if god could hear

When the heat of summer gradually recedes unconsciously, the whirling light and shadow are reflected in the streets and alleys of Japan.The signal lights on the street are constantly changing, directing the vehicles to stop and go in an orderly manner, everything is so quiet and peaceful.

Azusa reached out to receive the medical certificate sent by the doctor, his face turned pale, while Tsubaki was trying to get through to Sanxia's father, Sanxia Chunyi, for the N+1 time.

On the other side of the phone, the indifferent female voice also told him for the N+1 time that the number you dialed is temporarily unavailable, please try again later.

The atmosphere is heavy and bad.

In the ward, Sanxia was lying on the bed with terribly empty eyes and paper-like complexion. Under the transparent oxygen mask was her thin lips without a trace of blood. She presented herself in an extremely pitiful and embarrassing manner.

Zi walked into the ward, followed by Chun and Jinchu.

At this time, Zi Zi's eyes revealed some unknown emotions. He stood beside Sanxia, ​​silent for a moment, and slowly said: "I knew I was sick a long time ago...why didn't you say..."

Sanxia didn't answer, she turned her head and looked out the window, maybe she was avoiding it, maybe she was acquiescing, but no matter what it was, they all pointed to the same answer.

Zi sighed, his eyes suddenly became soft but helpless: "I really don't understand what you are stubborn about..." While muttering, Zi's eyes wandered around Sanxia and finally stopped on Sanxia's bed cabinet On the few sheets of paper lying quietly, she raised her head knowingly, looked at Sanxia and said, "Is it for this?"

Zi is a smart person, Sanxia knew that no matter how much she tried to defend her at this time, it would be useless, so she simply nodded and said, "This is the only thing I can do for Yichun..."

"But what do you want to do while you're lying here?" Azusa raised her eyebrows and asked.

"I won't let this hold me back...no one else..." Although Sanxia's voice was weak, it contained an irresistible force.

"Where did your self-confidence come from..." Azusa shook her head, "With your current situation, the director of that animation will not let you participate."

Sanxia didn't listen to what Azusa said at all, the firmness in her eyes increased instead of diminishing.

"I know you want to fulfill Yichun's wish, but if you really do this, will you be at ease?" Seeing that his persuasion was useless, Azusa simply replaced it with patient guidance.

"But this will make me more comfortable... Even before she died, the only thing Yichun carried on her body was those few lines... I don't want her wish to come true..." It may be because of the isolation by the oxygen mask, Sanxia The voice is a little empty, which makes people feel distressed.

Hearing what Sanxia said, Azusa mercilessly pulled Sanxia back to reality: "But after all, she is not the one who participated, except for herself, it is the same to her. "

"No, she said that if it was me, she would accept it!"

Seeing that Sanxia was agitated, Jinchu quickly tugged on Zi's cuff from behind, signaling him not to speak too radically.

Feeling the uneasiness expressed by Jinchu behind him, Zi slightly turned his head and glanced at Jinchu. The moment his eyes met, a strange feeling suddenly flashed in his heart, and at the same time he realized his gaffe, and then Looking back at Sanxia stiffly, he sighed helplessly.

Sanxia's temper became as stubborn as a cow, but no matter how much she tried to persuade her, she couldn't help it.

"I won't stay here for too long... Before this dubbing is over, my life doesn't belong to me..." Sanxia regained her composure and said hoarsely.

"So you treat yourself like this, even if you may face death in the next second, you have to do this?"

Sanxia turned her head and looked at Zi, the two looked at each other, after a long silence, Sanxia lowered her eyes and nodded firmly.

Azusa held her forehead with a headache, this woman is hopeless...

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After staying there for about 5 minutes, Tsubaki walked out of the ward with a disappointed face.

I don't know when he began to avoid Zi, and whenever he looked at Zi, he was no longer as surprised and excited as before, but felt a little sad, and he didn't even know this feeling. Where did it come from.

However, no one can see Tsubaki's sadness, he likes to pretend that he is carefree, or... it is more appropriate to be heartless.

Except for one person, though.

"When did you come?" Tsubaki raised her head and looked at Kiori who was standing against the wall, her tone was a bit stiff.

"Since when you listened to Zi telling stories to Jinchu just now..." Qizhi answered truthfully.

"Why don't you say anything..." Tsubaki tried her best to pretend to be very natural, with a twitching smile at the corner of her mouth, she went to the chair in the hospital corridor and sat down.

"Because I see you are very unhappy..."

"Unhappy? How could..." subconsciously replied, but immediately made Tsubaki regret it. "Okay... I'm really not in a good mood..." Perhaps this layer of disguise should have been removed long ago. Why don't you just hope that someone can see through your disguise and understand your real self?

Looking at Tsubaki, who is usually two people, Qi Zhi felt a little relieved in his heart. This may indicate that Tsubaki no longer needs to hide in front of him, and he gently walked to Tsubaki's side and sat down. When he got down, he said in his extremely gentle tone: "Can you talk to me?"

The anticipation and love in Qizhi's eyes made Tsubaki a little unable to refuse, he nodded hesitantly, and looked at Qizhi.

"Kiori...you know...I did the stupidest thing I've ever done in my life." Tsubaki lowered his head, it's just the few times he expresses his thoughts to others, how does this feel? Let's just say... it's a little bit better.

Kiori didn't interrupt Tsubaki's words, but just watched him silently, waiting for him to continue.

"The story Zi told just now...you heard it too, when he said that he himself rejected Sanxia's place."

Kiori nodded in affirmation.

"If I said that I was the one who rejected her at that time... would you believe me?" When he said this, the corners of Tsubaki's mouth turned up slightly, as if he was laughing at himself.

"It's you...? What do you mean..." Qizhi was a little confused.

"I liked Zi at the time, you know..." Chun said slowly, "Later, I found out that Sanxia was going to find Zi that day. Out of unilateral worry or jealousy, I did everything possible that day. I finally left Azusa at home, and I made up myself and came to the set as him..."

For a while, Qizhi couldn't accept the words with too much information, reflected for a while and said in surprise: "So...you were the one who said to Sanxia that day, and Azusa didn't know at all?"

Tsubaki nodded.

"How come..." Kiori looked at Tsubaki in surprise. "Brother Zi didn't know until now?"

Tsubaki nodded: "I don't know how to tell him..."

After a short period of astonishment, Qizhi finally said slowly: "You still like brother Zi... right..." Frowning a little sadly, Qizhi looked at Chun with a pitiful look, "So you will do it for him do these things..."

"Hey... Qizhi, this doesn't seem to be the point..." Tsubaki asked helplessly.

"Of course it is..." Qizhi raised his head. For some reason, he would always show his restless side in front of Tsubaki, impatient, anxious, and uneasy, which Tsubaki could see in full view but he couldn't control it. .

But when Qi Zhi raised his head and met Shang Tsubaki's surprised and helpless eyes, he immediately regretted it, and quickly said: "I'm sorry... I seem to have said something strange again..."

"No..." Chun shook his head. In fact, in Chun's heart, he can understand Qizhi very well. Everyone who falls in love with others is a lunatic. I think everyone will agree with this.

"Sanxia's illness...how is it?" In order to avoid embarrassment, Qizhi deliberately changed the topic and asked.

"It's tuberculosis... I won't be able to leave the hospital for about a while, and Mr. Chunyi's cell phone won't work..." Tsubaki looked into the ward with some worry, "If it's serious, surgery may be needed..."

"Are you worried?" Kiori looked at Tsubaki and asked lightly.

"Of course..." Tsubaki turned her head, "What kind of talk is this..."

Qi Zhi smiled wryly and shook his head: "I'm really going crazy... I always feel that if one day you can care about me so much, it doesn't matter if I get sick."

"Hey, what are you thinking... why would anyone want to be sick..." Tsubaki was helpless.

"Because if that's the case, you can care about me..." Qizhi smiled wryly, and there was an indescribably charming tone in that pleading tone.

"Don't be stupid." Tsubaki pretended to be calm but actually tapped Qizhi nervously, "You are crazy..."

Qizhi smiled slightly, and then said as if he suddenly thought of something: "That's right... I heard that the day after tomorrow is Jinchu's birthday, Brother Youjing seems to be having a party..."

"Oh? Really..." Seeing that Kiori changed the subject, Tsubaki quickly responded.

"It seems to be so, and brother Ukyo said that he will call Ema back, maybe this time the two brothers and sisters will settle down."

"It's called Ema... This is Yusuke's suggestion." Tsubaki asked with certainty.

"At first I thought so too..." Qizhi scratched her head and looked at Tsubaki, "But Brother Ukyo told me that it was Ema who asked for it herself. She said that she would apologize to Jinchu and then give him a surprise..."

"Oh, really……"

"But Tsubaki... I don't know why, but when I heard Brother Youjing say that... I always feel that nothing good will happen."

"Stop thinking about Kiori, isn't this great? The family can be reunited again..."

Qi Zhi smiled slightly, looked at Chun and said slowly: "Well, I hope..."