if god could hear

"Hey, it's really annoying. I found that the perfectionists I hate the most in my life." Yichun muttered feebly while sitting next to Sanxia, ​​"For example, your father." After that, Yichun Then he grabbed a handful of food from the snack bag in Sanxia's hand and ate it.

Sanxia smiled wryly a few times and said, "Dad is sometimes a bit tricky...don't worry about it."

"I really admire you for being able to live under his white terror for so long. If I were to do this, I would have gone crazy." Yichun threw a bean into the sky, raised his head and caught it with his mouth, "By the way, little girl, come quickly!" Check out my new goals."

"What's the goal?" Sanxia raised her eyebrows and asked curiously, "Isn't it about transforming into a woman and then doing a beauty treatment or something... Don't make trouble, you forgot what you said about this last time At that time, Asai laughed so hard that he was almost sent to the hospital..."

"Hey... when did that happen? I've given up on that naive idea a long time ago." Yi Chun shook his finger, then took out a piece of paper that he didn't know where it came from and put it on Sanxia In front of his eyes, there was an air on his face.

"What is this?" Sanxia stared at the piece of paper, her eyes searching aimlessly but she didn't know where to look.

"Yusuo Game Company! Is their game going to be made into an anime?"

"Huh? But I heard my father said that Yushuo is a hypocritical company."

"No matter how hypocritical he is, he can't be hypocritical, okay? Don't disturb my enthusiasm. I am full of confidence in the position of this anime heroine."

"It's just an anime... As for what..." Sanxia looked at Yi Chun with eyes that were even shining, somewhat incomprehensible.

"Please, this is a very important opportunity for me, okay? It shows that I am one step closer to being the queen of voice actors, you know?"

"Understood, understood..." Seeing Yi Chun's high interest, San Xia could only nod in unison, but this was really the first time Yi Chun was so obsessed with a character.

"What do you know?" Sanxia gave her a blank look, "Hey? Look, your father is exchanging feelings with his future son-in-law." Yi Chun's eyes suddenly locked on Zi and Sanxia who were chatting aside. on the father.

"What is a future son-in-law... Yichun, you are talking nonsense again!"

"I'm talking nonsense, why are you blushing~" Yi Chun moved his face closer to San Xia, and asked with a smirk.

"Speak nonsense and hit you again!"

"Hit someone with a guilty conscience, hey, this is a matter of character~"

"Your head is worth it!"

"Haha, if you want me to tell you, hurry up and confess your love to Azusa, really, you will be scolded by the readers if you procrastinate the plot?"

"It's not your plot that's procrastinating." San Xia gave Yi Chun a blank look.

"But I'm a reader~" Sanxia shrugged helplessly. "You're limited to three days to get rid of that stupid little four-eyed girl! I'm going to work hard for my heroine for a while, don't let me cause trouble!"

"What kind of trouble is this..."

"In short... get him done! You can do it."

"Sister Yichun, you..." Actually, in Sanxia's heart, she wondered why Yichun suddenly cared so much about her relationship issues. As Sanxia's only best friend, she actually never advocated that Sanxia fall in love, and even occasionally She would be suspicious for a long time when she heard a boy in San Xia's round, just like a suspicious middle-aged woman.

But recently she seems to be a different person, she always gossips with Sanxia about Zi's problems, and always urges Sanxia to go to Zi to express her feelings. Although it may be just a joke, Sanxia has some doubts.

In the next month, Yichun spent almost every day sleeping and eating while reading a few lines from the heroine that the game company sent her, sometimes happy and sometimes worried, the whole person was almost in a split personality. status.

Several times, when Sanxia came to the animation studio to look for her, she saw her lying on the table and falling asleep drowsily, but within 5 minutes she sat up suddenly as if she had been pricked by a needle, and then Rub your eyes surrounded by dark circles and pat your face to continue practicing.That was the first time Sanxia knew that Yichun was so insane when he worked hard.

During that time, the relationship between Sanxia and Yichun became increasingly distant, but Majing did not give up on her pursuit of Sanxia. There is only Sanxia in my heart, and I can't listen to anything.

Really unable to bear the pressure that Mai put on her, Sanxia decided to muster up the courage to talk to Azusa, so that Mai could quit in spite of the difficulties, so... that afternoon, the nightmare began.

It happened to be Valentine's Day.

At that time, Sanxia came to Azusa with a box of chocolates that was wrapped in an unusually gorgeous way. Azusa was reading the manuscript at that time, and didn't pay much attention to Sanxia, ​​and he didn't even notice that Sanxia walked in.

"Azusa..." Sanxia spoke in a low voice.

Azusa raised her head and pushed her glasses: "Eh? Sanxia, ​​why are you here?"

"Zi...I came today to tell you something..." Sanxia folded her hands behind her back, her face was a little red, it was Sanxia's first confession, and she was blushing and coy.

"What's the matter?" Of course Zi Zi didn't expect that San Xia came to confess his love to him, so he asked very flatly.

"I..." Sanxia's voice trembled, she bit her lip and said, "I like you!"

Sanxia's voice was a bit loud, probably because she couldn't restrain her emotions, even when she took out the chocolate, she almost hit Zi in the face.But no one noticed Ma Jing passing by quietly from outside.

Azusa leaned back slightly, looked at Sanxia, ​​paused for a moment but then laughed, he didn't become flustered because of Sanxia's sudden confession, that calm attitude was even a little abnormal.

"Sanxia, ​​you're only in high school, so it's a bit early to say this..." Azusa actually wouldn't reject people, but his rationality told him that if he didn't reject Sanxia, ​​he would be irresponsible to him and Sanxia. .

"But... I really like you..."

"Thank you." Azusa smiled faintly, "But... I really can't accept..."

"You just rejected me like that? Don't you even think about it?"

Azusa shook his head. He is not a person who knows how to play tricks on others. Before this kind of question, his answer is walking or walking. It is his fundamental purpose to let others understand his true thoughts most intuitively.

"Okay..." Without any more words, Sanxia just nodded slightly, turned around, and left...

It is said that when people are in a bad mood, even the sky is gray. This is indeed true. At this time, everything in front of Sanxia's eyes is eclipsed, just like enlarged black and white photos, indifferent, empty...

All expectations vanished in just a few minutes, and the person I liked for a whole year never belonged to me...

That kind of despair, unless you have experienced it, no one will understand.

Sanxia lowered her head and walked out of the animation studio. She didn't notice Mai's calling from behind, but she just lowered her head and walked on the road staggeringly, full of unwillingness, loss and despair. The crowd rushed but seemed to feel nothing...

She didn't know where she had gone, and when she came to her senses again, her eyes were already bright red.

A large car drove directly towards Lost Sanxia, ​​and Ma Jing, who was following behind her, was run over by the car in order to save him, and his whole body was bloody and bloody...

Yes, Asai is dead...

There was no sign, no omen... Just like that, with the pain and the heavy love for Sanxia, ​​she left.

On the day of Mai's funeral, two people did not come to the funeral.

One is Sanxia, ​​and the other is Yichun.

Sanxia heard that when Yichun learned that Majing died in a car accident, his whole body was crying with a sound like friction and tearing of vocal cords, knocking on the walls and tables like crazy, and his hair was messed up. Like a ball of hemp.

Sanxia didn't know how to face Yichun, all she could do was run away, she was afraid that her only girlfriend would hate her, so she could only run away, but in the end, Yichun still found her.

On the day of the funeral, Sanxia and Yichun met on the roof of the animation studio. The studio was empty that day, and they all went to Majing's funeral.

On the rooftop, Yi Chun was still unkempt, his eyes were swollen like two walnuts, and his already disheveled hair became even more disheveled by the wind.

Sanxia didn't dare to look at her carefully, because she was afraid that she would also go crazy in the next second.

"Ma Jing died, are you happy?" Yi Chun's voice was so hoarse that she could hardly hear what she was saying.

"what?"

"Mai likes you, you are very happy."

"Yi Chun, I didn't..."

"I know you didn't, Ma Jing did it to himself, right?" Yi Chun said as she walked forward, every step she took, San Xia's heart throbbed, "He deserves it."

"No, it's not like this..." Sanxia desperately shook her head, she didn't know what she could redeem now, she could only back away step by step, avoiding everything.

"What's that like..." Yi Chun actually laughed out loud when he said this, "Why should he be so devoted to you even though he knows that you and him are impossible?"

"Sanxia, ​​calm down...listen to me..."

"Calm down? I'm already calm enough. When you told Asai that you wanted to think about it, wasn't I calm enough? It's because I'm too calm that you push forward like this." Although the tone is still so calm , but tears flowed from Yichun's eyes, "If you can't get Azusa, you still have Majing, how wonderful..."

"Can you listen to my explanation, I thought Mai was joking."

"Are you kidding me? So now that Asai is dead, he is also joking? Maybe he will jump out of the urn and shout to everyone present: Surprise? Sanxia, ​​we are not children anymore..."

Seeing that Yichun couldn't listen to what he said at this time, Sanxia was so anxious that she shed tears.

"Do you know why I've been matching you and Azusa for a while? I just want you to stay away from Asai, so that that fool will give up..." Yi Chun said, holding his forehead in pain, A wry smile came out, "But now, Sanxia, ​​you have won...you are the most powerful person, you can control people's emotions, thoughts, and even people's lives...you have won..."

"Sister Yichun..."

"Since I am a loser, I probably have no reason to stand here and talk to you, are you right?" Yi Chun raised his head, it was a haggard face, terrifying like a skeleton, which made Sanxia feel strange .

"Goodbye...Big Winner..."

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"The story is like this..." Azusa poked Jinchu who was still in a free state with his hand.

"Is Chun dead?"

Azusa nodded: "Since then, Sanxia has become withdrawn and unreasonable, and three months after this incident, she also learned that Sanxia Chunyi is not her biological father."

"what?"

"Life is so bloody..." Azusa shrugged, "Actually, novelists didn't make it up."

After hearing Zi finished speaking, Jin Chu fell silent...

"You have to know how painful it is to lose your only friend, and it will always be gone. The most important thing is... because of yourself. That's why Sanxia said those things to me when she saw me. As for hugging I...that's what she felt wronged and blamed me...although I don't remember when I rejected her confession..." Azusa said while recalling, "So can you forgive me now...my lord."

Jinchu turned his head in some doubts, looked at Zi with a smirk and looked at himself, his heartbeat started to rush... His smile is so beautiful...

For some reason, at this moment, the air between the two people began to be a little ambiguous, and the two people didn't seem to notice anything wrong.

But at this time, Chun was already standing behind the two of them, hesitant to speak.

He really didn't know how to tell Zi that the one who rejected Sanxia was actually Zi in disguise, and he didn't want Zi to know what he was thinking about him.

Because in that case Azusa would be in trouble...