if god could hear

The night wind in Tokyo is always humid and cold.

It's like the dust-covered hearts of people living in this world, full of indifference to this cage-like city, and tears of unwillingness to live.

But despite this, there are still countless people who are willing to walk here with their heavy bags, feel the prosperity and hustle and bustle here, and don't worry about whether they will be devastated by this place.

Sana is one of them.

Even though her father was the boss of a big company, she was still willing to live with her biological mother, until one day... she found out about Bei Chi.

Sana's natural arrogance and nobility made her always dismissive of big stars, but Beichi was a rather big exception.His appearance almost knocked back all of Sana's arrogance without a trace.

When she inadvertently saw her classmate holding a poster signed by Beichi to promote it in the class, she couldn't take her eyes off Beichi's body.

Then it was a coincidence again, when she learned that her father's company had some cooperation with Beichi's company, so she came to Tokyo regardless.

In this city that I am not actually familiar with.

I thought that with my appearance and temperament, I could make Beichi notice me and fall in love with me.

But all this is not as easy as imagined.

The bloodiest thing in the world happened, my boyfriend was actually gay.Generally, in a situation like this, either Zuo Nai's luck is too bad, or the author is psychopathic.

Although Zuo Nai insisted on it again and again, she could still feel that there was no love between her and Bei Chi.

Everything she insists on is ultimately her own wishful thinking.

Sana stood quietly on the rooftop, overlooking the beautiful night view of Tokyo below. Although it is materialistic and luxurious, it has to be admitted that it is really a beautiful and mysterious place.

She didn't know why she came here. In fact, Sana is not the kind of woman who attracts people's attention by playing disappearance. Maybe she just wants everything to be quiet.

Maybe temporarily, maybe... permanently.

Standing quietly on the edge of the roof, Zuo Nai likes the feeling that life and death are only a moment away.Use the fastest and most rational thinking to sum up the reasons for her to live and the reasons for her death so far, and then compare them to finally make the right choice.

At this moment, the words Bei Chi said to him the day before yesterday echoed in Zuo Nai's ears again.

"Yes, I'm gay. Since I'm gay, I can't fall in love with you. You should understand that."

"You don't need to do so much for me, because you and I know in my heart that I can't fall in love with you at all."

"Don't be stupid anymore, just like this..."

Zuo Nai didn't know how much courage and spirit she had to listen to Bei Chi's words, but Bei Chi's goal was indeed achieved.

That is to make Sana completely give up.

The corners of Sanai's lips curled up slightly. Normally, she would choose not to cry at such a time. Her pride does not allow her to bow her head to those who hurt herself under any circumstances.

However, perhaps she is not as strong as she appears on the surface.

Gently took another small step forward, getting closer and closer to the line of life and death made Zuo Nai feel an uncontrollable restlessness in his heart.

"Zona!" A sexy male voice suddenly pierced the tranquility of the night sky. It was the voice that Zuona wanted to hear most but also least wanted to hear.

Slowly turning his head, he saw Bei Chi standing behind him, with rare anxiety on his face.

"Come down quickly." There was a hint of pleading in Beichi's firm tone.

Sana turned around and looked at him, the smile on the corner of her mouth became more and more obvious, but she didn't intend to come down, she stood on it with a calm and calm expression.

"Come down." Beichi ordered again.

Sana raised her eyes and stretched out her hands to Beichi.

Bei Chi was taken aback for a moment, then walked forward helplessly, stretched out his arms to hug Sana, and then carefully hugged Sana down.

This was probably the first time Bei Chi hugged Sana.

This feeling, how to put it... is amazing.

After Sana stood still, Bei Chi just wanted to take a few steps back to keep some distance from Sana, but was stopped by Sana.

He put his arms around Beichi's waist lightly, and leaned his face slightly forward. At the moment when the two were about to kiss, Beichi turned his head and avoided it.

"Sana, don't get me wrong...I..."

Hearing what Bei Chi said, Zuo Nai was taken aback for a moment, and then couldn't help but burst out laughing, and obediently let go of Bei Chi's waist: "I know what you mean, I remember what you said."

"I'm sorry..." Beichi looked at Sana's face and said softly. This was probably the first time he looked at Sana like this. He didn't have any bad resistance. He just looked at her simply, wanting to give her something from his eyes. encourage. "You are not worth doing this for me." Although this is already a very old-fashioned monologue, it is indeed all Beichi's thoughts at this time.

"Oh? Really?" Zuo Nai raised her head, even now, she is still unwilling to abandon her holy queen airs, although she herself knows that doing so is really annoying. "Then who is worth it?"

Beichi turned his head and looked behind, his eyes filled with firmness, and then said lightly: "He..."

When Zuo Nai was wondering who it was, he heard a mess of footsteps from outside the corridor, and then saw An Chen's hurried figure appearing at the entrance of the rooftop.

"Zuo... Zuo Nai!" An Chen quickly ran to Zuo Nai's side, gasping for breath, unable to even speak, "Are you okay..."

"Very good." Zuo Nai lowered her eyes slightly, "Why are you here?"

"I..." An Chen was startled when asked. "I heard you..."

"What did you hear about me?"

"I heard that you want to find a shortcoming..."

Before An Chen could finish speaking, Zuo Nai was so angry that he jumped three feet high: "Who are you listening to?! Ah?! Since you were young, you like to listen to other people. They say I take drugs. You also believe that I committed suicide by jumping off a building! Then you came to save me indiscriminately, save peat! Why do you believe in everything!! Is your head just a display?! Ah?"

"I'm sorry...I'm sorry...I..." An Chen was startled by Zuo Nai's attitude, and almost shrank into a ball.

"Next time you say that I was captured by aliens, do you still have to build a rocket to go into space?!" Zuo Nai grabbed An Chen's ear, the domineering tone in his tone was obvious. "Go back to your planet Pandora!"

As a pair of out-and-out childhood sweethearts, Zuo Nai really can't stand An Chen's bouts of confusion, every time he sees him acting stupid, Zuo Nai can't wait to hang him on the flagpole to relieve his anger, so since childhood, Zuo Nai It was in the never-ending suppression of An Chen that he thrived, but An Chen seemed to have calmed down about this.What's worth mentioning is that if someone bullies An Chen in school, Zuo Nai will never spare that person lightly.

However, no one knows why.

Beichi stood aside, watching Zuo Nai and An Chen fight non-stop, the corners of his mouth couldn't help but slightly raised, and his heart seemed to be much happier.

At this moment, Bei Chi's cell phone rang suddenly.

"Lusheng? What's wrong?"

"I miss you." On the other side of the phone, Lucy seemed to have just woken up, "I heard that you went to solve the matter of Sana, how is it?"

Hearing this, Beichi raised his head and looked in the direction of Sana, only to see that Sana was riding on An Chen's shoulders, screaming for An Chen to put her down while hitting him with his fists, the two fought well lively.

He raised his head slightly, the cool night wind messed up Beichi's hair a little, he held up his mobile phone, stood in the darkness, and said lightly: "Probably... it's been resolved. By the way, I miss you too... ..."

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"mom."

Azusa gently pushed open the door of Mrs. Asahina's room, and walked in with a heavy face.

"Oh, you're here." Mrs. Asahina was reading the newspaper. When she heard Azusa's voice, she raised her head and glanced at Azusa. Then she lowered her head and asked in a very casual tone, "What's the matter?"

"Brother Zao and Ukyo have gone to pick up Ema."

"Well, that's good." Mrs. Asahina nodded, "Ema is a good girl."

"Mom...do you really want me to go to the United States?" Zi sat beside Mrs. Asahina, with a hint of pleading in her tone. Zi, who seldom acted like a baby with her mother since she was a child, now seems to have more than enough thoughts. Not enough strength.

"Of course, when did I ever joke?" Mrs. Asahina raised her head and looked at Zi, "Zi, do you really think that being with Jinchu can be happy? You are gay."

"Mom—you don't need to tell me, but I really like him."

"What kind of problem can be solved with a single like? You are a public figure, if this kind of thing gets out, what can you say? Don't be so naive..."

"I still have work to do in China, so what can I do when I go to the United States?"

"It doesn't matter where you, a Ph.D. in the film and television department, go. Anyway, you're going to the United States... When you get there, you have to completely cut off contact with Jinchu."

"mom--"

"Don't beg me, I absolutely can't let things like homosexuality happen at home. I didn't say anything about Liu Sheng a while ago, but you made a fuss again." Mrs. Asahina threw the newspaper to the side as if annoyed. , "If you don't go to the United States with me, don't make Jinchu's life easier in China... You should think about it."

When Zi heard his mother say this, he was startled for a moment, he never thought that his mother would threaten him in such a way.

"Mom, why do you insist on having trouble with Jinchu?"

"It's you two who can't get along with me." Mrs. Asahina stood up, "Think about it, whether you want to go to the United States obediently with me, or watch Jinchu live and suffer in China, and let me know when you have made up your mind." Throwing such a cold sentence Afterwards, Mrs. Asahina passed Azusa and slowly walked out of the door, leaving Azusa standing there in a daze.

After Mrs. Asahina walked out of the door, she saw Jinchu walking towards her. When she saw her, she was taken aback for a moment, and then greeted her politely: "Mom...Hello, Mom." It was inevitable that she would be a little awkward when she changed her words on the first day. Afterwards, Jinchu's face turned red.

As for Mrs. Asahina, she just looked at him and walked directly past him.

When Jin Chu was wondering what was going on, Zi Zi came out of the room again with an indescribably cold expression on his face.

"Zi?" Jin Chu tried to call Zi to stop, but whoever thought that Zi just walked past Jin Chu silently, without even squinting at him, as if he couldn't see him.

Jin Chu turned around and looked at Zi who was going away.

It seems that only his lonely and lost figure is left in the whole world...