don't you regret

Gu Yi wanted to lose his temper at least 99 times today, and when he saw Xiao Zhou courting Zhuang Song, he would get angry.

And at least a hundred times I pushed my emotions back.

After all, he has already figured it out, he has no right to lose his temper, and Qiuri told him before coming here to think twice before speaking.

Don't make Zhuang Song angry, don't lose your temper, think about what Zhuang Song thinks.

Very upset, not only because Zhuang Song is very close to that man, but more importantly, that man is obviously very wary of him.

Competitors can tell what is wrong with each other with just one look.

At the very beginning, Gu Yi discovered in the live broadcast room that once his account came over, the frequency of Xiao Zhou's bullet screens doubled, which was clearly a declaration of sovereignty.As for just now, when he wanted to talk, Xiao Zhou used a video to pull Zhuang Song over. He always wanted to separate Zhuang Song from him intentionally or unconsciously when ordering something to eat.

Originally, Zhuang Song didn't like to talk to him very much, but he couldn't even say a few words after being teased by Xiao Zhou.

Gu Yan has been admired since he was a child. He used to scold someone for making small moves, but now he can't do anything because he is Zhuang Song's friend, and because his phone desktop wallpapers are all sent to him by Qiu Ri now." Think about others!!!”

When did anchor Gu experience such grievances?

I can only endure it.

There is no position in saying anything, and it is impossible to believe Zhuang Song, let alone turn to him.

He had eaten vinegar countless times before, but this time it was different, and the feeling of being depressed and wronged this time was also different from before.

Seems like deja vu, but can't tell where the difference is, and can't tell where the deja vu is.

Three bowls of fish meal came over, the aroma was tangy, Gu Yan finally felt a little better than before, but only a little.

Because originally he was scrambling for a chair on the left and right, Xiao Zhou walked over directly and brought a chair to the opposite of him. In this way, Gu Yan sat next to Xiao Zhou, Xiao Zhou sat next to Zhuang Song, and Zhuang Song sat next to him. Sitting opposite Gu Yan.

Gu Yan really wanted to move his chair, but Zhuang Song felt strange when he thought about it, so he could only comfort himself by saying that it would be nice to sit on the opposite side, and that he could enjoy Xiao Zhuang's beautiful face by sitting on the opposite side.

Although still angry.

"Go and add ingredients." Xiao Zhou said, "Brother Xiao Zhuang, can I add it for you?"

"It's okay, I can go by myself." Zhuang Song said with a smile.

"What addition?" Gu Yan was at a loss, "How to add it?"

"It's fish powder with small ingredients." Zhuang Song thought for a while and said, "Xiao Zhou, can you—"

"I don't know Brother Gu's taste." Xiao Zhou smiled kindly and said, "Brother Gu, go get it yourself."

Gu Yan's expression changed, and he wondered if you have a small belly. I'm a newcomer from other places, so I don't ask you for help, at least let me introduce you.

At this moment, Zhuang Song stood up: "I'll take him there, I know his taste."

Xiao Zhou's expression was a little ugly. I guess I didn't expect Zhuang Song to react like this. Gu Yan felt a little better now, thinking that you don't understand Zhuang Song, so you didn't give him a smug look after you endured it.

It was raining heavily, and everyone only saw the bowl of food in their hands, so although Gu Yi was famous, he was not recognized at the crowded night market.

Gu Yi followed Zhuang Song, adding ingredients at the small food table.

Zhuang Song found that Gu Yan had indeed changed a lot. He used to be very domineering, but now he behaves with his tail between his legs.

It may also be because this is the first time he has spoken in several months, Zhuang Song feels that he always looks at him as if he is very timid.

Now the relationship has faded, but they have known each other since the second year of high school, and they have not been separated for so many years. Zhuang Song knows Gu Die's taste very well, just like Gu Die knows him.

So choosing ingredients for Gu Yi is also very simple.

"This crushed peanut is pretty good." Zhuang Song said, "It's slightly fried, it's very crispy and fragrant, you can add a little more."

"Okay." Gu Yan obediently took the spoon to add ingredients as he said.

Zhuang Song himself added some, and went to

Gu Yi has a strong taste, Zhuang Song doesn't like spicy food so much, so he usually doesn't add this.

Gu Yi followed what Zhuang Song said and added another spoonful.

"This dried radish—"

Just as Zhuang Song opened his mouth, Gu Yan had already spooned it into his bowl.

Zhuang Song was stunned for a moment, "You probably don't like the taste of --."

Gu Yan: "..."

Zhuang Song knew that Gu Yan hated all kinds of pickled vegetables, and he didn't have any side dishes when eating porridge, so he was shocked to add it in a spoonful.

But it’s unrealistic to scoop it up and then take it out. After thinking about it, Zhuang Song said, “Why don’t we change the bowls?”

"I added that chili, you shouldn't be able to eat it." Gu Yan said, "It's okay, I'll just take out the radish after it dries."

Zhuang Song responded, and continued to walk along the small food table. After adding the food, he asked Gu Yan if he wanted to go to the fruit stand next door to buy sour wild.

Sour wild is common in the local area. It is a sour appetizer made with seasonal fruits and vegetables. Gu Yan has never eaten it, but now Zhuang Song will definitely say what he wants. He put the powder back to the booth and followed Zhuang Song to the fruit stand next to him. .

He also didn't know what to eat, so he asked Zhuang Song, and Zhuang Song named him several names, saying that he should like it, or according to his taste.

But of course Gu Yi couldn't eat so many kinds, so he asked Zhuang Song again, which one should he choose.

"Choose it yourself." Zhuang Song gave him a surprised look and smiled, "I've explained everything in detail, but you still can't pick out what you want to eat."

"I don't know." Gu Yan pushed forward, "Can you choose for me?"

Zhuang Song smiled again. Under the light, his eyes were light amber, like some kind of crystal clear gems, very beautiful and with a sense of distance.

"Then you can take whatever you want." Zhuang Song said, "It's all delicious, if it's not good, just give it to us."

At this moment, Gu Yi remembered that from high school to university, someone had always commented on Zhuang Song as "cold and gentle, so handsome". At that time, Gu Yi agreed that he was handsome and gentle, but he didn't know where Zhuang Song was cold.

Later, Zhuang Song became indifferent to him, and lost his tenderness.

Today I really realized that "cold and indifferent tenderness", that is, if you want to pester him, he will not kick you away, but every smile and every word he says clearly lets you know that his tenderness is Because he is good, his heart is separated from you by the distance of the ends of the earth.

In the past, if Gu Yi was playing a rogue, Zhuang Song would definitely do it himself, choose fruits for him, help him add ingredients, and would laugh and say that he was troublesome, instead of standing half a meter away and giving him serious and thoughtful guidance like now, But Gu Yan pushed a little bit further, and he refused firmly.

In fact, Gu Yi already knew that Zhuang Song must treat him like this now, but at first Zhuang Song greeted him with a smile and invited him to dinner, which gave him an illusion that he shouldn't have.

But "I knew it earlier" couldn't stop the loss and regret in his heart.

Gu Yan picked up the dishes in a daze, and couldn't help thinking about the time before, when Zhuang Song would cook for him, bring him food, and go to eat together. Every time he was too lazy to use his brain, Zhuang Song would order for him.How much he wanted Zhuang Song to be the same as that time now, even if he just helped him choose a dish, it seemed that they had a different intimacy from others, but he knew soberly that he couldn't go back.

He can no longer blatantly stand beside Zhuang Song to make him laugh, and can no longer blatantly declare his possessiveness with Zhuang Song, he is very jealous but also very envious of that Xiao Zhou, and now he does not even have the identity of that "good friend" No.

The night market was full of people, jubilant and lively, but Gu Yi was the sad ghost standing in the dark.

Not even pitiful, because he did it himself.

He lost someone he liked.

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After working for a while, the three of them finally sat down to eat.

Xiao Zhou is still chatting with Zhuang Song, he has always been very close talker, Zhuang Song has been teased by him many times until his stomach hurts.

Gu Yi is actually the type who talks a lot. The two of you talked to each other. Although the topics they talked about were not related, it was barely considered a conversation, and the conversation was very lively.

The rain still didn't stop outside the canopy, Zhuang Song said with emotion: "It's raining a lot today."

"Yeah." Gu Yan said, "The weather forecast says it will be overnight."

After a pause, he added, "I didn't send it to you."

It's about Gu Yi's text message greeting once a day or two.

Zhuang Song was about to say yes, so I brought an umbrella, Xiao Zhou suddenly asked with surprise on his face, "So Brother Zhuang, did Brother Gu send you all those text messages?"

When Xiao Zhou occasionally helped Zhuang Song read the news before, Gu Di's news happened to be sent to attract attention.

Xiao Zhou did ask who the sender of those text messages was.

But Zhuang Song didn't expect that he still remembered, he was stunned for a while and said, "Yes. He posted it, we are old classmates now."

"Oh, so." Xiao Zhou said, "No wonder Brother Gu cares about you so much."

Zhuang Song smiled and didn't want to say more: "Yes."

After that, they continued to eat, and the topic was skipped, but Gu Yan stopped talking and kept eating with his head depressed.

After eating almost, Zhuang Song said to buy fried shrimp balls, Xiao Zhou volunteered and said that he would buy it, as soon as he left the table, and Gu Yan didn't speak, the atmosphere at the table quieted down.

Zhuang Song is used to this kind of quiet atmosphere, Gu Yi is probably tired and already thinking about where to book a hotel for him.Suddenly, he heard Gu Yan calling his name.

"Zhuang Song."

Zhuang Song was taken aback for a moment, looked up and found that Gu Yan was looking at him.

Gu Yan seemed to be in a bad mood, his thin lips were pursed, his brows were slightly furrowed, his dark eyes were illuminated by the silent light, and there was an obvious hurt look in his eyes.

Zhuang Song was in a bad mood, but it was the first time he saw such a sad expression, so he froze for a while.

"What's wrong?" Zhuang Song asked.

Gu Yan looked down at the bowl in front of him, and finally looked at Zhuang Song again for a long time. When he spoke, he seemed to have difficulty speaking every word: "So that person has read the text message I sent you before? Are you related to him? It's that good already, isn't it?"