he's just my boyfriend

Fang Qi stopped sliding his finger on the touchpad and thought for a while: "Just... he said 'could it be my fault'."

Tao Fang thought to himself, isn't this just standing at the door and listening almost from the very beginning: "...you are really calm."

"Because you don't tell me, I can only listen to my own ability." In this corner, Fang Qi listened with confidence, even a little bit wronged?

Tao Fang, who was suddenly blamed, was choked for a long time, and his words lost the confidence just now: "...then you can ask me."

Fang Qi simply closed the notebook on his lap, turned to look at Tao Fang seriously: "How do you ask? For no reason, to inquire about the reason why the incumbent broke up with his ex?"

"Why did it happen for no reason? Don't you want to know..." Tao Fang felt a little uncomfortable being looked at by those eyes that were fixed on him, and he didn't know what he was lying about.

"What if I annoy you and kick me off." Fang Qi said every word very clearly, without rushing, "It took me a long time to catch up."

"Bang", Tao Fang felt that his face was burning red in an instant, probably bleeding.

"...Fart, it's not easy." Tao Fang didn't dare to meet Fang Qi's straight eyes when he said this, "No, how can you chase..."

Fang Qi was as if he had taken the wrong medicine today. He was very frank and said what he had to say: "Why don't you work hard? If you don't send me a signal, I dare not act rashly, for fear that you will run away."

"..." Tao Fang felt guilty for the first time for his scumbag behavior of "not marrying He Liao", but he insisted, "Then you didn't spend much time chasing after him, obviously I delivered the goods myself."

Fang Qi tapped his finger on the metal case of the notebook, and looked at him calmly: "If I didn't chase after me, would I have a chance to open the door to sign for it?"

Tao Fang was speechless by Fang Qi's accusation of "wronged and wronged", and immediately pouted his mouth: "I didn't mean it! What are you doing!"

Fang Qi, who clearly talked to him kindly from the beginning to the end: "..."

"I'm just afraid that my eyesight won't work again! Damn, I saw Zhu Yao as such a fool before, and it's more shameful than Wang Zhen!" Tao Fang became more unhappy as he talked, and his voice became louder, "I If you say I haven't slept with anyone, then I haven't slept! It doesn't matter if anyone doesn't believe me, why doesn't my boyfriend believe me?"

The shadow that has been buried deep in my heart has long since taken root, sprouted, and turned into a paranoia that cannot be washed away.

But almost as soon as he finished speaking, Tao Fang realized his gaffe, and his tone fell back: "I liked to play at the time, but I can't lie in the same bed with anyone. In the end, it turned out that I was in his eyes. Just such a casual person..."

Following the tone, Tao Fang's head came down.

He lowered his eyelids slightly, looking at his fingers on the keyboard of the notebook: "He just doesn't believe me, he still doesn't believe me, and he told me that he has forgiven me a long time ago... I feel that my vision is bad, I don't know How did you think he was good when you were blind at the beginning?"

As he said that, Tao Fang curled his lips in a self-deprecating way: "Anyway, this hand split is quite clichéd. I'm obviously serious, but they all think that this kind of thing...is as expected."

Later, Tao Mian completely told Fang Qi all the reasons before and after.

Tao Mian turned out to be a lover of drinking, clubbing, and dancing at night.

Barely hanging on to a passable grade, he spends his money every day, spends a lot of time, and is considered famous in the same-sex circle.

Everyone knows that there is a handsome young man named Tao Mian who never spoils other people's entertainment and enjoys having fun, but only he knows that he has been among thousands of flowers and never touched himself.

Tao Fang never played with others until the end, and he never touched soft drugs. The reason was simple. He was afraid of getting sick, and he wanted to spend a few more years.

But Zhu Yao is a standard child of other people's family. He comes from a scholarly family and has a decent style. When the two fell in love, he was still a graduate student, so he especially looked down on Tao Fang. It revolves around "Tao Fang doesn't look like a student" and "Tao Fang has gone out to fool around again".

"Actually, after I promised to be with him, I restrained myself a lot, and I stopped spending the night outside. At that time, I also wanted to make him happy and improve my English. After a long time, my 'promise' to him turned out to be because I don't refuse anyone."

Before the accident that night, Tao Mian had a quarrel with Zhu Yao, because Zhu Yao went to meet his blind date behind his back. At that time, Tao Mian didn't understand why Zhu Yao was forced by his family to go on a blind date even before he graduated, let alone understand What's more, Zhu Yao not only didn't tell him, but also lied to him.

"I will know that he is on a blind date. Someone told me."

At that time, everyone in the circle only knew that Tao Fang was in a relationship, and they didn't know who the specific partner was. They all laughed at him as a treasure, but in fact, Zhu Yao had always been unwilling to be known about her sexuality.

But there is no impenetrable wall, there are always two well-informed people who can know.

Later, Tao Fang was also informed about Zhu Yao's blind date by those two well-informed people.

"I didn't believe someone sent me a message, so I just skipped class and ran out, thinking that seeing is believing."

"I just sat behind him and watched him eat with that woman, but he also sent me a message, telling me to attend class well and not play with my phone. He has to help the tutor with work and can't take care of me for the time being."

Speaking of this, Tao Fang himself thought it was funny: "It was pretty stupid at the time, and I rushed over with my mobile phone, trying to confront him, but when he saw my little face, he turned pale with fright, and immediately asked the restaurant security to pull me away. Go away and say I'm crazy."

"I was going crazy with anger, but he was also angry at me for being ignorant, not giving him face, embarrassing him, and almost revealing myself."

Tao Fang was not happy, so he called a few cronies and friends to accompany him to go out for a drink that night, and he drank too much.

"Although I play, I seldom get drunk in front of outsiders. I drink very well, and I know it well." Tao Fang said, "But I didn't pay attention that day, and I didn't expect that the wine I drank was not clean."

When Tao Fang woke up again, he was inexplicably lying on the same bed with someone.

But at that time Tao Fang was not the only one who drank too much, that person also drank too much.

He took off Tao Fang and his own clothes, snapped a few photos and collapsed, without doing anything at all.

The moment Zhu Yao saw those photos, he got angry with Tao Fang.

"I still remember the first sentence he said to me. He said to me, 'I knew it, I knew you couldn't change it'."

The sentence "I can't change it" made Tao Fang's heart suddenly cold.

"But I still insisted on explaining it to him. If it doesn't work once, it's twice, and if it doesn't work twice, it's three times. This is a matter of principle. If I say I don't have it, I just don't."

But it turned out that Zhu Yao didn't accept it, because - "it's unreasonable".

"He said that I was naked and slept in the same bed with someone. It's impossible to do nothing. That's unreasonable."

"But that's the way it is, and it just doesn't make sense."

Tao Fang's fingers were always on the right button of his laptop keyboard, and his nails stuck in the cracks to move: "Then they broke up, and he happened to be signed out of the country in the second year of research, and I don't want to see those messy people again, just Wait for the school to study with peace of mind.”

"But Zhu Yao probably thought that my parents didn't know that I was gay until now. In fact, he didn't leave long before my parents knew."

"I lent the USB flash drive to my classmate to test courseware, and plugged it into the all-in-one computer in the classroom. Someone thought it was funny and turned over my USB flash drive and dug out the films inside. Later, I was called a parent, and I didn't bother to explain. Out of the closet."

Tao Mian chose to be an art student at that time purely because he didn't want to stay in school and wanted to go out to take professional courses to change his mind.

"My parents always thought that I would become gay because they didn't care about me, and if I grew crooked, I was annoyed and didn't want to talk to them, so I came here to study."

Fang Qi held Tao Fang's hand as soon as he finished speaking, and he subconsciously raised his head to look at him.

"Click the button again." Fang Qi said so, but his big hand tightly wrapped his hand and did not let go.

Tao Fang's mouth was so pouted that he could hang the oil bottle, and his face was full of grievances, and he couldn't see any part of the joke for a while.

Tao Mian jogged towards Fang Qi's side, and bumped into him: "Look at my little cabbage field, how dare I mess around again, lest I be foolish and unconditional trust again. "

Unexpectedly, Fang Qi's first sentence after listening to the whole story was completely beyond Tao Mian's expectations.

"Then why should he kiss you?"

Fang Qi's rare tone left Tao Fang at a loss for a moment, unable to realize the causal relationship before and after, and it took him a while to understand.

Tao Fang was in a bad mood, and stared at him: "I told you for a long time, did you just think about this?"

"Shouldn't it?" Fang Qi still spoke confidently.

In the end, he was about to take the people away, and Zhu Yao even slapped Tao Fang on the face in front of him. If Baditum hadn't appeared later, Fang Qi felt that he might be violent.

Tao Fang didn't hold back for a moment, and laughed, the bitterness brought by the memories was swept away immediately, leaning on Fang Qi's body, he was very happy.

Before going to bed that night, Fang Qi dropped the dirty underwear of the two of them into the laundry basket, and told Tao Fang who was wiping his hands with toilet paper.

"Zhu Yao just hasn't been taught by you. I really can't worry about you at all."

Tao Fang was happy again: "It's my fault."

"I feel like pork outside waiting to be sold." Fang Qi also smiled, "I have to wait for you to give me a seal before I can put it on the bed."

"It's amazing. Pork has to be known." Tao Fang wanted to applaud Fang Qi just because of his down-to-earth attitude.

Fang Qi wiped his hands clean, and threw them together with the toilet paper in Tao Fang's hand into the trash can next to the bed.

"Secretary Zhao tweeted in my official account that the pork with the steel seal and blue seal is the regular pork that has passed the quarantine."

"I can't tell, Secretary Zhao even knows this kind of official account?" Tao Fang shook his head, not convinced.

Regardless of Tao Fang's objection, Fang Qi pulled the thin blanket that he had kicked to the end of the bed to cover the two of them, stretched out his leg to press down on his leg that was about to push the quilt, and said, "So I'm going to wait for the recent things to be over and give him a warmer." salary."

Tao Fang immediately thought of the "business" in Xiao Zhang's mouth, and said with a smile, "Boss Fang is generous."

"I'm not generous." Fang Qi said, reaching out to press the light switch by the bed, "I secretly locked the drawer where you put the obsidian, don't wear it in the future, and tell me if you are in a bad mood."

Tao Fang touched his pillow from his own in the darkness, and ran on him: "Have you checked again? I said, are you serious about working in the office all day long, Mr. Fang, why don't you check everything. "

The obsidian is said to be able to absorb people's negative energy, and it was Zhu Yao who felt that Tao Fang had a bad temper and gave it to him.

"I've placed an order, and SF Express should be able to arrive on the last night of tomorrow."

"You just told me before you took a shower that you placed an order just after seeing the brand? Return to SF Express?"

"Isn't it time to place an order after seeing it?"

"Then you still ask me?"

"The future will be long, will there be conflicts?"

"Pfft—" Tao Fang almost sprayed Fang Qi's face with saliva, "You are awesome."

The author has something to say: Passer-by: I don’t think it’s ok, and you didn’t even say a few words of comfort.

Mr. Fang who dismisses verbal comfort: the days are still long.