After being dressed as cannon fodder, I just want to live

Ji Yuning turned and went upstairs, Fang Bai paused when he opened the refrigerator door.

Almost.

It was almost exposed.

Fang Bai knew that the things she did did not conform to the original owner's design, but if she followed the original owner's design, those two years would not be enough, or ten years would not be enough to melt Ji Yu Ning's frozen heart.

Although Ji Yuning's attitude towards her is the same as before, even if it only warms the tip of the iceberg, she may still escape from Ji Yuning's hands after that, Fang Bai is making changes bit by bit, wanting to Ji Yuning's presence will have a subtle influence on her.

Although he was ready to be asked "Why did the change become so big", Ji Yuning's sudden sentence "When did you learn to cook" just now made Fang Bai's heart skip a beat.

Fang Bai had already told Ji Yuning the answer to the former question, because he wanted to treat her well, so he did the opposite of the original owner.

But the latter question is beyond the scope of being nice to Ji Yuning, it is difficult to prevaricate it with the words "Because I want to be nice to you, so I learned to cook". Fortunately, Fang Bai has already thought about it before. If you deal with it, you can't make a mistake when responding to Ji Yuning.

Need to pay more attention later.

Gathering his mind, Fang Bai continued his movements.

After Yu Ning took a shower, she went back to the bedroom and asked Mu Xuerou what her homework was. After getting the answer, Ji Yu Ning found that she didn't take her schoolbag upstairs.

Ji Yuning got up and went downstairs, and when she reached the second floor, she heard the sound of "Dang", "Dang", "Dang" chopping boards in the kitchen.

"... "

Ji Yuning's walking sound was very soft, but when Fang Bai stopped making noises, Fang Bai could still hear the slight friction of slippers against the ground.

Turning his head, Fang Bai saw Ji Yuning standing by the dining table, lowering his head and pulling the zipper of his schoolbag.

Fang Bai asked, "Do you want to do your homework?"

Looking at the person holding a kitchen knife, one hand on his hip, and someone wearing an apron, Ji Yuning said in a low voice, "Yes."

In order to show that he is a talented cook and has only been a cook for two days, Fang Bai deliberately amplified the sound of chopping vegetables, and also cut the vegetables in different sizes, for fear of revealing his flaws again.

Thinking that it was entirely the sound of the cutting board just now, Fang Baiqing coughed and asked, "Then will I disturb you?"

Ji Yuning wanted to go upstairs with her schoolbag, but she changed her mind at this second, Ji Yuning pulled out the chair and sat down, "No."

Everyone has curiosity, and out of doubt, Ji Yuning wanted to see how "Miss" cooks.

... If the kitchen explodes, she can call the police immediately.

It's not because of Fang Bai, but besides school, she has no other place to stay.

When Ji Yuning was not present, Fang Bai was already chopping the chopping board. Now that Ji Yuning is present, Fang Bai's acting went deeper.

So when Ji Yuning saw "looking for tableware in a hurry", "I don't know what seasoning to put together", "I was scared by the sizzling sound of hot oil when I was serving the dishes", "Turn on the phone from time to time to check the steps" Fang Bai successfully cooked a dish, and when it was served in front of her,

Although the dish looked bright in color and full of fragrance, it whetted the appetite, but Ji Yuning's first reaction was that it was inedible.

The whole process of making this dish can only be described as horrible.

Fang Bai missed Ji Yuning's short frown, and took out the lid from the kitchen to cover the dishes.

The moment the dish was covered, Ji Yuning's eyebrows stretched slightly.

"Wait a minute, there is another dish, you continue to do your homework."

Fang Bai said again: "Don't worry, it won't be long."

Ji Yuning lowered her eyes, and her long eyelashes covered her emotions: "Yes."

In the quarter of an hour Fang Bai made this dish, Ji Yuning only wrote ten questions.

No, no, it's... Difficulty concentrating.

Fortunately, Fang Bai seems to have gained "experience" in cooking the second dish, and the movement is much quieter.

After the second dish was fried, Fang Bai suddenly wanted to make a cold dish.

Gazpacho is easy to make.

When Fang Bai was washing the vegetables, he asked Ji Yuning to put away his homework and prepare to eat.

When Ji Yuning was standing by the sink washing his hands, Fang Bai's voice sounded next to his ears: "Xiao Ning."

While Ji Yuning turned off the faucet, she glanced sideways at Fang Bai.

Seeing Ji Yuning looking over, Fang Bai pointed to the cutting board, and suggested with a soft smile, "Do you want to try it?"

In the past three years, probably because he was afraid of poisoning her, Fang Bai never asked Ji Yuning to cook.

When Ji Yuning reacted, she was already standing in front of the chopping board with a knife.

Ji Yuning: "?"

And the person who pulled Ji Yuning to his side and put the knife in Ji Yuning's hand put his hands behind his back and stood on Ji Yuning's right side, and said, "I've already cut the garlic, you just need to put the cucumber and Just cut the bean curd into shreds."

Ji Yuning hummed, but there was no movement for a long time.

Fang Bai saw the reason. When she first started cooking, she didn't know what to do.

Fang Bai frowned: "Let me demonstrate to you."

The handle of the knife is very short, and Ji Yuning held it with all hands, causing Fang Bai to hold the knife together with Ji Yuning's hand when he went to get the knife.

Ji Yuning wanted to withdraw her hand, but Fang Bai held it tightly. Fang Bai said, "That's fine too. Use your other hand to hold the cucumber, and I'll take you to cut it."

The familiar fragrance in the nostrils, the fragrance overwhelms the oily smoke that permeates the kitchen.

As a result, Ji Yuning's rejection was delayed by half a beat.

Pulling Ji Yuning's hand several times in succession, Fang Bai has no fear of holding Ji Yuning's hand.

Compared with the calmness of the second time, this time can only be said to be natural.

Ji Yuning's hands are very small, so he can hold them all. Fang Bai seems to be controlling the knife, but he holds it together with Ji Yuning's hand. The knife in both hands rises and falls with strength.

From the back of the hand came the steady heat from Fang Bai's palm. Ji Yuning, who was taking a warm bath to cool down, felt hot and agitated, and the tip of Ji Yuning's tongue swept across the palate. The heat has subsided.

Ji Yuning's words were stuck in her throat, and the emotions that hadn't erupted in time were stuck in her chest.

Fang Bai didn't know how much annoyance her unintentional actions had brought to Ji Yuning, so he took a step back and said to Ji Yuning, "Okay, next you try to cut it."

After cutting half a cucumber, Ji Yuning lowered her eyes and looked at the cucumber shreds, which were thick and thin, and even a few cuts were flaky, and said silently, "...you don't need to teach me."

been despised.

Fang Bai supported the edge of the kitchen counter, and leaned down lazily, "Then show Auntie Xiaoning's knife skills~"

Fang Bai inadvertently broke into Ji Yuning's eyes, and his lazy ending was like a cat's tail wagging, hooking people.

Ji Yuning felt in her heart that this is the nature of a woman, she is indifferent to everything around her, and all the enthusiasm she shows is just pretending.

Ji Yuning pursed her lips, and looked down at the remaining half of a cucumber.

As soon as the hand holding the knife was raised, a slender finger tapped it, "It's better to put your thumb here to use force."

Ji Yuning's indifferent eyes flickered, and she said calmly, "Don't you want to see my knife skills?"

Fang Bai put his head close to his shoulder, and smiled, "Yes, yes, Auntie is talking too much."

A schoolmaster is a schoolmaster, and Fang Bai took Ji Yuning to intentionally cut several places while shredding, but as soon as Ji Yuning got started, her knife skills almost surpassed her real level.

After Ji Yuning finished cutting everything on the cutting board, Fang Bai told her what seasoning to put.

After 1 minutes, the two sat down.

Fang Bai took the lead to pick up a chopstick of Ji Yuning's cold dish, and while eating, Fang Bai saw Ji Yuning vaguely glance at her, silently asking something.

Fang Bai smiled inwardly.

If Ji Yuning's personality was more cheerful, wouldn't she be impatient to ask her what it tastes like, is it good?

"Not bad." Fang Bai picked some for Ji Yuning with his chopsticks, and after putting it into Ji Yuning's bowl, Fang Bai said, "I'm starting to learn to cook today, and I believe it won't be long before I'm as good as the chef at the old man's house." .”

The chef of Fang Maozhou's family was specially hired, and he is well-known in China.

Ji Yuning's heart moved, and she picked up the shredded cucumber on the rice.

"In this way, your significant other... will be blessed."

Fang Bai also suddenly remembered this sentence, thinking in his heart that even elders would say this?I remember that's what her mother said when she was learning to cook.

Ji Yuning's chopsticks stopped in mid-air for a few seconds.

When mentioning the other half, Fang Bai thought of Mu Xuerou.

I don't know if Ji Yuning is tempted by Mu Xuerou at this time.

Fang Bai put his hands on his chin, and looked at Ji Yuning, "Do you have someone you like?"

Ji Yuning remained silent, and gave Fang Bai a look: "?"

Thinking about the years Ji Yuning and Mu Xuerou missed in the original text, Fang Bai said in a very experienced tone: "I have no objection to your puppy love, if you have, you should seize the opportunity to confess to her, otherwise If you miss the opportunity to confess, you may have regrets after you separate from her."

Ji Yuning put down her chopsticks, and said in a nonchalant voice, "What about you?"

Fang Bai smiled: "Me? What's wrong with me?"

The corners of Ji Yuning's mouth curled up, she had never smiled in front of Fang Bai, this smile was full of irony.

Ji Yuning said word by word: "I never confessed to Aunt Liao, do you regret it?"

Fang Bai's heart beat suddenly, and he denied it flatly: "...Who said I like Liao Li?"

"Don't like it?"

Ji Yuning's neutral tone sounded.

Fang Bai's hand resting his chin gradually put it on the table.

The smile on the corner of his mouth was also pursed.

She doesn't like it.

The original owner likes it.

But Liao Li's sexuality is male, but the original owner always thought that Liao Li liked Lu Xia, and thought that the three of them could become friends because they formed a weird food chain.

When Lu Xia, who was at the top of the food chain, passed away, the original owner thought she could be with Liao Li, but Liao Li flew abroad without saying a word.

This kind of behavior like escaping from a sad place made the original owner even more convinced that Liao Li liked Lu Xia.

The anger of jealousy burned, and it was Ji Yuning who finally endured all this.

Fang Bai believed that the original owner had never expressed his liking for Liao Li, even if Liao Li liked whoever he liked, it had nothing to do with the original owner.

The original owner kept his feelings for Liao Li deep, and he never told anyone else. It was just a time when he got drunk and accidentally leaked this secret to Lu Xia.

Thinking about it, Ji Yuning probably knew about it after reading the things left by Lu Xia.

Fang Bai said in a deep voice: "No matter where you saw or heard about this, I'll tell you now, I don't like Liao Li."

Ji Yuning did see it from Lu Xia's relics.

When she and Liao Li went for a physical examination a few weeks ago, Liao Li gave her a notebook, saying that it was Lu Xia's belongings. It was given to Liao Li in the hospital before Lu Xia died. Because of the password, Liao Li never opened it, so Don't know what's in it.

On the way out of the hospital to the office building, Ji Yuning used her birthday to open the code book.

Inside is Lu Xia's diary.

Since Ji Yuning was nine years old, some things have been recorded intermittently.

Ji Yuning didn't remember very often in the diary, Ji Yuning only flipped through it for 10 minutes before turning to the last page.

It is densely packed with Lu Xiajuan's beautiful and neat words:

——[I didn't expect Xiaobai to like Ali, but looking at Ali, it doesn't seem to be gay.If Xiaobai doesn't say anything, then I can only keep this secret for her, as if I have never heard of it. 】

——[Recently, I feel very unwell. Ali said that I should go to her place for a check-up on Sunday. I hope it’s just some minor problem. After all, I promised Xiaoning to take her to the amusement park, so it’s best not to delay. 】

——[The test results came out, it was cancer, but luckily I stayed for three months to let me bid farewell to this world. 】

——[...What should Xiao Ning do? 】

——[A Li has been persuading me to let me do chemotherapy, but I refused, and the money should be left to Xiao Ning. 】

——[If he knew I was gone, would he take Xiao Ning back to Beijing?Probably not, I was the one who said to sever the relationship at the beginning... Is this considered retribution? 】

——[Put Xiaoning in Xiaobai's foster care, so that even if she can't get married, Xiaoning will take care of her when she gets old, and Xiaoning also likes Xiaobai very much, so she should grow up happily under Xiaobai's care Big, unfortunately I can’t see it (^_^)]

——【…】

——【I can't bear Xiao Ning. 】

The diary ends here.

Ji Yuning locked the diary again, took her home, and locked it in her drawer.

Ji Yuning never understood why Lu Xia fostered herself under Fang Bai's name. Fang Bai was obviously a child in his early twenties at the time, but after seeing the last paragraph, Ji Yuning knew.

After reading the diary for a few days, Ji Yuning didn't want to have any contact with Fang Bai at all, and she couldn't even look at each other.

That sentiment has continued to this day.

When I was cutting vegetables, I was soothed by the light fragrance of Fang Bai's body, but now I was provoked by Fang Bai's words.

Ji Yuning's voice was cold, and she said slowly: "Why is Aunt Fang so excited? I'm just asking."

Fang Bai withdrew his gaze from Ji Yuning, "Liao Li likes men, I knew this when I knew her."

Fang Bai told a little lie.

In fact, it's okay to admit it, but the key point is that the time when she came here collided with the time when Liao Li returned to China.

Fang Bai was afraid that Ji Yuning would think that these changes she made were for performing in front of Liao Li, rather than out of sincerity towards her.

Then all her previous preparations fell short.

Fang Bai used the serving chopsticks to put her fried vegetables in Ji Yuning's bowl again, with a calm expression, as if he had heard a joke from Ji Yuning.

Fang Bai retracted his chopsticks.

"Also," the chopsticks knocked on the porcelain plate making a crisp sound, together with Fang Bai's unrecognizable voice of joy and anger reached Ji Yuning's ears, "Why do you think I'm gay?"

The air on the dining table froze for two seconds.

In the end Fang Bai broke the silence, her voice was as soft as usual, "Don't talk nonsense about things you don't know, if you don't like me to educate you, you can tell it directly, you don't need to use such hearsay to attack me."

Fang Bai ate two mouthfuls of rice, before Ji Yuning could fight back.

Fang Bai said softly, "I also made soup, and I'll fill a bowl by myself later."

A sudden change of topic means turning over the previous topic.

Ji Yuning said lightly, "Yes."

Everything returned to calm, as if nothing had happened.

Bei Bei, who had been sleeping on the sofa all this time, got up and jumped off the sofa, walked under the table, and rubbed Fang Bai and Ji Yuning's slippers with her head left and right.

It's like trying to persuade a fight.

The author has something to say:

The name of the article has been changed~ Everyone should be familiar with me~

Do you know who inherited Xiao Ji's love for writing a diary? (bushi)

Yesterday I was thinking about the Milky Way, because there was a magpie bridge meeting (it was very romantic), but after reading everyone's comments, I suddenly felt that I was so ordinary hahahahaha