i like your roommate

That night, the two did not talk for long.

After listening to Qu Yang's words, Luo Ya did not express any rebellion or dissatisfaction. On the contrary, he agreed with what Qu Yang's parents said, and could understand all their worries and anxieties.

Qu Yang was too tired. In fact, he had different thoughts in his heart, but he really didn't want to talk now, he just wanted to sleep.

No matter how big the difficulty is, as long as you sleep and wake up, you will solve it.Qu Yang thought so.

The fact that his parents were not against homosexuality still gave him great hope.

He felt they still had a future.

But he was too sleepy, his mind was too fuzzy, and he couldn't think normally...

He rested his head on Roja's chest, closed his eyes half-closed, and muttered indistinctly: "Roja, give me a little more time, everything will be fine..."

Roja hugged him gently, and patted him on the back to show comfort.

"Go back and go to bed early, you are all very tired today."

Qu Yang let out a "huh", raised his head from Roja's arms, and traced his familiar eyebrows and eyes carefully.

Roja must not have slept well recently, he looks very haggard, his hair has grown, and his beard has not been shaved in time, a layer of green stubble appeared on his chin, which feels sandy, hard, hard, and a bit prickly .

Roja rubbed the back of Qu Yang's hand against his chin.

Qu Yang was a little itchy from the prick, and laughed.

Roja also smiled, although that smile was still full of sadness.

He stretched out his thumb and stroked Qu Yang's face lightly, "Honey, you look good when you smile, you must smile more in the future, you know? Don't always have a sad face, you will age so quickly—"

Qu Yang snorted, "Get out, don't be poor—"

"Ha ha--"

The atmosphere between the two finally became a little more relaxed and less tense.

Qu Yang suddenly didn't want to be separated from Roja again.

"Where are you going?" Qu Yang asked him.

Roja said, "Go home."

Qu Yang said "Yes", "Then I'll go back first, I'm really sleepy, I can't think anymore, I have to go to school with my parents tomorrow, after I send them away I'll come back to you again."

Roja said, "Okay."

Before the two of them parted, Luo Ya suddenly turned around and grabbed Qu Yang, pulling him into his arms and hugging him tightly.

Roja rubbed his chin on the top of Qu Yang's hair, and finally kissed his forehead lightly as if he had made up his mind.

Then he asked Qu Yang: "Honey, do you believe me?"

Qu Yang felt that Roja's current appearance really looked like a large pet dog, a bit domineering, a bit pitiful, full of expectations, but worried about gains and losses because he was afraid that the owner would suddenly abandon him.

"Believe it, why do I stay with you if you don't believe me? I have no other advantages as a person, but self-confidence, I believe in my vision, and I believe in any choice I make—"

Roya laughed, it was the first time Qu Yang saw Roya smiling so brightly, full of sunshine and anticipation, as if from now on, there would be only flowers and splendor in his life, and there would be no more fog and thorns.

After waking up the next day, Qu Yang went to school with his parents, chatted with the head of the department and the relevant teachers in charge, learned what had happened in the past few days and the results of the treatment, and at the same time expressed their attitudes.

The teachers and leaders of the school are pretty easy to talk to. They comforted them by telling them that it was not a big deal, and that it was almost handled now, so they should not worry too much. They also asked Qu Yang’s parents to calm Qu Yang’s emotions and talk to the children more. Let's talk, don't leave any psychological shadow because of this incident.

It is not unreasonable for the school to have this kind of worry. Every year, there are endless fights and suicides in colleges and universities due to emotional problems. Once such things happen, the school will often be particularly vigilant, adhering to the principle of early detection and early treatment , in short, it's easy to talk about nothing major.

At the same time, parents should also have the right to know, otherwise they will bite back and say that they have sent their children to school to study, but they don't know anything about it when something like this happens, and the school has to take full responsibility. I can't stand such a toss. It is really a terrible thing that an extreme case will affect the enrollment of the second year.

Of course, if Roja's adoptive parents hadn't been arguing endlessly in the school and insisted on seeing each other's parents, the school wouldn't be so motivating.

Calling the parents, in addition to informing them of the details of the incident, also requires them to assist the school to calm the students' emotions and avoid any accidents.

The head of the department also thoughtfully asked if he wanted to arrange for the school's psychological counseling teacher to communicate with them. Qu Yang's parents said no, but Qu Yang himself refused.

Mom asked: "Do we still need to meet each other's parents?"

The head of the department discussed it with the counselor, and they didn't think it was necessary.

"They don't have a normal communication attitude, and they always lose control of their emotions. In fact, this kid Roja is not easy. He is quite calm throughout the whole process. No matter how hysterical his adoptive parents are, he is not too out of control, but it can be seen that, He was actually quite angry, but he was just holding back. Anyway, his affairs are now in the hands of lawyers, and the school doesn’t need to intervene in the future. We just need to do a good job of prevention and control, so that they don’t make trouble again.” Counseling Said the member.

After hearing this, Qu Yang felt a throbbing pain in his heart. He suddenly felt sorry for Roja and wanted to see him right away.

Mom sighed, and said: "It's quite difficult, and Roja is not easy either. Will his parents be willing to understand this?"

The counselor said very sincerely that he didn't know either.

"It's not surprising that the quarrel will continue. They have been arguing all the time, saying that if Roja dares to sue them, they will not make Roja feel better, and will make him faceless in school... But we think It should be just talking out of anger, and it won't really cause trouble like that. Besides, the school is not vegetarian, so how could it be possible to let them make trouble every day, not to mention that Roja can't do a good job in class, it will also cause harm to other students in the school. positive effect--"

……

After the communication, parents, brother and Qu Yang came out together.

Miao Feiyi had been standing outside waiting for them, and when he saw them coming out, he went up to meet them.

"Hello, uncle, aunt, brother." Miao Feiyi greeted them politely.

Qu Yang had already introduced Miao Feiyi to his family before, so they all knew each other.

After saying hello, Miao Feiyi said: "Uncle and aunt, let's have lunch together? My parents haven't left yet, so we can get together."

Qu Yang's parents said apologetically: "I'm really sorry, we also rushed here on temporary leave, and we have to go back soon, and there are still many things to be busy at work."

Miao Feiyi said with a smile: "It will be noon soon, and you have to eat even if you are in a hurry."

Qu Yang also echoed: "Yes, Mom and Dad, let's go back after lunch. If we leave now, it's time to eat on the way. What should I do if I'm hungry?"

Mom patted Qu Yang on the shoulder and comforted him: "It's okay, you can go to the service area to eat again, we really have to go back early, next time, next time I have a chance to get together with Xiao Miao's parents."

Qu Yang had no choice but to go downstairs to send his parents and brother away.

Qu Yang looked at their figures hurrying back and forth, feeling quite guilty in his heart.

He stood there for a long time, until Miao Feiyi came over, tugged at his sleeve, and said to him: "Go back."

The two turned around and walked back slowly.

"Do you want to have a meal with me at noon? Anyway, you know my parents." Miao Feiyi asked him while walking.

Qu Yang said dully: "No, I don't have much appetite, I want to go back to sleep for a while, I'm sorry Brother Fei, next time I will treat my uncle and aunt to dinner and apologize to them in person."

Miao Feiyi smiled, "It's okay, you should take a good rest first, these few days are enough. But it's better to eat something before going to sleep, don't skip meals all day, it's not good for your health."

"Okay. Thanks Phineas."

"I wanted to help you at first, but it still didn't help. I told my parents about you and Roja. I originally thought that they would have a meal together at noon today, and they could help persuade me, but uncle Auntie left in such a hurry—”

Qu Yang is very grateful to Miao Feiyi. To put it bluntly, this matter has nothing to do with Miao Feiyi. It is he and Luo Ya who are in love. Not only was Miao Feiyi involved, but he also tried his best to help them Two people.

Qu Yang was a little bit sorry.

"When the matter comes to an end, let Roja treat you to a big meal to make amends. I will also invite you alone. Thank you Brother Fei, I don't know what to do without you—"

"Why are you being polite? Which of the three of us is with whom?" Miao Feiyi said with a smile.

After that day, Qu Yang took a week off from the department in a row, doing nothing every day, just staying in the dormitory to sleep, not thinking about anything.

Miao Feiyi went to get out of class as usual, and would tell him what happened in the department recently, what was covered in each class, and where was the progress of the professional class.

But both of them tacitly did not mention Roja again.

Qu Yang knew that Miao Feiyi must still be in touch with Luo Ya, but he didn't take the initiative to ask.

He thought that after everything was settled, Roja would always come to him and explain.

What he needs most now is to sort out his emotions. When all the dust settles, he will appear in front of Roja in a positive and sunny way as before, put aside the past, get rid of his troubles, and start the next paragraph A new journey that belongs only to the two of them.

……

Another week later, Qu Yang went to the department to cancel his vacation and started to attend classes normally.

He followed Miao Feiyi in and out every day, talking and laughing, everything was still the same as before, as if those bad things never happened.

But there were also things that bothered him.

Because of that incident, some people looked at him differently than before, and some people deliberately kept a distance from him.

Forget it, Qu Yang thought, it's not a big deal.

Some people can accept this kind of thing while others can't. This is the normal state in reality. Didn't I figure it out a long time ago?

Then one day, Qu Yang and Miao Feiyi went to the cafeteria to eat, but they were recognized while they were queuing up.

Those boys and girls should be classmates, and they started chattering when they stood together. They thought their voices were so small that Qu Yang couldn't hear them, but in fact Qu Yang heard them all.

"Isn't this the boy?"

"Which one?"

"It's the one from Xiaomengfa, that pair of young gays, and the one whose parents came to school to make trouble..."

"is it him?"

"Yeah, isn't there a photo of the two of them on the school's official account? Last time Xiaomeng also posted it together."

"Oh, it's kind of like what you said. She looks pretty good-looking, but it's a pity."

"Nowadays, handsome guys only date handsome guys, and we girls have nothing to do with it anymore."

"I'm going to find out if that tweet is still—"

"It's gone, it seems that it was withdrawn after this happened."

……

Miao Feiyi was standing next to Qu Yang, with a very ugly expression on his face.

Qu Yang listened, then suddenly lowered his head and laughed.

I don't know why, but instead of being very angry when he heard these criticisms, he even found it funny.

This is considered to have obtained the life experience card in advance, right?

Miao Feiyi turned to look at him with distressed eyes.

Qu Yang comforted him: "It's okay, Brother Fei, just ignore them, I don't care."

Miao Feiyi is like a parent who has broken his heart for his two children, he is very protective of his calf.

"Do you want me to talk to them so that they don't talk nonsense?"

Qu Yang shook his head, "There is no need for that, the mouth grows on other people, what they want to say is their freedom, what right do we have to interfere, besides, they are right, let them go—"

"..." Miao Feiyi sighed, "It's really speechless to speak so excessively in front of others..."

"Fortunately, I didn't point at my nose and call me a pervert. I felt that I was already being polite to me. I wouldn't take it to heart at all. It's okay." Qu Yang comforted me in turn. Miao Feiyi came.

Miao Feiyi didn't insist anymore, and sighed heavily, only feeling upset.

Soon, a month passed, and Roja still hadn't contacted him.

It's already April, the weather is slowly getting warmer, and thick coats can no longer be worn.

On this day, the rare sun is shining.

Qu Yang walked out of the classroom after class, covered his eyes with his hands and looked at the distant sky.

"it's beautiful."

"what?"

Miao Feiyi walked beside him, but couldn't hear what he was saying.

"It's spring, the sky is so beautiful, and the willows are all stripped." Qu Yang said with emotion.

"It's already spring, you just realized it, and you realized it later."

The two walked slowly into the dormitory, and after walking for a while, Qu Yang finally couldn't help asking Miao Feiyi: "Brother Fei, how is the matter at Luo Ya's family resolved? He still hasn't come to me."

Miao Feiyi walked silently for a while with his head down, and said, "I heard from him that the case has been filed, and the next step is to go through the judicial process according to the procedure."

"He hasn't been at school lately..."

"Yes, I'm on leave." Miao Feiyi said.

Qu Yang nodded, "Then...why didn't he come to me?"

"Maybe, I still feel that I'm not ready. Shall I ask him?"

Qu Yang said stubbornly: "Forget it, let him go, it's best not to come here for the rest of his life."

Miao Feiyi laughed, "Don't talk nonsense. I'll call him in the afternoon and ask him. I've been busy the past few days, and I haven't contacted him for a while. I don't know what's going on with him. By the way, let me He treats us to a big meal on weekends."

"Okay, don't let him go, anyway, he has money."

"Yes."

……

Many accidents happen without warning.

Qu Yang originally thought that it was an ordinary day, but such an ordinary day left a deep imprint on him in the following years, so that every time he touched it, he would feel pain. The feeling of loss is still vivid.

What exactly happened that day?

Qu Yang couldn't remember the details.

It is indeed a very ordinary day, class, get out of class, go to the cafeteria to eat, go back to the dormitory to read, send messages to friends, gag and chat...

In the evening, Miao Feiyi brought back a piece of news that Qu Yang still didn't want to recall.

— Roja is gone.

He was completely stunned.

He had never been so scared before, what kind of panic was that?

There is nothing in his heart, as if all the landing points have disappeared. He seems to be walking alone in the vast wilderness. The wind blew away, and even he himself couldn't hear the echo.

He felt he was abandoned by the whole world.

Qu Yang brainwashed himself, and said to Miao Feiyi with a smile, maybe he was just depressed and ran out to relax?

Or, as usual, I feel that my self-esteem has been hurt, so I should hide somewhere and be self-contained.

But from that day on, they searched all the places where Roja might appear, but they couldn't find him.

The familiar 11-digit number also completely stopped and became an empty number.

Now Qu Yang was completely panicked.

Miao Feiyi tried to contact Roya's adoptive parents, but every time they scolded him to be autistic, he couldn't ask any valuable information at all.

And Miao Feiyi couldn't remember who the lawyer Luo Ya was looking for, what his surname was, and his contact information. There were so many law firms in the city, where could he find them?

What's more, if a person is determined to disappear from this world, how can others find it.

Roja dropped out of school.

This is the news Guan Hongguang inquired from their department.

So, is Roja planning to disappear completely this time?

The three of them searched for Roja for two full months, but there was no news.

Miao Feiyi suggested to call the police.

Qu Yang thinks it's okay, the disappearance who left voluntarily out of personal will can't even be filed.

He can probably understand why Roja chose to disappear.

He has low self-esteem and a sense of powerlessness. Perhaps there is also the reason why his parents refuse to accept him. Maybe even he himself feels that he does not have the ability to give Qu Yang the future he wants.

"Let him go," Qu Yang said, "I won't look for it anymore, and I won't look for it in the future. He really wants to leave. No one can stop him. Why should we?"

Miao Feiyi and Guan Hongguang were both worried about him, Qu Yang smiled and waved his hands, "I'm fine, I figured it out, just pretend that I've never met this person in my life, love, who can't talk to, It’s not that I don’t want anyone.”

Yes, that's exactly what he thought.

Since then, eating and sleeping, studying and attending classes, and practicing for exams, everything has been as usual without any impact.

But occasionally when waking up in the middle of the night, Qu Yang always seemed to hear a voice whispering in his ear.

"Honey, I miss you so much—"

Cold, and a little unscrupulous.

Get out, I don't miss you at all, who the hell are you?

Then a drop of warm liquid fell onto the pillow, Qu Yang closed his eyes tightly, not thinking about what it was.