Stop fishing, can't stand it

Song Xueyan: I have sinned!

Qu Chengtai was in an embarrassing situation at the time, and later even the company came forward to negotiate with him and gently reminded him to persuade his wife.Qu Chengtai tried his best to make troubles, and was exhausted for a while, until later, the two had their first quarrel because of this incident.

Qu Chengtai advised his wife to stop being suspicious, but to his wife's ears, such remarks just annoyed her, annoyed her, and perhaps meant a little guilt.The two quarreled for a long time, and in the end they couldn't choose what to say. Qu Chengtai finally expressed his dissatisfaction with his wife and parents, and she also verbally condemned Qu Chengtai, thinking that he was outside Had an affair with others.

"I'm so tired." Yan Qi had a strong sense of substitution, and collapsed on the back of the chair, his eyes lost sight, "Destroy."

Song Xueyan leaned over on the side of the bed, thumped his leg for him, and squeezed it a few more times, taking the opportunity to act like a good boy.Yan Qi glanced at him, and he continued: "After that, there was the Cold War, until Qucheng Terrace was finalized, and they went home during the Chinese New Year. They were pregnant during that time. Later, I asked my father, since she didn't like me, why did she give birth to me?"

He still remembers Qu Chengtai's expression, such sadness and guilt, lips murmured, unable to speak.At that time, he understood that she really didn't really want to have a child, and she was not ready at all. His birth was just a vulgar premeditation and plan.

Song Xueyan was born in Xuetian in the second year and was not expected by anyone.

"Report to Mr. Song, I have a very important question." Yan Qi raised his hand, and waited for Song Xueyan to raise his chin before saying, "Since Uncle Qu didn't want a child at that time, why did she...uh, get pregnant with you?" Woolen cloth?"

Guys, that's getting fast enough.

Song Xueyan looked at him with a funny face, her tone was a little flirtatious, "Honey, if you want to cum inside/ejaculate, but I don't allow it, you can break the hiccup cover in advance."

"Leak! Leak! Absolutely leak!" Yan Qi didn't feel the slightest emotion because of Song Xueyan's shocking words. Instead, he was so frightened that he hugged his head, "How could I do such a shameless thing!"

He stomped on the spot to express his resentment for the dirty methods, then reacted, and slapped the bed with both hands, making Song Xueyan tremble in fright.

"I'm warning you, Song Xueyan, you are not allowed to learn these bad tricks!" Yan Qi stared at Song Xueyan, annoyed by his half-smile expression, "Did you hear that?!"

Song Xueyan looked at him for a while, and couldn't help laughing a few times. When Yan Qi came over and rubbed his head, he said, "Oh, I got it, I got it, I'm just teasing you."

"What are you kidding about? No kidding!" Yan Qi sat back down again with a serious face, "Skip this topic and continue."

Song Xueyan cleared her throat and held back her smile, "It's funny to say, Dad didn't know about his going to be a father until two months before I was due to be born, he almost subconsciously understood her purpose of doing this, But what can be done, the deal is done. After all, I will be born, and my father is still very busy with his work. Now he not only has to take advantage of the cash machine, but also raises his son, so he still has very little time to go home."

"Actually, it's impossible for Uncle Qu to have no grudges about this matter, right?" Yan Qi said.

"That's right. She thought that after having a child, she would be able to reconcile with her husband as before, and tie her husband's heart tightly, but she would not understand that it was because she thought she was smart that their relationship was truly real. Broken." Song Xueyan bowed her head, her tone lowered, "My birth didn't help her achieve her goal, she didn't love me in the first place, and she would only hate me more later, I'm useless."

"That's not the case." Yan Qi put his arms around Song Xueyan's head, and said word by word, "I don't want to beak the dead, but it's definitely not your fault, Song Xueyan."

"Actually, I don't know what kind of attitude she had towards me when I was just born, maybe she once loved me, but since I can remember, I only remember her bad side. She beat me and scolded me , and often hugged me and cried, I really didn’t understand, I thought she was weird and pitiful, at first I would comfort her, say don’t cry, don’t cry, gradually, I didn’t say a word.”

Song Xueyan didn't really want to recall her face, "It's ridiculous to say that she let me be born to use me to tie up Dad, but later she didn't let me contact Dad, maybe she was afraid that Dad and I would sue. Dad I'm so busy that I sometimes call him on the public landline at school, but he rarely answers."

He still remembers the first phone call with Qu Chengtai, Qu Chengtai said politely and distantly: "Hello, who is it?"

He said, "Hi, I'm Song Xueyan."

Song Xueyan couldn't help laughing, thinking it was very interesting.

"Dad's voice is very gentle. He will ask me about daily life such as eating and sleeping. He will also ask me if I have any favorite things recently, and if I want to learn or play. He will ask many, many questions, but he never mentions her. I Every time I talk to him, I can hear a very noisy background sound, which is the voice of the crew. At home, she doesn’t let Dad’s work appear on the TV, so I can only be in the school’s guard room, canteen , take a look from time to time."

Yan Qi said, "Why didn't you tell Uncle Qu?"

"I don't know either." Song Xueyan thought for a while, "Maybe it's because she cries so sad every time."

When he was a child, he lived a very monotonous life. He competed to be the first in school, to win awards, and to go to cram school. From time to time, he was scolded, beaten, and cried by her.Just grow up day by day.

"The day your grandma picked me up in the park was my birthday. I had a fever at the time, and she took me to the hospital to get a bottle. At that time, I didn't like to talk very much." Song Xueyan was a little embarrassed Scratching my ears, "Actually, although my family environment is not normal, I have also received moral education from elementary school students. I know that I should say thank you when I receive favors, and I can't accept gifts from others at will. But maybe that bracelet is so beautiful. , or maybe grandma is really gentle, so I accept it shyly."

"Thinking about it now, it's really destined." Yan Qi took the opportunity to coax him to be happy, "Uncle Du made it for my future wife!"

Song Xueyan did not refute, but pulled the corners of her lips, and said: "Later, I went to the park's registration book to find my grandmother's number, and sent her a text message, but I didn't expect it to be you. You replied politely at first, until I told you You, she died, you just said a few more words."

Yan Qi regretted it to death, "If I knew I would not be a little cool brother when I was a child!"

"What, they say you are a fool, don't make yourself a person who doesn't fit you." Song Xueyan rested her chin on Yan Qi's palm, like leaning on a pillow, "It's my birthday that day. Dad When I rushed back, he must have been terrified too, he hugged me so painfully, and later smeared tears on the back of my neck, I remember I vomited on him."

Yan Qi rubbed Song Xueyan's cheek with his thumb, and heard him recall: "We moved later. It is said that my father and I have similar eyebrows and eyes, but in fact I am more like her. Every time my father looks at my face, there will always be You are in a daze, and when you come back to your senses, you will subconsciously avoid it."

Qu Chengtai was a little afraid of Song Xueyan's existence, he was overwhelmed by the guilt and indebtedness towards this child, and the face that resembled his dead wife made him even more conflicted from the bottom of his heart.

"I know my father has always wanted to make up for me, but the more he thinks like this, the more clumsy and weak he becomes. He is getting thinner and thinner, so thin that the media even circulated the melons he sucked/fanned. After two years, I I’m in junior high school, I’m a boarding student, I don’t go home at night, and I don’t go home during the weekends. During the winter and summer vacations, I will apply for various summer camps, winter camps, or training classes. In short, I am trying to minimize the chances of getting along with him .”

Song Xueyan fell silent for some reason, until his neck became stiff, he twisted his shoulders again, and said, "Because I noticed that he was becoming more and more careful with me, and this kind of burden made us all uncomfortable, so I just If this is the case, it would be better to see it less often, and it would be better to contact by phone as before.”

Yan Qi's eyes were heavy, "Didn't you tell him about your illness?"

"No." Song Xueyan pursed her lips, showing a cute smile, "He can't save me, if I tell him, it might make him even more sad, why bother? She is my nightmare, and his nightmare, maybe these He was not more comfortable than me in [-], but I never took the initiative to ask."

Old wounds would bleed as soon as they were uncovered, Song Xueyan only wanted to keep the surface intact, and he didn't care how many layers were rotted inside.

But Yan Qi cared, he leaned over to join Song Xueyan, and said sadly: "The process of gouging out the old wound must be extremely difficult, but you can't keep it forever, it's a hidden danger, it will always let you Sad and scared."

Song Xueyan took the opportunity to make a request, "But no one can help me, not even the doctor."

Yan Qi has always been self-confident, but at this time he couldn't make any firm guarantees, so he could only whisper: "I will always be with you, protect you, and try my best to make you happy. If you don't eat, I will be a tempting temptation You; if you are uncomfortable, I will wait for you to have a good sleep; if you are afraid, I will hug you and stick to you. As long as you believe in me."

"Of course I believe you." Song Xueyan stretched out her hand to scratch Yan Qi's chin, then stroked his hair, "You know my secret, because I trust you the most."

Yan Qi reached out to pull him up, hugged him on his lap, hugged him tightly like a big doll, and said in a muffled voice, "It's so annoying."

"It's not annoying to post it." Song Xueyan nudged him with her head, arched like a kitten, and took the opportunity to say, "Can you not settle accounts with me?"

"No." Yan Qi immediately raised his head and looked at him expressionlessly, "Don't take this opportunity to try to get rid of the crime."

Song Xueyan frowned, and said in a low voice: "Just now you said you wanted to coax me, now you won't hurt me?"

"Capital crimes can be avoided, but life crimes cannot be escaped." Yan Qi stretched out his hand to hold Song Xueyan's face, pinched and pinched it like playing with slush, and then said in hatred, "You lied to me for more than ten years , surnamed Song, I will never end with you."

Song Xueyan let him play tricks on her face, and whispered: "Then fuck/me."

"Heh." Yan Qi said expressionlessly, "I'm sorry, I can't do anything for the time being."

Song Xueyan was stunned, looked down a few times, and held back a word after a long time: "Ah?"

Yan Qi covered his forehead with his hands, and said discouragedly, "I'm already dying of heartache."

How is this possible?

Song Xueyan was deeply saddened, and she pretended to get off Yan Qi's lap, saying: "I can't accept it, let's break up."

The author says:

Song Xueyan: Leak!