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Jiang Huan walked very simply.

Miao An left after hearing him ask "why continue".

Miao An didn't show up until Shi Nian woke up.

Shi Nian should be taking care of Lian Qing for too long, and his spirit has been tense, so after Miao An came, he was a little relieved. When he came out to chat with himself, although he was tired visible to the naked eye, the words he said were very happy, he said Lian Qing is chasing him, he is very happy.

Jiang Huan sat and listened, feeling neither sad nor happy.

He couldn't be happy for Shi Nian, after all, he was rejected outright by Shi Nian, but he wasn't that sad, it was just like listening to an ordinary thing.

It turned out that the feelings really dissipated like this, Jiang Huan thought, it turned out that it was so easy to not like a person so quickly.

Shi Nian didn't sleep for a long time, and he was still worried about Lian Qing, so after waking up, he went back to Lian Qing's ward.

Jiang Huan sat alone in the corridor of the ward, and it only took an hour, but it felt like a century.

He was originally brought here by Miao'an, so he didn't have any luggage. When he left, he went to buy a ticket, and the train would start immediately, and he could return to Jiangzhou after a day and a night.

There was still a message from the little star in his mobile phone. He asked Jiang Huan if he had offended someone, and he found that someone was always following Jiang Huan.

When Jiang Huan heard him say this for the first time, he was surprised and asked him if he was too sensitive. The little star said no. From his experience of avoiding paparazzi, Jiang Huan must have been targeted.

Then Jiang Huan began to pay attention.

Some figures, some gazes, Jiang Huan was in a state of extreme sensitivity for a long time after his illness, and it was not relieved until he was with Miao An, and now that feeling came again, Jiang Huan felt everywhere Some people are watching themselves, they record their own words and deeds, and tell others about his otherness.

Miao An would often say that he liked him. When he said these words, there was a smile on the corners of his eyes and brows, but his tone was like teasing a kitten, a puppy, or a toy for people to make fun of.

Jiang Huan knew that Miao An was very kind to him, and he wanted to do his best to treat Miao An as well, but there were too few things he could do. He could only cook some food, and then carried it in a bag, and finally got Miao An said a word or two of appreciation.

Later these foods were used for other purposes.

Miao An's room was the last straw that broke Kang Hwan.

Jiang Huan has seen this kind of place in the movies, almost, leather whips, ropes, and other weird things.

Miao An asked him if he liked it.

I like it, why don't I like it, Jiang Huan once imagined this kind of scene, but can this kind of like really extend to reality?

The white greasy cream tastes really delicious, people are even more delicious than cream, and the props are indeed very good to use, which always makes people struggle to the limit. Jiang Huan feels that this place can release all his nature, and Miao An , he is the most superb manipulator, he knows when to raise his head and when to lower his waist.

Jiang Huan felt that this room was really perfect and impeccable, and he thought so until he woke up.

But when he was woken up by Miao An, Miao Ansai gave him a mobile phone and asked him to call his parents at home, and then he told a lie and flew to the Northwest with him. That Jiang Huan had never been there, and There is no place that he wants to go, he is like a pendant of Miao'an, being taken away by him.

How long has it been like this?

How long have you been living in such chaos?

It seems that all the problems that troubled him before have been solved. He can go to school smoothly, get a diploma, and develop his hobby into a career, making money while making desserts. Worrying about the source of customers, even the business at home has become surprisingly good. One order after another, the most important thing is that he has entered a top hospital for treatment. Now he can even play basketball without a barrier sticker. Sprinkle your own sweat.

The stadium, and the stadium has people.

They pretended to be passers-by, sat in a convenience store across the court, eating sandwiches, but the camera was on them.

Sitting on the blanket in the room, Jiang Huan took off his collar, touched his glands, and the heat on them had receded, and only now did he feel a little more real.

When he left the room, he felt as if he had stepped out of a dream, but when he got on the plane, he felt that he had started to dream again.

This shouldn't be his life.

Miao An on the plane was still well-dressed, and no one knew how many marks there were on the inside of his shirt. These marks were all handwritten by Jiang Huan.

Miao An buttoned all the way to the top button, he concealed himself very well.

That’s right, Miao’an has the capital, he can do whatever he wants, Jiang Huan feels that nothing can trouble Miao’an, Miao’an always smiles, he’s always calm, he’s like sitting next to a tree stump Fox, waiting for his rabbit to run into him.

But no matter how stupid a rabbit is, it won't hit the same tree twice or three times...

So Jiang Huan and Miao An said they would stop here.

At that time, Jiang Huan was looking at the clouds outside the window.

He knew that this sentence came without warning, and he didn't even think about it before, just like what Miao An told him, he muddled through every day, and his life seemed to be comfortable, but in fact he was muddleheaded.

Miao An was very quiet, as if he didn't hear, he still did what he had to do.

Jiang Huan didn't repeat it again, he knew Miao'an could hear it, even if he didn't hear it, it didn't matter, he would repeat it again when he left.

Before Jiang Huan could repeat, Miao An found him.

Miao An still smiled so charmingly, he kicked his own feet, saying that it was more like acting like a baby to blame, and he asked himself if he said he would stop here.

Yes.

Of course Jiang Huan admitted, but he didn't dare to speak loudly, he was afraid of waking up Shi Nian on his shoulder.

Miao An asked him why.

why?

Why continue?

In order to continue to live such an inexplicable life now?

In order to continue to let yourself fall into absurd dreams?

In order to continue to play an ordinary person under the surveillance of others?

Jiang Huan couldn't find a reason to continue.

He suddenly wanted to separate from Miao An, and then he felt that he had to separate from Miao An. He wanted to think about it by himself and be quiet for a while, and he also wanted to know why.

Why did it start in the first place, why did it slowly fall off the track later, and why did they leave until now.

He is like a clock against the opposite side, he wants to return time to the beginning, he wants to find the answer, and then tell Miao An: why.