spend eternity in this repeated punishment. life.

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