wake up from dream

The wind in autumn is not as warm as in summer.It's not as chilling as the wind in winter, it's just slightly cool.When I got up in the morning, I felt a little chilly, but it was not too cold, so I added an extra dress and went to the Qianqing Palace to work as an errand.What I did was almost the same as before, and I was still doing the work before Kangxi got up. Of course, this was what the nanny ordered yesterday.But today there is no figure of that nanny, very strange!

"Let Ziqing come." He was about to step out the door with the basin in hand when he heard Kangxi come.

"Yes." Ziqing had no choice but to hand the basin to the maid standing aside, and went forward to help Kangxi put on the dragon robe.But the clothes of this ancient man are really complicated, and it is Kangxi standing in front of him, not someone else, so the pressure is not small. Looking at Ziqing's clumsy appearance, Kangxi is not angry, but just spread his hands and handed everything over to Ziqing. Qing, no matter how many times Ziqing fastened the buttons but still couldn't fasten them, no matter how nervous Ziqing was sweating from her forehead...Ziqing would never dare to look directly at Kangxi again, in this palace, especially the Qianqing Palace , This kind of thing is even more unacceptable. If the nanny in charge sees it, they will be scolded at least, or beaten at worst. Of course, this is what I heard from other court ladies and eunuchs. In order not to get hurt, I still It is good to avoid these dangers.

"Are you afraid of me?" Kangxi took Ziqing's slightly trembling hand and wrapped it in his palm.

"Slaves don't dare." Ziqing just tied the last button on her neck and was about to breathe a sigh of relief. She never thought that Kangxi would dare to do this in front of so many court ladies and eunuchs... But when she looked back, there was only Putting myself and Kangxi alone, when did those court ladies and eunuchs "disappear" quietly?

"Don't dare? Do you still want to talk to me like this?" She held Zi Qing's hand with a little force.Is the torment finally about to begin?

"Your Majesty, it's time for the morning court, and your Majesty still..."

"I'm in charge of my affairs!"

"It's the slave who talks too much."

"Do you really want to talk to me like this? Do you know how anxious I am when I know you fainted in the yard? Why are you so stubborn? Do you want to be Xia Ziqing? To you, Heshuo Roujia is just Is that unbearable?" Kangxi held Ziqing's hand so painfully, Ziqing couldn't help frowning.When Kangxi saw this, he let go of his hand.

"Your Majesty, if I am Heshuo Roujia, then why should I be myself? However, I am Xia Ziqing, not Heshuo Roujia. If I say I am, then I am committing the crime of deceiving the emperor." ?” said looking straight at Kangxi.

"What a crime of deceiving the emperor! Do you think that you have not committed the crime of deceiving the emperor because you are Xia Ziqing? Do you really think that I really don't know anything about you? I will tell you that as long as I recognize you as He Shuo Rou Jia, then you must be!" After finishing speaking, Kangxi walked over Ziqing and strode out the door.

"Do you think you didn't commit the crime of deceiving the emperor when you were Xia Ziqing? Do you really think that I really don't understand anything about you..." Ziqing just stood there dumbfounded, and the sound kept ringing in her ears. What Kangxi said, the more I think about it, the more uncertain I feel, and I am entangled in every possible way.What did Kangxi know?Is it something I did with Geng Juzhong before entering the palace?Or is it about Rong Ruo?By the way, really careless, didn't Kangxi have secret guards?The few times Rong Ruo and I met in the palace, if he wanted to investigate, wouldn't he know everything?But it is still unclear whether Kangxi really knew, or if he just found some clues and showed them to scare people, so it's better to stay the same.If it is revealed, just grit your teeth and deny it.

Finally when it was time to retire from the court, Kangxi returned to the palace and began to get busy. He didn't have time to worry about the morning affairs with Ziqing, and Ziqing was only waiting on the sidelines. When serving tea, Kangxi occasionally watched One or two glances, of course, Zi Qing only caught it with peripheral vision.Kangxi stayed busy until the lunch break, had lunch, and read a book for a while before getting ready for the lunch break.

"What I did made you hate me so much, why are you still unwilling to forgive me?" Kangxi said when Zi Qing was helping to undress.

"Your Majesty, can't you treat me as Xia Ziqing for a while? Maybe one day, the real Roujia will appear when you don't expect it, and at that time, all your knots will be opened."

"What do you mean? Oh, you lost your memory..." Kangxi didn't know what he was thinking, so he stopped talking.

"Actually, I don't have amnesia, but I think sincerity is as good as gold and stone. With your feelings for the princess, God will fulfill the relationship between the two of you. You will see each other again one day."

"Maybe it's really my fault. I shouldn't have made a wrong decision from the beginning. Su Mo'er advised me to think clearly, but I still insisted on going my own way..." Kangxi seemed to be trapped in his own memories.

"Su Mo'er? Is it the emperor's nurturing mother, Su Mo'er?" Su Mo'er's whole life is a mystery. I heard that she never takes medicine when she is sick, so that her illness will gradually get better. Drinking your own bath water, never wasting a drop of water... Even when he finally passed away, his age became a mystery!There are still rumors in later generations that Kangxi and Su Mo'er had a year-end relationship!

"Yes, Su Mo'er has been my foster mother since I was three years old. To me, she is not my relative but she is better than my relative. Sometimes relatives who are really related by blood are not as good to me. One ten-thousandth of Su Moer."

"Your Majesty, is this Nanny Su Mo'er the one I met yesterday?" For the one I saw yesterday, Zi Qing always felt that her identity was not simple, but she didn't expect her sixth sense It's so accurate, of course Su Mo'er is not an ordinary nanny in charge, she raised and educated Kangxi from childhood to adulthood, needless to say the credit is great, and in the future she will be the upbringing of the twelfth elder brother Yinyi Mammy, I heard that it is because of Su Moer's education that Yinfei is not among the nine dragons who will win the heir, otherwise, the ten dragons may win the heir, and that's why Yinlin was able to retire in the end and enjoy the rest of his life .

"Exactly." Speaking of Su Mo'er, Kangxi's expression became a little gentler. "Are you willing to call yourself just now?" Kangxi said with a smile when he realized that Ziqing didn't use his servant to reply.

"I... slave..."

"Just use me. You should talk to me like when I found you in Qingyuan. Here, no one dares to talk to me like this. Sometimes, I feel very lonely..." Kangxi After that, he sighed.

"As long as the emperor doesn't blame her, Ziqing will be happy!" Okay, let's slowly open Kangxi's knots from friends first.

"I don't blame you."

"No wonder, when I saw Mammy yesterday, I felt that she was not a simple person, but she was the emperor's nurturing nanny."

"Why isn't it easy?"

"This... can only be understood, not conveyed in words." And I can't tell Kangxi what the nanny said, otherwise, if the nanny finds out, maybe I will make a small report behind her back!

"Forget it, I also know Su Mo'er, and I can guess what she said." So they have such a tacit understanding?

"I don't know what the emperor probably guessed? Your majesty, don't let the nanny know that I said these words in front of you, lest the nanny think that I am suing the emperor, and then I will be too much to go around when."

"Don't worry, Su Mo'er has her own judgment, and I won't say it. I know she is thinking of me."

"Well, Your Majesty, don't you still have a lunch break? If you continue talking, you won't be able to sleep."

"I think it's better to think of you as Xia Ziqing first. Every time Heshuo Roujia is mentioned, you are like a little hedgehog, stabbing people everywhere, and all of them are stabbing into my heart." Kangxi laughed road.

"That's great! Your Majesty, you should see what kind of person Xia Ziqing is, and then you won't regard me as Princess Heshuo."

"Now it seems that Xia Ziqing and Heshuo Roujia are somewhat different in temperament, so I have to observe and observe."

Maybe now is a good start. As long as it continues to develop slowly, I am confident that Kangxi will be able to distinguish the difference between Xia Ziqing and He Shuoroujia sooner or later. After all, they are just the same appearance, not the same temperament, let alone the same person , How could they not be able to tell the difference? Maybe Kangxi himself didn't want to admit it, but until now even Kangxi has not found the real Heshuo Roujia, so where did the real Heshuo Roujia go?Geng Juzhong also said that she would not come back, could it be that Roujia was... dead?This is not impossible. I remember that when I met Kangxi, he stood in front of Roujia’s tomb. When he saw me, he was surprised. He immediately recognized me as Roujia. By the way, I heard Xiaoju and the mother Roujia left alone when she heard that Kangxi's concubine was pregnant, so she couldn't think about it. So, that is to say, Roujia's death was something she had to admit because Kangxi couldn't find her. I went to the news, but because I didn't see the body, Kangxi mistook me for Rou Jia when he saw me, and Geng Juzhong only knew the news that Rou Jia died, and didn't know that he didn't see the body, so he didn't As for Kangxi, who has been obsessed with the fact that I am Heshuo Roujia.

It's just that why didn't you see Rong Ruo all day today?Isn't it a holiday?Doesn't that mean we won't see each other for a while?I suddenly realized that I missed him so much at this moment. Could it be that "only lovesickness makes lovesickness hurt"?But Rong Ruo is really hard working in the palace. He has to guard day and night. I heard that it takes twelve days and nights in a row. How can ordinary people endure such high-intensity work, and they have to concentrate all day long, waiting for Kangxi? order...