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Jiang Huan's store is located in a corner of Jiangzhou New Town.

It used to be an online celebrity store, and like most online celebrity stores, it was busy for about half a year, then completely quieted down, and after a year, no one cared about it.

Jiang Huan exchanged the store at a very reasonable price, but he couldn't make up enough for the fair price. The two years he went to study abroad had already spent his savings. He also worked part-time in Japan, although after returning to China With the help of Miao Ran, I took some orders in a short period of time, but it was still a bit stretched for the rent.

There must be no hope at home. Jiang Huan and his family cannot be said to have completely fallen out, but they have cut off contact at this stage. He is very grateful to his parents for always trying to protect him, but he gradually lost his mind under their protection. It was not until he met Miao An that he gradually dared to have some ideas of his own and was willing to put them into practice.

Originally, Jiang Huan wanted to forget about it and look elsewhere, but when he heard about this incident, he expressed that he wanted to take a stake in Jiang Huan's store, and he was regarded as a small partner of Jiang Huan.

In fact, Jiang Huan didn't have much contact with Shi Nian later, and basically returned to the frequency of their college days. He didn't expect that Shi Nian would be willing to help this favor, but Shi Nian said that this is not called help, but investment, and it is not personal Emotion, just from a purely commercial point of view.

In short, no matter what, Jiang Huan's small shop opened, and he was the only one to take care of it for the time being, so he was not idle.

When he is busy, he will devote himself to his work so that he has no time to think about other things.

And the little time he spared was for him to regret.

Jiang Huan stayed in Miao'an's garden for a long time that day, and he saw Miao'an squatting on the ground with her head buried in her arms, completely motionless.

This scene is very similar to the one he often encountered on the side of the road when he was a child: the child who was bullied was powerless to resist, so he could only wait for the person to leave, squatting under the tree and crying silently.

For the first time, Jiang Huan seriously realized that he might have played the role of a bad guy in Miao An's life.

He hurt Miao An deeply.

In the morning, he found that Miao An was not there, so he went back to Jiangzhou. After settling down, he came to Miao An and Miao Ran's house, but the servant said that Miao An had not come back.

After Jiang Huan picked up the dog from the house, he went to look for Miao'an.

He didn't know why he went to Miao'an, Jiangzhou was so big, he didn't know where Miao'an went, he didn't even know if Miao'an had returned to Jiangzhou, but he thought he would do something, if It would be best if he could find Miao An. If he couldn't find it, he would at least feel that he had done his part. Besides, he thought he would be able to find Miao An, because just like Miao Huan said, they were There is a little fate, and people with fate will always meet again.

He went to the park where they used to walk the dog together.He also went to the winery where he often drank together, and the food stall where he had eaten, but when he drove there, he found that the food stall was gone, and some were just ruins.

It was already very late at that time, and he didn't even see Miao An's shadow, and he actually gradually lost hope.

At this time, Miaoran called him again and said that he still couldn't get in touch with Miao'an, and he was very worried.

Jiang Huan was sitting in the car looking at Xiao Hei who was sleeping in the back seat and felt that he was really useless.

Two years ago he could abandon Miao An because of cowardice, but two years later he has no ability to get Miao An back.

So where else did you find it?Jiang Huan searched silently in his mind. The time he and Miao An were together was not short, but there were not many places to leave memories.

Jiang Huan drove aimlessly.

He thought Miao An would not go to his house, would he?Probably not... But he still drove in the direction of home.

Finally, in another ruined place, he saw the familiar red sports car.

It was Miao'an's car, Jiang Huan remembered it clearly.

When he just broke up with Miao An, he thought that he would soon forget Miao An, because he felt that he had no relationship with Miao An, so it would be very easy to forget.

But when he was alone, he found that he remembered everything about Miao An clearly.

Such as phone numbers, such as birthdays, such as license plate numbers.

Jiang Huan quickly got out of the car, and then ran to the car, he knocked on the window, the window slowly fell, Miao An's face clearly appeared in front of him, Jiang Huan was very happy at that moment, this kind of happiness was completely It's no less than the moment he held Miao An in his arms yesterday.

I found you, Jiang Huan said.

Jiangzhou is so big and the world is so big, I finally found you, Jiang Huan thought.

He remembered that this was the place where they used to eat wontons, and he immediately said to take Miao An to eat, he knew the new location.

Then they sat together again, just like the night before all those years ago.

But what happened next was not so wonderful.

Every word Miao An said to him made him feel that his heart had been cut, so when Miao An left, Jiang Huan felt that his heart was rotten.

He'd like to go back in time and spit on who he was, or maybe he should have taken back those decisions at all.

But Jiang Huan knew best in his heart: At that moment in the past, he really thought that way. At that time, he felt that if the two were separated, it would be better for both of them.

At that time, he was asking himself every day: What is the relationship between me and Miao An?What kind of relationship can I have with him, can I have no relationship with him?

At that time, he was in the studio provided to him by Miao'an, often in a trance.

He thought: Why am I here?I haven't paid a dime for rent here, and I haven't even received any professional training, but now I can stand here and make desserts for those idol stars, and then earn a lot of money.

And when he got home, his father would tell him how many more orders were placed today.

These orders come from very inexplicable, often a person comes to have a look, take a measurement, and then say which company they are, which department is in charge of what, how many suits they need to make, what requirements they have, and their store All you need to do is to listen to their request and collect the money.

The business is too simple, and the simplicity scares him.

And those who stand in the shadows.

The little idol told him that these people know everything and know everything, and they will feed back everything they shoot and hear to the people who hire them.

Jiang Huan was terrified at that time. He didn't understand why an ordinary person like himself, an ordinary sick person, would be treated like this?It's like being in the hot sun and the rain.

But through the two years he went abroad, Jiang Huan deeply understood one thing, that is, he couldn't do without Miao'an even more than he imagined.

Even though he has nothing to do with Miao'an abroad, he still misses Miao'an very, very much, and can't restrain his thoughts.

There is no longer the benefits that Miao An brought him, nor the pain that Miao An brought him, and the rest is missing.

So he came back anyway, he once thought that if Miao An didn't return to China, then he would save some money to find him, he thought he could always find him.

But now that he has been found, Miao An wants to leave him.

Jiang Huan was still like a child, he brought Xiao Hei to find Miao An again, he thought that Miao An might be soft-hearted when seeing Xiao Hei, maybe Miao An would think of their happy days together, maybe for a while The son forgave himself, if his words could be more sincere, Miao'an should be reluctant to bear himself.

From the hug yesterday, he knew that Miao An also missed him very, very much.

But this time Miao An clearly rejected him, it was clear.

Miao An gave his reasons, which were very long.

There are some contents that Jiang Huan knows, and some contents that Jiang Huan does not know. He stood there watching Miao An curled up on the grass, and he couldn't say a word.

He is not worthy to say a single word, nor is he worthy to appear in front of Miao An.

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