7. part...

Every night is a painful torment for a young girl. The groans in my ears let me know that I can't just wait in peace like this, and what I can do is to cut off the chains of fate with my own hands and release Those pitiful souls and their already broken selves.

After communicating with Laura during this period, I learned that there is a power called magic in the world, which is different from the power the girl is familiar with, mysterious and dangerous.

Although the girl didn't accept it very much at first, she learned from Laura that she had never been involved in the field in Academy City. Even if she had doubts, the iron-like facts were in front of her eyes, and she had to accept it all.

In order to make the girl accept it better, Laura told her all the things she didn't understand, and even told the girl that she was the chief bishop of the Puritan Church in England.

"Please teach me magic."

This is the only request made by the girl.

Laura put down the high-grade teacup in her hand, and there was no change on her face.

"Don't you remember what I told you? A person with a brain-developed ability like you is not allowed to use magic. Even if you use it forcibly, it will cause rejection, and in the worst case, you will die."

"But that's a force strong enough to take my revenge, isn't it?"

"Even if it costs you your life, is there no regret?"

"For me now, the value of life exists only for revenge. If giving up it can allow me to repay the sins I have committed, I am willing to give up the right to live."

"There is definitely more than one choice in front of you, but you have chosen the most unwise one. When you first met you, you wanted to live no matter what difficulties you encountered, but why do you underestimate the value of life now? ?”

"Because life is so precious, I want to seek justice for those lost lives. The purpose of living is to let this crippled life play its greatest role one day. This is not a choice I made on impulse, but It was identified from the beginning.”

"Oh~~~~"

Laura shook her head helplessly. It was true that she was very interested in this girl at the beginning, but the girl was deeply infected by hatred. Maybe it was not hatred that bound her, but the inability to forgive her heart .

"Please teach me, you must have a way."

"Don't forget, you are a member of the scientific forces, and you are a threat to our magic forces. How can I teach you magic without caring about other people."

Laura who said such words just hoped that she could retreat in spite of the difficulties, after all, she didn't want her to embark on this road of revenge and no return.

"In this case--"

The girl suddenly fell to her knees in front of Laura.

"I am willing to join the Puritan Church of England and use the rest of my life to protect everyone in the Puritan Church. If there is a heart of betrayal, I am willing to accept all punishments, just to grant me the right to magic."

"Are you really willing to do this?"

Laura fell into deep thought. What was kneeling in front of her was just a child who hadn't grown up yet. Could she really be made a victim of this world?

Laura has always been decisive in her actions. She has never admitted that she is a good person. She can be cruel and push people into a desperate situation for the purpose. If it is beneficial to Puritanism, she can use others regardless of the consequences, because she is not alone. She There are tens of thousands of people watching her behind her, and sometimes she feels that what she has done is too cruel, but what can be done about it.

"Okay, since you have made up your mind, then I promise you, but if one day you betray Puritanism, then even you and I will not be lenient."

"I will never betray, ever."

38

38. part...

From the moment the lie was exposed, the girl had only one purpose in life, she abandoned everything she once had, and ran towards the bottomless abyss, and at the end of the darkness was a nightmare haunting her, the red and white nightmare.

He clearly knows that as long as he touches it, the torrent of blood and tears will break through the memory box and submerge him, letting him struggle and shout, but no one will answer.

But I have to open that door, because while suffering, I also know that if I can't even bear this level, then why do I have to fight for those people?

Now I have finally found a way to become stronger, even if there is only one ten thousandth possibility, I can't let it go. Although I know that this is like standing on the edge of a knife with bare feet, there is a possibility of collapse at any time, but compared with living in comfort and lingering , I would rather give it a go.

This is a gamble, and the only bet is yourself.

The girl has been incorporated into the [Church of Necessary Evil] under British Consultation. There are no complicated initiation ceremonies, and there are not many church members. Due to her special status, this matter has not been disclosed to all church members.

For the first time, I was taken to the place where Lola usually works, St. George's Cathedral.

Laura opened the drawer and held the things she had prepared in her palm.

"Every magician has his own beliefs. If people with low beliefs frequently use it, there is still the danger of brain problems. Then what do you believe in?"

"Hate, hate for that person, that's what I believe in."

Sure enough, her heart was already filled with hatred, and there was nothing that could make her put down the hatred and start a new life.Laura spread out her hand in front of the girl, and in the palm of her hand was a pure white hairpin.

"Then pray, pour all your hatred into this, this will be the beginning of your becoming a magician."

The girl took the hairpin from Laura's hand, not understanding what Laura meant.

"Although it is a sealed spiritual item, it is just an ordinary hairpin before any strong emotions are injected into it, but the stronger the emotion injected, the stronger the sealing power will be, and it will seal the adverse reactions when you use magic It is included, but this does not mean that you can use magic freely, after all, it is against common sense, and what you have to learn is still the kind of magic that is so powerful that it violates the rules.”

The girl nodded half-understood.

"Remember two points. First, once your hatred weakens or shakes, the sealed damage will return to you. Second, the seal is not absolute. Everything has its own capacity. If it exceeds The control range card will be damaged, no matter what the situation is, you will surely die, are you sure you are ready?"

The girl smiled and looked at Laura.

"I've been ready since the day I lost everything."

Laura's hands covered the girl's eyes, closing them shut.

"Abandon all thoughts, just float the strongest emotion in your mind, pass through every cell, connect to every nerve, release that emotion to your heart's content, don't shrink back even if it hurts, or you will fall short. "

The girl did as Laura said, and her mind was suddenly bright red, with the same face as her own, a fragmented body, a lonely and helpless self, and finally—finally—the lingering paleness, the one standing in front of countless The white-haired boy on the corpse.

I could only watch them fall at his feet one by one, trying desperately to stop them, but it didn't work, they turned into cold corpses, while he stood there intact and waited Wait until the next victim arrives.

Even though he has dreamed about the scene countless times, the fear is more and more imprinted in his mind. He wants to escape, really wants to escape, but he knows that once he escapes, everything will be over.

Dense beads of sweat had already appeared on the girl's forehead, her white lower lip had been bitten off long ago, and the strong smell of blood filled the cavity. Laura knew that she was persevering hard.

The sealed spiritual outfit was tightly held by the girl with both hands, and the air around her hands gradually changed. Laura watched the strange purple air hug the girl's hands tightly, and finally got into the gap between her fingers. After the mist disappeared, the girl lost consciousness and fell into Laura's arms, and the hairpin in her hand also rolled to the ground.

Laura stroked the girl's back and tried to make her feel better, her eyes looked at the hairpin that had changed.

The hairpin, which was originally pure white, has now become a dark purple, not a noble and bright purple, but a dirty and gloomy purple.

"Deep purple, the color of hatred. This is your hatred. It has penetrated into the marrow of your bones. Sooner or later, you will be destroyed by this purple."

39

39. part...

I don't know how long he fell into a coma, but when he opened his eyes again, the boy's worried face first came into view, and it turned into joy in the next second.

"You finally woke up, sister!"

Looking at the boy who was holding onto her right hand tightly, the girl who was still in a daze recalled the boy's name.

"Ed..."

"It's me, sister, why did you pass out, I'm so worried."

At this time, the blond girl behind the boy placed her hands on the boy's shoulders and said softly.

"Your Excellency, it's best to let Mikoto-chan rest now, and don't disturb her."

The boy reluctantly let go of the girl's hand, and although he had a reluctance on his face, he still left the room knowingly.

The girl who was fully awake knew that Laura had intentionally dismissed Edward. Before that, the two had decided to hide it from the boy, because he didn't have to bear these burdens that didn't belong to him.

Laura took out the purple hairpin from a delicate little box.

"This is···"

Laura carefully pinned the hairpin on the girl's head.

"From now on you have to take it with you anytime, anywhere, lost

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