After being dressed as cannon fodder, I just want to live

In the living room without the air conditioner, the sweltering heat of summer evenings reached its peak at this time.

But the two people in the living room were not hot at all, they were cold from the inside out.

On the sofa, Fang Bai held a strawberry in his hand, but her attention was not on the strawberry, but on Ji Yuning who was standing by the dining table packing her schoolbag.

I don't know if it's Fang Bai's illusion, but I always feel that Ji Yuning seems to have grown taller. I haven't seen her for a week after thinking about it. Is the child growing so fast now?Or say you feel wrong.

Fang Bai stared again.

After looking at it, I found that Ji Yuning's thin body seemed to be starting to develop in a healthy direction. Although the elbow bones were still the same as before, the back view did not look like the fragile flower branches like sister Lin. sapling.

Ji Yuning wanted to ignore the gaze behind her, but that gaze was too hot, as if it was going to burn a hole in her back.

Unable to ignore it, Ji Yuning could only let go of her thoughts and let Fang Bai stare at her.

A sudden gust of wind blew in through the window, and Ji Yuning's slightly agitated mood was calmed down.

But Fang Bai did not.

Fang Bai held back something in her heart, she really wanted to go up to Ji Yuning and ask her if she saw the whip, but the reason why Fang Bai didn't go forward to ask was: Even if Ji Yuning admitted that she saw it, so what? Sample?

It is impossible for Fang Bai to ask Ji Yuning to beat her with a whip like an apology.

So if she asks, she will only tear open Ji Yuning's unhealed wound bloody, and the pain will only deepen Ji Yuning's memory of what the original owner did.

For Fang Bai, it was not a good thing.

Ji Yuning picked up her schoolbag and turned to go upstairs.

Fang Bai twirled the bottom of the strawberry with his fingers, and asked softly, "Do you want to go upstairs to do your homework?"

Ji Yuning: "Yes."

"Let's bring strawberries up, as fruit after dinner." Fang Bai got up from the sofa, picked up the plate as if to send it to Ji Yuning.

Ji Yuning took two steps towards the stairs, her refusal was obvious: "No, I'm full."

"That's good." Fang Bai stopped and said, "You study hard."

Ji Yuning lifted her foot up the stairs, and said, "Yes."

When Ji Yuning went upstairs and Fang Bai couldn't hear the footsteps, he ate the strawberry.

Nine p.m.

attic.

Holding the milk in one hand and the whip in the other, Fang Bai walked around the door of Ji Yuning's room but hesitated again.

The reason why Fang Bai hesitated was because she was thinking that the main purpose was to deliver the milk, and the second was to talk about the whip?Or is it mainly about the whip, and the second is milk delivery?

"... "

It seems to be very important.

Regardless of whether Ji Yuning saw the whip or not, Fang Bai saw it, which means that this incident cannot be treated as if it never happened.

She still came to plead guilty, but in a different form.

After confirming his thoughts, Fang Bai coughed and cleared his throat, then knocked on the door three times with the hand holding the whip.

"Xiao Ning, Auntie is here to bring you milk."

"... "

No one answered.

As usual, Ji Yuning opened the door after three breaths.

Fang Bai tilted his ears, there was no movement in the room.

out? ?

Fang Bai knocked twice more, but when there was still no movement, she said, "Auntie will open the door when you count to three."

"one…"

"two…"

"Click."

Fang Bai twisted the doorknob, and the white light leaked out from the crack of the door.

Opening the door, Fang Bai looked at the desk first.

no one.

When his gaze shifted further in, Fang Bai hurriedly walked into the room.

Ji Yuning's legs were hanging by the bed, and she curled up on her side on the bed, with a slipper hanging on one foot, as if she had fallen by the bed while putting on her shoes.

Without squinting, Fang Bai walked towards Ji Yuning at a faster pace, put his things on the desk when he passed by, trotted two steps and squatted beside the bed, helped Ji Yuning's arm, and asked anxiously: "What's the matter?"

Fang Bai put his hands on Ji Yuning's forehead first, and murmured, "Have a fever?"

Body temperature is normal.

No fever.

It's just cold sweat on both sides of the forehead.

Ji Yuning, whose face was held by Fang Bai, opened her eyes, her brows were furrowed, her thin lips moved, and a small voice came out of it: "...it's okay."

"Is it all right?! You have to be stubborn, okay?" Fang Bai thought that Ji Yuning didn't want to show her weakness in front of her, and after a sharp reprimand, he asked concerned, "Is it a stomachache or something? Is it the appendix? "

Ji Yuning was too weak to speak.

Seeing this, Fang Bai said, "Wait a minute, I'll call Uncle Li, let's go to the hospital."

Fang Bai didn't take the mobile phone, so he caught a glimpse of Ji Yuning's mobile phone on the bedside table from the corner of his eye, and when he reached out to hook it, he suddenly saw another item on the cabinet.

Fang Bai's anxious mood slowed down, he stopped to take the phone, looked at Ji Yuning and asked in a low voice: "Are you... coming too?"

Ji Yuning: "...um."

Fang Bai subconsciously said, "Have a stomachache?"

Seeing Ji Yuning covering her belly with both hands, Fang Bai stood up, took off the slippers on Ji Yuning's feet, moved Ji Yuning's legs hanging by the bed to the bed, lifted the quilt to cover Ji Yuning's body .

Fang Bai patted the quilt, whispered: "You lie on the bed, I'll get you painkillers."

Ji Yuning was in so much pain that she couldn't open her eyes.

She could only hear the "da da da" sound of the slippers running on the ground, and the sound gradually ran away.

After an unknown amount of time, the sound of "da da da" sounded in my ears again, but this time, the sound was not so urgent.

Fang Bai carried the water, afraid that the water would be spilled if he ran too fast.

Fang Bai sat on the edge of the bed, put his hand on Ji Yuning's shoulder, and shook it lightly, "Xiao Ning, I'm here to get the medicine."

Ji Yuning has relieved a little now, and the pain is not as painful as before.

Ji Yuning slowly opened her eyes, and she saw Fang Bai's anxious and caring face.

Fang Bai put the water glass and medicine on the table, helped Ji Yuning to sit up, then brought water and medicine to Ji Yuning, and said softly, "Take the medicine first."

Fang Bai said and handed the medicine to Ji Yuning's mouth.

Ji Yuning's lips felt the hardness of the pill and the softness of Fang Bai's fingers.

His lips parted subconsciously, and the pill was stuffed into his mouth.

There is a slight bitterness in the mouth.

Ji Yuning took the water glass and swallowed the medicine with the water.

Fang Bai watched Ji Yuning drink the medicine, got up and erected the pillow behind Ji Yuning so that Ji Yuning could lean on it comfortably.

"I'll make you another cup of brown sugar water."

Before Ji Yuning refused, Fang Bai turned and left.

This time the slippers rubbed against the ground, no longer a worrying rattling sound.

Five minutes later, Fang Bai watched as Ji Yuning finished drinking the brown sugar water.

Taking the cup from Ji Yuning's hand, Fang Bai asked in a low voice, "Do you feel better?"

The medicine has begun to take effect, but it still hurts a little.

Ji Yuning pursed her pale lips, "Okay."

Still stubborn.

Fang Bai put the cup on the table, and stretched out his hand to Ji Yuning: "Give me your hand."

Ji Yuning: "?"

Ji Yuning didn't move.

Fang Bai had no choice but to reach out and grab Ji Yuning's left hand on his lap.

She grabbed Ji Yuning's wrist with one hand, and pressed the back of Ji Yuning's hand with the other.

The temperature of Fang Bai's palm is very hot, which is what it should be in a hot summer, but Ji Yuning's is as cold as a stream in early winter. Fang Bai guessed that Ji Yuning's stomach hurts for some time, otherwise she wouldn't be weak I couldn't get out of bed.

The heat from Fang Bai's palm slowly spread to Ji Yuning's skin.

The wrist held by Fang Bai began to burn hot.

Ji Yuning wanted to pull out her hand, but after moving it, she realized that Fang Bai was holding it tightly, as if she had expected her to escape.

After pressing for more than ten seconds, Fang Bai raised his eyes to look at Ji Yuning, lowered his head and continued to press while asking: "I heard that if you have menstrual pain, pressing here will be effective. Do you feel it now?"

Ji Yuning lowered her eyes.

Fang Bai's white hand was in contrast to her slightly dark yellow complexion. The pad of her thumb pressed slightly hard on the place under her tiger's mouth. The knuckles were round, and due to the force, there were crescents on the tip of the nail.

As far as she knew, there was no acupuncture point on the hand for relieving menstrual pain. The acupuncture point seemed to be between the calf and the ankle, but she didn't know where it was.

For some reason, Ji Yuning suddenly saw Fang Bai grabbing her ankle and pressing acupuncture points...

A certain nerve in Ji Yuning's calf jumped.

Discarding the picture in her mind, Ji Yuning said lightly: "It doesn't hurt anymore."

Fang Bai calmly breathed a sigh of relief, although she didn't press it for long, but her hands were indeed sore, she coughed in a low voice, Fang Bai said cautiously: "Then I won't press it?"

"Well," Ji Yuning's eyelashes flickered, "Thank you..."

Fang Bai smiled slightly: "It should be done."

Ji Yuning nodded and remained silent.

Fang Bai looked at Ji Yuning and blinked, "I heard that two people who are close to each other will be contagious..."

Fang Bai raised his eyebrows and smiled, "Tell me, could you be infected by me?"

Is the relationship okay?

Ji Yuning denied: "I was just two days late."

Fang Bai laughed softly after hearing this: "Almost, I'm three days ahead of schedule."

Force a good relationship.

"... "

The room fell silent.

Fang Bai caught a glimpse of the milk cup on the table from the corner of his eye, "Do you still want to drink milk? Shall I heat it up for you?"

Ji Yuning followed Fang Bai's line of sight, saw the milk, and was about to say no, but saw the black ball next to the milk glass.

Fang Bai also saw it.

Suddenly remembered the purpose of her coming to find Ji Yuning today.

Fang Bai walked to the desk, picked up the whip and walked towards Ji Yuning.

I don't know if Fang Bai read it wrong, but when she turned around, she saw Ji Yuning's eyes flashed like "it really is so".

Finally, under Ji Yuning's gloomy eyes, Fang Bai walked to the bedside with a whip.

When Ji Yuning thought that Fang Bai was going to be the same as before and asked her to take off her shirt and beat her, she saw Fang Bai put the whip on her leg.

Fang Bai: "This is for you."

Ji Yuning: "?"

Let her pump herself?

"Of course, I didn't give you this for you to hit me," Fang Bai helped Ji Yuning tuck the corner of the quilt while speaking, "I'm afraid of pain."

Fang Bai withdrew his hand, lowered his eyebrows and said, "I leave this to you, throw it away if you want, or burn it with fire."

This is what Fang Bai thought: destroy.

Ji Yuning frowned, her voice hoarse: "Why?"

Fang Bai raised his head and said seriously, "Because I decided to bid farewell to the past and be a good person."

Ji Yuning and Fang Bai looked at each other. Hearing this sentence, Ji Yuning's eyes moved unconsciously, and his eyes swept around Fang Bai's face, considering the truth of Fang Bai's words.

1 minutes.

Ji Yuning examined it for nearly a minute, and Fang Bai was not as restless or flustered as she thought.

For a while, Ji Yuning couldn't tell whether Fang Bai was showing her sincerity, or acting with her proficient acting skills.

Fang Bai looked at Ji Yuning's eyes, the girl's obstinate eyes gleamed darkly, looking at Ji Yuning's deep eyes, Fang Bai asked slowly: "Will you give me a chance?"