don't you regret

In the early morning, in the corner of the most prosperous commercial street in Jiangzhou City, the snack bar was brightly lit.

There is a bowl of wontons in front of Zhuang Song.

According to the meaning of the thumb icon next to "Little Wonton" in the menu on the wall behind him, this should be a signboard of high quality and low price in the store.

But he really wasn't in the mood to eat.

Because his ambiguous partner, Gu Yan, was sitting opposite him.

The button of the shirt was fastened to one below the neck, and the silver pendant dangled above the collarbone. The bridge of the nose was narrow and straight, the lips were red and the teeth were white, and a pair of beautiful peach blossom eyes with slightly raised eyes looked at him sincerely.

Holding the most gentle and affectionate posture, speaking the most ruthless words.

"A Song, we are both men, we can't be together."

"I treat you well because you treat me so well, and I feel guilty."

"It's good for us to play games together, but the others are really inappropriate."

Zhuang Song stirred the wonton soup in front of him clockwise with chopsticks, and the small wontons floated in the bowl like lost clouds.

Jiu Jin was so dizzy, the lights flickered, and Gu Yan's handsome face was entwined with his words, like a real and suffocating nightmare.

If it's a nightmare, wake up quickly.

Didn't wake up.

Ok.

Zhuang Song had no choice but to raise his eyes and smile at Gu Yan: "Yes, good."

Gu Yan nodded, maybe because he felt that what he said was too decisive, and added, "I'm sorry, Ah Song, but I have no plans to fall in love for the time being."

"Understood." Zhuang Song said, "You are an anchor with a lot of fans, so you should pay attention to your public image."

Gu Yi obviously didn't expect Zhuang Song to answer like this, he paused and said, "It's nothing to do with that, we've known each other for so long, I treat you as—"

"Good friend, I understand." Zhuang Song continued directly.

Gu Yan: "..."

Gu Yan was obviously at a loss. Looking at his expression, he even wanted to ask Zhuang Song, didn't you get rejected?It doesn't hurt at all to look at it.

So isn't Zhuang Song uncomfortable?

Of course it is uncomfortable, even if the alcohol has not gone down, my heart is empty.

The reason why he didn't show it, on the one hand, was because Zhuang Song felt that it should be decent to be rejected, and more importantly, because he knew the result would be like this.

He is more regretful now.

He regretted that he clearly knew that Gu Yi was a beautiful trap, but only because of alcohol, because the moonlight was so beautiful, and because Gu Yi had been kind to him recently, he was blinded by the wind and sand, and jumped into the trap.

Seeing Zhuang Song's silence, Gu Yan asked again: "Will you still play games together after that?"

"Okay." Zhuang Song replied.

Gu Yan laughed when he heard the words, his peach blossom eyes slightly curved, "That's good."

Look, this man always looks very concerned, with such a good-looking face, it makes you think that you are really important to him.

Who can not take the bait.

"It's good for us to play games together. You are my best friend." Gu Yan said again, as if he was afraid that Zhuang Song would forget, "but it's really inappropriate to be together. Ah Song, I think you are Impulsive, do you understand?"

Zhuang Song nodded.

good friend.

He actually wanted to laugh when he heard this word.

Good friends play games together forever, the skin must use the same color system, the ID has been changed to the same format, and every night after playing the game, it is necessary to talk alone for a while?

In seven years of acquaintance, anchor Gu has never been so ambiguous to anyone.

Gu Yan is very kind to many people, talking and laughing, giving some gifts, singing and making dinner appointments, he is always the most eye-catching in the crowd.

But he never let anyone get too close.Don't use the same ID with others, don't have ambiguous words with anyone, and don't make bedtime voice calls with anyone.

It was these that gave Zhuang Song the illusion that Gu Di was actually not that straightforward, that he was a little different from others this time, but it turned out that this was still a gentle trap.

It may be a gentle trap ps.

In fact, when Gu Yi was talking, Zhuang Song really wanted to interrupt him to ask, did he feel guilty for calling in the middle of the night?After doing these things, can you still confidently say that you are a good friend?But he didn't ask in the end.

Some things would be too ugly if they had to be torn apart, it would appear that he was hysterical, and he hadn't reached that point yet.

never mind.

Today Gu Yi wore a gray coat, a black shirt inside, buttoned very low, and a necklace, a small square silver pendant, dangling so that people couldn't help but look at his thin collarbone. .

There is also that handsome and eye-catching face, with a narrow nose, red lips and white teeth, and slightly slanted peach eyes that always seem to be smiling, with a bright and deceptive gentleness.

Except that he has become more mature in dressing and dressing, he is almost the same as when he was 17 years old.

Dogs are real dogs, straight men are real straight men, good-looking is really good-looking.

Regardless of how he was able to reach the top three in the "League of Legends" division on such a fiercely competitive live broadcast platform, and how could he bewitch Zhuang Song for seven full years from his sophomore year to now.

"Understood." Zhuang Song picked up a small wonton from the bowl.

In fact, he ate hot pot and drank wine at night, and now he has no appetite at all, but no one cares about the whole bowl, and he feels that the wontons are also pitiful.

Let the nightmare end here.

Zhuang Song said: "Go back. It's late."

"Yeah." Gu Yan said, "Shall I see you off?"

"No need." Zhuang Song declined.

Since Gu Yan didn't mean it that way, there was no need to give it away, he didn't want to always have thoughts that he shouldn't have.

Gu Yan didn't expect to be rejected, he was taken aback, and asked half-jokingly: "Do you trust my driving skills?"

"No, I'm a big man, so I don't need to trouble you." Zhuang Song replied with a smile.

"Okay." Gu Yan was obviously not very happy.

Because Zhuang Song had never rejected him before, few people would reject him.

In the city center, there are online car-hailing drivers hardworking to take orders at any time. Within 5 minutes, the silver-gray car parked silently outside the snack bar.

"Let's go." Zhuang Song said.

"Yeah." Gu Yan replied sullenly.

Zhuang Song suddenly wanted to laugh a little bit, Gu Yi refused him and then Gu Yi got angry, what's the matter.

When he came to the door, he was still a little bit reluctant, turned his head and said to Gu Yi, "Goodbye."

"Yeah." Gu Yan still had a sullen face, but he followed up, "Talk to me when you get home."

"Okay." Zhuang Song said, Gu Yan had already lowered his eyes to look at WeChat.

Business is really busy.

The snack bar is a port for carrying emotions, but after others have spoken out, the burden on their shoulders becomes lighter, but after this conversation, Zhuang Song's heart is even heavier.

In fact, Zhuang Song didn't want to recall everything that happened tonight. No matter how beautiful the story is, the ending would be ugly, but his brain was out of control.

Today is the birthday of a good friend of Gu Yi, and Zhuang Song has followed Gu Yi and his friends for the past few months, so naturally friends at the party today also called him.

Everyone originally only thought that Gu Yi and Zhuang Song were netizens, and only when they met did they know that they were old classmates, or at the same table, and best buddies, so they insisted on letting them sit together, and praised Zhuang Song that it was true that Shuaibi could be classmates with Shuaibi .

Gu Yan smiled and said yes.

The whole meal was wonderful.

Zhuang Song hadn't seen Gu Yi for more than a year, but the feeling of liking did not diminish, but today Gu Yi was dressed very handsomely again.

Coupled with the specious ambiguity of the past two months, Gu Yi always smiled at Zhuang Song during meals, poured drinks for Zhuang Song, mixed small ingredients and vegetables, and they all drank some wine.

The most important thing is that when we were still going to KTV together, our friends joked, Gu Yi, if you don’t want to find a girlfriend, you can just make do with Xiao Zhuang.

Before they left, the two went downstairs side by side. Zhuang Song looked at Gu Di's pretty face sideways, his head became hot, and he asked, do you want to seriously consider what they said?

Then I sat alone in the car home with a good person card in my pocket.

Gu Yi said that he was impulsive, which is actually biased.Seven years of impulsiveness should be called passionate love.

But Zhuang Song didn't bother to correct this, since they were all rejected, it would be embarrassing to pretend to be an affectionate person.

If you have to say it, Zhuang Song is lucky. No matter how warm the conversation was with Gu Yi before, as long as the other party confesses, he will immediately stay away from him.

But maybe Zhuang Song and him have known each other for seven years, or maybe Zhuang Song's attitude from confession to rejection is too calm, which doesn't give people a sense of reality, so Gu Yan even asked him if he would like to play together game.

Then Zhuang Song felt that he was very pathetic. It was obviously Gu Yi who provoked him, but he turned his head and refused to admit it, and he was still saying good things to Gu Yi.

Zhuang Song lowered the car window, the long street outside the window was brightly lit, and the evening wind in late spring made the empty street very lonely.He put on the hood of the cage sweater, feeling a little sentimental, so he asked: "Master, can love really make people blind?"

The driver looked at him vigilantly from the rearview mirror: "Three hundred in the car."

Zhuang Song: "..."

Soon to the residence.

It stands to reason that if he was rejected, he should never communicate with each other for the sake of face, but Zhuang Song felt that if he really ignored Gu Yi, he would show how much he cared, and he was reluctant, so he sent a message to Gu Yi and got home.

Gu Yi returned quickly and said yes.

Usually Zhuang Song would find another topic to continue the chat, but today he didn't want to do that.

So I don't have a good night today, Zhuang Song went to steam to check before going to bed, and Gu Yan was playing and eating chicken.

Gu Yi loves to play chicken, but usually he plays it on the Internet, Zhuang Song doesn't play this, so he only adds friends.

Gu Di would disappear completely for two or three hours while playing chicken, and it was the kind of person who didn't move forward. He disappeared as soon as he was talking. During this period, Zhuang Song took the initiative to find him, but he would not return.

At that time, Zhuang Song was working on his master's research project, and when Gu Yi finished playing, he sent him a message, and they chatted again, and Gu Yi would call him.

In fact, every time Gu Yi disappeared, Zhuang Song knew that he didn't care about him.I really care not to disappear suddenly, without even saying a word.

It's a pity that Jiu Jiner didn't think about this just now.

Zhuang Song decided not to think about it anymore, took a shower, turned off the computer and went to sleep.

This night he had a dream.

The autumn in the dream has the heat of the hot summer that has not faded away. The leaves are thick and green under the glass-like blue sky, but it can't stop the irritability.

The transfer student Zhuang Song was assigned to a new seat, but his deskmate was not there, saying that he was preparing a speech in the principal's office.

The 17-year-old Zhuang Song quarreled with his family all day long, was in a sleepy mood, and didn't bother to meet new classmates.

He was resting on the table in the self-study class, when someone patted his shoulder suddenly, he raised his eyes.

The iced Coke was placed on the table, and the bottle was still dripping with thin drops of water. The new deskmate stood by the table, his hair was dyed a transparent maroon color by the sun, and he was wearing a blue and white long-sleeved school uniform over his white short sleeves.

With a narrow nose, red lips and white teeth, she has a beautiful face that is hard to forget once she has seen it. Standing there is like a ray of light illuminating the gloomy youth.

Zhuang Song was stunned.

"Hi, I bought you a bottle of drink. It's a pleasure meeting you." The new tablemate looked at him, his peach blossom eyes slightly curved, flamboyant and reckless.

"My name is Gu Yi, Gu Pan's Gu, and Li Li's."

Zhuang Song woke up suddenly, in the dark room, his thoughts stayed on the noon when he was 17 years old.

It seems that as long as he is 17 years old, Gu Die will always have a filter with him.

He was in a trance for a while, and stared at the ceiling above his head with his eyes wide open. In the dark night, the gap between reality and memory left his heart empty, as if a piece was missing.

Gu Di is not a scumbag, he has never fished on purpose, and has never been ambiguous—at least not before Zhuang Song.

But he is a real dog, a real self, really hot and cold.

When I think of you, I have the best relationship with you, which makes you really think that you are very important, but he doesn't really care. He turns his head and thinks about other things, and forgets you easily.

Zhuang Song first learned that this was in high school. There was a girl who liked Gu Yi, so she tried to get close to him and asked him to play games. Gu Yi really played games with her, went to the game exhibition with her, and bought her food. to buy water.

Just when everyone thought they were going to be together, the girl confessed.Then Gu Yi refused without hesitation, saying that we were just playing games, how could you have such an idea.

At that time, Zhuang Song was relieved and stunned. Later, he recalled that when Gu Yan played games with him, for a few hours, WeChat flicked and flicked on the screen, but Gu Yi didn't even look at it.

It has nothing to do with him, it's purely because Gu Yan is playing games and doesn't bother to watch them.

The situation is similar now, except that the protagonist has become Zhuang Song himself.

Gu Di is like a bottle of poison that is brightly packaged and coated with sugar. He is very provocative and likable, and because he is spoiled, he doesn't know what it means to take care of others' feelings.

He doesn't know that it's gentle not to be so close to some people, he doesn't know that it hurts to be hot and cold, or he knows it and doesn't want to change it.He always invaded forcefully, and retreated innocently, as if he didn't know the burn marks his wantonness would leave.

Anyway, there will always be people who favor him and pursue him like moths to a flame. He is confident and acts recklessly.

For example, the phrase "two men can't be together".

Gu Yi knew clearly that Zhuang Song was crooked, and they had deleted each other before, and because of this, they had a big fight.As a result, Gu Yi added his friend back, and Gu Yi took the initiative to play Zhuang Song, and now he is impulsive when he is confessed.

What about the phone call in the middle of the night?What about changing the same ID?Didn't he know that he was bent and still came up to flirt?

"Guilty"?

Thinking of this, Zhuang Song felt an urge to question Gu Yan.

But I also know that he is not reconciled, and Gu Yi doesn't care, even if Gu Yi treats him a little differently, it's just a little bit different.

At the end of the confrontation, he was sure to lose as a fool.

Finally, Zhuang Song closed his eyes.

Forget it, just be the anchor of a million-dollar hot guy for free.

-

Originally, Zhuang Song thought that Gu Di's sentence "I told you to play a game" was like "the next dinner date", "Let's go together with my subordinates" or "Come out to play when I have time", which is one of the most polite words in life.

As a result, the next afternoon, Gu Yi really called him as usual.

The attitude is the same as before, "Ah Song is here to play the game", as if nothing happened.

This is a kind of reconciliation, this time it's really not Zhuang Song's self-consolation, Gu Di disappeared directly from the other party's list after being confessed.In contrast, Zhuang Song still has a little weight.

If you prostitute a handsome guy for nothing, it's not a loss to this extent.

Zhuang Song thought so, and at the same time when he logged in, he opened Gu Yi's live broadcast room. Gu Yi had just started broadcasting, and the number of people in the live broadcast room was increasing by leaps and bounds.

Gu Yi is a big anchor, many people have to suffer when they are small anchors, but he almost became popular as soon as he did it.

He has good skills, has such a flamboyant beauty, and can talk, so he is naturally suitable to stand in the crowd's favor.

Zhuang Song has a level 19 fan card in Gu Yi's live broadcast room, but Gu Yi doesn't know it.

Because this brand is quite funny, if you give Gu Yi a gift, his ID will be read by him, and if you buy a big one, he will say "I wish the boss happy every day, I love you boss", so when Zhuang Songte misses Gu Yi, he will give it to him Swipe a rocket of 500 yuan, and replace your meal by yourself.

And he is not very rich, five hundred and five hundred brushes, the feeling of heartache can effectively control the frequency of wanting to care about you.

Of course you can't tell Gu Die this kind of small thought.

Gu Yi’s live broadcasts are generally divided into two categories, one area with friends, five blacks, or two rows of canyon peaks, both of which often carry Zhuang Song.

And because the IDs of the two of them: Gu Yi is "absolutely not intentional", and Zhuang Song changed it to "purely intentional" at his request, so the audience in the live broadcast room knew this assistant, and followed Gu Yi to call him Xiao village.

That's right, Gu Yan called Xiao Zhuang in front of people, and A Song in the back.

— Guilty?

Zhuang Song couldn't help but wanted to ask again, but restrained himself.

The big anchor who prostitutes for free, you can get it if you are happy, and you don't have to be responsible, what to worry about.

As soon as Zhuang Song joined the team, Gu Di's fans began to swipe "Xiaozhuang Xiaozhuang" on the barrage, but Zhuang Song was very measured and would not talk directly to Gu Di's audience.

After waiting for a while, other teammates also came. It was the three I met last night, all three were small anchors, and the popularity tripled together was not as good as Gu Di's.

They didn't know the details after the party broke up yesterday, and they greeted each other with smiles as usual.

Then start the game.

Gu Die is really good at playing games. He plays the ADC position. For Zhuang Song, apart from the professional players he has met, Gu Die's operations are one of the best.

Tonight is the five-black game, and the opponents in the five-black game are much weaker than the double row, so Zhuang Song chooses heroes randomly, and plays quite casually, and still kills the opponent.

He played a legal system support, which should have been the worst economic position in the game, but he had the best equipment in the game because of his great advantage.

The teammates were shocked and frantically pointed to his record of 8 kills and 0 deaths and asked: "Is your botch so smooth?"

"That must be fine." Gu Yan smiled lazily, "Xiaozhuang's first assistant in the national server."

In fact, Gu Di didn't know about Zhuang Song's division, and neither did his friends.

Gu Ye pulled Zhuang Song back to play after their last quarrel, and added it back on WeChat, and asked him by the way, "Whether you want to play League of Legends or not, see if you have a record in your circle of friends."

Zhuang Songfa didn’t carry an ID in his records, and Gu Yi didn’t ask him about his tuba size. When he pulled him, he thought that even a novice would wear it, but when he pulled him, he found that he played pretty well. It’s different, it’s great in everything you do.”

After playing a few games, the embarrassment at the beginning was gone. Zhuang Song and Gu Di's bot lane was a tacit understanding. It may also be because they are both strong. Both of them have very good records in the game, and they took turns to win the MVP.

Zhuang Song now thinks that the idea of ​​prostitution handsome guy anchor is really good, who else can be pulled by Gu Yi to play with him every day, and even praised by Gu Yi, can have the same ID, and even call at night.

As long as he doesn't go to the previous life to make ambitions, and doesn't worry about whether Gu Yi has any intentions, he can live a happy life.

Between each game, Gu Yi will interact with the audience.

Zhuang Song has a nice voice, and he has the same ID as Gu Di. The audience in the live broadcast room loves to tease him.

"Xiao Zhuang played really well with that brilliant game just now." Gu Di read the barrage slowly, "Who are you in the audience? Why don't you say I played well? Believe it or not when I'm angry?"

Fans excitedly swiped gifts for him.

- Angry show us!

- get angry!

- If you are angry, give you more points!

Gu Yan looked at these bullet screens and raised the corners of his mouth, "I'll be angry if you make me angry? It's a beautiful idea."

The words are provocative, but the tone is lazy, and the person is smiling.

People who are too obedient are not cherished, but everyone likes Gu Die so good-looking the more he dances.

So instead of being disgusted by the barrage, he was even happier. The gift was so thick that the live broadcast room was almost stuck.

Zhuang Song originally wanted to send a rocket along with him, so that Gu Di could read his ID and say "I love him", and the money was almost full, but suddenly remembered his determination.

Whoring for nothing.

Close hand.

"But Xiao Zhuang Guanghui is really good at playing." Gu Di changed the subject, "Xiao Zhuang is awesome."

- Xiao Zhuang is awesome

- Xiao Zhuang is awesome

-Is Xiao Zhuang spying on you in the live broadcast room?

"No." Gu Yan began to laugh, "He is already very good."

When this man wants to say something nice, his mouth is really sweet.

Zhuang Song was thinking that it would be okay to just grab some free gifts, when he heard Shangdan Xinghe say, "Brother Gu, I slipped away a bit after this game."

"Okay." Gu Yan said.

"Of course he said he was coming." Xinghe said again, "I called him?"

Gu Yan said, "Okay."

Zhuang Song snapped his fingers.

"But who is it? I haven't seen it before." Teammate Qiu Ri asked.

"Brother Gu's solo platoon plus support." Xinghe said, "The voice is really nice."

Oh, single row plus support.

"You're also playing support? So you're in a position with Brother Zhuang?" Qiu Ri asked.

"Xinghe has agreed, and it's not appropriate to ask others to get off the bus. I remember that Xiaozhuang will be on the order?" Gu Yan said, "Can you fill a seat?"

Zhuang Song is actually quite open about the sparring game, and the saying "the contract is a couple" is a bit hypocritical for him.

It's not that he doesn't care at all, but he has no position to mind.

Moreover, he is usually very busy doing research projects. Gu Yan is a full-time anchor and spends much more time playing games than him every day. It is not the first time Zhuang Song has met a teammate he does not know. Feeling a little awkward.

But a man's sixth sense is unreliable, and Zhuang Song can also play other positions.

So Zhuang Song said: "OK."

So his teammates pulled people, and while waiting for them, Gu Yan still praised Zhuangsong as usual, "We Xiaozhuang Almighty King, don't worry, when the time comes, let Qiuri's level 2 help on the road, level 3 help on the road, and level 4 help on the road, I guarantee you Is the most powerful."

As soon as the voice fell, the ID named "Shuai Xiaoran" jumped into the game room.

A boy's voice suddenly broke into the voice channel, and he asked coquettishly, "Brother Gu Yi, who do you think is the best? Is there a combination of the two of us who is the best in the bottom lane?"

Oh.

Zhuang Song raised his eyebrows.