if god could hear

Ema told Jinchu that after he got off the plane, someone would pick him up at the airport and take him directly to his place of residence.

And the two people who picked him up can often be seen in the photos Ema sent to Jin Chu.

One of them is a mature man in a suit and leather shoes, wearing glasses and a gentle manner, called You Jing, and the other is a superb ladyboy who has been disguised as a woman for a long time and has the same temperament as a woman. Both of them are very friendly people.

It's just that when it comes to this man disguised as a woman, a very cordial sense of belonging suddenly arises in Jinchu's heart...

Walking out of the airport, the sunlight was extremely dazzling, and people with large and small luggage passed by Jinchu. Through the gaps in the crowd, Jinchu tried his best to look into the distance, and a pure white car came into view.

Standing beside the car was a man with blond hair, rimless glasses, and a red shirt and white tie. The eyes full of hearts from the people passing by him...

This is probably what he is used to.

It's not surprising that someone would take a picture of him and post it on the website when he was speaking in court.

Before meeting them, Jinchu had fantasized about countless ways of greeting or responding to them, but when he really wanted to see them, he felt a little inexplicably nervous.

But, it's obviously a family, isn't it?

Thinking of this, Jinchu suddenly felt that he had nothing to be afraid of, so he simply picked up his luggage and walked over.

"Mr. You Jing." Siyu walked up to You Jing and called softly, trying to use a natural and unaffected female voice to talk to You Jing.

You Jing heard the reputation and looked over, only to see Jin Chu blushing and looking at him with a smile, the huge suitcase behind him formed quite a strong contrast with his somewhat thin body.

"Ah, you must be Jinchu." Mr. You Jing looked at him and pushed his glasses with a smile.

"Well, hello, Mr. Youjing." Jinchu smiled beautifully.

In fact, behind this smile are also full of Jin Chu's tears.

When he was in the United States before, he had to practice countless times of smiling in front of the mirror almost every day, which was a kind of training that was more terrifying than devil training.

And there is only one training item, that is to make all kinds of terrifying smiles in front of the mirror, be sweet, cute, playful, coquettish, cute...

In other words... It is the ultimate training to show some words that are completely unrelated to creatures like men in their expressions.

Every time after training, Jinchu would always have facial twitches for a while, and he couldn't recover for a long time, but luckily he didn't get wrinkled from laughing, otherwise the gain would outweigh the loss...

Heaven pays off, Jin Chu, who has been training hard for a long time, finally learned a set of smiles that can be changed freely, as charming as possible, as ecstasy as possible... yes, as disgusting as disgusting.

But it was precisely because of this that Mr. Youjing couldn't help trembling slightly when he saw his smile.

"Ah, this is Ema's younger sister." While speaking, another person stepped out of the car.

Waist-length hair, sexy lip gloss, and dewy eyes.Jinchu knew at a glance that the person in front of him was Si Nanguang.

"Hello Mr. Guang, my name is Jinchu." Jinchu bowed politely.

But when Jin Chu straightened up, he met Shang Guang's examining gaze.

"Excuse me... what's wrong?" Jin Chu asked awkwardly, being looked at a little uncomfortable.

And Guang just shook his head with a smile and said, "No, it's nice to meet you." Guang's smile was even more charming, and it was naturally unaffected, which made Jin Chu feel a little admired.

"Okay, if you have anything to say, let's get in the car and say, it's important to go home, otherwise Ema and the others will be in a hurry." You Jing helped Jinchu and Guang open the car door while talking, with a gentlemanly and elegant gesture.

It is said that You Jing is a rare and good man, and when I saw him today, he was indeed so.Not only can he go from the living room to the kitchen, but he is also smart and eloquent, which is simply perfect.

After getting in the car, the conversation became normal and relaxed. Jinchu told Ukyo and Hikari a lot about the United States, and Ukyo and Hikari told many stories that happened in the family, full of wit and humor.

Laughter and laughter along the way, so lively.

And when the car stopped in front of the house, Jin Chu just felt a little nervous, and his palms began to sweat.

"Let's go, Jinchu." You Jing got out of the car, and said while helping Jinchu open the door.

"Wait!" Jin Chu let out a voice that disregarded his image, (is it really because he is still a boy by nature?) Youjing Heguang turned his head in astonishment when he heard the sound, and looked at Jin Chu.

Jinchu was startled when he saw this, and then immediately realized that he had lost his composure, and then he started to explain helplessly: "No...wait...can you wait...I'm a little nervous..."

"What's the matter?" You Jing, who was a little frightened, turned around and asked with the corners of his mouth twitching.

"No..." Jin Chu waved his hands carelessly.

"Get out of the car..." Guang was not frightened by Jin Chu's state, he got out of the car with a smile and helped Jin Chu open the car door, and stretched out his hand towards Jin Chu.

Jin Chu raised his head hesitantly, but was facing Shang Guang's half-smile expression.This expression immediately made Jin Chu feel uncomfortable all over, and he always felt as if something had been seen through by the person in front of him...

Trying to adjust his emotions, Jin Chu put his hand on Guang's hand and got off the car.

The three of them took the elevator upstairs.

It was the first time Jinchu stepped into this home. As soon as he walked in, Jinchu felt that this home was very big and very warm... But before Jinchu could take a closer look at the surrounding environment, he was directly touched by a black shadow. I hugged tightly.

"Jinchu! Long time no see!"

This voice is not unfamiliar to Jinchu, because the last time I heard this voice was more than ten hours ago, when Jinchu was on the phone at the airport when he was transiting.

Ema hugged Jinchu tightly, without the slightest intention of letting go, it was so strangled that Jinchu could hardly breathe, and what she wanted to say was stuck in her throat and couldn't get up or down...

"Ema... let go of Jinchu first, he is speechless..." Mr. You Jing who was standing beside Jinchu said with a wry smile.

"Ah?" Ema realized this just now, and immediately let go of her hand and smiled apologetically, "Sorry, I'm too excited..."

"Ha~~Sister Ema! Is this your sister?! She's really beautiful!" Mi ran over from the living room, staring at Jinchu with wide eyes, eyes full of love.

That day Zhenyou's pure eyes made Jinchu feel healed all of a sudden, he smiled at Mi friendly and said hello.

Then Kawa was following behind Ya.

"Well, miss, it's nice to meet you. I'm Sannan Yao." Yao walked up and shook hands with Jinchu, his eyes full of provocation.

Jinchu looked at him, although he was smiling, but in fact his heart was already deeply buried by the black line like a waterfall.

I heard Ema mention it a long time ago, and Ema said that he is a person who speaks a little strangely and is a little careless, but this is just the surface... No one can discover the real delicateness of the bottom of my heart, but at this moment In this situation, Jinchu can't see how delicate this flower monk is, don't let me go, I'm a man, God ==! .

"Hello, my name is Chun, and I am the fifth child in my family."

What followed was a playful but sunny voice, which made people feel indescribably comfortable.

Jinchu heard the reputation and looked around, only to see a silver-haired boy standing aside smiling and staring at him with eyes that seemed to be able to speak. The tear mole at the corner of the boy's left eye was indescribably sexy and lovable.

Seeing Chun, Jin Chu couldn't help being taken aback for a moment, his heart was still a little turbulent, and he murmured unconsciously: "This is..."

"This is the eldest of the triplets, I told you in the e-mail." Ema said aside.

"What about Azusa?"

Jin Chu blurted out this sentence without going through his brain at all, and there was an obvious eagerness in his tone, which made the people around him stunned when they heard it. Shut up.

Everyone was silent for a while, and Chun was the first to react. Chun touched his head and smiled and said, "Ah, you said Azusa...he recently took over the dubbing of a new commercial, and he won't be back until late at night."

"The schedule of the family members is very irregular, so they seldom get together." Mr. You Jing said with a smile, "so it is unknown who you will meet and who you will be with every day."

"Oh...it's like this..." Jin Chu nodded, but in fact he had scolded himself a thousand times in his heart: What about Zi, what about Zi!Can you not see anyone else in your head except Azusa? Ancestor! ?Can't you see that you're a girl yourself now? !Do you want to die!

"Since there are new members here today, I'm going to show off at dinner." You Jing said while taking off his coat and loosening his tie.

"No... don't bother." Jinchu waved his hands repeatedly.

"It won't be troublesome, anyway, I will do the daily cooking." Right now, Ukyo has already put on the green apron with two cats on it...

"Well, Mr. Ukyo's craftsmanship is very good." Ema also said on the side.

"Hey...thank you, Mr. Ukyo!"

Youjing waved his hand and said, "We're all family now, thank you."

Jinchu blushed and sat between his brothers and sisters, talking to everyone about himself, including his life alone in the United States and his adventures in various places.

This kind of warm scene has never happened to him in the past ten years, and this is a perfect home for Jinchu.

This home is lively, happy, free... and has many brothers and sisters...

The so-called heaven is nothing more than that.

Under the shroud of family affection, Jinchu chatted with everyone until late that night.

Back in the room, Jin Chu leaned back on the bed... the excitement in his heart still couldn't be calmed down.I always feel that... this kind of happiness came too suddenly.

It's just...why hasn't Azusa come back?

This is the only place where Jinchu feels lost.Jinchu sat up and looked out the window.Just like every night this year, I just stared blankly at the twinkling stars in the sky...

His feelings for Azusa began a year ago.

A year ago, Jinchu was studying and living alone in the United States... until one day, he got the contact information of Ema by chance, and since then he learned that he still has such a harmonious and warm family in Japan. extended family.

After getting in touch with Ema, the two quickly chatted together. Ema began to send Jinchu some things about the family non-stop, and always mentioned the interesting things that happened at home during the chat.

Until one day... A person in a photo that Ema sent to Jinchu caught Jinchu's attention.

This person has blue hair, frameless eyes on the bridge of the nose, and the tear mole under the corner of his right eye is adorable. He looks at the people around him with a gentle smile, as if he is talking to the people around him. what an interesting story.

That should not be the first time Jinchu saw Zi, because the overly strong sense of familiarity and excitement made him feel a little nervous...

In an instant, the small figure deep in Jinchu's memory suddenly appeared in Jinchu's mind, so clear yet so strange.

It's him……

An uncontrollable excitement filled Jinchu's heart immediately, but it was more of a sense of intimacy and familiarity.

Since then, for some reason, Jinchu has developed a strange habit.

Before falling asleep every night, he would stand in front of the window, put his hands together, close his eyes and make a wish to the stars.

"God, if you can hear my prayer, then I ask you to let the person I like come to me, no matter how far the distance is between us, no matter what is in between us, please let him come to me Be there... Amen." After the prayer, he would draw a heart on the calendar.

In the eyes of ordinary people, this kind of overly girlish behavior gave Jinchu, who was alone in a foreign land, great motivation and confidence in life...

And this prayer has continued until today, which is already the 499th day... Unknowingly, Zi's figure has accompanied Jinchu through a whole round of spring, autumn, winter and summer.

When he is wronged, Azusa is his faith, when he is happy, Azusa is his motivation, when he is lonely, Azusa is his sustenance...

However, it is hard to imagine that Zi knew absolutely nothing about Jin Chu.So these 499 days were a true unrequited love for Jin Chu.

The feeling can be sweet by turns, painful by turns...but captivating enough.

Jinchu knew that as a boy, it was wrong for him to have such feelings for another boy...it was abnormal, but there was nothing he could do.

Because there is a kind of helplessness in this world, called being unable to extricate oneself...