stand-in model

After meeting Rong Mingzhou and Fan Pei that day, he never saw them again. It seemed that he booked another flight the next morning to continue traveling elsewhere.

It was also after that day that Jiang Liang and Rong Sheng did not confront each other as before. The two almost maintained the same contact and relationship as before, and because Jiang Liang was still in the range of a cold in the past few days, he was sick and had no energy.

Rong Sheng called the psychiatrist over the next day from the day he agreed to Fan Pei, and what he said was completely different from what he said to the psychiatrist last time.

Last time, I asked the psychiatrist to make Jiang Liang's situation more serious. This time, I must adjust Jiang Liang's mental state.

Although the psychiatrist didn't know why Rong Sheng suddenly changed his mind, but from the doctor's point of view, he thought it would be good to save one more person in this way.

Jiang Liang's mental state can't just rely on drug treatment, but doctors still need to communicate with patients from time to time.

Jiang Liang still hides the pills in the painting every day. He doesn't know what he can do in the future. He probably just finds a small town to live in. When he is about to go crazy, he will end his life directly.

Under Rong Sheng's special gesture, Wu Yu also entered the villa every now and then to chat with Jiang Liang.

When Jiang Liang saw that everyone around him was doing well, his body and mind were relieved to a certain extent.

During the period when he disappeared, it turned out that Wu Yu and Zhang Xuan had already met their parents, and Liang Zhiqing and Zhou Porridge also officially announced, and his contract termination was also sent to Wu Yu's by Rong Sheng's assistant Cheng Yesi some time ago. hand.

Jiang Liang nestled in the rattan chair in the greenhouse. Tonight was the last time he saw these roses. He would leave here and everyone in the morning.

It is fragrant and rose-smelling here, and it would be great if the lover is by your side.But he shouldn't expect that.

He can leave here only if he has nothing to worry about.

At night, he and Rong Sheng lay side by side, the two of them remained silent, maintaining a deliberate silence.

"Leave tomorrow?" Rong Sheng asked.

"Ah."

"Where are you going?" Rong Sheng asked again.

"I don't know." Jiang Liang replied softly.

Jiang Liang actually knew where he was going, but he didn't want to tell Rong Sheng.

He is still going to Suzhou, but he intends to go to Tibet first, to tie prayer flags to all the people he cares about, and pray for their health, safety, happiness and joy.

Rong Sheng turned sideways and stretched out his hand to gently hug Jiang Liang, he sighed while hugging the person in his arms.Because in the future he can no longer hold the person in his arms.

Just like what my mother said, a person's life is like a bus. Some people get on the bus and others get off. You always have to get used to what you get and what you lose. And this time I really blame him for not cherishing Jiang Liang, but there is no medicine for regret in the world Woolen cloth?

The things he did to Jiang Liang, the things he did to Jiang Liang these days are like replaying a movie again and again.

It made him a little dazed and a little suspicious.

Was it really him who did those things?It turned out that he was once so narrow-minded and so bold.

"I really wanted to kidnap your mother at the time, but I didn't do it." Rong Sheng and Jiang Liang's heads were close together, his forehead lightly tapped Jiang Liang's forehead and said: "I didn't do it, but after I felt that I liked you, I really didn't do anything, it was He Zining who asked someone to kidnap him."

Rong Sheng didn't wait for Jiang Liang to speak after finishing speaking, and he continued to talk, "And I didn't know that you would have PTSD because of suicide, and you would not be able to hold a knife with your right hand, otherwise I wouldn't laugh at why you used your left hand to cook. The knife cut to the right hand."

"If I knew that the red rope and jade bead had such a deep meaning, even if I were to kneel down and beg you, I would not let you cut that red rope."

"I'm sorry, Jiang Liang, Jiang Jiang. I trapped you here because of my selfishness and narrowness, because I don't want you to leave me. I always feel that you like me so much, how can you just let it go."

"Now I understand that there is nothing wrong with love and liking, and it shouldn't be a shackle and burden on everyone. I'm sorry."

Rong Sheng didn't cry this time, his eyes were red, but he still held back his tears.

For a gentle person like Jiang Liang, it's really hard for him to let go.

The gentle spring breeze is always captivating, and the chirping of cicadas at night always makes people daydream.

Perhaps after decades of waiting, Rong Sheng will never forget Jiang Liang. On the contrary, this kind of emotion will taste like old spirits, making people bitter and reluctant.

Jiang Liang closed his eyes tightly to feel the heartbeat frequency in Rong Sheng's chest, feeling the warmth of this person's body.

At this point, he didn't want to worry about those things at the beginning.Too much entanglement in the past is of no use, it will only make people stagnate.

This is what Jiang Liang doesn't want to see, he would rather leave without turning his head, and would rather everyone point at his back and scold him for being ignorant.

"take care of yourself."

This was the only sentence Jiang Liang told Rong Sheng that night, and it was also the last sentence.

Tomorrow morning, he and Rong Sheng will each officially announce their breakup on Weibo, and then he will board the flight to Tibet, while Rong Shengwen will be guarded by Rong Mingzhou and Fan Pei who have returned here for a period of time, so as not to disturb him.

This approach was proposed by Rong Sheng.

He said that he was afraid that he would not be able to persist in the day when Jiang Liang landed and lived in a different place, so he would suddenly go to bring Jiang Liang back.

After hearing this, Rong Mingzhou and Fan Pei could only hastily end their round-the-world travel, and fly back to Liaocheng halfway to take care of Rong Sheng.

They are like children caught in puppy love, and they will face the risk of being torn apart tomorrow.In fact, it is not counted, because Jiang Liang's chest does not have the beating heart frequency of Rong Sheng.

"I want to kiss you." Rong Sheng buried his head in Jiang Liang's neck, rubbing against him like a lost dog seeking a sense of security.

"Let me kiss you, it won't work anymore."

Jiang Liang's throat felt dry and straight.Finally he said "OK."

Jiang Liang didn't wait for Rong Sheng's fierce and plundering kiss. On the contrary, his lips seemed to be touched lightly by a feather.

There was no lust, no ferocity, no guts in this kiss.Some are just the last reluctance and concern, comfort and pain.

It turns out that kisses can be so gentle, Jiang Liang thought.

The two embraced each other and slept, and when Rong Sheng woke up the next day, the bedding beside him was already cold, the bracelet wrapped in soft fur was neatly placed on the bedside table, and the fish in the fish tank were still happily Swimming around, but the person who has been standing here watching is gone.

Rong Sheng went downstairs with no expression on his face. Aunt Zhou still prepared breakfast and sat on a chair next to the dining room to study the menu. The roses in the greenhouse not far away were not delayed because of someone’s departure. They bloomed as before and even more gloriously. eye-catching.

The pure white rattan chair and rattan table are placed in a group of roses, not out of place but suitable everywhere.

This is how it should be.

Rong Sheng's complexion could not be said to be very good. After all, he had a dull heartache in the first half of the night, but he didn't mention Jiang Liang's existence after waking up, and Aunt Zhou who was beside him naturally didn't say anything.

When everyone was performing their duties, Rong Sheng opened the glass door of the greenhouse after a long absence, and walked into Jiang Liang's favorite place to stay.

On the rattan table were all Jiang Liang's paintings during this period, probably sorted out before Jiang Liang left, but even these, Jiang Liang didn't take them away.

Some are roses, some are sunsets, some are drinking glasses, and some are temples.

During this period of time, Jiang Liang painted a lot, basically three paintings a day, and used up a lot of oil pastels.

When Rong Sheng inadvertently turned to the last page, his expression was slightly startled, and the teardrops that had been holding on for a long time fell enough at once.

On the oil painting paper the size of A4 paper, there is a family portrait of a family of three drawn with oil pastels.

It was the family portrait in their home.

How could he be wrong again?Jiang Liang has no family, he will definitely be unhappy to see his parents in his family loving each other.

Rong Sheng took care to put away dozens of paintings, which he could see painted by Jiang Liang himself in the future.

The door of the flower room was opened again, but no one came in this time. Fan Pei and Rong Mingzhou stood there exhaustedly looking at Rong Sheng holding a stack of oil paintings in the sea of ​​roses, not knowing what to say for a while.

They have no right to persuade their son to give up liking Jiang Liang, nor have they the right to ask Jiang Liang to stay with Rong Sheng, waiting for Rong Sheng to learn how to love others.

Such a choice is unfair to anyone.

So they couldn't bear it.

Just like when Su Ziru was unable to get out after Rong Sheng's accidental death, Fan Pei and Rong Mingzhou resolutely moved out of that city and settled in the north for Rong Sheng to get out, regardless of the fact that the Rong family had no advantage in the north.

It is probably because Rong Sheng has gained too much, and he has been used to it going smoothly all his life, so that makes him fail in relationships time and time again.

"Is the person gone?" Fan Pei asked softly standing at the door.

"Let's go, wake up this morning, I found my side is cold." Rong Sheng looked down at the painting in his hand, and finally folded a rose from the side and put it together with the painting, holding it in his arms.

He didn't know when Jiang Liang left, where he went, and whether he would meet in the future.

It turns out that missing this kind of thing really makes people sad and uncomfortable, worried and entangled.

It's only been half a day, and he can't wait to meet Jiang Liang, what will he do with the thousands of days and nights without Jiang Liang in the future?

Jiang Liang held the boarding pass and only carried a small suitcase in his hand.He didn't take many things with him, after all, he bought some things while walking.

There were also many young girls at the airport. He passed by in a hurry, and occasionally he would hear "Rong Sheng and Jiang Liang announced their breakup."

This time he didn't stop, nor did he deliberately listen.

Weibo has been left to Wu Yu to handle, he just needs to leave here now.

It didn't take long to fly from Liaocheng to Lhasa Airport in Tibet. Three hours later, Jiang Liang landed in Lhasa with his suitcase.

This will not be his new life, but his long journey.