wake up from dream

Because the matter with Rong Ruo has been settled, Ziqing has finally strengthened her determination. If she was a little hesitant at first, then now Ziqing will make some efforts for the future of herself and Rongruo, not just In order to leave the palace and leave Kangxi, now she is working hard to have a better future with Rongruo, trying to deal with Kangxi, trying to open Kangxi's heart knot, so that Kangxi is willing to let herself go.

"Sister, you seem to be much more energetic today. It won't be long before you can go back to the Qianqing Palace to work as an errand." Bai Lan said while packing her clothes.

Back to Qianqing Palace.yes!When I recover from illness, I can't stay here forever. Kangxi said before that I will be allowed to go back when I recover from illness. Then although I can often meet with Rong Ruo in the future, I can't have a good conversation like yesterday!We can only look after each other but can't speak, even before getting Kangxi's understanding, we must not let Kangxi know about our affairs, otherwise, the consequences may not be affordable for me and Rongruo!

"Really? Maybe it's about [-]% to [-]% recovery from the illness? You're more energetic!" The less people know about Rong Ruo and I, the better, so as not to leak the news one day, or it will be bad for others. up.

"In my opinion, what is [-]% or [-]%? Sister, I see! [-]% is good!"

"It's [-]% to [-]% and it's not like that, why are you so fussy?" Zi Qing said with a smile.

"How can you not care about it? Geng Erfu asked me to take care of my sister. Naturally, I hope that my sister will get better soon, so that I can take credit for it, right?"

"Yes, yes, Bai Lan has contributed the most." I am about to leave here, this so-called "cold palace".In fact, for me, it is warmer here, without the oppressive feeling of Qianqing Palace, without Kangxi's sharp eyes, without all the etiquette, here is more free than any other place in this palace.It's been a long time since I saw Xiaoju and Nanny, how are they doing?It's just that I'm too careless, I don't even know where I live, I don't even care about my name, now it's so difficult to find Xiaoju in this palace!

"Bai Lan, I want to find someone, can you help me find someone?"

"What character? Why do you want my sister to go to such trouble to find it?"

"Of course it's not a person, it's just an old acquaintance!"

"Who is it? I'll try my best to help my sister find it. If I can't find it, isn't there anyway? Why is my sister so sad?" Bai Lan sat down, held Zi Qing's hand and said.

"Well, I'm looking for a court lady. Her name is Xiaoju. I heard that she used to serve Princess Heshuo."

"Xiaoju? Princess Heshuo? Shouldn't the maid who serves Princess Heshuo go to the Prince Consort's Mansion? Elder sister, don't you know about this matter after asking the Prince Concubine?" Bai Lan began to analyze in a logical manner. It's just that Princess Heshuo, who should be in the forehead's mansion, is not here, so where is this maid?Moreover, I have been served as Princess Heshuo before, how could I not know these things?It seems that Bai Lan didn't know everything about Geng Juzhong either.That’s right, the matter of Geng Juzhong and Rou Jia and Kangxi’s involvement, naturally it’s inconvenient for too many people to know, this is a palace secret, if one day it gets out, I’m afraid Kangxi will choose to kill people to keep the royal reputation, so , or can keep it a secret.It seems that I really have to ask Geng Juzhong, only he knows the ins and outs of this matter best, and Rong Ruo probably doesn't know too much. After all, it is not an honorable thing for his wife to be taken away, and Geng Juzhong doesn't need it Say it again.

"Yeah! Bai Lan, you see, I'm sick and confused, why didn't I think of this? But Geng Juzhong can't enter the palace at this time, and I'm afraid I'll go back to the Qianqing Palace as soon as I recover from my illness. It's not very convenient to do things, so, Bai Lan, I want to ask you to ask Geng Juzhong..."

"Okay, sister, just ask, why don't I still refuse? What's wrong with sister?" Bai Lan said angrily.

"I'm overthinking it, so you can find a chance to ask for me!"

"Sister, don't worry!

"Okay, Bai Lan is doing something, I should rest assured."

"Zi Qing."

"Geng Juzhong? Why are you..." Ziqing was taken aback by Geng Juzhong's sudden appearance.

"What? I'm not welcome? Isn't this someone asking me to do something?" Geng Juzhong looked proud.

"Yes! I have something to ask you, okay?" Zi Qing said angrily.

"In Qingyuan."

Qingyuan?Isn't this the courtyard over there in the palace? "Qingyuan? Are you saying that Xiaoju and Nanny have returned to the palace?"

"No, there is another place in the palace called Qingyuan, which is specially for Jiaer to live in, and now Xiaoju and Mother Xu are there." It turns out that the mother's surname is Xu, and there is another thing I didn't care about. Calling Mammy, I have never thought about Mammy's last name, what she was like before, and how Xiaoju became Roujia's personal maid. I never care about the things I don’t want to do, I never do the things I don’t want to do, no one forces me, just let me blindly, let me live in the illusion created by myself... Until now, I realized that I can no longer If things go on like this, I have already passed the age where I can act recklessly, and I have already lost the qualification to act recklessly. This is a world different from the modern world. I am living in this crack now, and I have to learn to grow!

"So Mama's surname is Xu! I don't even know it yet!" Zi Qing laughed at herself.

"It's not an important matter, it's just a surname." Suddenly seeing Ziqing's lonely look, Geng Juzhong hurriedly comforted him.

"No, I never thought about the matter of Xiaoju and Nanny. I just accepted your kindness to me blindly, but I never cared about you..."

"Who said you didn't care? Didn't you still go to see me when I was sick? Didn't you tell me to take care of myself? How could you not care?" Seeing Ziqing blame herself, Geng Juzhong interrupted and relieved road.

"Sorry……"

"Ziqing, you don't need to tell me this, don't say that you don't care about us at all, even if you really are, so what? I am willing!" It's a sentence of willingness, but this sentence of willingness makes Ziqing feel even more uncomfortable. What is the virtue and ability to get Geng Juzhong's willingness?

"Thank you! Really, Geng Juzhong." Although he felt that he was not worthy of Geng Juzhong's actions, he was deeply moved by Geng Juzhong's willingness.

"Are you going to say sorry and thank you to me today?" Geng Juzhong said with a smile, "Don't you want to see Xiaoju and Mother Xu?"

"Do you want to take me to see them? Is it okay to go now?" Zi Qing's expression suddenly changed from lonely to joyful. With such a change, she really looked like a child, crying when she wanted to, and laughing when she wanted to.

"Look at your appearance. You have a sad face for a while, and you laugh for a while. You don't know what to say. I think you shouldn't be called Ziqing, but Yinqing. It's cloudy and sunny all day long." Yes." After saying that, he held his stomach and laughed.

"What is Yinqing? Try laughing again?" Ziqing was so moved that she completely forgot everything and just wanted to tell Geng Juzhong to shut up.

"Forget it, I won't quarrel with you anymore. If we want to see Xiaoju and Nanny, we should go now." Geng Juzhong finally stopped laughing, which brought the topic back to Xiaoju and Nanny.

"Then let's go quickly! I haven't seen them for a long time. Last time I wanted to ask Rong Ruo... I wanted to ask Cheng De to take me there, but I realized that I don't know where they live..."

"Mommy, Xiaoju, how are you?" Zi Qing was very excited to see Xiaoju and Mommy, like a child who got candy.

"Princess, this old slave misses you so much."

"Yes! Yes! Princess." As soon as Xiaoju saw Ziqing, she immediately hugged Ziqing and started to cry. Mother Xu also shed tears, but she had more self-control than Xiaoju, and did not dare to go forward to hug Ziqing. clear.

"I'm not actually..."

"It's not intentional, it's not that I didn't come to see you and Mother Xu on purpose." At first, Ziqing wanted to confess her identity to Xiaoju and Mother Xu, but Geng Juzhong took the conversation away to prevent Ziqing from admitting that she was not He Shuo Rou Jia.Zi Qing was naturally puzzled, so she stared blankly at Geng Juzhong.

"As long as the princess is doing well." Mother Xu said, wiping away her tears.

"I'm sorry! Nanny, Xiaoju, I made you worry."

"Princess, why did you say such things to this old slave? How can this old slave be worthy?" After saying that, Mother Xu and Xiaoju were about to kneel down, but Ziqing stopped her.

"Mommy, what are you doing? I don't allow you to do this, Mommy, don't you insult me ​​as a junior?" Mommy is old enough to kneel down like this, how can I be worthy?

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In Qingyuan, it is more free and easy. Xiaoju and Nanny took out many snacks that Ziqing likes to eat, and chatted while eating. The harmonious atmosphere almost made Ziqing forget that she was in the palace, and that Geng Juzhong was The person who sneaked into the palace to help him find Xiaoju and Nanny, forgot that he was going back to Qianqing Palace, and forgot about the difficult love with Rongruo...