wake up from dream

The plan has been made, and now everything is waiting for the time to come.Everyone just hoped that nothing unexpected would happen during this period of time, otherwise, it would be possible to 'change the whole body'.

"Ziqing, Yanluo called me Ama several times today!" Geng Juzhong excitedly ran into the room holding Yanluo. Tobacco broke the weird atmosphere.

"I've known for a long time that Yanluo can call people, didn't you find out until today?" Zi Qing gave Geng Juzhong a white look.

"A few days ago, I ignored Yanluo." Geng Juzhong was a little embarrassed, because he didn't grasp the matter of Yanluo at the first time, and then bowed his head to Yanluo in his arms and said: "Yanluo is not You will blame Ama, right? Ama will take good care of Yanluo in the future, and Yanluo can't be angry with Ama!" Zi Qing is about to leave, and only this unrelated person is left in the huge princess mansion. Father and daughter, fortunately, this child was left behind by Roujia, at least it made Geng Juzhong feel that not everyone left him in the end, at least there was still the child of the woman "in my heart"...

"Yanluo is in good spirits today." Ziqing took a closer look, and there was a deep laughing dimple on Yanluo's tender cheeks, which was really cute, "It's so beautiful!" Ziqing couldn't help boasting.

"Yes! Our Yanluo is a beauty who is willing to leave when he grows up." When Geng Juzhong said this, he had the pride of an ordinary father looking at his daughter.

"Yeah! I see that Yanluo will be a smart woman in the future!" Ziqing picked up the little puppet on the table and teased Yanluo, "Cute Yanluo, let's see what this is..."

In a daze, Geng Juzhong hoped that such a happy family scene would never disappear, and that Ziqing would never leave him.Geng Juzhong couldn't let go of it all the time in his heart. How could such a man who values ​​love and righteousness say that he can let go of a relationship immediately after letting go?Everything has to be left to the other party to solve it!

"Ziqing, that day, when I asked Yanluo what to eat, she actually told me to eat candy!" Geng Juzhong was as excited as a man who had just become a father.

"Are you stupid? Yanluo is so big, how can she know how to say this..." Ziqing smiled, and Geng Juzhong also laughed, she knew that Geng Juzhong was only smiling on the face, but in his heart was endless bitterness and sorrow.He laughed because Yanluo brought him the feeling of being a father, which made him feel fresh. Ziqing thought that with Yanluo, after she left, Geng Juzhong would finally have a companion by her side, so that he would not be alone.

"Anyway, I just heard my daughter say it." Geng Juzhong looked stubborn, and then lowered his head to Yanluo and said, "Is that right, Ama's precious daughter?" Geng Juzhong gently stroked Yanluo with his chin The small face made Yanluo laugh for a while, the child's laughter is very special, it can laugh away the sadness around.

"What a good boy..." Geng Juzhong pondered for a while, and then said to Ziqing: "In the future, you and Rong Ruo will also have a child, how about marrying Yanluo with your fingertips?"

Ziqing thought that Yanluo was going to marry Rong Ruo's younger brother Kuixu in the future, so she couldn't mess up the mandarin ducks in this way, so she said, "What is marriage with the belly? Yanluo has already been born. If you want to say that Rong Ruo and I , things haven’t reached that point yet, and I don’t know what else will change in the future?” Zi Qing was afraid that in the end, the arrangements would be made properly, but in the end she really died in the 12th year of Kangxi, so everything would be like this. It was like a cloud of smoke, floating around...

"Variables? No matter what, you just need to know that we are by your side, everything is with us." Geng Juzhong said, staring at Ziqing's eyes intently.

"Geng Juzhong, I don't know what good deeds I did in my previous life, to meet you in this life, and to receive such help from you..."

"There is no need to say thank you. Didn't we say no thank you? Everything I do is voluntary. I always only hope that you can be well. As for whether you are by my side or not, it is not important. Yes, as long as you are happy!" Geng Juzhong hugged Yanluo and shook it gently, but his eyes kept looking at Ziqing.

"Then I won't say thank you, I will keep all this in my heart and let these memories accompany me for the rest of my life." Zi Qing smiled.

"I just want you to remember that there was a man named Geng Juzhong in your life..."

"Just remember 'Geng Juzhong'? Have you forgotten all the other things?" Zi Qing asked with a smile.

"Could it be that you still want to remember something special?" Geng Juzhong said with ambiguous eyes.Although it is this ambiguous expression, Geng Juzhong knows that Ziqing and himself have always been innocent, because he can always feel that Ziqing dodges his feelings for him, but all this is not important anymore. I can't force it, and besides, how could I not understand that Zi Qing had already fallen in love with Rong Ruo before she fell in love with her, and she was always one step too late.

"No, now you are special enough." Ziqing teased, facing Geng Juzhong's fake ambiguity and true feelings, Ziqing treated him calmly, just to respect this failed relationship.

"Yanluo fell asleep..." Geng Juzhong smiled and looked down at Yanluo, who fell asleep comfortably in his arms.

"Let Nanny take it back! You've been holding her for so long, your hands should be sore." Zi Qing went out to call Madam Xu.

"Geng Juzhong, are you... are you still waiting for Roujia?" The two people who sat down could finally have a heart-to-heart talk.All the things that can be said and those that cannot be said should be said quickly, just to commemorate this flower festival.

"Jiaer?" Geng Juzhong was in a daze for a while, "What I'm waiting for is the news that she's still alive. I already knew...she doesn't belong to me..." Although Geng Juzhong was expressionless, Ziqing could understand Come to the bitterness in Geng Juzhong's heart.

"Since you know that I came here through time travel, then the real Roujia may be crossing paths with me, so I think, maybe one day, we will change back..." Ziqing analyzed this matter, When Zi Qing appeared, Rou Jia had already disappeared, so she might have exchanged time and space with her at the same time, or maybe she went to another time and space.

"That day...it was really contradictory..." Geng Juzhong was stunned for a while, and then slowly uttered this sentence.yes!How can people not be conflicted by exchanging a "woman in my heart" for a "woman buried in my heart"?

"Fate is always so unexpected, maybe it's another possibility." Ziqing also felt helpless, that day, I don't know which day it will be?Is it the day Rou Jia left this world, or the day she left Rong Ruo?

"Forget it, since we haven't arrived yet, why should we worry so much? Let's just live in the moment!" Geng Juzhong exhaled softly.

"That's true." Zi Qing only felt that Geng Juzhong's sentence "live in the present" was really good. This sentence was just used to warn herself, because she knew the history, but every day, she would Living in the shadow of history, I am in constant fear...

"When you marry the Ming Mansion, you can't be as free as you are in the Princess Mansion. Mrs. Jueluo is not a good lord. You have to be careful in serving her. However, because you are the daughter of the Governor of Guangdong and Guangxi, I think she is still I'll give you a bit of a face, but you have to make good decisions in everything, and you must not be so careless like you are in the mansion." Geng Juzhong suddenly seemed to be a different person, and began to lecture seriously.

"Why does it sound like you are going to marry your daughter?" Zi Qing smiled, she understood that this was a kind of concern.What kind of selfless concern makes Geng Juzhong willing to let Ziqing marry Rong Ruo for the sake of Ziqing's survival, but Geng Juzhong is obviously sad to death, but he still wants to arrange everything for Ziqing, even The way of getting along with mother-in-law and daughter-in-law has to be taught to Ziqing.

"Didn't you say that you treat me as an elder brother? An elder brother is like a father. Am I really going to marry my daughter?" Geng Juzhong said with a smile.

"Yes, then do I want to call you big brother? Or father?" Ziqing teased.

"Come on, let's go, I don't want to hear you call me that, it's better to call me by my first name, so as not to call me old." Geng Juzhong pretended to be very unwilling, and hurriedly waved his hands and said

"You got a cheap sister, how dare you act like a good girl?"

"I don't dare to take advantage of it and act obedient. This is far from my Geng Juzhong temperament!"

"Okay, I won't joke with you anymore. Don't worry! It's not the first time I've been to the Ming Mansion, and I've met Mrs. Jueluo..."

"That's right! You asked me to take you there that time! Who knew that you disappeared later, and I searched for several days, but I finally saw you at Ning Runyi's place, and you were still taking a nap!" Geng Juzhong He remembered the day when he took Ziqing to the Ming Mansion.

"I was also very scared at first, but seeing that Ning Runyi didn't want to kill me, I was relieved." Zi Qing explained with a curled lip.

"Yes, but I hope that you can deal with things like this in the future. You should eat, drink, and live your own life."

"If that's the case, it's really heartless." Zi Qing never thought that she could live such a heartless life!

"If we can really do this, there probably won't be anything scary in life!" Geng Juzhong said with deep feeling.

"Yes! But people always have such obsessions. No one can live their lives to such a state. Now that they are already in the secular world, everything in the world is unavoidable."

"What's the matter? We're talking about Buddhism today?" Geng Juzhong said with a smile, his dark brown eyes covered with a layer of helpless sadness, "As long as it's good, it's fine."

"Geng Juzhong, you have to be good too. Remember what I said, you have to eat and sleep on time, and those words will take effect for the rest of your life..." Zi Qing thought of Geng Juzhong and Rong Ruo passing away in the most brilliant time of life, and her heart ached. As if being caught, these two men, both civil and military, also valued love and righteousness, but when life really "begins", they left alone... With sadness and regret, maybe, it was You can have hope!

"Don't worry, I will take good care of myself with Yandiao here, otherwise, who will take care of Yandao?"

"Yeah, there is tobacco, so it's good..."