After being dressed as cannon fodder, I just want to live

Ji Yuning's words stopped suddenly, but Mu Xuerou didn't notice something was wrong, because after asking the question, Mu Xuerou realized something, she said: "I forgot, you don't know either."

Mu Xuerou has a few friends who are in puppy love. Asking them the question just now may still get the answer, but ask Ji Yuning—how can the first grader fall in love with puppy, let alone kiss.

Ji Yuning lowered her eyelashes and said in a low voice, "Yes."

After speaking out what was suffocating in her heart, Mu Xuerou exhaled, and the boredom was swept away.

She smiled softly and said to Ji Yuning: "Actually, I've been on Baidu, and it's said on the Internet that girls kiss girls..."

After half a sentence, Mu Xuerou's voice fell silent, and Ji Yuning held the phone without saying a word.

After a while, Mu Xuerou's voice came through the receiver: "Yu Ning, my mother told me to eat, I'll hang up first~"

Ji Yuning: "Yes."

When the phone was hung up, Ji Yuning put the phone back to its original position.

It's just a little stiff, and the movement is slow for a few seconds.

The left hand was pressed against the table again, and the right hand holding the pen was still on the writing, but Ji Yuning's attention could no longer focus on the question.

How does it feel to kiss?

Ji Yuning wanted to answer Mu Xuerou with "I don't know", because she has never had such an experience, so naturally she doesn't know.But when I didn't say a word, Fang Bai's face suddenly appeared in her mind.

Hotel, swimming pool.

She huddled and deliberately sank to the bottom of the pool.

At that time, Ji Yuning's attention was all on another matter, and she couldn't remember how Fang Bai saved her.

The dazzling water waves are like swaying starlight, and the moon in the water rushing towards her and the breath in Du's mouth all poured into her mind.

The pictures in her memory overlapped, Ji Yuning clearly remembered how she was brought to the surface by Fang Bai, she even remembered the shuddering feeling of suffocation, but she forgot what the touch was like.

Does artificial respiration count as a kiss?

It doesn't count.

That is pure redemption.

Can…

Can it be counted?

At some point, Ji Yuning put down the pen and took the phone in her hand.

When Ji Yuning looked down at the screen, she found that she had already opened the browser.

【Girls and girls——】

Before Ji Yuning finished typing, a few entries popped up under the search box:

【What does it feel like when a girl kisses a girl】

【How do girls fall in love with girls】

【Girls and girls how to drive】

Ji Yuning frowned.

The former one is what she wants to search, and the latter two?

Especially the last one obviously didn't match what she searched for.

Although Ji Yuning didn't understand what driving meant, her first impression told her that it must not be the kind of driving with a driver's license.

I don't know if it was to confirm whether the suspicion in my heart was correct, or maybe it was because the little flame of curiosity was ignited, Ji Yuning paused her finger on the screen for a few seconds, and finally clicked on the third entry.

One second, two seconds.

In the third second, when Ji Yuning slid down the screen——

"looking at what?"

Another voice came out of nowhere in the room.

After the meal, Fang Bai sat on the coffee table and licked the cat while eating the fruit after the meal.

After careful nursing, Beibei's hair has become thicker and her body has become rounder. It is very comfortable to hold in her arms and feels good to the touch.

After eating a small plate of blueberries, Fang Bai took out a tissue to wipe his hands, and caught a glimpse of the corner of the coffee table from the corner of his eye while throwing out the trash.

Ji Yuning's medicine was placed there.

Fang Bai thought for a while, then picked up Bei Bei who was on the sofa, and said, "Let's go and deliver medicine to Xiao Ning~ Let her catch a cold soon~"

Beibei rested her front paw on Fang Bai's arm, and said softly, "Meow~"

He couldn't tell whether he agreed or disagreed, Fang Bai always classified it as agreeing.

Bending down to pick up the medicine box, Fang Bai carried Beibei to the attic step by step.

The door of Ji Yuning's room was not closed, Fang Bai stood at the door, and saw Ji Yuning looking at something with her mobile phone.

Fang Bai didn't rush into Ji Yuning's room, bent his hand holding the medicine, and knocked on the door three times with his knuckles.

Although the knock on the door was not very loud, the people in the room could hear it.

But the person sitting in the chair remained motionless, staring at the phone intently.

Fang Bai raised his eyebrows, put his hands on top of Beibei's head, walked towards Ji Yuning and asked, "What are you looking at?"

Didn't even hear her knock on the door.

The person on the chair froze for a second. After realizing that it was Fang Bai, he put away his phone calmly, then raised his eyes to Fang Bai and said, "Search the question."

His black eyes were full of calm, very calm.

But in a place where Fang Bai couldn't see, Ji Yuning clenched her phone tightly and tried to lower her breath, trying to calm down the sudden rapid heartbeat.

Fang Bai didn't see the content displayed on Ji Yuning's screen, she squinted at the exercise book on the table, she had no doubt about Ji Yuning's words, put the medicine in her hand on the table, "Take the medicine first."

Ji Yuning said in a low voice, "Thank you."

Fang Bai said that you are welcome, and turned to leave.

Beibei in her arms struggled twice, jumped to the ground, twirled her tail twice in the room, and then jumped onto Ji Yuning's bed.

Fang Bai stopped it: "Beibei, come down."

Ji Yuning took the medicine, looked at the cat huddled together on the bed, "Let it be here."

"Aren't you afraid that it will do bad things on your bed?" Fang Bai chuckled, walked to the bed and hugged Beibei.

Ji Yuning: "It can go to the toilet."

Fang Bai was about to tell Ji Yuning that he should not be used to going to the bathroom, but he turned his head to meet Ji Yuning's dark eyes.

Fang Bai's heart palpitated, he always felt that something was wrong with Ji Yuning today, and the emotion in his eyes was stronger than usual.

The only thing that remains the same is that no matter how much she looks at each other, her eyes can't reach the depths of Ji Yuning's eyes at all, and she can't see any thoughts of the other party.

Fang Bai staggered his eyes and shifted to Ji Yuning's dry lips.

May be caused by a cold.

Fang Bai's words abruptly changed to: "Do you have lip balm?"

Fang Bai's eyes were too straightforward, even when he asked, people immediately knew the reason.

Ji Yuning pursed her lower lip, ignoring the dryness of her lips, "No."

Beibei was shaking in his arms, Fang held its small head with his white hands, and said to Ji Yuning, "Come with me."

Ji Yuning only responded after Fang Bai walked three steps away. She slowly got up from the chair to ensure that her work would not be seen. Ji Yuning unlocked the phone and exited the browser calmly.

Then Ji Yuning put the phone on the table, and followed Fang Bai down the second floor with a silent expression.

On the second floor, Fang Bai put Beibei on the ground and let it run around.

She said to the people behind her, "I have lipstick in my room, come in with me, and I'll bring it to you."

Ji Yuning's hands were hanging by her side, before she could answer, Fang Bai had already entered her bedroom.

This is the third time Ji Yuning entered Fang Bai's bedroom.

Compared with the previous two times, apart from the change in Ji Yuning's mentality, the feeling of the room is also the same.

To say that it used to be like a cold hotel room, it is now a little warmer.Obviously not much has changed, just a few more decorations, and two or three more plush toys on the bed.

Also, the group photo on the bedside table.

Fang Bai took out the lip balm from the drawer, straightened up and saw Ji Yuning standing not far from the door, looking at somewhere in the house.

Fang Bai followed Ji Yuning's gaze, and saw the photo as well.

The photo is a group photo of Fang Bai and Ji Yuning.

It was taken by Mu Xuerou for them in front of a scenic spot in Qingshi.

In the photo, Ji Yuning frowned slightly, looking at the camera with cold eyes, her hands were straight on her legs, her body was as straight as a statue in a scenic spot.Compared to Ji Yuning, Fang Bai looked more comfortable, with one hand in her coat pocket and the other hand beckoning to her face.

Fang Bai withdrew his gaze, with a smile on the corner of his mouth: "How do you feel? I asked Uncle Li to wash it out yesterday."

In addition to this one, there are a few photos with Mu Xuerou, He Ziyan, and several people who have been together, but this one is the one placed on the bedside.

Fang Bai seized the opportunity and said softly: "The ones with Xiaomu and Ziyan were also washed out, but they were all included in the photo album. Auntie picked one that I think looks good and put it outside. What do you think?"

Ji Yuning turned her head, "It's pretty."

Fang Bai was surprised, the words didn't seem to come from Ji Yuning's mouth, but they hit her heart.

Fang Bai smiled, and gave the things in his hand to Ji Yuning, "It's new, never used."

Ji Yuning lowered her eyebrows, a small square plastic box, different from her usual cylindrical shape.

Ji Yuning took it, and slowly lifted the lid.

Looking at the yellowing paste in the box, I knew that it needs to be applied with fingers.

Ji Yuning frowned unconsciously, and was about to go back to find a cotton swab.

Seeing that Ji Yuning didn't move, Fang Bai subconsciously asked, "Do you want me to help you?"

After asking, Fang Bai gave the answer himself, no need.

Unexpectedly, after Ji Yuning hesitated for a while, she hummed lightly, "It's troublesome."

Fang Bai was stunned for a few seconds, then recovered and said, "I'm going to wash my hands."

She hugged the cat just now.

Half a minute later, Fang Bai wiped off the water stains on her hands with a paper towel, opened the lid, and twirled the ointment with her fingertips.

Ji Yuning stood where she was, silently watching Fang Bai's actions.

She didn't know how to agree.

It may be that the cotton swab is uncomfortable.

Fang Bai raised his finger in front of her, commanding Ji Yuning to open his mouth softly.

When Ji Yuning's tightly pursed lips opened slightly, Fang Bai's finger wrapped in cream touched Ji Yuning's lips.

The paste was very cold, and the temperature of Fang Bai's fingertips rendered the paste, and the fingers moved left and right on Ji Yuning's lips, causing a tingling sensation between the lips.

After applying it, the lips are moisturized. Although there is only a thin layer, the slippery feeling that does not belong to the body only makes people feel thick.

The fingers on the lips move away.

Ji Yuning couldn't help lowering her lips, wanting to lick that heavy layer.

The finger that could be removed unexpectedly stuck back, Fang Bai's fingertips pressed against Ji Yuning's lips, and Ji Yuning's lips pressed Fang Bai's fingertips together.

Ji Yuning was stunned, an indistinct panic flashed across her eyes.

Fang Bai didn't take it seriously, she pulled out her pinched fingers, tapped on Ji Yuning's lips, and said softly, "It's not evenly spread here."

Ji Yuning looked away, "...um."

Closing the lid, Fang Bai stuffed the lipstick into Ji Yuning's hand, "This is for you, just put it on when your lips are dry, otherwise it will be very painful to dry and bleed."

Ji Yuning didn't answer, she saw Fang Bai pick up the makeup mirror on the table, rubbing his fingers against his lips in front of the mirror.

And just a second ago, that finger was removed from her lips.

But the ointment on his finger was newly made by Fang Bai.

But there will still be some paste left, right?

Ji Yuning's heart beat faster.

Fang Bai was putting on lipstick, when he turned around and saw Ji Yuning was still standing aside, he asked, "Is there anything else?"

"You..." Ji Yuning clenched her hands tightly.

"Huh?" Fang Bai was puzzled.

Seeing this, Ji Yuning let go of her hands, said "It's all right", and left the room without looking back.

Fang Bai felt a little inexplicable.

"..."

Back in the room, Ji Yuning sat on the bed for a while.

The cold eyebrows gradually changed.

After an unknown amount of time, Ji Yuning picked up her phone and clicked on the browser that she hastily closed.

This time she didn't order anything else, but directly typed the question she wanted to know: [What does it feel like for a girl to kiss a girl]

The first webpage told Ji Yuning the answer:

[Answer: Very soft and sweet! 】

very soft.

Very sweet.

Ji Yuning's gaze stopped at the strawberry-flavored lip balm on the table,

…will there be strawberry sweetness?

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Xiao Ji: Auntie's fingers taste like strawberries!