The Eighteenth Century of Xuyang in the Red Chamber

In fact, it was thanks to Aunt Meng who came to beg Xu Yang, otherwise Xu Yang would not be so energetic.Xu Yang's illness this time, on the one hand, he really tossed too much, and on the other hand, he also lost his desire to live.Traveling through time is really not fun. It's okay for babies to wear it, and there is always an adaptation period.And like Xu Yang, without any preparations, he just threw the ancient times all the way, that's really tragic.What modern people's outstanding temperament, well-read knowledge... nonsense!Just one thing, Putonghua was not promoted in ancient times, so you don’t have to throw it in the mountains and old forests, just throw it in a place with a rough accent and try it!In addition, you have no household registration and no identity. In ancient times, you had to be guided whenever you went out. Maybe you will be treated as a refugee, and you will never be able to stand up in this life.

Xu Yang these days, either he is sick or the people around him are sick. He has repeatedly bumped into walls outside, and he is worried all day long because he is a gangster. In the end, his only reliance, Grandpa Zhang, died again. In fact, he has been forced to almost despair by this strange world.Even if he is picked up by Lin Ruhai now, he still feels uneasy in his heart. He even said that he has actually lost a large part of his courage to live.

But now, Aunt Meng gave him a chance to make him feel that he was worth something.Yes, he found himself useful, at least he could comfort the heart of a bereaved mother.Perhaps he has never met this ancient Mrs. Xu, but the same surname and similar appearance have made Xu Yang transfer his thoughts about his mother to this Mrs. Xu even though he only met Mrs. Xu once. I found what I wanted to do, and the feeling of mediocrity was gone all of a sudden.

Xu Yang wanted to go and see Mrs. Xu, but when he thought that he was not really his son, and Mrs. Xu only looked like his mother, not really his mother, he felt very contradictory.Just as he was lowering his head to think, the door opened, and the girl who went to get him clothes came back, and Aunt Meng looked through them: "This dress was made for the master by my wife's order the year before last, and she said it looked young in this color, so I made it." I bought two sets and wore one, but I didn’t wear this one. Master’s clothes, you can wear only a few of these colors.” He sighed: “Master is too thin now, and these few clothes can’t hold up. That's why I haven't worn it all this time... You are about the same height as the master, and you can handle it in clothes. Fortunately, you are sick these few days and you don't need to go out. I have already asked someone to make new clothes for you."

Xu Yang was in a mess. Let the maids put the clothes on him, and felt that he had become a moving clothing display rack - so many layers, it really didn't seem like the number of clothes on a person, and what was even more tragic was his hair , It grew quite a bit but it was still pitifully short, the two girls tried to tie their hair up, but it was obviously impossible to tie it up in a bun, and accidentally tied it into a sky-high braid, which only knocked Aunt Meng down with a smile.Xu Yang was extremely depressed, and he couldn't get angry. At least he knew how to do as the Romans do, so he has been growing his hair for the past few months.

The girl named Juzi worked hard for a long time, but she couldn't insert the hairpin into the pitiful thin sky braid, so she could only bear a smile, put down the sky braid again, soaked it in water, and brushed his hair thinly. Comb the scalp evenly.

Just as soon as I made my hair look like a chicken coop, I heard Seabuckthorn announcing outside the door: "My aunt has arrived."

Startled, Xu Yang raised his head, but happened to meet Mrs. Xu who walked in the door.Mrs. Xu was helped to the door, stopped and let the servants go out, and walked in alone.Xu Yang quickly stood up and went forward to meet Mrs. Xu, but when he reached Mrs. Xu, he murmured and didn't know how to speak.Mrs. Xu just stared at his eyebrows and eyes, and suddenly reached out her hand to touch his face, two lines of hot tears rolled down her cheeks: "Yang'er, my poor Yang'er, it's my mother's fault, I shouldn't let him They took you out..." Before the words finished, she broke down in tears.

With just this one sentence, Xu Yang felt as if someone had directly scratched his heart. This voice, this face, the person he had dreamed of in the past three months, was just like his mother standing in front of him. Mrs. Xu, wanted to help Mrs. Lin, but seeing Mrs. Xu's face and listening to her voice, Xu Yang's mind could not turn at all. He lowered his head and let Mrs. Xu touch his face , I just felt that my face was also full of tears, and when my legs softened, I knelt on the ground, hugging Mrs. Xu's legs and crying loudly.

Xu Yang has been crying a lot these days, but most of them are secretly crying when he misses his parents. But at this moment, all his grievances, fears, and endless thoughts burst out. In this life, I am afraid that it is impossible to see his relatives again. How many nights, when he thought of this, he forced himself to sleep and did not dare to think about it, but at this moment he knew that he could not escape. down.There is also Mrs. Xu here, but not his mother; there is no little aunt here, only a cheap uncle who is also surnamed Lin who wants to be his own nephew; Sister Lin who is said to love to cry has never met...

Never go back.

Xu Yang cried his heart broke.

Although Xu Yang is determined to coax Mrs. Xu, he is not a good liar after all. Even though he is facing a face that resembles his mother, the more he is like this, the more he is unwilling to deceive Mrs. Xu.

He had cried enough, and he helped Mrs. Xu to sit down by his bed, and the first sentence was: "You look very much like my mother...but I will never see her again." Mrs. Xu read it After a long while, he seemed to understand what he meant, he was stunned for a moment, and said slowly: "You look very similar to my son...me too, I will never see him again." After speaking, tears rolled down his face.

Xu Yang couldn't stand crying in front of him with a face exactly like his mother's. He clumsily took a handkerchief to wipe Mrs. Xu's tears, and he didn't know what to say anymore, and he didn't dare to cry anymore, for fear that Mrs. Xu would cry badly. The more I looked at the scene with his mother, the more distressed I became, and finally I couldn't help but choked up and said: "I don't have a mother anymore, you look like my mother, I want to take care of you like I take care of my mother, as long as I see you, I am very happy Stop crying..." Xu Yang has always been coaxed by others since he was a child, and occasionally he coaxed his parents, mothers and aunts. He really has never had the experience of persuading a crying person. In addition to his language habits and accents, he clearly thought about it in advance, so he simply pretended to be Mrs. Xu's son, helping Mrs. Xu and himself .But in the end, facing Mrs. Xu, she still stated the facts clearly. After speaking, seeing Mrs. Xu's sad look, she wanted to persuade her and make her happy, but she couldn't express clearly.

Although Mrs. Xu was sad, but after seeing Xu Yang for a few hours, she also thought about many things clearly. Put that thing in my heart and don't want to think about it.But there are some facts, even though she doesn't want to face them, she does know them.Although Mrs. Xu's husband, Xu Gang and Xu Zichang, hid the news of his son's accidental death from his wife, why couldn't Mrs. Xu see the various behaviors of her husband?That is her lifelong lover. The two have known each other since they were children. They have been married for nearly 20 years. How can they really hide it from each other?Mrs. Xu has long suspected that her son is no longer alive, not lost as her husband said, but her husband can't bear her to be too sad, how can she bear to expose this scar again?And Xu Gang was buried after his death, and the coffin of the young child in the small cave next to the tomb made Mrs. Xu affirm her guess.Although she knew her son was gone long ago, but she didn't question her husband, on the one hand, she couldn't bear it, and on the other hand, why didn't she keep some thoughts for herself?

Mrs. Xu woke up from what happened today, and realized that if she really cared about it, she would be confused. For a while, she was delusional, thinking that her son was still alive.She still insisted on coming to see Xu Yang, and she just wanted to imagine on this face what her son would look like if he was alive.

In this world, many people think that only by calculating everywhere and taking precautions can they get what they want.But I don't want to think about it, I can only exchange my heart with my heart.People, maybe occasionally they are stupid, but most of the time, language may be deceiving, but a person's eyes, a person's expression, can clearly show the sincerity and hypocrisy.When Mrs. Xu calmed down, she was desperate again, and only wanted to look at her son's face, but Xu Yang's behavior at this moment really touched her motherly heart.

Mrs. Xu already knew that Aunt Meng sent her servants to meet Xu Yang. After all, when she was dizzy, she thought Xu Yang was her son, so she specially left her maid here.Lin Ruhai's performance was clearly because she saw that she had a relationship with this child, and wanted to simply let this child pretend to be her son. Aunt Meng came here specially, presumably to discuss this matter.I didn't intend to embarrass my younger brother, even if the child lied to me, since there are all kinds of coincidences, it is fate, and recognizing a godson can be regarded as soothing my beloved son's heart.

Unexpectedly, Xu Yang had no intention of deceiving her at all, and he didn't even mean to misunderstand her deliberately by ambiguous words, and directly said that she looked similar to his mother.I saw him crying miserably again, his face was filled with the grief of not seeing his parents again, and this little face was clearly the appearance of the son he had imagined many times in his dreams when he grew up... Mrs. Xu followed the rules all her life, and never did anything out of the ordinary behavior, but this time, she is going all out, no matter what troubles he has, this is clearly the son that God has provided for me!

She grabbed Xu Yang's hand to wipe her tears, looked at Xu Yang, and said with tears: "I don't care whose child you were in the past, but you have no parents now. If you want to have a mother, I will I also want to have a son. If you are willing to call me Mom, you will be my own son from today. I will arrange for you to study and study, marry a wife and have children, and you will take care of me until the end of my life... My husband’s property I have paid back to their family, I only rely on my dowry, and I can make you live comfortably. I don't owe the Xu family anything, even if I recognize you as my own son, I just let you enter the family tree, It doesn't matter to others! Good boy, if I make such an arrangement, would you like it?!"

Xu Yang was stunned for a long while, then he vaguely understood what Mrs. Xu meant, and he didn't know where to start with so many thoughts in his mind.He thought that if he made it clear that he was really not Mrs. Xu's son, Mrs. Xu would ignore him.He didn't expect that Mrs. Xu already knew that her son was no longer alive. It was just that when she saw him, her mood was agitated for a moment, so she became obsessed and selectively forgot the secret buried deep in her heart. If he really wanted to fool Mrs. Xu, It would be self-defeating, but being so honest with each other made Mrs. Xu let go of her defenses, leaving only a motherly heart, which aroused the stubbornness in her bones: I just want to recognize this son!Who can do anything to me!After suffering all his life, now he only wants a son to take care of him in retirement, and it doesn't bother anyone. After a lot of hard work, my younger brother is not hard-hearted, so I just admit it!Never mind him so much!

Xu Yang looked at Mrs. Xu, whose mother's face was still wet from tears, and finally called out softly: "Mom!"

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The author has something to say:

Phew, it's really not easy to finally solve the identity and origin of little friend Xu Yang. After all, it's an ancient environment. Some things can't be written clearly, and the body wear is really a lie... And also, the heavy part is over. The Lin Mansion is about to usher in the frenzy, no no, it will be a bustling day.