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At that moment, Gu Yi's surprised expression almost made Zhuang Song feel puzzled. Is this really the expression that can appear on Gu Yi's face? Will he be so happy for others?

But it may be because there are only three people here, Zhuang Song, Gu Yi, and the nurse on duty. Every expression of Gu Yi looks to Zhuang Song like watching a slow-moving movie, which is very clear and obvious.

From surprise to bright eyes, to hesitation for a moment after meeting Zhuang Song's eyes, to not sure what attitude I should use to deal with it, not even sure if I was excited to hear hallucinations just now, not sure if Zhuang Song was He was calling someone else, so he quickly restrained his expression.

Gu Yi hesitated for a while, and walked towards Zhuang Song, taking the first two steps very slowly, only after making sure that Zhuang Song had no intention of refusing, he walked forward quickly.

Back in the ward, turn on the light, and Zhuang Song sat by the bed.

There was a chair beside the bed, and Gu Yan sat down there.

Finally able to look at Zhuang Song openly, he couldn't help staring at him several times.

Zhuang Song was wearing a blue and white striped hospital gown. His small face was pale, and his lips were bloodless. He sweated too much, his skin seemed to be glowing with water, his hair was a little messy, and his neckline was wrinkled and messy.

It makes people feel so distressed and pitiful, but I still feel pitiful and very beautiful.

"What are you looking at?" Zhuang Song raised his eyebrows, "I didn't see enough just now."

These words were inexplicably a little confusing, so Gu Yan didn't dare to speak.

Zhuang Song seemed to realize this too, he pursed his lips, not sure whether he was happy or unhappy, and reached for the water bottle next to him.

The warm boiled water was already prepared there, and Gu Yan immediately unscrewed it for him and handed it to his mouth.

But Zhuang Song didn't just drink with his hand, he took the water bottle by himself, maybe he didn't have much strength, so he held the bottle with both hands and sipped slowly.

With such a tepid attitude, Gu Yan already felt very good, and it was the happiest time in a long time.

He hasn't been able to see Zhuang Song properly for a long time. Every time he met before, he felt awkward, face-to-face gently and honestly like this. The last time was probably before the night of the offline grand ceremony in April last year.

Almost a year has passed in the blink of an eye, and there is an illusion of a previous life in a trance.

"Why did you come here?" Zhuang Song asked knowingly, "Shouldn't you be in Jiangzhou?"

"Hu Qing said you were sick." Gu Yan said, "I didn't think much about it, and I realized that you were on the plane."

I have so much energy.

Zhuang Song let out a long "oh" in his heart.

Zhuang Song fiddled with the bowl on the bedside table, and recognized it, this bowl belonged to Hu Qing.

But it is impossible for Hu Qing to cook. It is better to say that Hu Qing's cat cooks than Hu Qing cooks.

"I even made soup for me." Zhuang Song said, "You made it yourself?"

"Yeah." Gu Yan said, "It took a few tries to get it right, it's really hard to cook, you're amazing."

Zhuang Song smiled.

Gu Yi didn't mention anything about being splashed by him, unlike the way he used to like to show off all the big and small things, but since Zhuang Song remembered it, he couldn't just pretend not to know.

Gu Yan is now wearing a very loose and thin coat with short sleeves inside. When he looked at it, he found a small piece of gauze exposed from the left cuff.

"I made this?" Zhuang Song took his chin and nodded Gu Yan's left wrist.

"Ah, this isn't it." Gu Yi immediately stretched out his right arm, rolled up his sleeves to show Zhuang Song, "This is it, it's okay, it's not serious."

There was a red patch on the arm and a blister on the wrist, but compared to the bandages, it was better.

Zhuang Song felt relieved when he saw that it was not such a big deal, but he was curious again, "What's the matter with the left hand?"

"The cat scratched it." Gu Yan replied.

"What cat? Have you been vaccinated?" Zhuang Song asked a few words, and suddenly found clues from the man's hesitant expression, "Isn't 9.9 scratching it?"

"Yeah." Gu Yan said, "Don't blame it."

Zhuang Song said, "I think so too."

Gu Yi suddenly raised his head and looked at Zhuang Song in shock.

Of course, Zhuang Song did it on purpose, and now he continued with a smile: "9.9 won't bully people, right?"

Zhuang Song would not be so unreasonable to others, but now he wants to be like this to Gu Di.

Gu Yan obviously didn't expect Zhuang Song to say that, wanted to argue for himself, but knew that he couldn't compete with the cat, so he had to shut up. 1.8 meters away, a man sat there silently, his eyes were full of grievances.

Zhuang Song burst out laughing.

Then Gu Yan laughed too.

"What are you laughing at?" Zhuang Song said with a straight face, "Are you happy to be scratched by a cat?"

"No, the cat can scratch it as long as it scratches, I just think it's nice to be able to look at you openly." Gu Yan said.

No one spoke in the ward again.

Zhuang Song lowered his eyes and drank water slowly, without looking at Gu Yan: "So you came here today to see me in a fair and honest way."

"That's definitely not it." Gu Yan said, "I have other ideas."

"What do you think?" Zhuang Song asked.

"I want to chase you." Gu Yan said.

Now Zhuang Song was really taken aback.

He thought he would say something like "I want you to give me another chance", so he could still think sarcastically in his heart, look, there is still a bargaining chip.

As a result, he said "want to chase you"?

"You need permission to chase me." Zhuang Song said.

"Yes, I'm afraid you will be annoyed." Gu Yan said.

Zhuang Song took another sip of water: "Isn't it okay to chase after secretly, the kind of subtle influence."

"No." Gu Yan was silent for a while, "I want to explain everything to you now, and I have to make myself think clearly."

I lost you because I just refused to think clearly.

Zhuang Song was silent.

In fact, if Gu Di didn't say this, Zhuang Song's affection for him tonight is quite high. He came by plane, and the bowl of pork rib soup made Zhuang Song's heart sore and weak.

But thinking of the past, my temper came up again.If Gu Yi was smarter, he should not have mentioned it, and Zhuang Song would probably nod and say that he would force you to chase him.

But I also feel that Gu Yi should say this, otherwise it would not be Gu Yi.

Gu Yi has always been very straightforward. This is the most irresistible point of Zhuang Song before. There will never be another person who says to him seriously, "I have made a major discovery, your eyes are good."

This kind of straightforward personality is frank, sincere and enthusiastic, very sincere when he is interested in others, and deeply selfish and hurtful.

Zhuang Song once thought bitterly that Gu Di would never understand how stupid he is, but now he seems to understand. Compared with a year ago, he has changed a lot, but the straightforwardness has not changed.

In other words, he didn't plan to keep any hole cards, and didn't want to take advantage of Zhuang Song's momentary soft-heartedness.

The things that have been done, good and bad, are all spread out in front of Zhuang Song, handed over to his fragile neck frankly, and let him judge.

Zhuang Song was silent for a while, and asked: "Chasing me doesn't mean you can catch me, you know?"

"Ah."

"You also know I don't like you."

"……I know."

"If you want to continue, you can leave anytime."

"I do not go."

Zhuang Song glanced at Gu Yan again, the other party was obviously stabbed by these few words, but he still looked at him eagerly, and his eyes were more silly and happy that "no matter how many knives you get, as long as I can be by your side" .

"Chasing you" means and only means no longer resisting this person's overtures and approach.

It doesn't bother him so much now.

It's not impossible to see if the so-called "sincere repentance" of Gu Da's anchor is really as considerate and thoughtful as he said, and he is willing to compromise.

Zhuang Song played with the water bottle in his hand for a while in silence: "Then you follow it."

-

So Gu Yan really started chasing him.

Zhuang Song lived in the courtyard for one night, and Gu Di stayed with him for one night.

Get up the next day, go through the discharge procedures for him before and after the run, and help him buy breakfast.

Then I sent Zhuang Song home, got a taxi early in the morning, went downstairs to Zhuang Song, went to the small shop to buy a lot of water and snacks, and told Zhuang Song that he had to eat well when he was asked to work overtime.

Originally, Zhuang Song also felt that the family had to buy these, so he transferred all the money, but Gu Yi was reluctant but was forced to accept it.

There are so many things to be carried upstairs, and there is no elevator in the small building, so Gu Yi moved them one by one. Zhuang Song refused to let him in, so he moved them all to Hu Qing's house.

Hu Qing was still painting all night without sleep, watching Gu Di carrying boxes upstairs, his eyes were so surprised that they were twice as big as usual.

A few cats gathered around Hu Qing's feet, staring at Gu Yi, Zhuang Song pinched 9.9's ear, raised his chin and pointed in Gu Yi's direction: "Apologize to him?"

9.9 perfunctorily: "Meow——"

When Gu Yan brought the sixth box up, Hu Qing looked at his strong arms and thin waist, and sighed: "Aren't you tired? Your body is so good."

Later, Gu Yi slightly expressed his intention to move to a small town. Gu Zuo said that I am a freelance anchor anyway, but Zhuang Song flatly rejected him, and he didn't want to be so close.

Anchor Gu had no choice but to go back to Jiangzhou wearily.

After going back, I still kept pursuing it.

He didn't chase him with much fanfare, because Zhuang Song didn't like fanfare.

But it was as if the permission to send messages was suddenly lifted, and messages such as "good morning", "good night", "bring an umbrella when it rains today", "go to bed early" and so on were sent one after another.

Now Zhuang Song's mentality is very subtle, he is not as annoying as before, and even seeing him expressing his affection unabashedly and enthusiastically, he will think "Oh, there are times when you post back", and then feel a little happy.

But I always feel angry with Gu Yan, and really want to lose my temper with him.I don't want to be gentle at all.

It's no longer the previous mood of wishing him to go as far away as possible, but instead wants to provoke and bully him, with a bit of aggrieved revenge.

So I deliberately turned my mobile phone to silent, and didn't read the news when I was busy with work.

Gu Di knew what he was thinking, he made a mistake and was punished, and he cooperated very well. He sent messages one after another. Every time Zhuang Song looked at his phone, he could see many messages from this person.

Zhuang Song returned lightly, and Gu Yan returned in seconds.

Occasionally, he felt aggrieved by being left out in the cold. Zhuang Song would have a momentary realization of his conscience, but then he felt that you treated me like this before, and I have to bully him back.

Sometimes when Zhuang Song wants to chat, if you talk to him a few more words, Gu Yi will reply in seconds even in the live broadcast.

Unless it's a high-end game, I will beg him nicely, and I'm playing a very important team, can I come back a few minutes later.

Just as Zhuang Song came back, Gu Yi came back again, or did I turn off the live mic to talk to you?

Zhuang Song thought about it and refused.

- No, I don't want to talk to you.

Gu Yan returned depressedly with the expression of a puppy lying on the ground aggrieved.

Zhuang Song raised his lips and went about his own business.