After being dressed as cannon fodder, I just want to live

Fang Bai read it quickly, but every piece of content was automatically and slowly played back in his mind.

She watches frame by frame.

The feelings shown in the children's words are quite different from their appearance, and under the coldness, they are lingering and delicate.

Like a hot spring in a cold mountain.

Fang Bai noticed that some messages were sent almost in the middle of the night.

Under the dark light and lonely shadow, Fang Bai didn't dare to think about what Ji Yuning would look like after typing and sending it out, and then deleting it, did he still maintain the lighthearted one?Or...would you cry?

If he had never seen Ji Yuning cry, then Fang Bai wouldn't even think about it, how could anyone cry because he missed her?

But she had seen Ji Yuning's red eyes, and it was because of her.

"... "

Fang Bai put the phone back calmly, turned his head to the other side, the car window was half open, as Fang Bai approached, the wind blew her hair away and messed it up.

The person who had already been distracted didn't care at all, she let the wind blow on her face, the scenery passing by outside the window was an uncapturable passing, just like she couldn't know what mood Ji Yuning was in when she sent the message.

Fang Bai may not have to think about what Ji Yuning is like, but his thoughts are completely out of her control.

If it was someone else, Fang Bai might be touched for a while, and then there would be no more, but Ji Yuning was different, she——

Why is Ji Yuning different?

Fang Bai was taken aback.

Is it because she is the heroine?Or was it because he had raised her sincerely?Or is it because when facing someone who is a little closer, her rationality has turned into sensibility, and she can't help but think about the other person's mood when they do these things?So as to achieve self-motivation?

That's not right, the touch brought by Ji Yuning is not purely based on imagination, it is real.

That's why.

The wind continued to blow, Fang Bai's heart was in a mess, she couldn't figure it out.

There is something stuck in my heart, neither up nor down, and the emotions inside and outside are not connected to each other.

The two had a simple meal outside, and when they got home, Fang Bai went straight to her room.

Although Fang Bai's appearance was normal, Ji Yuning still noticed something was wrong with her.

Leaving aside other small details, it is said that after Fang Bai entered the door, he directly skipped Bei Bei who was squatting on the shoe cabinet, waiting for her to touch or hug her.

This has never happened before.

After Fang Bai walked past the shoe cabinet, Beibei jumped to the ground and followed behind Fang Bai, and meowed twice arrogantly to remind Fang Bai that he hadn't hugged it yet.

As a result, Fang Bai, who entered the bedroom, shut the door behind Bei Bei in the next second.

"Meow?"

After Beibei cried out in confusion, she clawed at the door with her tender paws, trying to push the door open, but after two creaks, the door was closed tightly.

The snowball-like head turned to Ji Yuning, and the big watery eyes stared, "Meow, meow."

The sound of screaming was more grumbling, as if she was accusing Ji Yuning of Fang Bai's behavior.

Ji Yuning's eyes fell on Fang Bai's bedroom door, she looked at Beibei, walked over and hugged him in her arms.

"Auntie is thinking about something, she didn't mean to ignore you." Ji Yuning carried Beibei to the place where the snacks were stored, and fed her with a cat stick.

After feeding the cat strips, Ji Yuning put Beibei on the ground, touched its ears and said, "Play by yourself, don't scratch the door and disturb Auntie."

Beibei meowed, turned and walked to its cat climbing frame.

When Ji Yuning got up, she looked towards Fang Bai's bedroom, and after glancing at the door, she went to the side and opened the refrigerator to have a look, and then went out with the key.

After Fang Bai returned to the bedroom, he changed out of his workplace attire, short sleeves and shorts, casual and comfortable.

However, her thoughts were still in a mess. She lay on the bed, staring at the ceiling for an unknown amount of time.

Fang Bai, who was so tired all day long, his eyelids gradually became heavy, just as sleepiness struck, Fang Bai got up on the bed, walked slowly to the dressing table, and began to remove makeup.

And the things she was thinking about just now came to her mind again, Fang Bai restrained herself from thinking about it, and focused her attention on the mirror.

Fang Bai's movements were very slow, and he removed it very carefully, even for light makeup, it took a while.

After removing the makeup, Fang Bai went to the toilet to wash his face.

Just as she came out of the toilet and was about to go back to her room, she heard a few faint movements from the kitchen.

Fang Bai walked over and met Ji Yuning who had turned out of the kitchen.

Ji Yuning also changed out of her suit and wore the same casual clothes as Fang Bai.

The long hair was tied up at the back of the head casually, reducing the sense of distance.

Seeing Fang Bai, Ji Yuning said, "I'm going to call Auntie."

"Hungry?" This was Fang Bai's first reaction. She looked towards the kitchen, "What do you want to eat? I'll make it for you."

"No." Ji Yuning said, "I bought some fruits, and I want to ask Auntie whether to eat a fruit platter or fruit fish?"

"...Get some fruit." Fang Bai hesitated for a moment and said, but she didn't think about what to eat, and even answered in accordance with the "proximity principle". She was just wondering why Ji Yuning did this suddenly.

It is rare to see Ji Yuning eating before going to bed.

Ji Yuning nodded: "Okay, then Auntie goes to the sofa and waits for me."

Fang Bai obediently sat down on the sofa.

Beibei squatted in the corner, staring at her with her eyes open, motionless, not actively approaching her as usual.

Fang Bai, who didn't know what happened, opened his arms and called out softly, "Bei Bei~ come here~"

A certain fleshy ball lost its reservedness for a second, and immediately got up and walked in front of Fang Bai, letting Fang Bai rub it.

Seeing this, Ji Yuning who came out of the kitchen slightly raised her eyebrows, Beibei held her grudge, she thought she would ignore Fang Bai for a few days...

One cat stick can be coaxed well, so the other one is also easy to coax, right?

Ji Yuning made the fruit in a transparent deep bowl, which looked very appetizing.

Fang Bai was still teasing the cat, Ji Yuning walked up to Fang Bai and sat down, picked up a piece of fruit, and naturally fed it to Fang Bai's mouth.

Fang Bai subconsciously ate it, but the moment her lips touched the fruit, she raised her hand to take the fork, and said softly, "Auntie, do it yourself."

Ji Yuning did not refuse, "Okay."

Beibei jumped out of Fang Bai's arms.

Ji Yuning moved the bowl in front of Fang Bai, and after watching Fang Bai eat the fruit, she said, "Auntie, give me a bite."

Fang Bai's eyelashes trembled slightly, "You...I'll get one for you."

"Auntie hates me?" Ji Yuning's words were followed by Fang Bai's tail sound, as if she expected Fang Bai to say that.

Fang Bai paused when he got up.

She looked at Ji Yuning, the child's eyebrows were slightly lowered, and her lips were pursed, aggrieved.

Fang Bai's heart tightened, and the hand holding the fork couldn't help but drop into the bowl, "What do you want to eat?"

Ji Yuning's expression faded instantly, she didn't even look at the bowl, she stared at Fang Bai's side face and said, "Feed me whichever fruit Auntie feels like."

Fang Bai paused, pretending not to understand the meaning of Ji Yuning's words, and asked with a light smile, "Can't I be a human being?"

"Yes," Ji Yuning said bluntly, "but I can't eat it."

"... "

Ji Yuning said in a hoarse voice, "So I can only eat fruit."

Fang Bai inserted the fork into the bowl, casually forked a piece of fruit and fed it to Ji Yuning's mouth.

Ji Yuning didn't seem to see how casual Fang Baicha's fruit movements were. She stared at the strawberry in front of her and asked, "Auntie thinks she looks like a strawberry?"

Only then did Fang Bai see that under the rich yogurt, the fruit on the fork was pink strawberries.

"I…"

Fang Bai only uttered one syllable, Ji Yuning followed her words and said, "I think so too."

Ji Yuning's thin lips parted slightly, biting the tip of the strawberry lightly, without touching the fork.

After hooking the strawberry into her mouth, Ji Yuning stretched out the tip of her tongue, and licked off the yogurt on her lips. During the process, her eyes kept looking at Fang Bai, and they looked at each other.

Fang Bai looked away when Ji Yuning stuck out his tongue and licked his lips.

Even if the outwardly ascetic person made this movement unintentionally, it would not lose to those charming goblins, not to mention Ji Yuning's seemingly unintentional but deliberate actions, every look is seductive, exuding her own charm.

Fang Bai's lips were dry, and he forked a piece of fruit into his mouth without hesitation.

Gritting his teeth, the fruit exploded in his mouth, what a coincidence, what Fang Bai ate was also a piece of strawberry.

When Fang Bai felt the sweetness of strawberries, Ji Yuning's voice sounded: "But this strawberry doesn't look like Auntie, it's sour, and Auntie..."

Fang Bai glanced at Ji Yuning.

Ji Yuning smiled: "I tasted Auntie last time, it was sweet, very sweet."

"Cough cough."

Fang Bai accidentally choked.

Without turning her head, Ji Yuning put the bowl on the tea table, leaned against Fang Bai and patted her back gently.

Fang Bai was not choked by the food, but by Ji Yuning's words.

When Ji Yuning said I tasted it, she meant... the last time I kissed her?I didn't put anything on my lips that day, where is it sweet?

The coughing stopped, and Fang Bai was about to tell Ji Yuning that there was no need to pat, but Ji Yuning's hand had already been removed from Fang Bai's back.

But turning to Fang Bai's face along the way, and stroking the corners of Fang Bai's lips with his fingers, Ji Yuning asked in a low voice, "Did you see the chat history?"

Going out to buy fruit, after Ji Yuning paid on WeChat, her eyes accidentally saw her on the top.

With just one glance, she realized that Fang Bai might have seen this, and that something wrong with Fang Bai also started from that time.

Fang Bai was stunned, his eyes flickered unnaturally.

Ji Yuning took Fang Bai's reaction into her eyes, and said in a relaxed tone, "Auntie, don't care about that, it's just my soliloquy, it's the place I've been holding back my thoughts for too long, and I'm looking for a place to talk."

Ji Yuning: "I deleted your records because I didn't want you to see them."

Fang Bai's eyelids were half closed, but she still saw it, and she even had the same idea as Ji Yuning, and didn't want Ji Yuning to know that she saw it.

She couldn't tell why, but her intuition told her that maybe she knew it when the thing stuck in her heart disappeared.

Ji Yuning brushed Fang Bai's broken hair behind her ears, and said softly, "Don't worry about it, huh?"

psychological burden.

Ji Yuning attributed the three years of worry that Fang Bai accidentally discovered to Cheng's pressure on Fang Bai.

She knew Fang Bai, the other party would definitely think about messy things because of these, and it was Fang Bai himself who felt uncomfortable after thinking about it.

Ji Yuning also didn't want Fang Bai to change her opinion because of these.

Because tomorrow's her will love Fang Bai even more than today's and past her.

Putting down the mess in his mind for the time being, Fang Bai smiled at Ji Yuning and said, "I don't think there's anything, I can forget it after I sleep."

Ji Yuning smirked, "That's good."

Immediately, Ji Yuning withdrew her hand and picked up the fruit again, "Are you still eating?"

Fang Bai put the fork into the bowl, "I can't eat anymore."

Her supper has not been digested yet.

"Then eat a piece." Ji Yuning said, "Auntie chose a fruit that resembles her own, but hasn't chosen mine yet."

Fang Bai looked down at the bowl, and after carefully identifying the fruits in the bowl, Fang Bai said, "You are not here."

Ji Yuning didn't want to put herself on the fruit either, she said: "Choose one at random."

After Fang Bai hesitated, he forked a piece of watermelon and put it in his mouth.

Passionately red and sweet.

Ji Yuning held Fang Bai's face with one hand, and planted a kiss on Fang Bai's slightly puffed cheek, "Good aunt."

She just wanted to kiss Fang Bai when he was speechless.

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Xiao Ji's diary:

In fact, Auntie is more like a watermelon, with a lot of sweet water~

Q: What kind of fruit does Xiaoji look like?