wake up from dream

I always thought that I would meet a man who loves me very much, and I have a man who loves him very much, and then get married and live a life like a fairy couple.But as the daughter of the governor of Guangdong and Guangxi, I can't help but have some worries.At that time, will Ama fulfill my wish and let me be with the man I love?Or, when an imperial decree comes down, I will be carried into a completely strange place and live the life of a boudoir and resentful woman like other women?

The ninth year of Kangxi, I think this is probably the most important day in my life, because in this year, I finally met that man - the man I will love deeply all my life, Ning Runyi .

Our encounter is also like our love, which cannot see the light.

In the monastery, Er Niang was discussing scriptures with the master. I didn't have much interest, so I left the monastery alone.This is really a bleak autumn, the dead grass all over the mountain has covered the mountain with a layer of withered yellow, and the leaves are falling from the trees...

That man was dressed in night clothes, his eyes could be seen all over his face, the sword he was holding in his hand, blood slid down the blade to the tip of the sword, and then left a shocking trail where he walked the red.Red and black blood dripped from the wounds on the night clothes, I was shocked for a moment, I didn't know what to do?The man seemed to have discovered me early on, and I had nowhere to hide. I hope... Before I could make a plan in my heart, the man was exhausted and collapsed one meter away from me, and his panting became more and more serious , the pupils were as cold as frost, but the murderous look was gone at the moment, and this discovery also made me no longer as nervous and scared as I was just now.

As if using all the strength in his body, he supported himself with his sword so that he would not fall down again.

"Come here!" The strong tone was just an order, without any emotion.

Later, every time I think of this scene, I always feel that our meeting, getting to know each other, and falling in love are destined, because at that time, if I wanted to run away, I still had a chance to run away, but I stayed by mistake. Some ghosts and gods helped him.

I placed him in the woodshed in the backyard of the monastery. Of course, there are young monks going to this woodshed every day, so in order to prevent him from being discovered, I had to hide him a bit.In those days, I went to the monastery every day, and then looked for opportunities to change his medicine and deliver meals.I still remember that day, when I moved him to the woodshed, he passed out, his smooth forehead was covered with huge beads of sweat, and when he pulled off the black cloth covering his face, he had a handsome and resolute face with frowning eyebrows. Slightly frowning, probably due to pain.He is a killer, I know, he is dangerous, I know, but I still want to save him.

He hardly talked to me, other than asking for something, the rest of the time was either silent together, or I was asking myself to guess, so the only answer I had was silence, and we got through the first few days like that It was a difficult day, because Runyi's wound caused other symptoms, and he had a fever all day long. At that time, I was really afraid that I would not be able to save him...

Finally the fever subsided, and when I saw him again, he was a little different, his eyes were no longer only indifferent. When I entered the woodshed, I caught a trace of surprise in his eyes, and suddenly, my heart Just like a long drought meets rain, this feeling has never appeared in the past days.

Gradually, there was no longer only silence in our relationship. Although he hardly took the initiative to speak, at least I asked questions, and the response to me was no longer just silence.Our relationship is getting warmer day by day, he may behave like a child, a killer, and the other side of his coldness will also have a child-like, innocent, cute and innocent side!But sometimes he deliberately keeps a distance from me. I know his identity is not simple, at least he is not an ordinary killer. Moreover, once he becomes a killer, he is doomed to live a lonely life.We never talked about what he was doing, and he didn't take the initiative to talk about it, so I didn't ask, we were like an agreement, we avoided this topic with each other, it was his secret, and I also had my secret ——Lu Lingyun, daughter of Lu Xingzu, governor of Guangdong and Guangxi.Whenever I think that he might be alone for the rest of his life, I tell myself in my heart that I can't let him spend his whole life like this, because our love, this encounter, this life is only once in this life. Let go of each other, we love each other...

Under my repeated insistence, we still depend on each other.

Sometimes, the overwhelming sense of happiness makes me afraid, I am afraid that if it is too late to keep this happiness, Ama will find out about us.I know that his identity must never be known to others, and it is even more impossible to come to propose marriage.But even if I carefully hide it, there will eventually be "a day when the paper can't hold the fire".I found out that I had a child with Run Yi, and the arrival of this child gave us both joy and sorrow. The joy is that Run Yi and I will finally become fathers and mothers, but the worry is that the belly will grow bigger and bigger. How can Run Yi's matter be hidden?