After being dressed as cannon fodder, I just want to live

Fang Bai's arms loosened.

My heart softened again.

At first she thought that she was the person who knew Ji Yuning best in the book, but the experience of the past few days told her that Ji Yuning was a real person, not the "Harry Potter" that was limited to her imagination in her mind.

Fang Bai clearly realized that he didn't know Ji Yuning well, didn't understand what she wanted to do, and didn't know why she did it.

Facing the adult Ji Yuning, Fang Bai will always feel powerless.

At the beginning, she could still stay by her side as a guardian, she could preach on matters, and she could find excuses when she was angry.

Fang Bai understood that when Ji Yuning was eighteen, after she returned all the things Lu Xia left behind to Ji Yuning, her relationship with Ji Yuning's guardian and ward ended at that moment.

She has no status to discipline Ji Yuning.

Regarding what Tian Ji Yuning said and did these days, Fang Bai would only ask some questions about her, and Fang Bai would not say a word about the rest.

But it can't go on like this now.

She can do nothing every day, do whatever comes to her mind, and waste her life at will.

But Ji Yuning can't do it, she is a proud child, has ambition and aspirations, she is someone who will shine, not in this small room, trapped in front of a ten-inch electronic screen.

In front of the bedroom door, Fang Bai stopped in his footsteps, and slowly clenched the hand hanging on the side of his leg. After taking a deep breath, Fang Bai turned around.

Ji Yuning stopped with Fang Bai as early as when Fang Bai stopped.

The low temperature of the air conditioner made people feel chilly. Seeing that Fang Bai was wearing a suspender nightdress, Ji Yuning looked at the person who lowered his head and didn't know what he was thinking, and called softly, "Auntie?"

The thick eyelashes trembled, Fang Bai slowly raised his head, the usual gentleness on his face was gone, replaced by a rare coldness.

Seeing this, Ji Yuning's expression gradually faded.

Fang Bai didn't make a sound, she looked at Ji Yuning, her gaze swept aside from head to toe.

The mole on the arm caused Fang Bai to look at it for a few more seconds, and then there were several scars on the legs, which could not be found if he didn't look carefully.

Fang Bai's breathing slowed down, and he said in a very low voice, "Turn around."

The coldness on his face became more and more intense. If someone who knew Fang Bai saw this, they might not dare to approach him at all.

It's like a different person.

Ji Yuning silently turned around obediently.

When the back was fully displayed in front of Fang Bai, Fang Bai said again: "Pick up the clothes."

Ji Yuning paused for a moment, without asking why, crossed her hands and grabbed the hem of the clothes, and slowly lifted up the short sleeves on her body. Just as the clothes were about to be lifted over her chest, the person behind her called out: "Enough."

At this time, Ji Yuning's upper body was covered by clothes on the front and back, and the position under the chest was all exposed to the air, showing in Fang Bai's eyes.

Ji Yuning's hands were still holding on to the clothes, and the part that was not caught was hanging loosely, half covering the back line.

But the waist position was not covered by clothes, and the two shallow waist dimples shrank slightly on the edge of the underwear, as if they knew they would be seen by others.

And half an hour ago, the peach buttocks and slender legs that were still covered by clothes were all caught in people's eyes.

Fang Bai didn't pay attention to these things, after Ji Yuning lifted her clothes, her eyes fell on the middle of Ji Yuning's back.

The marks on the back are more obvious than those on the arms, but only on closer inspection.

Ji Yuning supported her clothes, and looked sideways slightly, she saw Fang Bai staring at her body, the indifference in her eyes disappeared, and her throat tightened.

Breathing shortly for two seconds, Ji Yuning looked away, trying to put down her clothes.

But at this moment, her body, which had been blown a little cold, felt a little warm against her back.

Fang Bai's fingertips walked along the direction of the light marks, Ji Yuning's body tensed up instantly, and his heart felt numb along with his body.

Ji Yuning called hoarsely: "Auntie."

She spoke out to stop Fang Bai from continuing.

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But instead of showing signs of stopping, the hand swiping behind his back changed from a little fingertip to a fingertip.

Rubbing his fingertips, Fang Bai recalled the scene when he gave medicine to a child.

Ji Yuning's throat tightened, "Fang Bai, you—"

Before he finished speaking, Fang Bai's voice sounded in his ear: "Why don't you leave?"

The flat tone was enough to make Ji Yuning's body tremble more than the temperature of the air conditioner.

Ignoring Ji Yuning's sudden trembling, Fang Bai pointed his fingers behind her, "Here, here, and those on your legs and arms are all marks left by me. You will not forget how much it hurt at that time."

"What are you still doing by my side?" Fang Bai curled up his fingers, whispering out the questions accumulated in his heart, "Don't you... hate me?"

She said the previous words on purpose, she wanted to stimulate Ji Yuning to leave, Fang Bai didn't want to ask the last sentence at first, but this sentence has been held in her heart for a long time, she wants to know the answer.

I don't want to have any regrets.

When Fang Bai spoke, Ji Yuning listened quietly without saying a word.

After the little warmth on the back disappeared, together with the agitation at the apex of her heart, Ji Yuning slowly put down her clothes.

The clothes fell down, and no matter what traces there were on the back, they were tightly covered.

Only pure white cloth will be seen.

Ji Yuning turned to Fang Bai, she didn't seem to be stimulated by Fang Bai's words, there was no wave on her face, but her eyes were heavy, "Before I answer these questions, I also want to ask you a question."

The reaction of the person in front of him was not what Fang Bai expected at all. Hearing Ji Yuning's words, Fang Bai was stunned by the fake indifference on his face, "...Huh?"

Seeing this scene, Ji Yuning hid a smile deep in her eyes, but her face was downcast instead of a smile, "Auntie first promised to answer me truthfully."

Fang Bai hesitated, his intuition told her that there was a pit ahead, but she had no choice but to jump.

Deliberately ambiguous the answer, Fang Bai nodded: "You ask."

Noticing the cautiousness in Fang's vernacular, Ji Yuning grabbed hold of it and said in a low voice, "Say yes."

"." Fang Bai pursed his voice, "I agree."

Ji Yuning gave a "hmm" and took half a step forward.

At the moment when Fang Bai's eyes met, Ji Yuning asked slowly: "What did Lu Xiaomei say to you in the coffee shop three years ago?"

Invisible electric sparks burst out in the converging sightlines.

It was so quiet that you could hear a needle drop.

The two stood there relatively silently. I don't know how long it took. Finally, Fang Bai turned his head away, and the silent confrontation ended.

Fang Bai thought about many questions, but he didn't expect Ji Yuning to ask this.

She said, "Is it important?"

Ji Yuning rolled her eyelids, "It's important."

Only then will she know...why Fang Bai left.

I can also know what to do so that I won't worry about seeing Fang Bai again.

Don't look aside and return to Ji Yuning, Fang Bai repeatedly jumps between saying and not saying, when he hesitated, he only heard Ji Yuning say: "Auntie just promised me."

Ji Yuning's words were like a catalyst, pushing Fang Bai to make a decision. After a few seconds after her words fell, Fang Bai said, "Your background."

Ji Yuning had already guessed this point at the beginning, Fang Bai knew she was working without even asking, and affirmed the answer.

"What else?" Ji Yuning asked.

With the beginning, it will be much easier to say later, "I refused to say that I want to join hands with you to deal with you."

Fang Bai paused, and after glancing at Ji Yuning, he couldn't help lowering his eyes, and said the key to her decision to leave: "And... your cooperation with Li Shi."

When Li Shi was mentioned, combined with Fang Bai's question, Ji Yuning understood it instantly.

Fang Bai thought she hated her, and then turned against the Fang family, and then used the power of the Lu family to get rid of the Fang family...

Ji Yuning frowned, feeling that something was missing.

With a light tone, she asked, "That's all?"

Of course not, the most important thing is that I will be cannon fodder by you, but I can't tell you that.

Fang Bai exhaled: "Well, that's all."

Fang Bai's arm was grabbed by someone, and he was dragged into an embrace the next second.

The tip of the nose touched the soft fabric, and the faint scent of lemon entered the nose.

It's the smell of her new laundry detergent.

Fang Bai likes this fragrance very much.

Just as Fang Bai was sniffing the scent of lemons, Ji Yuning said with a smile next to his ear: "Silly aunt."

Fang Bai has never been described as stupid, she subconsciously wanted to get out of Ji Yuning's arms, and then retorted 'you are stupid', but she couldn't break free from the hands locked around her waist.

At this time, Ji Yuning said again: "Because of her words, you have been hiding from me for three years? If I don't look for you, will you continue to hide?"

no.yes.Fang Bai answered in his heart.

After waiting, Ji Yuning knew that she would not be able to wait for Fang Bai's answer, she sighed silently, and said, "I didn't cooperate with Mrs. Li, not even once."

Fang Bai looked at Ji Yuning in surprise.

When Fang Bai looked over, Ji Yuning approached Fang Bai, "Now I will answer your question——"

When the distance was only ten centimeters, Ji Yuning whispered: "I don't hate you."

I only have you, how can I hate you?

The answer was almost the same as expected, Fang Bai was a little dazed: "Really?"

Letting go of Fang Bai, Ji Yuning took half a step back, looked at Fang Bai squarely and said, "I never lied to you."

Immediately afterwards, the corners of Ji Yuning's lips curled up: "Auntie lied to me more times."

Maybe Fang Bai had a guilty conscience, Ji Yuning said this with a smile, but she heard some grievances and complaints.

Isn't that all for survival.Fang Bai found an excuse.

When Ji Yuning said that, all the emotions that Fang Bai had brewed in her heart were swept away, and her shyness made her forget to ask Ji Yuning why she didn't hate her, and only remembered the question she had always cared about.

Fang Bai cleared his throat, and looked into Shang Ji Yuning's dark eyes, "That means, you still treat me as an aunt?"

Ji Yuning's eyes fell on Fang Baihong's lips, and her eyes became darker, "If Auntie wants to try other identities, I can do it too."

"?" Fang Bai's expression froze, but he quickly licked his lower lip and said, "Little Mom, I wanted to hear you call me that before."

This way she has a new identity.

Really selected?

Ji Yuning smiled, and rubbed the top of Fang Bai's head with her hand, "Don't bark."

Fang Bai didn't expect Ji Yuning to call her, if Ji Yuning did, it would be really scary.

But Fang Bai didn't compromise, she said: "You said it yourself."

Ji Yuning nodded, and said slowly: "I also want to experience the feeling of deceiving people."

"..." Fang Bai smiled slightly: "Really?"

Ji Yuning nodded.

Fang Bai took a step back, put his hand on the bedroom door, "You sleep in the living room tonight."

Before Ji Yuning could react, the door was closed from the inside.

Three seconds later, the door was pulled open.

Fang Bai stuffed Ji Yuning's quilt and pillow into her arms, and said, "Remember to close the balcony door, so as not to catch the wind."

After speaking, the door was closed again with a soft "bang".

Ji Yuning didn't intend to push the door open, she still had work to do, so it happened to be more convenient.

Looking at the door, recalling Fang Bai's actions, Ji Yuning's low laughter echoed in the empty living room.

Like clear springs and flowing water, it is very pleasant to the ear.

Leaning behind the door, waiting for Ji Yuning to knock or shout, Fang Bai, who was about to open the door and let people into the room, returned to the bed directly after hearing the laughter.

Just sleep on the sofa.

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Xiao Ji's diary:

How can you not take off half of your clothes when you take them off!

...Auntie likes this tune?