Liang Lin is so annoying

What exactly is death?

When I was in the fourth grade of elementary school, I was bullied by my classmates, and Liang Lin felt that his parents did not pay enough attention to him.The two of us once made an appointment to jump into the river together, in order to make those who made us unhappy regret it too late.

Later, when I mentioned this matter to Liang Lin, we both felt a little ridiculous.

Could choosing death be a form of revenge?

I think the answer should be yes.It's a kind of revenge on someone close, right?

Choosing to die is definitely a kind of revenge, a kind of revenge for the malice that the whole universe inflicts on itself.

It is a kind of revenge, a kind of protest and revenge against the pain that I cannot bear.

It turns out that with age, not only knowledge, height, new discoveries and a wider world, but also some unbearable things exposed in the real world.

Jiang Yiyi expressed to me since she was a child that if a person is bullied, he needs to stand up and resist.

If this is her rebellion against this bad world, then I should be reluctant.

I don't know much about death, and I don't even know when a man in pain stands in front of me and tells me he can't take it any longer.

The man who wanted to die told me that his pain, every second that kept him alive and breathing air, was like being in hell and burning his soul.Death is the only thing that can make his mind and soul peaceful and free.

And if I stand in front of him, a me like me standing in front of him, can I persuade him "don't die"?

Or should I say "happy death" to such an anguished soul?

My brain prevents me from doing anything about anyone's death.

But my selfish soul, at this moment, is making a very hard wish that the people around me, my relatives, lovers, and friends, will not die when they are in the most painful time.

Because of selfishness, I can't face anyone I love to leave, even if she is very painful.

I chose to continue to make my lover suffer for the sake of not suffering for me.

How heartless it sounds, but I think this is the only thing that I can never correct.

I wrapped Jiang Yiyi's arms around mine and floated up very hard.The light coming down from the water blurred my vision.

Jiang Yiyi was so weak that she might have fallen into a coma.

I dragged Jiang Yiyi to the surface of the water, took a few deep breaths on the surface of the water, gritted my teeth and dragged Jiang Yiyi to the shore.

I don't know if it was because of the sudden breath of air, but Jiang Yiyi, who was still weak just now, suddenly struggled in a blur of consciousness.

It is written in the first aid knowledge that a completely unconscious person is more difficult to rescue than a partially unconscious person.Because the instinctive awareness of survival will make the drowning person struggle in the water.

Jiang Yiyi climbed on top of me and struggled hard.

I gritted my teeth and called out Jiang Yiyi's name, but Jiang Yiyi struggled and slipped into the water again.

I immediately reached out to catch her, but Jiang Yiyi grabbed my arm and dragged me directly into the water.

I struggled with Jiang Yiyi in the water for a long time, feeling a little weak.I raised my head and looked at the water surface. The spot of light was huge, as if the light of the whole world appeared in a place within my reach but out of reach.

I gritted my teeth and turned around to pull Jiang Yiyi.Jiang Yiyi was completely out of strength, and I watched her slowly slide down the water.

My eyes felt sore and my head hurt. After struggling for a long time and not getting fresh air, my chest almost exploded. I opened my mouth in the water and swallowed a mouthful of water.

I want to cough, and I want to grab Jiang Yiyi.

In a few thoughts, I felt a little unconscious.

I closed my eyes and let my body move with the water waves. Before I lost consciousness, I was thinking that I wanted to save Jiang Yiyi.

I was pulled out of the water, and I woke up immediately after the fresh air filled my chest cavity.But because of the weakness of my hands and feet, I could only lean on the opponent's back and be led by the opponent to swim to the shore.

"Save Jiang Yiyi." I spat out the water in my mouth and said hoarsely.

The people who rescued me took me to the shore, and only then did I see Liang Lin, who was wet all over. His face was pale, and he was kneeling on the grass, looking at me unblinkingly and sadly.

I was helped to Liang Lin's side, and because I didn't have any strength, I lay directly on the grass. My mind was a little empty, and I was breathing fresh air very hard.

"Where's Jiang Yiyi?" I asked hoarsely.

Liang Lin suddenly yelled into the distance: "Where's the person? Where's the towel? Why don't you come over and take him home!"

I reached out and grabbed Liang Lin's wrist. He suddenly turned his neck like an old machine. His eyes were red and his face was pale. He roared fiercely the moment he met my eyes. He said: "I hope Jiang Yiyi dies! She dies right now! I don't even want to see her dead body!!"

Liang Lin roared hoarsely: "I'm really fed up with Zhao Shubai! Jiang Yiyi today, Jiang Erer tomorrow, and Jiang Sansan the day after tomorrow, how many lives do you have to give them?!"

Liang Lin, who had never been so angry with me, made my brain quiet for a long time.

I saw someone carrying Jiang Yiyi to the shore.

Liang Lin's voice was very angry, but I could still feel that he was very, very sad at the moment, and this kind of sadness might even exceed my telling him that I would never be with him again.

"What do you think of yourself? Save the world..." Liang Lin didn't finish cursing me, I used the strength of his arm to prop up my body, and immediately hugged him.

Liang Lin couldn't speak the second half of the sentence.

"It's so cold, Liang Lin." I said.

I heard Liang Lin take a deep breath, he was wearing thick clothes, he looked wetter than me after soaking in my water for a long time, I heard Liang Lin sniff his nose, and cursed very angrily He said: "Why the hell is it still not here? Are your legs broken?"

"Don't be angry, don't scold me, okay?" I said to Liang Lin.

"..." Liang Lin didn't speak.

"I don't take what I say when I'm angry." I said, "I'm here to save people, not to die with anyone."

Liang Lin suddenly uttered a sentence in a hoarse voice: "Don't say that word."

I said, "I like you the most."

Liang Lin's tense body slowly softened in my words. He hugged me tightly and asked me softly: "Is it cold, sister? Are you feeling uncomfortable now? I'll let you go immediately." People send you home, let people make the quilt in my room, and let Auntie Pepe boil some medicine to prevent illness, okay?"

I said yes, and then said slowly, "I like you the most, but can you apologize for what you just said?"

"..." Liang Lin paused.

I waited very patiently until Liang Lin whispered to me, "I'm sorry."

Liang Lin told me very aggrieved, "I'm really going to be scared to death."

"It's okay." Out of selfishness, I decided to forgive what Liang Lin just said for Jiang Yiyi.

If Jiang Yiyi is really like what Liang Lin said, then my whole life will be in the shadow of losing my best friend, and my whole life will be in the regret of not saving a life.

The servant of Liang Lin's family took a thick coat that he found somewhere, and put it on me and Liang Lin.

Someone helped me onto the servant's back, I stretched out my hand and pinched Liang Lin's wrist, and then glanced in Jiang Yiyi's direction.

There were several people sitting around Jiang Yiyi, working very hard to help her.I feel that my eyes are a little pantothenic, and I think it would be great if I didn't respect Jiang Yiyi so much, then I would write to her every day, and she ignored me, so I went to her house to find her.

If she was willing to talk to me, she might not choose this irreversible decision.

I sniffed, and whispered to the servant who was behind my back: "Can you save her?"

The servant answered me rigorously: "We will definitely do our best, and the rescuers are very professional."

I hummed, and after walking several steps, I realized that Liang Lin hadn't followed.

"Wait." I called to the servant who was carrying me, and turned around to take a look.

Liang Lin squatted on the ground, he raised his hand to signal the servant next to him to help him up.His feet seemed a little weak, and he was finally supported and walked towards me.

I started to feel wronged for Liang Lin again, he must have been scared to death by me.I think if it was me, I would be scared to death too.

After Liang Lin was supported and walked towards me, I stretched out my hand to him: "Hold hands, Liang Lin."

Liang Lin who was being supported stretched out his hand.

On the way home in the car, I started to get chills.I wanted to know what was going on with Jiang Yiyi, so I leaned on Liang Lin and asked him tremblingly: "Jiang Yiyi..."

"It has been sent to the medical room. If there is any news, we will be notified as soon as possible." Liang Lin replied quickly.

I let out a sigh of relief: "It's so cold."

Liang Lin stretched out his arms to hug me, and he said to the driver: "Drive faster."

When I got home, my hands and feet were already weak, and I couldn't stand up.

Liang Lin carried me on his back and went back to my own home. I heard Aunt Pepe's exclamation, and I tried very hard to say hello in Aunt Pepe's direction.

Liang Lin said something to Aunt Peipei, and I felt him carrying me up the stairs and into my room.

He stripped me naked and tucked me under my comforter.After a while, I felt that he wiped my cold body with a warm towel.

I said vaguely, "You also have to take a hot bath, okay?"

Liang Lin answered me.

I said again: "After you take a shower, come to bed and sleep with me, okay?"

Liang Lin responded again.

My consciousness has been fluctuating from far to near, and I feel in a daze that I have dreamed a lot.

Liang Lin got into my quilt, and I stuck to him.