wake up from dream

"Sister, the imperial doctor said that you can stop taking this medicine today. This is really good news for my sister!" Bai Lan brought the medicine and said with a smile.

"Really? Just one more day, it's so good." If the bruise in my knee wasn't fully healed, I'd be jumping for joy!

"Of course it's true! Look at you, you said you're alive and well without taking medicine. Is this medicine good for you?" Bai Lan smiled and handed me the medicine. After I took the medicine, He turned around and brought candied fruit.

"Wow! It's really bitter!" She drank it in one gulp, and then hurriedly stuffed the candied fruit in Bai Lan's hand into her mouth.

"Sister, you are really serious. No matter how much you drink medicine, you look like a child. No, it is more difficult to coax than a child! That child will not secretly pour out the medicine like my sister."

"Okay, okay, can't I be wrong? The medicine is almost finished, and you still tell me about the medicine I threw away?"

"Sister, this knee needs to be well protected. Seeing that it's already autumn, don't catch a cold, or the root cause of the disease will fall."

"I know! You are getting more and more verbose." She rolled her eyes at Bai Lan, and Bai Lan immediately responded with another. These days, Bai Lan took care of me personally, and my relationship with her became better and better without knowing it, Bai Lan She is not as innocent as Xiaoju, who will keep an eye on everything, and not as cold and arrogant as Lian'er, who makes people dare not get close, and can't be approached. She knows most of my affairs, so I don't need to explain them one by one. There is no need to shy away from whether she will speak out. Generally speaking, Bai Lan's temperament is closer to the personality traits of modern people.

"Zi Qing."

This sound is...

"Geng Juzhong?" I turned around, and I saw Geng Juzhong in bodyguard uniform standing behind him. His face was indeed much better than last time, but he was still a little tired.

"Why isn't Ziqing surprised to see me?" Geng Juzhong still had a playful smile on his face, but the tiredness on his face still couldn't be concealed.

"Surprised? Why are you here?" What if someone finds out when you come in like this?Geng Juzhong is not like Rong Ruo, who is on duty in the palace all day long. If he is accused of seeking power and usurping the throne, he will definitely not be able to afford it. What's more, the incident of Geng Jingzhong is about to happen. As for Jingzhong's rebellion, then Geng Juzhong's status in the palace must be embarrassing for a while, and he can't advance or retreat.

"Why can't I be here?" This is probably a pale smile...

"I mean, why are you dressed like this? Don't you know that it's dangerous for you to appear here?" Seeing my anxious look, Geng Juzhong seemed to be happier, and he didn't care about his own safety at all.

"It's okay, I just came to see you. I'll be back in a while."

"It's all right..."

"Ah! Ziqing, why are you losing weight again? Didn't you tell me to eat more? You didn't do it yourself."

"What's wrong with you?" Not normal!Very abnormal!What happened to Geng Juzhong?

"What's wrong with me." Choked up and said, I was hugged, I didn't see Geng Juzhong's expression, but I thought, Geng Juzhong must not be feeling better now, is it because of that letter?I just want you to "short-term pain is worse than long-term pain", maybe it will be better soon, right?Geng Juzhong.

"Let go of me! I know you treat me as Roujia." He didn't hug Geng Juzhong, because I didn't deserve it, he liked Roujia, and didn't push Geng Juzhong away, because he wanted him to learn to let go of me...

"I don't! I didn't think of you as Jiaer, Ziqing. Even if I did, it was only when I first met you. I thought you were Jiaer." Hugging tightly, afraid of losing the hug once you let go eligibility to live.

"Really? You can lie to me, you can lie to other people, but can you fool yourself? I have the same face as Roujia. When you look at me, don't you feel ashamed because of this face?" Do you think of Roujia? Can you think of me as Xia Ziqing when you see this face?" I know you can't do it, no matter what, how can a person who values ​​love and righteousness forget his deepest love so easily? Those who have loved deeply, don't say that my face is exactly the same as Roujia, even if it is different, wouldn't Geng Juzhong think of Roujia again?

Geng Juzhong didn't speak again, probably acquiescing!No one dared to estimate the love he and Kangxi had for Rou Jia. In this world, the most unforgivable thing was not getting it, or getting it and then losing it.

"I love Roujia, I admit it. But I love you too, I can tell the difference between you and Roujia, Ziqing, believe me, okay?" Putting your hands on my shoulders, I looked deeply at My eyes, eyes full of hope.

"Geng Juzhong, it's not that I don't want to believe you, it's just...it's not over yet, do you understand? Roujia will come back..."

"No more..." He lowered his head in frustration.

Not anymore?It stands to reason that Heshuo Roujia in history is still alive, why...how could Geng Juzhong say such things?

"Why not? Rou Jia is someone you love, how could you say that?" I couldn't believe that Geng Juzhong would say this, isn't he cursing his own wife?How can he do this?Is it necessary to curse like this in order to get a new love?

"Ziqing, there are some things that I can't tell right now. It's not that I don't want to talk about them. It's just that the less you know about some things, the better for you." Geng Juzhong didn't avoid Ziqing's probing eyes, but looked at Ziqing sincerely. Hope to get Ziqing's understanding.

"Okay! You've said that, do I have to force you to say it? It's just that I hope you can know what you are doing. Don't wait until the future to regret it."

"I won't regret it, Ziqing. When it comes to regrets, what happened to Roujia... really made me regret it. I regret... I didn't catch her well and let her...just be alone...I'm sorry She..." Geng Juzhong choked up several times, maybe the story of Heshuo Roujia and Geng Juzhong is not simple, right?Everyone has such a past, or they can't bear to look back, or they can't bear to recall, or they regret the past, or they are sweet and unforgettable...

"I don't know what happened to you and Joo Chia, but life goes on, if Joo Chia knows you're having a bad time, she won't be feeling well either, so you have to cheer up, you know?" I still believe You love Roujia, but you just regard me as Roujia's shadow, I won't blame you, love is deep, this kind of thing is nothing.I think one day, you and Kangxi will let go of everything, open your heart, live a good life, and love a love that belongs to your own life...

"Well, I beat you, Ziqing, I will treat myself well, and you have to promise me to fatten yourself up, and I don't want to hold a bunch of bones in the future." He laughed while talking , or the nature of a child, how can he be connected with the prudent and cautious man Lian Er mentioned?

"Fat? Don't treat me as your own woman, okay? Say anything! I want to marry!"

"Isn't it me that you want to marry?" There was a ruffian smile on her face.

"Okay, I'm not joking with you anymore, I think it's better for us to be friends now. Do you understand what I mean?" Following my seriousness, Geng Juzhong also put away his smile.

"Okay, let's be friends first, I promise, you will fall in love with me." With a face full of confidence, to be honest, if I hadn't met Rong Ruo, maybe I would have fallen in love with such a man... But no There will be if!

"You should go back, you are not afraid of being found out, I'm still afraid! I am a guilty person now..." Zi Qing rolled her eyes.

"Okay, then I'll go back. You have to take good care of yourself. Bailan is mine. You can trust her. You can discuss anything with her."

"Well, I see! You go back quickly! You can't stay here any longer."

Finally, under Ziqing's repeated urging, Geng Juzhong reluctantly left...