wake up from dream

If the last time I saw the kneeling servant in the slow courtyard, it reminded me that Kangxi was angry... Then this time, what does the quiet and panic-stricken courtyard indicate?Originally, people were busy walking around in this yard all day long, but now it is as quiet as an isolated city... If I hadn't lived here every day, I would have thought I had gone to the wrong place!

Slowly opened the door, and sat on the front seat dressed in dazzling bright yellow.

"See the emperor, the emperor is auspicious!"

"Get up." His voice was cold. "Where did you go? Did you get lost again?" With a hint of sarcasm.

"No."

"What's the matter?"

"Your Majesty, can't this time be arranged by myself?"

"Yourself? Don't forget your identity! You are my maidservant!"

"Yes, servant girl should remember that this servant girl is the emperor's maidservant—Xia Ziqing!"

"You... yes, you are my maidservant, so you can't let me offend you lightly! Go and kneel in the yard, don't get up without my order!"

"Yes, slaves obey."

so tired!How does it feel like living under the control of a moody person?Kangxi is not such a person, otherwise why would he comment on his son Yongzheng like this?

The sun is not as strong as it was at noon, which is the only thing I can be thankful for now.I haven't digested the matter of Bai Ling and Mo Ju, but here comes this matter... Just kneel!I don’t know if Kangxi knows that I just met Rong Ruo, but it’s better not to harm Rong Ruo. I was originally an outsider, but now I’m in the game. …

Seeing that the courtyard has returned to its former bustle, I finally gained popularity, but now I am punished to kneel here, which is really embarrassing. I have never been looked at and discussed like this when I was studying, although the only one I am familiar with here is Mo Ju and Bai Ling, but now I don't know if they really consider me a friend!I look so easy to use?Although I don't care about making many friends here, at least I hope that one or two so-called friends are sincere.

The sun is gradually slanting to the west, and the golden light shines on me, casting a long shadow. The shadow is so lonely, to be precise, I am so lonely and helpless... Is it a luxury to leave? thing?Do I have to be locked in this golden cage for the rest of my life?No matter how I struggle, how hard I try, I can't escape?And what about my family, what's a farther route than escaping this prison?hopeless...

Suddenly, the sky darkened, and the palace turned on the lights, and the candles were jumping happily. The orange light, the soft light, looked so warm, but the light was only in that room, and I'm... outside.An inexplicable conversation, I was punished like this, kneeling here, no one is cold, no one is warm, autumn is here!It's cold, and I'm cold too...

autumn rain?It came just in time!This autumn rain drifted silently on the open space, on the dead branches and leaves, wet the ground, wet the roof, and wet everything except the small place under my shadow.Gradually, the rain became heavier, and I really responded to the saying "the leak in the house happens to rain all night".Maybe I should really think about what I'm going to do next?But helplessly, the current me is really too weak. In my head and heart, I can't think of any other words except the sentence: "I'm cold!"The whole person also began to feel groggy, his eyelids became heavier and heavier, and finally he could only see the darkness in front of him...