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The last time Miao An entered the operating room, he was still in a coma, so the doctor gave him anesthesia and sent him to the operating room, including the operation process. He had no way of knowing. When he woke up, the wound on the gland had been sutured.

This is the first time he has been in the operating room for many years.

Only this time he was sober and even walked by himself.

He followed the nurse into the elevator from the ward, then got out of the elevator and walked outside the operating area.

There were some family members outside. They were sitting or standing, with different expressions. Some were crying, some were anxious, and some were numb.

The patients who are still in the operating room at this hour are generally very urgent...except for myself.

The silver door opened slowly, and Miao An walked in alone, then the metal door closed, and a nurse told him to lie on the bed, saying that he would insert a catheter for him.

It turns out that the kind of thing in the TV series, holding each other's hands and sending them to the operating room, doesn't happen to everyone.

Miao An lay on the bed, exhaled slowly, and finally reached this step.

Because of the special location of the gland, this operation is still under general anesthesia. Miao An saw Zhou Xiaoke wearing a mask, his eyes were full of tenderness and compassion.

"Don't look at me like that."

Miao An said softly.

Miao An started dreaming again.

The long-lost ex-boyfriend broke into his dream without warning. After Miao An met Jiang Huan, Miao An rarely dreamed of his ex-boyfriend. He dreamed more about being with Jiang Huan. Little by little, because Jiang Huan has been apart for the past two years, Miao An even dreamed that she ended monitoring Jiang Huan's life before Jiang Huan found out, or Jiang Huan found out, but in her own I begged and agreed to forgive him, anyway, no matter which one, it was a happy end in the end, then he opened his eyes with a smile, touched the bed next to him, it was still cold.

Even dreams are playing tricks on him.

In this dream, his ex-boyfriend appeared in front of him, not the appearance of the sunny boy when they first met, nor the appearance of the vicious kidnapper at the end of the story, but one day after they broke up, he came to Miao'an Looking for Miao An at the rented place, with fragmented starlight, Miao An saw the moon coming through the crack of the door when he opened the door.

He begged Miao An to get back together with him, and after getting Miao An's veto, he asked Miao An if he could lend him some money.

The "some" in his mouth is already an amount that an ordinary college student can't even imagine, but because the person who borrowed money is Miao'an, it is only "some".

Miao An also vetoed it.

He didn't want to lend money to his ex-boyfriend, because he knew exactly what the ex-boyfriend would do with the money.

And the so-called "borrow" is nothing more than "want".

Miao An had paid off his debts for him several times before, and the amount was considerable. Every time, every time, the ex-boyfriend would cry and say it was the last time, but there was never a real last time, every time is next time.

Miao An was really tired.

It was the same this time in the dream, he cried bitterly, saying that it was definitely the last time, if Miao An didn't help him, he would have to die.

He said that those people were very vicious, and they would beat him to death, or make him sell himself to pay off his debts.

Miao An stood there, watching him cry and crouch down. He covered his face with his hands, and there were still pinholes on his slender wrists.

There is no hope, Miao An frowned and thought, this boy is hopeless.

When the ex-boyfriend left, the tears had dried, and his expression was numb. When he opened the door, he looked back at Miao An, and then smiled stiffly.

The moon is hiding somewhere, Miao An thought.

When Miao An woke up, he was in the ward where he lived for a long time.

Although it was said to be long-term, Miao An did not come to her many times. The last time she came was the time she was bitten by Jiang Huan more than two years ago and was covered in bruises.

At that time, Zhou Xiaoke asked him if he needed to call the police.

At that time, he still had Miaoran, Lianqing, and even Shi Nian, but this time, he didn't tell anyone before the operation, and he asked Zhou Xiaoke to keep it secret for him. Obligation, Zhou Xiaoke can't refuse.

But at the last moment, Jiang Huan actually contacted him.

Speak strange words.

like the sea, like the sky,

It's just that they are no longer the same as before.

Miao An had regretted it countless times. He thought that if he had held back his ex-boyfriend and given him a sum of money, the ending would have been different.

Obviously at that time, he also felt sorry for him.

If he was as ruthless as Lian Qing said and took him out of the fire pit and sent him to a drug rehabilitation center, or sent him back to his hometown, in short, if he helped him, the ending would be different.

Why am I so indifferent, why didn't I choose the path that can lead to a better ending.

Miao'an often asks herself, is it because of herself that the story ends in the latter way.

Then he also regretted countless times, regretting what he did to Jiang Huan.

Wouldn't it be better to be gentle, wouldn't it be better to be honest, wouldn't it be...

It seems that in the matter of love, I have no talent, and I made one wrong choice after another.

So is this choice right now?

Miao An didn't know.

It seemed that the anesthetic was gradually wearing off, and as Miao An woke up, the pain in the back of his neck became more and more painful. He moved his fingers and found that the needle was stuck in the back of his hand and was infusing.

So thirsty.

Miao An moved her lips, but said nothing.

He was hoarse.

"Do you want a drink of water? I'll raise the bed for you and get it for you."

No way... Miao An tried hard to open her eyes, the voice was too familiar.

The bed rose slowly, and a straw was placed near Miao An's mouth. Miao An raised her eyes to look at the person in front of her, then opened her mouth and bit the straw in her mouth.

The water was warm, and Miao An sucked it up and down. Jiang Huan raised the cup in front of him, with a straw inserted in the cup.

"You just woke up, don't drink too much." Jiang Huan withdrew the cup as he spoke, and the straw came out of Miao'an's mouth. Jiang Huan looked up at the bottle on it again, and put the cup on the table , and then ran out to call the nurse.

Obviously there was a calling bell beside the bed... Miao An saw the nurse come in to change his fluid, and saw Jiang Huan standing behind the somewhat miniature nurse like a telegraph pole.

Why is he here.

Did you come here when you saw your message?

Isn't he in another district?It takes an hour to drive here.

Is he really here?Jiang Huan?

Miao An closed his eyes, thinking that if this is a dream, then he is willing to continue dreaming.

"Doctor Zhou just left not long ago, and he will come back in a while." Jiang Huan sent the little nurse away and sat down beside Miao An's bed, "Do you want me to go to him now? If you want, you just nod, no If so, shake your head."

It doesn't seem like a dream.

Miao An opened her eyes and shook her head slowly.

"Are you in pain?" Jiang Huan reached out and wiped the corner of Miao An's eyes, "You're crying."

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Pack up and get ready for a relationship.