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9.

Jiang Huan had no idea what the movie was about.

He stared at the screen tightly, not daring to move or take a second look.

Miao An sat next to him, separated by an armrest.

He surrounded himself with the pheromones of white orchids, soothing himself gently, just like soothing an omega.

It should be very similar, Jiang Huan is not sure, because he has never appeased any omega, since he was a child, there has been a lack of omega in his world.

He lives in the old city, where there are traces of the old times everywhere. The buildings are as well as the people. Everyone is basically a beta who came out of the factory, except for his parents and his old mother.

Jiang Huan's father is a rare alpha, but his family is very poor. He came to Jiangzhou from other places and worked as an apprentice in a garment factory. Then he met Jiang Huan's mother who had a similar background as him. She was an omega. Poorer, after all, the two of them got together and settled down in Jiangzhou.

Back then's mother was also an omega, she was too beautiful, but she was willing to live here with then year's father, a beta.

When Jiang Huan was a child, every time he saw his mother, he couldn't help being envious.

She is really good-looking, and she is well-dressed and tidy. She will wear the most popular hairstyle and wear a long skirt, and hold the next door of Shi Nian's father in one hand and the young Shi Nian in the other.

Back then, he was clean and refreshing, looking like a porcelain doll, completely different from his monkey-like self.

When Shi Nian asked himself what he liked about him, Jiang Huan didn't know how to explain to Shi Nian.

He grew up watching the years.

From a doll to a handsome young man, from a little guy who can sweetly call himself Brother Jiang to a social animal with other alpha pheromones wandering around all day long.

How could Jiang Huan not like him? He knew him so well.

Besides Shi Nian, Jiang Huan didn't know who else he could like.

He has never carefully observed anyone, and he has never wanted to know anyone. His vision for himself is very simple, study hard, then graduate, work, or continue to study, fall in love with the year, get married, and breed the next generation. Then it's like that forever.

But he failed from the first step.

He couldn't continue to study hard, he couldn't graduate, he didn't have a job, and was rejected by the year. It turned out that these things happened very simply.

And this person sitting next to him.

At the beginning, he was just a scrap in the life of that year, and he was not even a friend of the year. He was Mr. Miao An, a rich man, a strange rich man who always smiled.

He doesn't seem to be able to restrain his pheromones, and always radiates them wantonly.Jiang Huan had to hold his breath every time he measured him, otherwise his world would be overwhelmed by the smell of white orchids in an instant.

Jiang Huan didn't want Miao An to come, but he always met Miao An.

Especially on that basketball court, the basketball court that Jiang Huan stepped on many times, he always waited for the time when people left to play. He was afraid that the surging pheromone fusion would make him sick, and he was afraid of hurting others. Afraid of being hurt by others, he would rather play alone, walk and shoot by himself, and fight against himself.

He was very happy, he forgot that his barrier stickers were no longer so useful, and the doctor told him several times to ask him to replace them with more advanced ones.

It hasn't been a year yet, and Jiang Huan has been trapped by pheromones to death.

He doesn't like Miao An, he really doesn't like it, Miao An always comes to find out about him, he is not a fool, he knows it all.

But Miao An was always helping him, when he was cautious, when he was in crisis, when he was at a loss.

When the movie ended, Jiang Huan's mind was still confused, but everyone around him started to get up, so Jiang Huan dared to turn his head, he had to say hello to Miao'an.

But the position next to it is empty.

Miao An left without Jiang Huan knowing.

If it wasn't for the first-aid kit left on Miao An's seat, Jiang Huan would even think that Miao An's arrival was just a dream he imagined.

It was the first aid kit again. Jiang Huan picked up the small cloth bag and looked at it. It was different from the previous one, this one was smaller.

Jiang Huan opened the zipper and took a look. There were masks, barrier stickers, and inhibitor sprays and injections inside.

Last time Miao An seemed to mention that his pheromone was weak, but Jiang Huan felt that Miao An's pheromone was not weak at all, and he could smell it every time he saw Miao An.

Moist, fragrant, a little aggressive, and a little rotten.

Jiang Huan took the first-aid kit and was about to leave the venue. When he left, a staff member asked him to fill out the viewing questionnaire, but he didn't read it at all, and he didn't know what to write, so he just wrote a few sentences and handed it in.

When handing in the form, he accidentally saw the one on top, the handwriting was beautiful, every item was filled, and the name was Miao'an.

So he just left?Why did he leave?

Was it his own rudeness that offended him?

Jiang Huan sighed, handed over the form and left directly.

He didn't go home, he didn't want to go home, and when he got home, his mother would pester him and ask him, such as whether the movie was good, whether it was tense, whether there were many people, why Shi Nian refused to go, what's wrong with you, have you seen it? Miao An, what did you say, what did you do, etc.

Mom's questions were all trivial, but Jiang Huan was willing to answer none of these trivial questions.

He just wants to sleep now and not think about anything.

So Jiang Huan went to the store. At this o'clock, his parents had already gone home. He opened the store and called his parents to tell them that he would not be home today. His mother was not very happy, but his father expressed his understanding. , Jiang Huan heard his father on the phone trying to persuade his mother, saying that he can take care of himself when the child grows up, but his mother is still not happy, she said he took care of himself.

Jiang Huan hung up the phone.

His parents are very good, really good, much better than his parents back then, but better parents will also bring endless pressure to people.

Jiang Huan turned off the light and lay down on his narrow bed. He needed to sleep now, and only when he fell asleep could it mean that the day had passed again.

He fell asleep quickly, but not securely.

He seemed to be back in the cinema again, and Miao An was sitting next to him.

He looked at Miao An, and Miao An also looked at him.

Miao'an smiled at him, and the strong magnolia pheromone surrounded him. Jiang Huan felt his glands were hot, and he suddenly became frightened. He wanted to stand up, escape from this place, and escape from Miao'an.

But Jiang Huan was held down by the shoulder.

He couldn't stand up, Miao An was watching him, and his pheromones surged under the barrier stickers.

Are you afraid of me?

Miao An asked.

Jiang Huan wanted to lie, but he couldn't make a sound.

Are you afraid of me?

Miao An moved closer again, he stretched out his finger, and touched Jiang Huan's barrier sticker.

No, no, it cannot be torn.

Jiang Huan wanted to struggle, he wanted to lock up the beast in his heart, and he couldn't let go even in his dream.

But Miao An was smiling at him, with eyebrows bent.

Maybe it's a dream, maybe it's a dream now, Jiang Huan thought, don't you have to be responsible for everything in the dream?