if god could hear

"If you are a girl, I must want you to be my bride..."

In the haze, a childish voice echoed in Jinchu's ear.So familiar, so innocent...

Even if he was just a child who said something on a whim, it was enough for Jinchu to remember it for a lifetime...

Jin Chu slowly opened his eyes, the voice of the little boy next to his ears disappeared immediately, he looked around blankly and his eyes were still a little blurry...

Because everything just happened was so sudden that even now Jinchu is not sure whether what he experienced just now is a fact or a dream, but looking at the pure white and strange everything in front of him proves to him that just now what happened is the truth...

Eh... how could this happen.

By the way, Zi's photos and letters... Thinking of this, Jinchu "teng!" sat up, only to find that his hands were empty and the bedside cabinet was also empty.

gone...

The only photo and letter that were rescued... are gone.

This also means that Jinchu's little memories of Zi over the past year have all been wiped out... Just kidding...

Could it be that the brothers want to drive me away?Could it be... I am hated by my family?Zi sat on the bed blankly, his thoughts ran wild in his heart uncontrollably, causing him to be so painful that he almost passed out.

At the same time, speculations that suffocated him emerged one after another, but they could not be escaped.

Looking at her wet self, Jin Chu was so aggrieved that she was about to cry.

He didn't know what he did wrong... Is it wrong to love someone?

Well, there is a mistake...the mistake is that the person you love is of the same sex, a brother...even if this person has said something to himself or agreed to something, the principle cannot be violated after all, let alone...that is just someone else's childhood It was a whim at the time, and now it has disappeared in the depths of memory with the passage of time...

Only a fool like myself would keep remembering it foolishly...

But now, he doesn't even have the right to secretly love him...

Came to Japan all the way from the United States, apart from actually seeing his brothers with his own eyes, losing all his memories about Zi was the only gain for Jinchu.

What a cruel harvest, Jin Chu wiped away the tears that were about to fall from the corners of his eyes, and tried his best not to cry.The background made of night in the window next to the ward reflected Jin Chu's weak body, and seemed to reflect his trembling soul at the moment.

At this moment, the door of the ward was suddenly pushed open.

Jin Chu looked back, and saw Zi was carefully closing the door, then turned around lightly, just in time to see Jin Chu who was sitting on the bed.

"Huh? Are you awake?"

Jin Chu nodded while restraining himself from shedding tears, but the feeling of wanting to shed tears became more obvious the moment Zi came in.

Zi walked into the ward and sat beside Jinchu's bed and asked softly, "Are you okay? Why did you fall into the water?"

This time, Jinchu no longer listened to Zi's gentle voice speaking to other people through the dubbing of the cartoon, but was by his side, facing himself.

Those eyes are more charming than the eyes of every character that Azusa played, and the tone of voice is even more moving than his voice when dubbing...

Jinchu even had the illusion that at this moment, Zi belonged to him alone.

"Why are you crying? Jinchu? Are you uncomfortable?" Seeing that Jinchu suddenly shed tears, Zi hurriedly walked to Jinchu's side, wanting to wipe away the tears with concern.

For some reason, after Zi read Jinchu's love letter to him, he didn't dislike Jinchu because he was gay. He even said that within a few seconds after reading the love letter, Zi was a little surprised .

But soon, Azusa took this feeling as a matter of course into the ranks of brotherhood.

Zi walked up to Jinchu's side, took out her handkerchief and was about to wipe away Jinchu's tears, when she noticed that Jinchu's face suddenly turned red, which seemed out of place with the tears flowing from her eyes.

Is it because I suddenly approached him?Azusa thought.

Slightly lowering her eyes, she inadvertently caught sight of Jinchu's slightly open chest...

There is no doubt that the shape without the slightest ups and downs is the chest that a normal boy should have.

So he's really a boy?Azusa finally came to a conclusion cautiously, but she was no longer as surprised as she was a few minutes ago.

So... is he afraid that I'm not gay, so he disguised himself as a girl to test me?

This silly boy, I'm not blind... After a long time, I will always know that you are a boy. How well do you think you can pretend?

Moreover, I was always so shy. If it wasn't for this letter, I'm afraid I would never know that you like me...

As Zi thought about it, the corners of her mouth turned up slightly.It was obvious that he didn't find it bothering him at all.

Faintly feeling that Zi seemed to be looking at him, Jinchu cautiously lifted the quilt up.

Seeing that Jin Chu seemed to feel his gaze, Zi Ran couldn't help laughing, feeling a little dark in her heart, thinking: In fact, the feeling of grabbing his fox's tail is actually not bad.

"Brother Zi, what are you laughing at?" Seeing Zi giggling alone, Jin Chu asked a little uneasy.

"Ah? I'm not smiling..." Zi Zi immediately suppressed her smile when she heard this, and then put on a very serious expression: "Speaking of which, Jinchu, how did you fall into the water?"

How did it fall into the water?

If I said that I was here to pick up your photos and the love letter I wrote to you, you would definitely despise me... Jin Chu secretly thought.

"Because the wallet fell into the water..." Probably because of lying, Jin Chu's face became even redder.

"Really?" Zi stared at Jin Chu, and asked again on purpose. This mentality of knowing that the other party is deceiving but still wanting to be able to tease the other party is Zi's bad taste since childhood, and he can't change it.

And Jin Chu nodded nervously.

"Okay..." Azusa sighed, reaching out to stroke Azusa's wet hair.Where is this boy's hair? It's so smooth and feels so comfortable... For a moment, Zi couldn't put it down.

"What were you crying for just now? Did you feel wronged?" Although Zi asked this on the surface, she had already guessed jjj in her heart, "If you are wronged... my brother's shoulder is free."

When Jinchu heard what Zi said, he was stunned for a moment, an urge to laugh through tears came straight to his heart, this was a sense of satisfaction that he had never had before, this feeling made Jinchu almost wish he could hug Zi immediately, Listening to Zi's heartbeat from Zi's arms.

It must have felt like being in heaven...

But as a boy, Jin Chu was really a little shy, his rationality told him that he was not allowed to do this, and it was the second time!

But since Azusa had already issued such an invitation, it was really unreasonable for him not to do something.

Afterwards, I will definitely scold myself for not living up to expectations.

After passing this village, there is no such store. In order not to leave any regrets in his future life, Jinchu decided to bravely touch Zi's white and tender hands.

Quietly, she reached out her hand to Azusa's, but she didn't dare to do the next move.

Zi also noticed Jinchu's thieving behavior, and then smiled and said, "What? Don't even dare to touch my brother's hand? Don't be so shy..."

At this time, Zi still clearly remembers the scene when Jinchu hugged him tightly. At that time, Jinchu was like a little beast that had been bullied, unable to resist, and could only cry to death. He clings to what he thinks is the warmest and safest thing, and will never let go no matter what.

That trembling appearance made Azusa feel a little distressed thinking about it now.

Thinking of this, Zi Rang gently attached his hand to Jin Chu's.And at that moment, Zi felt the coldness of Jin Chu's palm.

"Is it cold?" Azusa asked hurriedly,

Jin Chu shook his head, he was really not cold, because at this moment his face was already red hot.

Seeing that Jinchu's face was already blushing abnormally, Zi couldn't help but want to tease him again, and then asked knowingly, "Why are you blushing all the time?"

Hearing this, Jin Chu subconsciously covered her face.

"Why are you shy? You like me?" Zi Zi said, deliberately moving her face closer to Jin Chu's position, and the distance between the two of them suddenly became very ambiguous.

"I..." How could Jinchu answer such a blunt question, looking at Zi's handsome face so close at hand, Jinchu felt so excited.

"You're kidding, look at your blushing." Zi lightly poked Jin Chu's forehead.

Jin Chu just wanted to subconsciously refute, when suddenly the door of the ward opened again.Yachen was standing at the door in a white coat, and he saw Zi and Jinchu keeping an unembarrassing distance.

After being stunned for a while, Yachen smiled and said, "I hope I didn't disturb you."

"How could it be?" Azusa stood up and said.

"I just saw a patient, and rushed over when I heard that Jinchu was drowning." Yachen walked up to Jinchu, "Why are you so careless?"

Jinchu lowered his head in shame.Thinking of those letters and photos, his heart throbbed again.

Who is framing me?Jin Chu couldn't figure it out.

"Hey... It seems that you will be in the hospital for a while." Ya Chen sighed, "Your head was also injured."

"I'm sorry...to trouble everyone..." Jinchu lowered his head.

Sitting beside Jinchu, Yachen smiled softly and said, "It won't cause us any trouble... It's just that you are so careless, how dare you let you go home by yourself in the future? Eh... Really..."

In the ear, it was Yachen who gently scolded, which really warmed Jinchu's heart.Azusa stood aside, his eyes were also full of concern.

Obviously just suffered a great grievance, but why, there is a feeling of a blessing in disguise?

"It just so happens that I have nothing to do tonight... I'll accompany you." Yachen said, gently touching Jinchu's small face.

"Ah... Brother Youjing said just now that he will come over after the party, so he should be on his way now." Azusa hurriedly said.

When Yachen heard it, he seemed to think of something again: "Yeah... so I also remembered, just now Kiori said that he would come over after class. And Subaru..."

"The hospital can't allow so many people to accompany the bed..." Zi smiled helplessly, "I want to stay too."

Listening to Yachen and Zi's conversation, Jinchu was completely moved.

He never thought that one day he would be cared and loved by so many family members... What a luxury this kind of sense of security that makes people happy is to him.

Is there anything happier than this moment in life?

Jinchu smiled and watched Yachen and Zi discuss who would accompany the bed in a serious manner, enjoying the full of love.

"By the way, do you know who rescued Jinchu?" Yachen asked suddenly, "It's been a long time, and I haven't heard you mention it."

Azusa shrugged and said he didn't know either.

"Huh? Are you awake?" At this moment, such a voice suddenly came from the door of the ward. "Huh? These two are..."

Yachen and Zi turned around, only to see a man in a suit and leather shoes standing at the door.

And this man's appearance...

Why is it somewhat similar to Beichi? ?