Every world I die young

After returning home, no accident, Qin Yihan had packed up, Mo Yinglan didn't talk nonsense, took him to the train station, bought a ticket, and settled for another meal, with little money left on him.

During the meal, Qin Yihan sneaked glances at him from time to time, hesitated to speak, Mo Yinglan pretended not to notice his little trick, the train left the next morning, and they lived in the train station directly after dinner and waited .

In the middle of the night, Mo Yinglan sat on the bench and dozed off. The little wolf cub beside him stared at him with dim eyes. The two of them had no luggage at all.

Qin Yihan's face was cold and hard, but his heart was turned upside down. When he was packing his luggage, he knew that Mo Yinglan would never let him bring his textbooks, so he took all his textbooks and all the books at home that he could read. Straight back down.

When he flipped through the books, he found various books related to business management and computer knowledge. Qin Yihan was very puzzled. In his opinion, Mo Yinglan should be the kind of person struggling to survive, but he didn't. Thought he was interested in these too.

Qin Yihan can't understand the profound and difficult knowledge in the book, but this does not prevent him from memorizing the whole book, and he will always know it when he comes into contact with relevant knowledge in the future.

Qin Yihan, who was immersed in the endorsement, didn't care what book he was holding in his hand, and just quickly read it page by page. It wasn't until he saw a notebook with a blue and white cover that he realized that it was Mo Ying. Lan's ledger.

In a thin notebook, the income and expenses of the past three years are densely recorded. What makes Qin Yihan feel a little uncomfortable is that even the movement of a few cents is clearly recorded on the ledger.

It can be seen how tight his life is. What complicated Qin Yihan's mood the most was that, judging from the bills, Mo Yinglan had to plan meticulously for pennies, but he was very generous with his tuition fees. On the bill, except for the tuition fee which is more than one hundred yuan, the others basically do not exceed ten yuan.

For the first time, Qin Yihan didn't want such a strong memory. He just glanced at it, and the numbers on the bill were firmly engraved in his heart, and he would never forget it no matter what.

He turned his head to look at the tired Mo Yinglan. Even if he was sleepy, his hands were still tightly clutching the luggage belt, fearing that he would lose the last luggage. There was a sense of poverty in his whole body, but this young man His brows and eyes are full of tenacity and stubbornness, even if he is asleep, he can't hide half of it.

On his delicate and timeless face, there was the exhaustion and numbness typical of those who have struggled at the lowest level of society all the year round, which was a suffering that he could hardly get rid of throughout his life.

But, what does that have to do with him?

Qin Yihan raised the corner of his mouth, showing a cold and mocking smile, his eyes were full of coldness, he turned a blind eye to the pain of the young man, he knew that his memory was different from ordinary people, of course, if he wanted to, he only needed to say it, You can easily get out of the current predicament.

But why did he say it?And why would he trade his future for a lifetime of worry-free living?He can't wait for this man in front of him, this young man, his so-called elder brother, he can't wait for him to suffer for the rest of his life!

It's really hard to imagine that this little boy who is only four years old has such a cold heart.

Mo Yinglan sat on the bench in a daze, nodding her head once and for all, almost falling down several times, while the little boy beside her kept watching with indifferent expression.

The little boy seemed not to be sleepy, and sat awake all the time. When the sky was a little gray, he turned his head to look at Mo Yinglan. The young man was in a daze, half awake.

Seeing his body leaning to one side, Qin Yihan immediately stood up and made a gesture to pull, but when he touched Mo Yinglan's arm, he pushed him quietly.

Mo Yinglan's center of gravity was unstable, and he fell heavily from the bench. He came to his senses at that time, and shook his head a little dullly. The young man said in a daze, "It's time?"

Qin Yihan stood aside obediently and supported him, while saying: "Brother, it will take more than an hour before the car arrives."

"Well, I got it." The young man waved his hand away, and said in a displeased tone, "Get up, can you, a brat, help me up? Don't stand here and get in the way, and go look at the luggage."

Qin Yihan obediently walked aside, mocking in his heart, it seems that this person is very nervous, he didn't notice his little trick at all, or he didn't think about it at all.

The young man on the side grinned and got up from the ground and sat down on the chair again, apparently caught off guard by the pain, he complained dissatisfied: "Which bastard designed this broken chair? It killed me. Fortunately, this There is no one at the train station, or you will lose your life."

The little wolf cub who sat quietly on the side added another sentence in the little notebook in his heart: good face, strong self-esteem, would rather be hurt than make a fool of yourself, it is a good point of revenge.

Mo Yinglan complained to the system in her heart: You must be too ruthless, my ass, hey system, do you have a function that can block the pain?

【No. 】

Mo Yinglan said in distaste: "There's nothing like this, nothing like that, so what use do I need you for?"

【…】

Mo Yinglan: Boom, system, how can you ignore me, how can you be so heartless, so unjust, and so vexatious.

The system said that he was very tired and didn't want to deal with the showman S.

After getting on the train, they bought the cheapest standing tickets. After seven or eight hours of staggering on the train, Qin Yihan finally couldn't hold it anymore. After all, he was still too young, and his injuries were still intact. No, his body swayed from time to time, and an extremely tired look appeared on his face.

Mo Yinglan at the side saw that he was going to be unable to hold on any longer, so she awkwardly picked up the little boy and put it on the luggage. As soon as he had physical contact with Mo Yinglan, Qin Yihan struggled reflexively.

Mo Yinglan said angrily: "Don't move, I'll put you on the luggage, you sit for a while, lest you faint and trouble me."

Qin Yihan restrained himself. After being hugged and put on the luggage, he was still a little dreamy. He looked at the young man leaning on the side of the carriage with his eyes closed and meditating. After observing for a while, he added another sentence to the small notebook in his heart : It looks fierce, but occasionally soft-hearted, you can use it.

[Ding, the current favorability value of the mission target is 4 points. 】

[Ding, the current blackening value of the mission target is 99 points. 】

Mo Yinglan couldn't help complaining: "System, look at this brat, the favorability value has increased, why is the blackening value still not moving at all?"

The system's tone was indifferent [I don't know, maybe you are too bad. 】

Mo Yinglan: How can you say that about me, we are still partners after all, it's really heartless.

System [hehe. 】

After two days and two nights of tossing, the train finally reached Baicheng. When Mo Yinglan got out of the car, he felt that his bones were about to be shaken apart. He held the luggage bag in one hand and hugged the sleeping cub in the other. Step out of the train station step by step.

Dawn was about to break, and the glaring sun shone on the young man's pale cheeks. He couldn't help closing his eyes, leaving a few physical tears.

Baicheng, the city where he was born, seven years have passed, and he finally came back.

The young man looked at the little boy in his arms with a complicated expression. In the blink of an eye, three years had passed, but he didn't know if the Qin family would still recognize their young master. If he did, would the boy immediately How about abandoning him and returning to the home of rich clothes and jade food?

The young man laughed at himself, surely he would, since the little guy followed him three years ago, not only had he tasted all the hardships of life, but also endured his violent beatings when he lost control of his emotions from time to time, he probably stayed by his side only when his mind was broken.

Such a self, such a self who has been suppressed all the year round and easily loses control, even he himself hates him so much, how can he keep the little guy?

The young man closed his eyes and said in his heart: I may have really softened my heart. Qin Yihan, I brought you back to Baicheng. As for when you can go home, it depends on your own luck.

As for the future, just like I hate your parents, you should hate me. You can do whatever you want to revenge.

My mother has taught me since I was a child the principle that the debtor has the owner. It's me...it's me who blamed you, but I just can't help it. My parents are so simple and kind, but they blocked the way of your house. ...is just...

I... how could I not hate...

Qin Yihan, tell me, how can I not hate your family!

But you are innocent, I really feel so painful, I obviously shouldn't hate you, it's just, just, good luck tricks people, it's predestined.

Qin Yihan, from now on, I will not hurt you again, I will try my best to afford your living expenses, and I hope you can forget those painful memories before and start a new life again. My redemption...