wake up from dream

"Bai Ling, which friend did you call to deliver the letter?" For a long time, although I knew that Bai Ling had been in contact with someone in the palace, and even this contact was very secret, I had a relationship with this mysterious person before. It doesn't matter, and it's not good for Ziqing to ask Bailing about this mysterious person, after all, it's his privacy, and it would be impolite to pay too much attention.But now that this mysterious person is acting as a messenger for me and Rong Ruo, I have to get acquainted with him. After all, sending letters from inside the palace to outside the palace has to go through a lot of scrutiny. Maybe that link will be lost if you are not careful. My life!

"It's also a guard, guess what?" Bai Ling pulled Zi Qing aside and whispered in Zi Qing's ear.

"What? How can I guess this? There are quite a few guards!" Ziqing complained, indeed, the most indispensable thing in this palace is the palace maids and eunuchs, but the guards are also indispensable. The number of people is not much different.But Bailing asked Ziqing to guess, could it be that Ziqing knew this person?

"A lot is a lot, but Ziqing, don't you know one or two?" Bai Ling said this in a somewhat ambiguous sense.

"What? Chengde is one, but there are more..." Ziqing's head was spinning rapidly, while Bailing smiled as if watching a good show, "Huh? Remember?"

"It can't be...Wang Ji, right?" Ordinarily, apart from Rong Ruo, Ziqing knew Wang Ji as the guard.

"Exactly, it seems that Ziqing almost forgot about Wang Ji!" Bai Ling pouted and said in aggrieved manner.

"No, isn't Wang Ji in the palace?"

"Xinggong? I don't know about this. If it wasn't the emperor's will, who would dare to leave without authorization?" Speaking of this, Zi Qing had some impressions, and she even asked the mother about this at the time!

"Really? But how did you know him? I remember he seems to be an orphan!" It shouldn't be a cousin or something, right?

"What? I'm not allowed to know Wang Ji just because you know Nalan's bodyguard?" Bai Ling teased.

"That's not what I meant! Could it be that you two... that's not okay, what should Mo Ju do?" Seeing that Bai Ling refused to speak, Zi Qing had no choice but to use aggressive tactics.

"You... the more you talk, the more irrelevant you are!" Seeing this, Bai Ling didn't say anything, as if I was angry.

"Okay, okay, am I joking? You are not allowed to be serious with me! It's not fun to be serious." Zi Qing shook Bai Ling's arm, acting like a spoiled child.

"Whoever is serious with you, don't talk nonsense to yourself. The guard and I didn't know each other at all, but he saw Moju the night he sent him out, and then..."

"What happened? Did he let you go?"

"Well, I don't know why he let us go like this, but he didn't say anything when we asked him later." Bai Ling was also very puzzled.

"That's it! I don't think Wang Ji is the kind of person who just let you go like this. There must be some reason for him to let you go." Back then, when Rong Ruo chased you to Qingyuan, we were almost there. I left, but Wang Ji refused to let Rong Ruo take me away. Of course, he also said that Kangxi’s hidden guards are everywhere, so it’s better not to leave for safety. So, that is, if there were no hidden guards If so, Wang Ji will let me and Rong Ruo go nine times out of ten.But what is the reason for letting Bai Ling and Mo Ju leave?Things seem to be getting more and more complicated...

"I also think so. There must be some reason for Wang Ji to do this, but he still refuses to say, and I have nothing to do." Bai Ling said helplessly.

"Forget it, anyway, as long as you and Moju are fine, as for why Wang Ji saved you and Moju, I believe we will know sooner or later."

"Well, then I will send the letter to him! So that your lover can receive it sooner." Bai Ling took the letter in Zi Qing's hand and said with a smile.

Zi Qing gave Bai Ling a white look, and said: "Wait a minute, doesn't Wang Ji live in the palace? How to deliver the letter? He and Chengde..." Could it be that he and Rong Ruo became friends just because they were in the palace that night? ?

"Of course he can do it for you, don't worry about that! Wang Ji and Nalan guards? What's the matter?" Bai Ling trusted Wang Ji very much, and after hearing what Zi Qing hadn't finished speaking, he asked again in confusion.

"How did he and Chengde know each other, do you know?" Bai Ling didn't know much about Zi Qing's affairs, so it was inconvenient for Zi Qing to say too much about her past with Rong Ruo and Wang Ji.

"This... I was shocked when I saw him bring the letter! I thought he was going to threaten us with the matter between me and Moju, but later I saw that he took a letter. Then I felt relieved What! When he brought the letter, I thought he and Nalan's guards were very good friends, didn't they? Otherwise, why would they do such a dangerous thing?" Bai Ling frowned and recalled.

"Yeah, how could someone else do such a dangerous thing? It's only possible for your own friends, right?" In other words, Rong Ruo and Wang Ji became close friends because of that chance encounter!This is really good news!

"Well, yes! I can't say any more, I have to deliver the letter. So Bailing and Ziqing said goodbye to each other, then ran away from the yard, and Ziqing also returned to her own yard to stay.

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"Tell me, what's going on?" Kangxi said holding the letter that Zi Qing had just written to Rong Ruo.

"..." Silence, Zi Qing fell into silence again, thinking in her heart, luckily the emperor didn't know it was Rong Ruo, after all the word Rong Ruo has not been used yet, but one day she will know!What can I do?The relationship that has already improved... If this matter is not handled well, no matter how harmonious Kangxi and I were before, it will be of no use to the future of Rong Ruo and me. We should find a way.

"As long as you encounter things that you don't want to answer, or can't answer, you are always silent. How much patience do you think I have for you to wear away? Is this your handwriting? The elegant and beautiful Dong Ti, this is Who are you writing the letter to?"

"Your Majesty... this letter was indeed written by me..." Ziqing can't lie, as long as Kangxi can check the handwriting, it's hard to say the content of this letter. Kangxi is not a three-year-old child, if she tells a lie, maybe It was exposed immediately, but if you don't lie, what should I say?The word Rongruo doesn't exist now, but it's not far from his coming-of-age ceremony. By then, Kangxi will definitely understand who this letter is addressed to. If he denies it now, what will happen in the future?With Kangxi's temper, will he let us go easily?

"Rong Ruo? Who is it?" Kangxi's tone was full of restraint.yes!How can an emperor bear the fact that his beloved woman hides another man in her heart?Not to mention being an emperor, any ordinary man would never be able to bear the woman he loves loving another man!Although the situation is not quite the same, Ziqing standing in front of Kangxi is regarded as Heshuo Roujia, and who is Roujia?For Kangxi, she is his wife and his beloved.But in fact Ziqing is just Ziqing, she is not anyone's accessory, not anyone's wife, and she doesn't even have a blood relationship here!But whoever Kangxi thinks she is, she can only be who she is!No matter who she is in her bones?

"Your Majesty, do you want to tell the truth?" After all, he couldn't tell a lie, so he had to place his last bet.

"The truth? Are you still planning to lie to me?" The tone was very light, but it still made Ziqing break out in a cold sweat.Regarding the majesty of the emperor, if you didn't really stand in front of them, you probably wouldn't be able to understand what kind of torture it was!Especially when faced with this kind of forced questioning...

"Does the emperor have to say that? With the emperor's intelligence, if I tell a lie, wouldn't the emperor not be able to see it?"

"How do you explain the crime of deceiving the emperor in your eyes? I want to hear it." Kangxi turned and sat in the upper seat, while Ziqing had to stand alone, and all the servants in the palace were chased away by Kangxi. After going out, at this moment, the hall was so quiet that Ziqing felt that Kangxi could hear her heartbeat, and suddenly a sense of oppression came over her.

"In the eyes of the world, the king represents you, the emperor, doesn't he? The crime of deceiving the emperor is naturally the crime of deceiving the emperor."

"What I'm talking about is your explanation!" Kangxi pronounced the word "you" so emphatically that Ziqing must express her own opinion.

"The opinion of the world is my opinion." Zi Qing was also very stubborn, and replied him with the most emphatic word "I".

"Very well, I thought you had changed, that you were slowly accepting me, but in the end, this is the result? Forget it, forget it, it seems that I should let go..." Kangxi's dark eyes wrote Full of helplessness and sadness, yes!The woman in front of her, no matter how well she treats her, how she lets go of the emperor's self-esteem, she will always remain indifferent, and finally let herself see such a letter?How can this be called yourself?How can this be called an emperor's love?

"Your majesty, it's time for you to let go, not to Ziqing, but to your heart. I don't believe that with the degree to which you love Princess Roujia, you will not know the difference between me and Princess Roujia? It's just that you have been deceiving you It’s all about yourself! Can you deceive others, can you deceive yourself? Even if you can deceive your own heart now, what about in the future? What about the rest of your life? You can also deceive the past? Would you like someone who is not He Shuorou? Is Jia's woman coming to take her place in your heart?"

"I didn't lie to myself! You lost your memory, but you can still hurt me if you lose your memory! Didn't you say before that you don't care how many women there are in my harem? As long as I am willing to be with you, you can always be a The woman behind me, why did you take back all the words you said to me in a blink of an eye? I have the responsibility to pass on the family to the royal family, and this is something I can't back down. I have the responsibility of unifying the country, so I am the Son of Heaven, should I abandon my emotions and desires, and be a person who has no desires or desires? I ask myself, I can't do it!"