if god could hear

First meeting, first acquaintance, first love, first kiss...

We don't know how far all these seemingly beautiful words are from us.

When we were still children who were confused and ignorant about love, we couldn't predict when the true love would come to us. It might not show any signs, but just appeared in front of you in an instant. .

Perhaps it is not as vigorous as you have ever imagined, nor will it appear the pink mushroom cloud and romantic flower sea that you see in fairy tales.

It just quietly appears by your side with a little intoxicating fragrance, which catches you off guard and surprises you.

Maybe it's a poisonous poppy that makes you lose your way, but it's just to stay with it for a short time and never forget it for a long time...

The cold touch lingered on Jin Chu's lips and teeth, and even the sudden lighting of the lights failed to wake up his already numb nerves.

What floated in front of my eyes was still Azusa's slightly closed eyes and the sexy tear mole at the corner of her eyes when she kissed her lips.

Everyone's excited screams disappeared with the lighting of the lights, and Zi also sat back in his seat calmly at this time, with a faint smile on his face.

Jinchu raised his head slightly, his eyes were confused but he met Shang Liusheng's praiseful gaze, and even gave him a thumbs up.

Jinchu suddenly became more restless, because he didn't understand what this kiss meant.

Is it because Azusa has accepted herself or is it just to add some necessary atmosphere to the birthday party.

Jinchu didn't know at all.

Tsubaki sat blankly on one side of the dining table, dragging her chin and stirring a cup of hot latte in front of her with a spoon, her eyes wandering around and a smile on her face.

At this time, he happened to see Kiori who was sitting opposite him, and saw that Kiori had been looking at him and winking at him.

Tsubaki couldn't help frowning, completely unaware of Kiori's intention.

"What's wrong?" Tsubaki asked Kiori, mouthing.

"are you OK.".

"Is it good or not? I'm fine." Chun shrugged, with a puzzled expression on his face.

"Why did you let Zi and Jinchu kiss just now?"

"Please, it is every elder brother's duty to help arrange his younger brother's lifelong affairs."

"I let you say everything..."

"It's true."

"Then have you ever heard that it is the duty of every normal person to arrange the affairs of your life?"

"Not really."

"Okay...this latte is pretty good."

"I think so."

Qizhi cast a resentful look at Chun, then silently lowered her head and muttered in her heart: "Even the Queen Mother can't save him unless he is enlightened."

The following party atmosphere has always maintained a very happy rhythm, everything is going on in an orderly manner, and the episode appeared at the moment Ema stood up to speak.

Ema was wearing a very elegant dress, with long braids hanging down her shoulders, her eyes were calm but firm, she looked at the family sitting around the table, she pursed her little cherry mouth, and then slowly Slowly said: "Since today is my sister Jinchu's birthday, as a sister, I must give him a gift full of commemorative significance, but I saw that the gifts that should be given were almost given by everyone. , then I’ll give you something special.” Ema’s mouth curled up, her eyes scanned the surroundings, and when she was sure that everyone was looking at her, she slowly said: “The name of this gift is—— —Actually, my younger sister, Jinchu, is an out-and-out boy."

The thin lips parted slightly, and a series of moving voices flowed out of Ema's mouth, without any bad emotions mixed in, as if she was telling a story, she explained to everyone what she wanted to say clearly and gently.

As soon as the voice fell, the whole restaurant fell silent, it was a kind of absolute quiet and silence, no one spoke anymore, just staring at Ema standing there without changing his expression with a pair of big eyes.

"This gift... are you satisfied?" Ema said while looking at Jinchu who was sitting beside her.

At this time, Jinchu's mind was blank, he raised his head tremblingly, and he looked at Ema as if he was looking at a stranger.

He didn't understand why Ema would do this suddenly. Could it be that it would do her any good?Jin Chu couldn't figure it out.

Ema raised her head, smiled with satisfaction, and sat down.

Jinchu lowered his head, and instantly felt the weird gazes from around him. It was a gaze full of anger that only came out after being deceived.

Jin Chu bit her lip, stood up "teng", and ran outside recklessly.

How sad and bitter that was.

The elder sister who I have always regarded as the closest person suddenly treats me like this. The contemptuous eyes and disdainful tone made him breathless, and he ran not only for a long time, but finally stopped on a desolate street. pace.

He was panting desperately, and his heart was beating wildly, and he didn't know whether it was because he ran too hard just now or because Ema's impact on him was too strong.

Jinchu bowed his body to relax himself a little.

When his body was exposed to the chilly night, Jinchu almost lost the slightest chill, because the coldness in his heart had already surpassed the physical torture.

"Jin Chu."

The male voice behind him was like a blazing fire under the night, enveloping him and his cold heart layer by layer.

He straightened up abruptly and turned around, only to see Zi was standing quietly under the streetlight, but his tall figure was indescribably lonely.

"Brother Zi, you must be hating me... Did you feel disgusted after kissing a boy just now... I'm sorry, I shouldn't have lied to you... I..." Jinchu subconsciously backed away while talking , He was afraid to see Zi's eyes full of contempt and contempt, and hear his sharp words. "I'm sorry... I'm really sorry..."

"Jinchu, there's nothing to apologize for..." Zi walked slowly towards Jinchu, the obvious comfort in her tone made Jinchu's step back a bit hesitant.

"But...but I lied to you."

"If I said that I knew you were a boy, would you still think you lied to me?"

"What?" Zi's words made Jin Chu's eyes widen, and he looked at Zi, Zi still had that gentle expression, blooming in the dark night like stars, beautiful and moving.

"Actually... I knew about this a long time ago. It was Dr. Yuzhi who told me... I have been hiding it from you. I should be the one who should apologize." Seeing that Jinchu had stopped his backsteps, Azusa revealed A satisfied smile, "But the rest of the family don't know yet, but I believe they won't blame you."

"But brother Zi, if you already knew, then why didn't you tell me..." Jin Chu couldn't help asking with wide eyes.

"Because..." Azusa took out a crumpled piece of paper from her pocket while talking.

"Because I'm afraid you'll be shy." Zi Zi waved the paper in front of Jin Chu while talking. A love letter to him!I thought that the love letter had been lost long ago, but I didn't expect it to be in Azusa's hands!

When Jinchu heard what Zi said, his face turned red, and he stood there in a daze, hesitating and hawing, not knowing what to say.

"Have you liked me for a long time?"

"I……"

Seeing Jinchu's flushed cheeks, Zi couldn't help laughing, walked to Jinchu's side and put her hands on Jinchu's head.

"Then can I narcissistically think that you came to Japan from the United States just for me?"

Jinchu didn't dare to look directly into Zi's eyes, so he could only nod secretly.

"But...why do you have to disguise yourself as a woman?" Zi couldn't help frowning slightly when he said this, and asked suspiciously. "Can you tell me?"

"Because I'm afraid you hate boys..."

"But even so, you can't hide it for the rest of your life, can you? You are a boy after all..." Zi leaned down and looked at Zi, "Tell me the real reason."

Jinchu felt Zi's fiery eyes on him, and bit his lips, as if making up his mind.

"Huh?" Azusa asked relentlessly.

"Because... when I was young, there was a boy who told me that if I were a girl, he would definitely let me be his bride..."

"Oh?" Zi raised his eyebrows, seemed to be interested, and waited for Jinchu to continue with his eyes wide open.

"That day... I went to see the snow with my family... Then I got lost, and I met that man... He just happened to be looking for his lost brother."

"Oh? Then what happened next?"

"Later, the two of us walked together and chatted very speculatively along the way. When he was excited, he suddenly told me that if I were a girl, he would let me be his bride..."

"Then where is he now?"

"I don't know... Later, because of my negligence, I accidentally fell down the valley, and he fell down to save me. I don't remember what happened after that..."

"So you always remember what he said, and you don't hesitate to become a girl for him?"

"I'm not afraid of your jokes...I used to think about having sex reassignment surgery in the past."

"Then how can you be sure, after so long, he still remembers what he said, maybe he already has someone he likes..."

Hearing what Zi said, Jinchu couldn't help showing a bitter smile, raised his head to look up at the night sky, and said lightly to the stars: "It really doesn't matter to me... I just need to do what I want to do." It's enough... Whether he can see it, or whether he can accept it, really doesn't matter..."

"That boy is really happy..." Zi stood beside Jinchu and said calmly.

"Really?" Jinchu turned his head to look at Zi, "Actually, sometimes I feel the same way..."

"Don't you feel that you are at a loss?"

Jin Chu shook his head, his fair face looked a bit bleak against the backdrop of the moonlight.

"Jinchu..."

"Huh?" Jinchu turned around curiously.

"I love you……"

Such a beautiful and moving sentence was actually uttered from the mouth of the person who had been dreaming of him for countless nights, and the doting tone made Jinchu fall into a brief panic , but soon laughed again.

It was a smile from the heart, full of love.

In the next second, Zi's lips were silently attached to Jin Chu's again. This time, Jin Chu lost the numbness and shyness before, and calmly accepted the tenderness and love from Zi, warmly but cautiously. Responding, feeling this Azusa who is completely his own...