wake up from dream

Ziqing slept for a few days and had enough rest, so she refused to lie back on the bed obediently.

"Miss, why are you getting up again? How about catching a cold for a while?" Ju Xiang entered the room with tea and saw Zi Qing leaning against the bed and reading a book.

"Ju Xiang, don't make a fuss, I've seen someone blow the sea breeze right after giving birth!" Naturally, the person who blows the sea breeze is a foreigner, because the habits of Chinese people are similar, and they live in confinement. This thing is especially the same.

"The servant doesn't care about other people, but the servant only cares about the young lady!" Ju Xiang replied with one sentence, and Zi Qing had nothing to say.

"Okay, okay, I'll go to sleep now, okay? But, I think the sea is bright, you let the nanny bring him here!" Zi Qing smiled and said to Yi Juxiang, and then lay down slowly.

"Yes, miss, the servant girl is going right now."

"Well, let's go!" Zi Qing urged.

Juxiang had no choice but to go to the nanny.Just as Juxiang went out, a black shadow suddenly appeared in the room, and Ziqing was startled.

"The master ordered that the girl has just given birth, so let the girl take this medicine after confinement." The man in black stood in front of Ziqing's bed, and put a pill by the desk.

"Can you tell me what kind of medicine this is?" Zi Qing remained expressionless.

"..." The man in black didn't answer.

"Forget it, it's fine if you don't want to say it, go back and tell your master, tell him that I will do it, and let him rest assured." After hearing this, the man in black disappeared in a flash.

Ziqing put away the pills beside the table and put them under the pillow.

"I didn't expect this day to come like this. Yes, I survived a catastrophe, but history is still history after all, and no one can change it." Zi Qing stared blankly at the pillow and thought to herself, "Hai Liang is still so young. He hasn't had time to know me yet? He hasn't had time to call my mother..."

"Qing'er, what are you thinking? Why are you crying?" Because she kept thinking about the pill, Zi Qing didn't notice when Rong Ruo entered the room.

"It's okay, I think maybe because I just gave birth, I became a little nervous." Zi Qing held Rong Ruo's hand that wiped her tears and said with a smile.

"The child is born, why are you still thinking about it?"

"I'm really fine, don't worry, but I decided to make some more clothes for our children." Zi Qing buried her head in Rong Ruo's arms.

"The future is long, what are you so anxious about? You have to rest well during confinement, and you must not let the root cause of the disease fall, or you will have a hard time in the future." Rong Ruo said, stroking Zi Qing's hair with his chin.

"Well, I know, don't worry, I'm sensible." But there are not so many "future days" anymore...

"Hehe, can you believe Qing'er's words? I don't know who just didn't want to take a good rest and insisted on sitting up and reading?" Rong Ruo joked.

"I... Juxiang informed you?" Zi Qing raised her head and stared at Rong Ruo.

"It's a good thing that Ju Xiang came, otherwise who would be in charge of Qing'er?"

"I'm already lying down, but she still told you about it, and I'll punish her when I come back later." Zi Qing pursed her lips.

"Okay, then as a husband, let's see how the lady will punish Ju Xiang?" Rong Ruo pinched Zi Qing's face and said with a smile.

"You... hum! You just help Juxiang bully me?" Ziqing pretended to be angry and left Rongruo's embrace.

"Okay, my husband doesn't know you yet?" Rong Ruo pulled Zi Qing back, and helped her wrap the quilt up again.Ziqing never said harsh words to servants, let alone beat or scold her.

"Why hasn't Juxiang come?" Ziqing thought of asking Juxiang to find the nanny, but she hasn't come back yet.

"Hai Liang was carried by Er Niang, we have to wait for a while!"

"Er Niang? I, a mother, haven't even looked at it a few times yet?" Zi Qing has indeed never seen Hai Liang. Since the day Hai Liang was born, Zi Qing has been in a coma for three days and three days. Then he woke up the next day and just hugged Hailiang for a while before Jue Luo took Hailiang away on the grounds that he would not disturb Shaofu Jin's confinement.

The second time I saw Hailiang, I was also in a hurry. As soon as I held her in my hand, Hailiang started to cry. It turned out that it was time for breastfeeding... At first, Ziqing wanted to breastfeed by herself, but Jue Luo suddenly rushed out. Liang was carried away again...

The third time I saw Hailiang, I was able to hug her enough. That day Jueluo went to the temple, and had no time to take care of Ziqing, so Ziqing left Hailiang in the house from morning to evening...

Today is the fourth time that Ziqing sees her son Hailiang, and she hopes that another "Jueluo" will not come out of the way...

"Are Qing'er jealous?" Rong Ruo said with a smile.

"Why am I jealous? It's just that I've only seen Hailiang a few times since he was born. I feel like I'm going crazy." Zi Qing complained with her mouth puckered.

"Okay, if the child doesn't arrive in a while, I'll go to my mother to bring him, what does my wife think?"

"Of course that's fine! But, Rong Ruo, I can't wait for E-niang to see Hai Liang enough every day before I bring him here?" Zi Qing thought that her time was running out and she could get along with her children. The time was already short, and more than half of it was cut out by Jue Luo...

"Emiang also loves our children..." Rong Ruo said.

"I know, oh, forget it, actually I understand, you go to the study to rest first, don't be busy all day, what can you do if you are exhausted?" Zi Qing thought about Ju Xiang who said in the morning that Rong Ruo stayed up late again last night .

"I'm fine, I'm not tired." Rong Ruo hugged Zi Qing tightly, and the heat of her words blew away from Zi Qing's neck.

"No, hurry up and go to rest. You just told me to rest. You didn't even do it yourself. How can this be?"

"Okay! Then Qing'er also needs to rest well." Rong Ruo had no choice but to get up.

*****

Out of the room, he ran into Ju Xiang who just came back, Rong Ruo stopped Ju Xiang, remembered Zi Qing's appearance just now, knew that Zi Qing must have something on her mind, so she planned to ask Ju Xiang.

"Ju Xiang, has something happened to your master in the past two days?" Of course Rong Ruo couldn't think of what it was, as for what happened, it was also what happened to Lian Er on the day of delivery. Based on Rong Ruo's inference, he I thought Luo Shi was embarrassing Ziqing.

"No, Uncle." Ju Xiang bowed her head and replied respectfully.

"Really? Juxiang, you also know that your master keeps everything in your heart and doesn't say it. I was afraid that she would be overwhelmed. I just saw her crying. Are you really sure that your master is fine?" Rong If it is certain that Juxiang knows about Ziqing, but Juxiang has no intention of muzzle, so he has to force her to speak.

"Uncle... really not." Ju Xiang still didn't look up.

"..." Rong Ruo didn't speak, trying to press Ju Xiang with silence.

"Grandpa...Miss...I met a girl from Lian Er a few days ago...she...she told Miss...my uncle had lost his memory..." Ju Xiang was not strict, but she also understood With Ziqing's temper, she thought that if Ziqing was unhappy, it would probably be because of this incident, and the person involved in this incident was Rong Ruo, maybe it would be better for Rong Ruo to persuade Ziqing.So I told Rong Ruo what Lian'er said that day...

After hearing this, Rong Ruo was stunned, and after a while, he ordered Ju Xiang to enter the house to serve Zi Qing, and went back to the study by himself.Rong Ruo's memory has recovered. The moment he recovered his memory was the moment when Kangxi punished Zi Qing after the letter was discovered by Kangxi. At that time, Rong Ruo happened to meet Concubine Hui in the palace, and he questioned Hui Hui. Concubine Hui wanted to frame Ziqing, Concubine Hui was very angry for a moment, she told the things between them, Rong Ruo remembered everything at that moment...but at that time, he didn't love Nalan Huier anymore, Nalan Huier is just a person in his memory, although it still feels a little complicated...

Rong Ruo stayed in the study all afternoon by himself, thinking about how to explain this matter to Zi Qing, he was afraid that Zi Qing would be as utterly indifferent to him as what happened to Qi Er last time...

In the end, she came to Ziqing's room with a feeling of apprehension.

Ziqing was not sleeping, but was holding Hailiang and singing a modern nursery rhyme, "I have a little donkey..."

Ju Xiang just stood aside and waited, and when she saw Rong Ruo enter the room, she saluted.

"Are you here?" Zi Qing saw Rong Ruo, there was nothing strange about it, "Hai Liang, Ama is here, take a look..." Zi Qing hugged Hai Liang so that he could see Rong Ruo like.

"Hai Liang, do you recognize Ama?" Rong Ruo hugged Hai Liang.

The two played with Hailiang for a while, then Juxiang carried her back to the nanny.As soon as Ju Xiang left, only Zi Qing and Rong Ruo were left in the room. Ju Xiang had already told Zi Qing that she had told Rong Ruo what happened that day, but Zi Qing didn't say anything, she just thought that since Rong Ruo Realizing that I have something on my mind, let the matter that Lian Er said become my concern, it is better than the matter that Kangxi gave medicine to kill myself, at least I can comfort Rong Ruo myself with the matter that Lian Er said I don't mind, but there is no room for change in Kangxi's incident.

"Qing'er..." Rong Ruo was still a little apprehensive, not knowing how to start that topic.

"Rong Ruo, do you want to talk about Concubine Hui?" Zi Qing took Rong Ruo's hand, looked at Rong Ruo who was a bit embarrassed, and comforted her with a smile.

"Zi Qing...I don't know how to..."

"Fool! I'm connected, we have to be good and cherish the days we can be together." Seeing Rong Ruo's surprised expression, Zi Qing wanted to laugh, but she held back, "I don't care about your past, I He only cares about our present and future!" Zi Qing looked at Rong Ruo sincerely and said.

Rong Ruo embraced Ziqing, "Qing'er, I'm sorry, at first I thought I didn't have any cousins ​​in the palace, but I didn't tell you when I thought about it later."

"I don't mind. That's your past. I didn't participate in your past. Why should I blame you? Besides, you don't want to tell me that there must be your reason, I understand. "

"Yes, we must cherish the days we can be together, Qing'er, I promise, I will cherish it, believe me!"

"Rong Ruo, I've never doubted your sincerity." Seeing Rong Ruo flustered, Zi Qing found it cute, so she couldn't help pressing a kiss on Rong Ruo's lips...