if god could hear

"Lyusheng...?"

what sound?So familiar, where is this?So cold...so dark...

"Lusheng...wake up..."

Hearing someone calling his name, Lucy slowly opened his eyes, only to find that he was lying in a shallow layer of water at this time, the cold water soaked his clothes and irritated his skin, but he couldn't move. .

"Who are you?" Because the light was too dark, Liu Sheng couldn't see anything more than a punch away, so he could only stare straight ahead, "Where is this?"

"This is deep in your heart." The voice was erratic, making it impossible for Liu Sheng to accurately locate the speaker.

what

"You still love Beichi, right?" The voice became clearer and more obvious, as if right next to Liu Sheng's ear, "Look here, it's dark and cold, how can you bear to leave me in such a place?"

When Lucy heard this, his eyes widened in surprise.At the same time, he vaguely saw green fluorescent light starting to light up around him, and from his side, he even saw a vague figure.

Liu Sheng was a little scared, he stared at the figure as it became clearer and clearer bit by bit.

"Please keep Beichi, if you miss it this time, you will miss it for the rest of your life..."

"What do you mean?" Lucy's whole body was soaked in cold water, and he started shivering uncontrollably.

"Because this is your heart, and your emotions are the spring, summer, autumn and winter here. When you are happy, it will be sunny here, and when you are sad, it will be covered with dark clouds. But look at this place now... it is no longer clouded. There is a problem." Speaking of this, the voice seemed a little pitiful and lost, "Only Beichi can cheer you up again, hurry up and be happy, otherwise... I will die." While speaking, the voice had already begun to grow a little bit weak.

"Who are you?" Liu Sheng resisted the cold, gritted his teeth and asked.

"Me?" The voice raised its tone, "I am you..."

In the brighter green fluorescence, the blurry figure can finally be seen clearly. He has blond hair, lazy eyes, and his thin figure is subtly outlined by his sky blue clothes.

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"Luosheng, hey Liusheng, wake up, it's time for you soon."

Liu Sheng opened his eyes amidst the urging sound, looked around in a daze, and found that this was the backstage of the studio, hoo... Fortunately, it was just a dream, and Lucy heaved a sigh of relief...

"I'm afraid you are the only one in the whole world who can fall asleep while waiting." Miss Youjia walked in front of Lucy with her chest in her arms and said.

"I'm sorry..." Liu Sheng stood up, trying to wake himself up, but the dream just now was still lingering in his mind.

"What are you doing on stage now?" Liu Sheng asked Yu Jia.

"Beichi is singing, and it's up to you next." Yujia replied.

Sing?

Liu Sheng raised his head to look at the field, and saw that Beichi was standing alone on the stage at this time, singing to the crowd of audience, and the fans in the audience waved their hands rhythmically, saying "Beichi" The bright lights and glow sticks create a harmonious atmosphere.

But these are not the point, the point is the lyrics and melody of this song...how could it be this song?

The beach in early summer, the synthetic line of sea and sky

The world is connected bit by bit by the raindrops

There is no need to exaggerate the atmosphere, as long as you are by your side

The air will be fresh and the taste will be sweet

Thank you for letting me like you, I feel sorry for my loneliness

Thank you for making me forget, tears are saltier than sea water

Quietly by my side, happily shoulder to shoulder

Like we promised, forever

……

Lucy was very familiar with this song.

The name of the song is "Beside", and this is the only song that Liu Sheng wrote for Beichi.

It was two years ago, one month before Beichi's birthday, Liu Sheng went to find Fengdou, and asked Fengdou to teach him some basics of composing and writing lyrics. Although it was only a little superficial, it was enough to write a song.

After three weeks of hard work, finally, Liu Sheng, who had no musical background, gave Bei Chi a song on his birthday, and that song was "Beside" that Bei Chi is singing now.

But he didn't expect that after such a long time, he still remembered it, and now he actually sang it on the show.

"Look quickly! Beichi seems to be crying!" At this time, someone from the backstage suddenly called out.

"Really? Beichi Tianwang actually cries?!"

"Really, look! I really cried!"

"Oh my god... Really, but... Beichi Tianwang is so stylish even when he is crying~~"

"You nympho, enough is enough!"

Hearing the discussion of the two nympho girls behind him, Liu Sheng hurriedly looked around, and sure enough, there were two clear tears on Beichi's handsome face.

Beichi cried...he cried...he actually cried while singing.

Clear tears ran across Beichi's cheeks, and his eyelashes were even wet, but even so, his voice was still so beautiful and moving, making everyone present mesmerized, like a dream, but Liu Sheng Thoughts are no longer here.

After the song was over, Beichi bowed politely to the audience present, and when he straightened up, he had put on a charming smile.

Probably Beichi is always like this, he is good at hiding his likes and sorrows, even if he couldn't help crying one second, he will definitely put on a more charming smile than before crying in the next second.

"Thank you, our heavenly king Beichi! It's a nice song. Is this the song in your new album?" At this time, several hosts who were forgotten in the corner came onto the stage. After the quiet and beautiful music, it seems a bit noisy.

Beichi smiled and shook his head: "This song is too meaningful to me, I am not very willing to put it in my album, I want it to be the only song in the world, a private property that belongs to me .”

"Then it seems that our heavenly king is also very selfish." The host joked.Bei Chi responded with a smile.

"Beichi just got married, are you happy?" Suddenly, the host changed the subject and asked.

Beichi was taken aback when he heard this, and he hesitated holding the microphone, because he was really unhappy, and this kind of unhappiness forced him to lie.

"Actually, Beichi, he has been ignoring a group of good friends in and outside the circle since he got married, so today we invited a few people in the circle who are closely related to Beichi to see if they have any What do you want to say to Beichi?"

Hearing what the host said, Beichi's face changed slightly, because he knew that the jj of this show was coming...

Sure enough, amidst the cheers, he saw the person who made him think about it day and night.

Yes, Lucy is here.

He hasn't changed at all, still languid and charming.

He was wearing a low-key light-colored sweater and white slacks, dressed casually without losing a bit of high profile.

Looking at Liu Sheng's expression, he smiled very naturally, happily greeted the audience, then greeted the host, and finally even smiled at Beichi and said: "Hi~"

This really surprised Bei Chi, Liu Sheng was so normal... a bit too much.

"Hi everyone, I'm Lucy, and I'm Beichi's former stylist." After speaking, Lucky bowed.

"Hello Lucky, welcome." The host said as he walked to Lucky.

In the next ten minutes or so, the hosts gossiped with Liu Sheng about Bei Chi's private life and trivial matters, and finally even revealed his previous homosexual rumors with Bei Chi, and Liu Sheng responded fluently to this. Like it was said beforehand.

But Beichi just stood quietly at the side, looking at the coincidental Liu Sheng on the stage without the slightest stage fright.No one knows what is going on in his heart.

The point is that No. 11 minutes after Lucy appeared.

"My best friend is getting married, is there anything Liu Sheng wants to say to Bei Chi?" the host asked.

"Well——Lu Sheng thought for a moment, then slowly said: "Actually, it seems to me that Beichi's marriage is both unexpected and reasonable. "

"Why do you say that?"

"Because Beichi is really an out-and-out workaholic, and I agree with it." Liu Sheng glanced at Beichi while talking, and Beichi just smiled awkwardly, "He almost even He was busy with his work when he was eating, sleeping, or even taking a shower, so there was almost no private space left, and then I was directly implicated when he made such a fuss. From time to time, he will come over with a phone call and ask me to give him styling and makeup."

That's right, during that time, Liusheng was indeed turned on 24 hours a day, because there was no guarantee when... Beichi would miss him like crazy, and call him regardless of time and place...

"Then why is it reasonable?"

"Because in fact, I feel in private that apart from his appearance, Beichi is also a very gentle person. His delicacy and consideration for people are even more exaggerated than girls. Of course, not for me." Liu Sheng's ridicule aroused Everyone in the audience burst into laughter, but Liu Sheng never turned his head to look at Beichi again, because he knew that Beichi's face must be as black as the bottom of a pot...

But is this really comfortable?Is the purpose really achieved?Why... my heart is still so sad... sad to die... sad to suffocate...

After Liusheng stepped down from the stage, his mind was almost blank. He couldn't remember what he said...what he did...he didn't feel that he was taking revenge on Bei Chi at all.

Next, he sat there blankly, watching the recording of the program come to an end little by little.

Finally, the lights on the stage were dimmed, and the show was over.Liu Sheng stood up and walked into the dressing room. He was going to change the sweater he was wearing, put on loose half-sleeves, and leave here.

Gently pushing open the door of the locker room, there was no one inside, and the lights were still dark.

Liu Sheng stretched out his hand, just as he was about to turn on the light, his hands tightly wrapped around his waist...

"Lusheng, now... can you forgive me?"