After being dressed as cannon fodder, I just want to live

Fang Bai has not yet recovered from the shock of Ji Yuning's sudden appearance.

The subconscious reaction of the body is the truest portrayal of the heart.

Where to go?

Run of course.

Fang Bai pretended not to hear the voice behind him, continued to move forward, and then ran away.

And she did.

But before Fang Bai could take a step, Ji Yuning's voice sounded again: "Why is Auntie leaving when she sees me?"

The puzzled tone contained obvious grievances, just like being reunited after being discarded, and facing the second discard before there is time for joy.

Fang Bai's footsteps stopped, she didn't quite believe that this was the tone that Ji Yuning would say.

Poor, it's more like bait to lure her into the bait.

Although he told himself not to be fooled, Fang Bai still hesitated to leave.

There's no denying that she was hooked.

There were slight footsteps behind her, and then Ji Yuning's voice was directly behind her, "Auntie thought she saw a ghost?"

Isn't that right, the ghost who took my life.

Fang Bai took a deep breath, suppressed the surprise and hesitation in his eyes, and turned around.

Ji Yuning was standing half a step away from Fang Bai, the too close distance made Fang Bai breathe a lot easier.

The soft light in his eyes flickered, and Fang Bai was staring at the person he hadn't seen in three years.

She wanted to see Ji Yuning.

Now that Ji Yuning appeared in front of her eyes, she didn't have to secretly look at it, she could look more carefully, and it was as if she had made a wish before she died.

The glance just now was too hasty, Fang Bai only saw Ji Yuning's mature facial features, now standing face to face, only to realize that the child is actually half a head taller than her?

Fang Bai lowered his eyes and saw that Ji Yuning was wearing white sneakers with not very thick soles.

...how is it so tall?

Fang Bai lowered his head to study Ji Yuning's shoes, but in the eyes of those who didn't know this behavior, it was because he didn't want to see the person standing opposite her, and it was a silence with nothing to say.

The cracks in Ji Yuning's heart are getting bigger and bigger.

She remembered the scene she saw a few minutes ago.

Before seeing her, Fang Bai was still reluctant to part with someone, and he still had a smile on his face after watching her leave.

The smile is such a joy.

The moment he recognized her, Fang Bai turned around without hesitation, turning a deaf ear to her words.

q衤君君⒏⒎⒈⑥⑧③①㈤㈤

Ji Yuning's mood fell from the cloud to the mud in an instant. She arranged her work very quickly and drove to Nancheng in five hours. The anticipation and joy that could not be described in words during the journey were reduced to ashes at that moment.

Fang Bai is doing well.

Without her, Fang Bai was doing well.

The heart seemed to be squeezed by someone, and the numb and crisp pain instantly hit the whole body.

Fang Bai can do without her,

But she really couldn't live without Fang Bai.

Suppressing all emotions, Ji Yuning's eyes gradually regained clarity, no matter what happens in the future, it will be good for Fang Bai to be by her side.

Lowering her head, Ji Yuning looked at Fang Bai's hair. She didn't know when she dyed her hair. Her long brown hair matched the white dress very well, showing her gentleness.

At this moment, Fang Bai just raised his head, his eyes met, Fang Bai's expression froze for a while.

Thinking back, she seemed to have compared her height with Ji Yuning before, but it turned out that she had accumulated a lot of money.

Fang Bai clutched the chain of the bag, distracted his attention, and said to Ji Yuning, "Auntie just didn't expect to see you here."

This sentence is true.

Fang Bai really didn't expect to meet Ji Yuning.

In fact, Fang Bai still had some expectations in his heart, thinking that the time for the original owner to be cannon fodder had passed, her disappearance might have replaced this part of the plot, and then the plot continued to develop, Ji Yuning would not pay attention to her, and would not seek revenge from her.

But judging from the current situation, she really thought too much.

She forgot that the damage the original owner brought to Ji Yuning cannot be erased; she forgot that the hostility in Ji Yuning's eyes was only for her; she forgot that she left without saying goodbye when Ji Yuning was preparing cannon fodder for her. It's like sharpening a knife to slaughter a sheep, but the sheep ran away; I forgot that Ji Yuning is a Scorpio...

Fang Bai's mind was a little messed up, to the point where he even moved out the constellations.

Not entirely scared by Ji Yuning, but thinking about what Ji Yuning would do to her.

Ji Yuning raised the corners of her mouth and asked with a smile: "Auntie, won't you invite me to sit up?"

sit?

doing what?

Fang Bai clutched his bag, said in a low voice, "My house is a mess, I'm afraid you won't get used to it, why don't you come back tomorrow?"

Fang Bai prayed in his heart that Ji Yuning would agree, then she could—

Before she finished thinking about the thoughts in her heart, Ji Yuning spoke out for her.

"Auntie wants to run away overnight?"

Fang Bai fell into silence, she wanted to ask Ji Yuning if she understood what it means to see through but not tell through!

After three seconds of delay, Fang Bai looked at Ji Yuning, "Why? I'm really just afraid that you won't get used to it."

Fang Bairou smiled and suggested, "Why don't Auntie take you back to the hotel?"

Ji Yuning didn't book a hotel, she drove here directly.

"Auntie." Ji Yuning called.

Fang Bai looked at her.

Ji Yuning said softly, "I haven't eaten dinner yet."

This sentence accurately captured Fang Bai's mind.

Hearing that Ji Yuning hadn't eaten yet, Fang Bai immediately forgot everything, and she said, "I'll take you to dinner."

Said Fang Bai turned around again, but Ji Yuning grabbed his wrist the moment he turned around.

In the scorching summer, the temperature of Ji Yuning's palms was a little low.

The wrist is cool.

Fang Bai's first reaction was that Ji Yuning was blown by the night wind. She stroked Ji Yuning's arm with the other hand and felt that Ji Yuning's arm was also cold. Fang Bai instinctively asked: "How long will you stand here?" Already? Is it cold?"

Three hours, not cold.

Ji Yuning lowered her eyes, Fang Bai's concern made her feel sour, thinking that Fang Bai would do the same to others, she couldn't help but loosen Fang Bai's hand, and finally slipped down slowly, holding Fang Bai's. hand.

How long has it been since I held this hand.

I dreamed about it many times in my dream, but I never felt the soft and hot temperature of my hands.

Ji Yuning grabbed Fang Bai tightly.

Fang Bai paid attention to Ji Yuning's abnormal body temperature. The child's physical fitness has always been poor, and he doesn't know if he has been transferred over the past few years.

Seeing that Ji Yuning didn't answer, Fang Bai said softly, "Let's go, eat and warm up."

If it doesn't work, I can only take Ji Yuning to the community hospital to have her temperature checked to see if she has a low-grade fever.

At this moment, Fang Bai also noticed the two holding hands, she didn't think about it, instead she pulled Ji Yuning to go out.

But the people behind him remained motionless.

Fang Bai tilted his head, but before he could say what was on his lips, Ji Yuning said first: "Auntie seems to have forgotten."

Ji Yuning said slowly, "You still owe me a bowl of noodles."

Ten minutes later, Fang Bai stood in the kitchen, with a pot about to boil in front of him.

After all, she brought Ji Yuning home and cooked the bowl of birthday noodles that she owed for three years.

I still feel ashamed, otherwise after Ji Yuning said he owed her face, Fang Bai wouldn't even be able to say a word of refusal.

Is she leading the wolf into the house?When Ji Yuning is full, should I study what to do with her?Cutting into eight pieces or maybe peeling cramps?

Fang Bai didn't think about it anymore, because the water in the pot was already boiling, and it was time for her to cook the noodles.

At the door of the kitchen, Ji Yuning was leaning there, her dark eyes flickering, her eyes fixed on the man in the apron who was cracking eggs into the pan.

Fang Bai threw the trash backwards, and seeing the figure at the door from the corner of his eye, he couldn't help being stunned, and blurted out, "Is one egg enough?"

"…Um."

Ji Yuning walked into the kitchen.

The kitchen is built on the balcony, and the space is very small. Ji Yuning only took one step and stood beside Fang Bai.

Downstairs, the lights were bright and dim, and even if she could see the other person's face clearly, the figure was still blurred. She could imagine that the other party was still a three-year-old child, but now under the dazzling incandescent light, Ji Yuning's face was extremely clear In the eyes, her imagination was destroyed, not to mention, in the few seconds they looked at each other, it seemed that Ji Yuning had seen all the thoughts in her heart, and there was nowhere to hide.

Fang Bai suddenly felt... a little embarrassed.

Although Ji Yuning didn't say anything, she just stood quietly beside her.

When the noodles were cooked and the two of them sat face to face at the dining table, Fang Bai still hadn't recovered.

There is only one bowl of noodles on the table.

Ji Yuning asked, "Auntie, won't you eat?"

Fang Bai replied: "I have eaten."

Ji Yuning's eyes showed a trace of hostility, but she smiled slightly: "Did you eat with the person who brought aunt back?"

Did Ji Yuning see it?

Fang Bai nodded: "Yes."

Ji Yuning lowered her head, no matter how delicious the noodles in front of her eyes, she lost her appetite.

The atmosphere at the dining table fell silent.

In the end, Ji Yuning picked up the chopsticks and ate the noodles with her head down, breaking the silence.

The white hands under the table are half-clasped, and the white hands above the table are looking at Ji Yuning's lowered head.

Her embarrassment has not subsided, and she even feels a little weird.

The person who obviously wanted to cannon her was sitting opposite her and eating the noodles she cooked.

Especially when Ji Yuning ate without making a sound, the quiet atmosphere made Fang Bai want to find a topic even more.

And the center of the topic is to make Ji Yuning happier after hearing it.

Fang Bai thought of Mu Xuerou.

As soon as Mu Xuerou's name flashed, Fang Bai asked, "How is Xiao Mu now?"

Ji Yuning stopped eating noodles, she put down her chopsticks, raised her head to look at Fang Bai, and the emotion in her eyes faded.

She looked at Fang Bai calmly.

Fang Bai was silent, Ji Yuning and Mu Xuerou seemed to have lost contact during this period of time, and they haven't been in touch yet.

But she is so hidden, Ji Yuning can find her, why can't she find Mu Xuerou who just went abroad to study?

"... "

Ji Yuning didn't answer, Fang Bai thought that he had poked Ji Yuning's sadness, and slid his fingers across the tip of his nose to cover up his embarrassment.

She had no choice but to choose someone who could bring back good memories for the two of them, and asked softly, "What about Beibei?"

When Fang Bai was talking, his gaze kept on Ji Yuning's face. She saw that when she asked Beibei, the calm Ji Yuning's face gradually sank, and her brows froze.

With a heavy expression, it seemed that Fang Bai's words had brought back bad memories.

Within a second, Fang Bai's heart tightened suddenly.

Looking at Ji Yuning's appearance, Beibei seems to be...gone?

Fang Bai's eyelashes trembled, and he asked cautiously, "Because of what?"

Ji Yuning raised her eyes after hearing this, and immediately understood what Fang Bai had misunderstood.

Maybe it was to see if Fang Bai didn't care, or maybe it was for other reasons, Ji Yuning didn't reply right away.

And Ji Yuning's silence is more like confirming that Beibei has gone to the cat star.

Ten seconds later, seeing the woman's eyes flooded with water, and tears were about to roll down her cheeks, Ji Yuning said hoarsely, "It's fine."

Fang Bai, feeling emotional: "...?"

Looking at Fang Bai's reddish eye sockets, Ji Yuning's heartbeat became disordered for no reason, and she called out in a hoarse voice, "Fang Bai."

Fang Bai felt that she was being teased by Ji Yuning, and when Ji Yuning called her, he let out a light "hmm" from his nose.

Ji Yuning thought that she could manage not to ask Fang Bai and those self-defeating questions.

But when everyone was concerned about Fang Bai but didn't ask anything about her, Ji Yuning still couldn't hold back.

"What about me?" she asked.

If I died in the three years when you disappeared, would you also shed tears for me in a few seconds?

Fang Bai was stunned, not understanding the meaning of Ji Yuning's question, "What's wrong with you?"

The author has something to say:

Xiao Ji: Auntie seems to have forgotten that you still owe me a bowl of noodles.

Aunt Fang: (put the cooked noodles on the table)

Xiao Ji: Auntie please take the initiative to lie on the table.