if god could hear

Jinchu sat quietly in Dongchuan's car, his eyes glazed over.

In the past hour, he finally understood what it means to be too late to regret...

The communication with Dongchuan basically only stays on the family situation, work situation and study situation. The sober Dongchuan always gives people a rigid feeling, which is a little uncomfortable.

Including when he drives, he keeps his back straight and looks forward, which makes people afraid to make trouble.

By the way, Jinchu just found out that Dongchuan is Beichi's elder brother.

"Do you know about my brother and Liu Sheng?" Finally, it was Dong Chuan who couldn't bear the silence in the car and asked.

"Well, I know part of it..." When Jinchu heard this, he felt a little nervous for some reason. Naturally, he didn't know that Ema was actually the instigator of the whole incident, so every time Jinchu faced Liu Sheng, he always felt a little sad. , Whenever he heard someone say this, he would subconsciously avoid it.

"What do you think?" Dongchuan didn't look at Jinchu when he spoke, looking indifferent, but in fact he was still looking forward to Jinchu's answer in his heart.

"I'm very envious..." Jinchu said while moving his eyes to the outside of the car, letting the lights on the street illuminate his clear but thoughtful eyes.

The word "envy" seemed a bit strange to Dong Chuan, he frowned and looked at Jin Chu, then emphasized in a suspicious tone: "Envy?"

Jin Chu nodded, the word "envy" couldn't be more appropriate in his heart, two people like each other, even if they separated for any reason, they still miss each other, this kind of deep feeling would happen to him even if Jin Chu thought about it body.

However, this is impossible.

Just now Zi and Sanxia's hug and that is his gentle but affirmative tone are enough to send all of Jinchu's self-righteous and innocent fantasies to the eighteenth level of hell.Closing his eyes in pain, Jin Chu tried his best not to think too much.

"What's there to envy..." Dongchuan couldn't help chuckling, obviously he didn't notice Jinchu's expression. "There was a lot of trouble... In the end, Beichi got married, and you are still envious..."

"But at least the heart is together, isn't it..." Jin Chu said lightly, "As for the person between them... I think it became their catalyst instead."

Hearing what Jinchu said, Dongchuan couldn't help being taken aback: "You really think so?"

Jinchu turned around, wondering why Dongchuan was so serious all of a sudden, and then nodded slightly at him.

"But I prefer a more stable relationship..." Dong Chuan said, and finally turned his head to look at Jin Chu, but then turned his head back. "Although it's very abrupt...but Jinchu..."

"Huh?" Suddenly feeling that something was wrong with the atmosphere, Jinchu responded resentfully.

"I like you...Really...Can you accept me?" While speaking, Dong Chuan had already parked the car downstairs, looking at Jin Chu beside him with a serious expression on his face.

"Ah?" Jinchu didn't expect that Dong Chuan, who had been normal all the way from the meal to sending him home, would lose his nerve at this time, and after a brief mess, he pretended not to hear clearly and uttered a monosyllabic word.

"I want you to accept me..." Dong Chuan repeated patiently, "I know...you are a boy..."

Jinchu's pupils narrowed suddenly, and he looked at Dongchuan in surprise, he couldn't believe that his gender had been found out again.But Dong Chuan next to him had a calm face, without any emotional fluctuations at all.

"No!" After subconsciously denying it, Jinchu's heart suddenly felt a little nervous, and the unbearable night when he met Dongchuan flashed through his mind quickly, and a feeling of trepidation emerged spontaneously.

"Don't deny me, I already know everything, Jinchu... can you accept me?" Dong Chuan's expression became more and more sincere, and his resolute face became soft and tender because of his love for Jinchu.

This is such an irresistible expression and tone. When a mature and noble person is willing to give up all his face and all his disguise for you, I don’t think there is any reason can drive you to reject him.

However, Jinchu did.

His mad love for Zi is far less than Dong Chuan's for him, even more, stronger, more passionate... Zi is the only person who can make him miss him day and night, and he doesn't want to give up on him.

Seeing that Jinchu didn't answer for a long time, Dong Chuan turned his head and looked ahead, his tone suddenly became a little disappointed: "As expected...you can't accept it?"

Dong Chuan's attitude was so gentle that Jin Chu didn't know how to reject him so that he wouldn't be so sad.The dim street lights reflected on his sharp profile, making him look a bit lonely.

Jin Chu obediently sat beside Dong Chuan, was silent for a long time and was about to say something but was interrupted by Dong Chuan.

"I won't give up!" Dong Chuan looked at Jin Chu suddenly, his words were full of a man's most inviolable self-esteem and strong possessive desire.

Jinchu was taken aback by Dong Chuan's reaction, and stared at him with wide eyes.

"Jinchu...I will make you fall in love with me..." Unable to accept Dongchuan's scorching gaze, Jinchu stepped back slightly, but the words with the same warmth kept coming, "I won't let you fall in love with me..." You envy others... I will make you the happiest person in the world."

It was a very warm sentence, but it was uncomfortable for Jin Chu to hear. He is not good at rejecting others, and this is entirely based on his unwillingness to hurt others.

Too strong feelings will make him at a loss, and the feeling of being liked has never been what Jinchu likes.

After parting from Dong Chuan, Jinchu went upstairs with a heavy heart, entered the house, saw the light in the hall was still on, just wanted to say hello, but suddenly saw that there seemed to be some situation in the hall...

Stepping forward gently, I saw Brother Youjing and Brother Yachen sitting on the sofa, face to face, Youjing turned sideways, his head slightly covered Yachen's face, and Yachen held Youjing's head with one hand chin, with the other hand holding Ukyo's shoulder, the two were sitting together in an extremely ambiguous posture.

Judging from Jinchu's perspective at this time, the two of them must be kissing intimately! !Instantly recovering from what happened in Dongchuan just now, Jinchu almost fainted from the greater shock.

This is! !

Jin Chu suddenly became blushing and didn't know what to do, oh my god my god my mother... The two "parents" in the family actually "have an affair" when all the "children" are away!What kind of system is this!

Jinchu only felt that he had seen something extraordinary at this very moment, and thought that it would be good to sneak away without anyone noticing, so as to avoid being assassinated because he knew too much after being discovered... …

After the majestic idea appeared, Jin Chu was ready to run away, but as soon as he lifted his foot, the wooden floor made a slight "creaking" sound.

From Jin Chu's point of view, this is definitely the loudest sound in the world.

Tremblingly, he turned his head downstairs, chanting crazily in his mind: "Brother Youjing can't see me, brother Yachen can't see me, the whole world can't see me..."

"Hey? Jinchu, you're back, why don't you make a sound..." Youjing's tone didn't have the slightest panic and embarrassment when he was "caught raped in bed", and was even very calm and natural.

"Ah...hehe..." But Jinchu couldn't calm down anymore, and looked at Youjing and Yachen downstairs with a smile that was not embarrassing. "Brother...you are..."

You Jing was stunned for a moment, picked up the glasses on the coffee table, looked at Jinchu who was standing on it, and said, "Something got into my eyes just now... I want Yachen to blow it out for me... What's wrong?"

Hearing You Jing's explanation, Jin Chu's face turned even redder all of a sudden... What have I been thinking all day long!When did these messy things take root in my mind! !Jinchu!You are this out-and-out little ghost!

"Jinchu, are you okay...your face is very red..." Yachen felt that something was wrong, and asked with a frown.

"No!" Jinchu quickly retorted, "I'm fine...I'm going back to my room first!" After saying that, Jinchu was about to run away.

"Jin Chu."

Suddenly, Zi's voice came from behind, followed by the sound of closing the door, and he heard someone calling Jin Chu to turn his head quickly, but he was facing Shang Zi with a serious expression, followed by Chun.

"What...what's the matter..." The blush on his face hadn't subsided yet, and now Jinchu looked rather cute.

But Zi seemed to have no intention of paying attention to this, and stared at Jinchu coldly, and said in a blunt tone: "I just saw Beichi's brother downstairs, what did you do just now?"

There is no tenderness in the past at all, and Azusa looks more like an older brother who reprimands a younger brother who returns late.

"I... just have dinner with Mr. Dongchuan..."

"Who allowed you to go with him." Zi looked at Jinchu, and there seemed to be anger in his eyes. "Do you know what time it is now!"

"But Brother Zi..." Jinchu didn't know why, but the stubborn little temper in his bones actually made him want to have a few words with Zi Qiang.

"Brother You Jing told me that you were not at home just now, do you know that I was looking for you all over the world just now!" Azusa's voice became higher and higher, "Who allowed you to go out with others at night!"

"But brother Zi, didn't you hang out with Senior Sister Sanxia so late?!" All the grievances and unwillingness filled Jinchu's fragile heart instantly, and the scene of Zi and Sanxia embracing each other was like a movie. It was very painful and sad as it played back in Jinchu's mind.

"You can kill me here when you're angry...but what about me!" The more I said, the more I was wronged, and the more I said, the more wronged, Jin Chu's eyes finally filled with tears.He didn't want to continue arguing with Zi, wiped his tears with his sleeve, and ran upstairs without looking back.

Seeing Jin Chu who was so wronged and crying, Zi's heart immediately softened.

Chun, who was behind him, stepped forward, nudged Azusa with his elbow, and said lightly, "I forgot to tell you, the little guy was jealous of you today... and you still said that about him..."

Hearing what Chun said, Zi suddenly turned around and looked at Chun in disbelief: "Jealous?"

Tsubaki smiled and nodded affirmatively at Azusa...