Kaka is a cat?

The afternoon sun was very good. In the restaurant, the young man looked at the beautiful girl affectionately and tenderly, with a charming arc drawn at the corners of his mouth.The girl showed a face of embarrassment, and lowered her head slightly to sip the juice. The passers-by looked at this beautiful picture intoxicated, but they also sighed softly. The equally outstanding girl next to them was sitting among them, despite showing The expression of blessing still ruined such a sense of beauty. (heavy fog!)

With my head full of black lines, facing Nana Yukimura's stare as if she was about to kill someone, ZOE's passionate and disgusting eyes, and the curious inquiry of the people around me, I lowered my head and sucked the juice wildly, my head was about to be buried in the cup. My heart is full of cows, why did it evolve into the current situation! ! !

Let's rewind the picture.

early morning.

"Bell——bell!"

I struggled to reach out from under the quilt, touched the phone from the bedside, and said with a hint of drowsiness, "Hello, thisisCarisHawerspeaking..."

"Liss, Liss, it's me, Nana, didn't we agree to hang out together on the weekend, blah blah blah..."

"···ha?···"

"Which store should we go to? By the way, there is a new restaurant next to the sporting goods store I often go to. The food tastes very good..."

"...Wait a minute...I didn't..."

"By the way, when I went to find you last time, the two boys next to you were very nice. Let me know, okay? Forget about the little one, I don't want to be called a pedophile, but the sunny type It’s very good, I think you don’t have much interest in him, so please introduce it to me, blah blah blah…”

"...so please wait..."

"Yeah, that's it, I've decided to meet you at the entrance of the restaurant at eleven o'clock!...Du——Du—"

The last bit of drowsiness was gone.

I looked at the phone, remained silent for a while, and finally roared unbearably, "So you can't wait for a while!!!"

Then···

Nana (smiling and reaching out), "Hello, I am..."

ZOE (ignoring Xiongpuzhi), "My lovely Liz, you finally agreed to go on a date with me. I don't see you for a day, but I miss you so much..."

I (with black lines all over my head), "Aha, ahaha..." kicked my feet horizontally.

Nana (smiling stiffly), "May I ask what ZOE-kun usually likes..."

ZOE (confused), "Well, is it better to drink juice or coffee? In fact, ice cream is also good. Don't give up burgers. It's not nutritious. Oh, Liz can't eat sweets, but I remember Liz likes desserts the most. Can't eat what I like, my lovely Liz is so pitiful Barabara..."

I (with black lines all over my head +1), "Aha, ahaha, the juice is good..." kicked and kicked +1

Nana (with a stiff smile), "Well, I heard that Mr. ZOE is very good at tennis. He has already entered the U.S. Open at a young age..."

ZOE (carefully wiped the stains from the corners of someone's mouth with a handkerchief) said angrily, "Look at you, how can you still look like a child at such an age, you really can't take care of yourself Barabara..."

Facing the manifested blackness of Nana on the opposite side, I couldn't bear to lift my foot and kick+n, "Listen to what others say, bastard!..."

Thus, the screen rewinds to the end.

I kept poking the ice in the glass with a straw, thinking resentfully, my real sister, I have tried my best to help you bring ZOE here, and it’s not that I told him to ignore you, Nai Nai, so don’t let me kill you wildly. There is ZOE and you are so good on the opposite side, a girl who is beautiful, hot-blooded, young, simple and easy to kidnap, why do you have to hug me, and there are ignorant people, you don’t understand anything, so don’t make trouble, okay, I really feel it now The pressure is huge!

Hey, why do you suddenly feel that someone is staring at you from behind? Is it an illusion?

"Hey, Liz's juice is finished, do you want some more coffee? Or give you my sandwich?" The boy next to him eagerly handed me his plate, and I seemed to see a growth growing on his back. The tail is still shaking, as if waiting for the owner to praise.

I held my forehead weakly, and just about to refuse, someone suddenly threw a glass of grape-flavored PONTA on the table, "Kaka's favorite drink is not coffee, but PONTA!"

I stared blankly at the expression of the boy against the light. Although I couldn't see clearly, I knew that he must have a childlike mischievous smile at the moment and was full of arrogant provocation.

"Also, Kaka usually doesn't eat any sandwiches, her favorite food is obviously grilled fish!" The man sat down so majestically, and said with a flaunting color.

"Hmph! It's you again, you stinky brat! Do I not know my lovely Liz? We have grown up together for more than ten years!"

"How could I not understand. We have been together for more than [-] years, and your level still needs to be improved!"

"Who are you lying to! Do you think I will believe it!"

I feel like the last string in my head called reason is broken.

I looked back at that person with the calmest expression, trying not to tremble in my voice, "Hey, what does Echizen-kun know about me?"

He opened his amber cat eyes slightly and stared at me blankly.

"I, I hate this kind of carbonated drink the most." I opened the tab of the can and took a sip, "Tsk, the taste is really bad, tell me, how can I like something so bad and not nutritious? ?”

I watched his face turn pale inch by inch, and then said, "Also, don't you know, am I allergic to fish?"

Seeing that person walking away step by step, and finally disappearing from my sight, I feel that there is only sadness left in my heart.

Look, what do you know about me?

What do I know about myself?

Nana on the side seemed to suddenly be unable to stand the weird atmosphere, and stood up angrily, "Well, I don't care, let's do this for today, I'm going back!"

When she came to my side, she whispered in my ear, "Uh, Liz, I'm sorry, I wanted to ask you out to make you happy, but I seem to have screwed up."

I showed her the warmest smile and said softly, "I know."

How could I not know?I have always carefully kept in my heart the kindness others have shown me, and all the goodwill shown to me.

Thank you, Nana.

In fact, having such a friend is also very happy, isn't it?

ZOE insisted on taking me home, but uncharacteristically, she kept silent and didn't speak.I thought he was angry at Ryoma's arrogant and impolite attitude just now, so I said carefully,

"Well, Echizen-kun has always been like this, and he's used to it with his classmates and teachers. In fact, he doesn't mean anything malicious, so don't mind."

"why?"

"Hey?"

"Why are you apologizing to me? Obviously we are childhood sweethearts, aren't we? He's just your classmate, isn't he? Why are you apologizing for him?"

Can't answer, let alone justify.

"After I came back, I felt that Liz was getting farther and farther away from me."

He hugged me lightly, his voice getting darker bit by bit.

"Shh, don't push me away, let alone talk, just listen to me."

"I'm just angry because you want to push me to someone else."

"I know you forget a lot of things, but I never feel like it's a barrier or a threat between us, you don't have to force yourself to remember, because I'm always by your side. Even if the past memories don't exist, our There are countless possibilities in the future.”

"But you can't push me to others so easily just because you don't remember me, let alone deny a relationship so easily."

"I can give you my heart, you don't accept it, but don't trample on it at will."

"Hey, I like you, Liz, I like you the most."

I wanted to take a closer look at the young man's expression at this moment, but he tightly covered my eyes. Just listening to his extremely gentle voice at this moment, it seemed that my indifferent mask could no longer be put on.

It seems that there are countless emotions crying and dying in my heart, joy, sorrow, sourness and pain, which belong to Caris Howard here, but I have killed them alive.

The rotten and riddled heart was strangely calmed by the young man's words, as if soaked in warm hot water.

But I know that no matter what, it is absolutely unacceptable.

I'm like a dying old man, I feel like I've exhausted all my passion, maybe, I won't love anymore.

What's more, the feelings he gave never belonged to me, and the person who could respond to him has long since disappeared.

I want to cry.

Finally, what happened in the end?

The boy seemed to be forced to smile, so uneasy.

He said, I'll wait for you.

Just those three words caught my tears off guard.

Perhaps, it has nothing to do with love.

It's just that there is one person who can wait so resolutely and hopelessly after you clearly express your refusal. Such a fool is just like me at that time, isn't he?

I walked home slowly, just about to take out the keys, but stopped again.

That person, under the dusk, his face was dark and difficult to see.

My heart suddenly sank little by little, and I couldn't tell whether it was a guilty conscience or something that surged up just now.

He just looked at me so quietly, his eyes were so transparent and sharp, as if he knew all about what happened in that scene just now.

In the end, he looked away indifferently, leaving his back to me, and walked into the door next to him.

I collapsed to the ground in an instant, panting heavily while stroking my severely painful chest.

There is a cold voice in my heart that keeps asking, "Even if ZOE likes you now, will you accept it?"

No, it won't.

So sure.

Is this another redemption, or a deeper sinking?

When will this entanglement stop?

Is it really necessary to rest until death?