After being dressed as cannon fodder, I just want to live

The room without the light turned on was dark, Fang Bai leaned against the door, her heart was beating violently, even if the door behind her was cold, she couldn't get the coolness from it, her body was scorching hot.

The gentle and soft eyes contained bewilderment and a rare loss.

The violent heartbeat promoted the blood circulation, Fang Bai felt that besides her ears, her face was also very hot.

What she heard when she turned to leave was a low hoarse cry that triggered her imagination, like a thunderous thunder roaring in her ears, causing her brain to temporarily stop functioning.

It was the first time she encountered such a situation, and she didn't know how to react at all. She was able to return to the room without a sound. Fang Bai felt that she had done a good job.

and so…

Why did Ji Yuning call her by her name?

Fang Bai wanted to use 'Ji Yuning found her, so he called her' as an excuse, but this reason was rejected when she fled back to the room in a panic.

That call... the tone was unusual.

Fang Bai's limbs were a little weak, she went to the bed and sat down, then fell straight on the bed.

The only thing that wakes Fang Bai up is that besides her own discovery, it is the actions of others that remind her.

Fang Bai looked at the ceiling, the details of her life that she ignored came one after another and piled up together.

I don't know how long it took, Fang Bai gradually calmed down, and his calm heartbeat opened up those chaotic thoughts.

Not being driven by emotions anymore, Fang Bai was extremely sober, and arranged the accumulated information one by one according to the timeline.

After a long time, Fang Bai gave up logical reasoning.

There was too much information, and she couldn't get started.

Tossing and turning, tossing and turning.

Just as Fang Bai hugged the quilt and closed his eyes tightly to force himself to fall asleep, there was a noise in the living room.

Fang Bai opened his eyes and found,

Its daybreak.

It was not yet seven o'clock, but the room was already brightened up, and the light shining through the curtains seemed to remind Fang Bai that she hadn't slept all night.

There was constant movement outside the door, and it could be heard that the other party was deliberately lowering his voice. Normally, Fang Bai might not be able to hear it or she would not be woken up by this volume at all.

But now it was like honking a horn, and the sound was infinitely amplified in Fang Bai's ears.

Fang Bai heard the slippers rubbing against the ground, Ji Yuning and Beibei talking, and the sound of doors opening and closing...

Ji Yuning went to work.

Eyelashes fluttered twice, Fang Bai sat up slowly, his mood was so complicated that most of the sleepiness on his face disappeared.

Her lips were a little dry, and the water glass on the bedside table had already run out of water.

A few minutes before Bai was already thirsty, but due to the constant noise outside the door, she could only endure it.

It is clear that Ji Yuning may not know that she heard it last night, even if she goes out, it will not have any effect, but the problem is that Fang Bai's mentality has not returned to normal, she can't find a good mental state, and she doesn't know how to face Ji Yuning. Yu Ning.

Fang Bai knew that if she went out, she only needed to look at each other, and she would show her feet in front of Ji Yuning.

Exhaling a breath, the annoyance that had been accumulated for almost the whole night subsided a bit.

Fang Bai got off the bed, took the cup and left the bedroom.

Beibei heard the movement, and called in Fang Bai's direction: "Meow~"

Fang Bai followed the meowing sound and looked over.

Beibei was lying on the sofa, and the couriers piled up in front of the sofa hadn’t been unpacked yet. The unpacked plastic packages were rolled into a strip and thrown into the trash can. together.

With just one glance, Fang Bai saw two boxes of finger cots standing on the coffee table.

No need to think about it, Ji Yuning opened the express box that contained them.

"... "

There were so many things that happened last night, it was very exciting to bring out the list of things, so that Fang Bai had long forgotten these two boxes of small things.

Now they are taken out by Ji Yuning and placed on the bright side, if someone suddenly comes here...

Fang Bai even forgot to pour the water, and hurried forward to take the two boxes in his hands.

She doesn't want to, but wants to put them away.

When Ji Yuning said to give her these two last night, Fang Bai wanted to refuse, but he didn't say what Ji Yuning interrupted.

Holding the box, Fang Bai arrived in front of Ji Yuning's bedroom, but did not open the door for a long time.

Last night, the first time I pushed the door, I saw Ji Yuning changing clothes, and the second time I wanted to push the door, I heard Ji Yuning call her name.

This caused Fang Bai to hesitate a bit, hesitating whether to go in or not.

Thinking that Ji Yuning had already gone to work, and he would not see or hear anything after opening the door, Fang Bai felt relieved and slowly opened the door.

The room was as clean as ever.

Fang Bai didn't think much, she put the box on the bedside table, turned around and was about to go out.

But Yu Guang accidentally swept to the trash can next to the cabinet.

There's no rubbish in there, except for toilet paper balls that are...

Fang Bai thought she could ignore it, but his face became hot in disobedience.

His lips became even more dry, Fang Bai licked his lips and walked out, and was about to close the door when he walked out of the bedroom, when the door opened a few steps away.

Fang Bai looked in surprise, meeting the eyes of the person who entered the door.

Looking at Ji Yuning at the door, Fang Bai's hand holding the cup tightened suddenly, and his heart beat faster.

Didn't you go to work? !Why are you back again? !She said that pushing Ji Yuning's bedroom door was no good!

Help, this is embarrassing.

What should we do now?How to explain that she got up early in the morning and entered Ji Yuning's room?

I can only tell the truth.

"Cough..." Fang Baiqiang pretended to be calm and closed the door behind him, and said to the person who was already changing shoes at the entrance, "Good morning."

She still can't take the initiative to speak, let's talk about it when Ji Yuning asks her.

Looking at the person with red cheeks in front of her, Ji Yuning glanced at the tea table and knew why Fang Bai came out of her bedroom. She didn't ask any further questions, and said softly, "Morning."

After speaking, Ji Yuning walked to the dining table.

Looking at the breakfast in Ji Yuning's hand, Fang Bai thought to himself, so he didn't go to work, but went to buy breakfast.

She should have poured water quickly and entered the room.

Oh, pour water, she is here to pour water.

In fact, even if the water is poured, Fang Bai will not enter the room soon, she may play with Beibei in her arms, and then bump into Ji Yuning who came back from buying breakfast.

...she couldn't hide.

Under the same roof, even if you escape for one morning, there will be countless mornings after that.

There is no way to hide.

I can only pretend that nothing happened, and spend this morning pretending that I don't know anything.

After taking a sip of water, my lips were not too dry.

But Fang Bai didn't put down the water glass, instead he took small sips, now she can't do anything else except drink water.

It wasn't until Ji Yuning asked her to eat that Fang Bai reluctantly got up from the sofa, but he still didn't put down the water glass.

It's like something caught by a lonely boat, a thing that brings her a sense of security. Only by holding it can she maintain a stable heart.

After washing up, Fang Bai went to the table.

Seeing the meals being placed on the table one by one, Fang Bai sighed for Ji Yuning's thoughtfulness.

The two sat opposite each other.

Fang Bai didn't go to see Ji Yuning, nor did he talk to Ji Yuning, he kept his head down while eating.

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Ji Yuning looked at Fang Bai, and saw that the other party was eating like a bunny, with a smile flashing across his eyes, but when he saw the black and blue under Fang Bai's eyes, Ji Yuning felt distressed and blamed himself.

But she didn't regret it, because if she didn't do this, Fang Bai might never change her mind.

Fang Bai didn't want to eat after two mouthfuls.

When she raised her eyes to tell Ji Yuning not to eat, she heard Ji Yuning ask, "What will Auntie do today?"

Fang Bai paused: "What's wrong?"

Ji Yuning's thin lips parted: "Ask."

Fang Bai brushed his hair that was covering his eyes, and replied, "...sleep."

Seeing that Fang Bai's complexion was the same, Ji Yuning was a little relieved, pushed the cup on the table in front of Fang Bai, and said softly, "Drink some soy milk."

Fang Bai nodded: "Okay."

After taking two sips of soy milk, Fang Bai didn't drink any more. She looked at Ji Yuning and asked, "Are you going to work?"

"Yeah." Ji Yuning said.

"Be careful on the road." Fang Bai got up after speaking, "I'm going back to my room first."

Back in the bedroom, Fang Bai was not in a hurry to catch up on sleep, but took out his mobile phone and clicked on the map, searching for several nearby bookstores.

After Ji Yuning left, Fang Bai changed out of his pajamas and went out.

-

Upon waking up, Fang Bai found that it was already six o'clock in the evening, the sun had not yet set, and there was plenty of sunlight in the room.

Fang Bai was wearing the clothes she changed when she went out in the morning, and she was too sleepy after returning home, so she didn't have time to change.

Thinking of Ji Yuning coming back soon after get off work, and the things she went shopping were still in the living room, Fang Bai paused, got up and got out of bed.

When Fang Bai arrived in the living room, he found that the things he bought had been seen, even read.

The person on the sofa was wearing a beige suit, with rimless glasses on the bridge of his nose, his expression was very calm, cold and noble.

Hearing the movement, Ji Yuning raised her eyes to look at Fang Bai, with a faint smile on her lips, "What are these?"

The tone was calm, without any smile, the smile on the corner of her mouth was like a bait to confuse the enemy, dangerous and charming.

Fang Bai coughed lightly, "Book."

She went out in the morning and bought a few books:

"How to Understand Adolescent Children", "How to Guide Teenagers to Correct Sex Education", "Five Points of Knowledge to Be a Good Parent", "Adolescent Enlightenment"...

Fang Bai bought it for research.

After returning home, she watched it, and was so sleepy that she went back to her room to sleep before she had time to put it away.

Fang Bai thought about taking a nap for a while and tidying up before Ji Yuning got off work, who knew that Ji Yuning had already returned after waking up.

Ji Yuning came back very early.

It can be said that she didn't want to go to the company today, but because she had a very important cooperation to discuss, she went to the company.

She went home as soon as work was over and sat on the couch for two hours.

Read the book for two hours.

Caught a current one.

The smile on Ji Yuning's face remained undiminished, but there was a sullen look in his eyes, "I know."

Ji Yuning turned the book in her hand to Fang Bai, "Does Auntie think there is something wrong with my education?"

Fang Bai wanted to explain: "No, I just took a look..."

Ji Yuning interrupted Fang Bai, she put the book on the table, crossed her legs together, and asked in a low voice, "Auntie, did you hear that last night?"

Fang Bai's eyelids twitched, why did you ask suddenly?

Although it was expected that Ji Yuning would guess if she had discovered something after reading the book, Fang Bai did not expect that Ji Yuning would ask directly.

This kind of thing... isn't it all about knowing everything but pretending to know nothing?

Why did Ji Yuning puncture the window paper by herself? !

Not only that, Ji Yuning went on to say: "Auntie came into my room today, she must have seen the finger cots I used, and I know that I really did it last night, so it's not Auntie, you are hallucinating."

Ji Yuning, do you know how to be ashamed?

"Yes, I heard it." Fang Bai admitted.

She was afraid that if she didn't admit it again, Ji Yuning would say something that made her feel at a loss.

Fang Bai took a few steps forward, and finally stopped about three steps away from the sofa.

She glanced at Ji Yuning, lowered her eyes and said softly, "Xiao Ning, you don't have to feel embarrassed."

Ji Yuning rolled her eyelids, wondering how Fang Bai could tell that she was embarrassed.

Fang Bai still said: "Auntie can understand. After all, I was by your side during your adolescence. It's normal to think so. I won't say anything about you. Just relax."

The most difficult person is actually Fang Bai.

Ji Yuning looked at Fang Bai, and asked a little amusedly: "So Auntie thinks that I call your name when I masturbate because I have sexual fantasies about you in adolescence?"

When reading those books, Ji Yuning felt powerless, and felt that no matter what she did, Fang Bai would always surprise her.

Ji Yuning spoke too bluntly, so bluntly that what Fang Bai wanted to say choked up in his throat with fright.

Rapid heartbeat.

After being silent for a long time, Fang Bai finally said, "Yes."

This is the explanation she finally found after tossing and turning all night. Although it is a bit narcissistic to think this way, it is the only one that she thinks is possible among the explanations she thought of.

It can't be because Ji Yuning likes her, right? !

"Fang Bai." Ji Yuning called out.

Fang Bai followed his reputation.

Ji Yuning got up, and took off her glasses while walking. There were no lenses to block them, and the light in her eyes was clearly visible.

Under the dark light, it is an ambition that is hard to hide.

"Have you ever thought that calling your name is because..."

Ji Yuning stopped in front of Fang Bai, seemingly careless, but there was nowhere to hide the affection in her eyes.

"I like you?"