Every world I die young

When she opened her eyes again, Mo Yinglan saw the shining chandelier on the ceiling. There was a lampshade hanging on the delicate chandelier, and soft white light escaped from the lampshade, lazily falling down.

Mo Yinglan blinked, and felt that he could control his body. He stretched his arms and wanted to sit up from the bed, but his arms were so weak that Mo Yinglan staggered and almost fell off the bed.

He didn't care and lay down again. He actually couldn't feel the pain in his body, or it could be ignored if he didn't feel it deeply.

Mo Yinglan lay motionless on a messy bed. In the shadow of the corner, Shangguan Ce's eyes returned to normal. He looked around at the layout, which was both familiar and strange. Shangguan Ce laughed at himself. field dream.

He raised his head, and saw that Mo Yinglan's eyes were motionless, staring blankly at the dangling chandelier above her head, she looked lifeless, without a trace of vitality.

Shangguan Ce was slightly taken aback, and the kiss without hesitation in the previous dream appeared again in his mind.

Why, the first thing that popped up in his mind was not the figure of the person he thought, but Mo Yinglan...

Shangguan Ce suddenly felt a little overwhelmed. He had a relationship with Yang Juan during his lifetime, met and knew him and fell in love with him, and finally the country was ruined and his family was destroyed.

When he was alive, he loved him for more than seven years. In the end, he watched him die under the arrows of the rebel army in order to protect himself. Shangguan Ce didn't know whether Yang Juan gave his life to save him because he was the emperor. It is the last blood of the royal family.

Or it was because he was his lover that he sacrificed his life to save him. That man valued blood the most, and Shangguan Ce himself couldn't see whether he was loyal or loving to him.

But no matter what, when he died, he had forgotten the specific circumstances, but Shangguan Ce knew that the resentment he was full of was all because of Yang Juan, and he was able to transform into a ghost because of his deep obsession.

The current self is just a monster twisted by the obsession and resentment in my heart mixed with the chaotic memories.

Yes, Shangguan Ce lied to Mo Yinglan. In fact, he couldn't control his emotions at all. In the years since he became a ghost, it's not that he hasn't encountered a ghost exorcist, and it's not that he hasn't encountered a situation where he lost control.

Every time he regained consciousness, as far as he could see, there was devastation and deathly silence, and blood flowed from corpses thousands of miles away.

Every time he saw this scene, Shangguan Ce knew that he would lose his mind and start killing again because of the stimulation.

In the beginning, it wasn't long before he became a ghost, so he still had some humanity. Even if Shangguan Ce was a murderous person when he was alive, he was not without humanity.

It is also impossible for him to be cold and indifferent after seeing himself massacre the people. He is full of guilt, and he has searched all over the world for a solution to the fact that he will lose control from time to time, but it is fruitless.

Later, by chance, during a duel with a ghost exorcist, Shangguan Ce discovered that if he attached his original ghost energy to a small object, he could manipulate the object and its interior from a distance. ghostly.

Of course, the restriction is not to be too far away, but as Shangguan Ce becomes stronger and stronger, this restriction becomes smaller and smaller for him.

Moreover, after separating his original power, his hostility and resentment are not so strong, and it is easier to control his emotions. Therefore, Shangguan Ce often weakens and separates his original power to reduce the number of times he loses control.

Although the treatment would not cure the root cause, it was indeed the best method he could think of, but it was a pity.