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Miao Feiyi was very fast and came back in half an hour.

At this time, Qu Yang was leaning on the railing and playing with his mobile phone.

During the period, he also sent several messages to Roja, but also did not get a reply.

Anyway, he has already arrived at the place where Roja lives, so he is not so worried.

Qu Yang pinched his phone in a daze.

He was anxious along the way, afraid that something might happen to Roja.

But now he just recalled, why is he so worried about Roja?

Who is Roja?Who is Roja?

He is just an ordinary friend who has known Roja for less than a semester, and he doesn't usually contact him too much, and Roja never reports to himself where he went or who he was with. If he has something to ask Qu Yang, eight out of ten times I contacted Miao Feiyi first, and then asked Miao Feiyi to convey...

Qu Yang suddenly felt wronged, thinking why should he worry about this person?

He felt speechless to himself, and felt that he was most likely to worry about other people because of the overflow of the Holy Father's heart.

……

Miao Feiyi was taking the key to open the door, seeing Qu Yang's face changing, he asked him:

"...What's the matter? Are you uncomfortable? Why is your face so ugly?"

"It's okay, I'm tired of waiting." Qu Yang said wearily.

"Oh." Miao Feiyi took out a key from the pocket of his cotton coat, and there was an old rusty metal keychain hanging on it.

"I've put it away for many years, and I almost couldn't find it. Guess where I found it? I put it in the old pencil case I used in the first year of high school, and almost threw it away as waste." Miao Feiyi He said with a smile, while stuffing the key into the door lock, when he twisted it, the door was opened.

As soon as the door was opened, the strong smell of alcohol and the strange smell from the room being airtight for a long time covered the faces of the three of them.

Xiang Yu waved his hand at the end of his nose, "Pfft—what's the smell!"

The curtains in the living room were drawn, and the thick anti-light curtains blocked the sunlight tightly, and the room was dim, making it impossible to see anything clearly.

Miao Feiyi has been here many times and is quite familiar with this place. He found a few pairs of slippers from the shoe cabinet in the entrance and handed them to the two to change into.

After changing his shoes, he went straight into the house, drew the curtains, and opened the windows again.

A gust of cold wind blew in, and everyone in the room shivered. The cold air swept away the smell in the room, and the air suddenly became much fresher.

It wasn't until this moment that Qu Yang saw clearly what was going on inside the house.

This is a two-bedroom apartment, the decoration is old, and the furnishings in the house are also very old. At first glance, this house has seen its age.

The floor tiles are the old style that was popular 20 years ago, with a diamond-shaped pattern carved on the bluish background, and a layer of cigarette butts on it.

On the coffee table and around the sofa, there were all kinds of empty wine bottles scattered here and there, extremely messy.

Qu Yang's gaze moved up slowly, one arm was hanging down from the edge of the sofa, his fingers were limply hanging on the ground, and moving up along the arm, he saw a person bent over the sofa, motionless...

Qu Yang was startled, and hurried over, and was about to bend down to push the person on the sofa when he was choked by a strong smell of alcohol and straightened up.

"What's the matter, why did you drink so much wine?" Qu Yang wrinkled his nose and complained.

"Roya, get up!" Qu Yang called him from the side.

--no response.

"Roja, wake up—"

Still no response, Qu Yang wondered if he drank to death on the sofa.

He carefully bent down to get close to Roja, and instantly smelled the strong and choking smell of wine, and at the same time, he found that Roja had a Bluetooth headset plugged into his ear, and there were heavy drumbeats and electric buzzing sounds from it. , the sound was so loud that it could be heard outside, no wonder someone came in without knowing it.

Qu Yang was speechless, and he listened to heavy metal while sleeping, so he was not afraid of deafening his ears...

Qu Yang reached out and took off Roya's earphones, and then Xiang Yu patted Roya's waist heavily.

"stand up--!"

Roja was woken up with a start. He opened his confused eyes and raised his head slightly to look at the crowd. After a while, he came back to his senses and asked in a hoarse voice, "Why are you here?"

Miao Feiyi went to pour Roja a cup of warm water familiarly. Fortunately, he had a water dispenser at home. Otherwise, with Roja's virtue, he would probably only drink cold water in winter, and he would not be killed by ice.

Luo Ya was supported by Qu Yang to sit up, feeling that he was still hungover.

He took a sip of the warm water that Miao Feiyi handed over, then sat there without moving, without speaking.

Xiang Yu has a carefree personality, standing there alone and talking non-stop.

"What's the matter with you? You didn't tell everyone when you came back. You're such a big man, and you still play missing? Do you know how anxious Xiaoyi and your little friend are, so they called specifically to ask me to find you ..."

Hearing this sentence, Luo Ya slightly raised his head and glanced at Qu Yang instead of Miao Feiyi, then he lowered his head again, still refusing to speak.

When Miao Feiyi entered the door, he had already opened the curtains of the living room. At this time, the sunlight from outside came in, and the light in the room was very clear.

Qu Yang and Roya looked at each other, and saw that Roya's forehead was injured, he put a piece of gauze on it indiscriminately, probably didn't bother to change the dressing after drinking too much, and a strip of adhesive tape that was fixed on the gauze fell off , At this time, it is loosely attached to the forehead, and it will not fall off.

Qu Yang's heart convulsed|pained a bit, and it hurt for no reason.

He walked over, first broke off Roja's head, and took a closer look. Fortunately, except for the injury on the forehead, there was no disfigurement.

He was forced to raise his head again, and checked from the chin to the neck, and found two red marks on the neck, which should be left by something being smoked.

Originally, he wanted to check other parts, but was pushed away by Roja.

"Why are you injured again?" Qu Yang withdrew his hand and asked standing where he was.

Roja said nothing.

Miao Feiyi sat next to Roja and said, "Tell me, what is it for this time?"

After a while, Roya asked Miao Feiyi in a hoarse voice: "How did you find it?"

Qu Yang was so angry when he heard this, he wished he could go up and slap him twice.

Miao Feiyi smiled and said: "Actually, Xiao Yang is very worried about you and has been asking me to contact you. If it was me, I might not consider whether to come to you until after New Year's Day."

After hearing this, Roya didn't express anything. After a while, he raised his head again and glanced at Qu Yang, with some inexplicable emotions in his eyes.

Qu Yang was very annoyed by him, he thought to himself why can't you talk, what does it mean to keep eyeing me?I have flowers on my face?

Seeing that they were chatting, Xiang Yu didn't interrupt, turned around to find a mop and a broom, and diligently helped Roja clean up the scattered wine bottles and the overflowing ashtray.

"It's nothing, I had a quarrel with my family." Roja said in a low voice.

"Did you fight? Look at your scars." Miao Feiyi said.

Roja rested his elbows on his knees, and sat on the sofa with his whole body bowed.

The home clothes on his body had a wide collar, and Qu Yang saw a few red bruises on the exposed skin on his back|naked|.

"Then I can't fight back and hit them?" Roja said.

"So, what's the conflict about?" Miao Feiyi persuasively and persuasively.

"Why else, because I came out with them before..."

……

Roja came back to his hometown, originally wanting to relax and rest for a while. By the way, he went to find friends who had cooperation intentions before, and asked them what projects are more profitable recently, and see what resources can be borrowed. After all, he is idle. If you can't live, you also need to save enough for yourself to live.

While sweeping the street, he saw his parents.

They haven't been in touch since he came out to them a few months ago.He didn't tell them when he came back this time, but he met them on the street at this time, so he couldn't even say hello.

So Roja stepped forward to greet them with embarrassment, but his parents turned against him on the spot, not only yelling at him on the street, but his mother also picked up a wooden stick from the ground and slapped Roja desperately.

Roja couldn't fight back, and there were many people watching on the street. He couldn't beat the elders in public, right?

So he took a slap in the face.

The pain was bearable, Roja didn't even hide.When he felt that his parents' tone was almost enough, he turned around and wanted to leave.

As a result, his retreat was interpreted by his parents as indifference and disobedience, so his mother scolded him in the street as a pervert and a deadly gay. Roja turned around and looked at her in surprise. He didn't understand what his parents had done to him. There will be such a great malice, such a private thing will be said in front of the crowd, and he will be belittled and insulted, he feels very sad...

Roja didn't want to quarrel on the street, he didn't say a word, he just stood there and stared at them.

When she had had enough scolding and trouble, Roja lowered his head and smiled, then turned around and wanted to leave.

However, the moment he turned around, his mother suddenly picked up a stone from the ground and threw it at him without hesitation...

The stone hit him directly on the forehead, the distance was short and the force was strong, he was immediately bleeding, and Roja felt very painful.

The blood on the forehead just flowed down, and Roja didn't even wipe it off.

The onlookers were terrified, and started to stop Roja's parents, telling them not to fight. Homosexuality is not illegal, so why such a fuss?

And the kind aunt took out a tissue to stop Roja's bleeding, and asked him to go to a nearby hospital to bandage it quickly to avoid infection.

Roja just looked at them like that, the temperature in his eyes gradually disappeared, and finally returned to zero.

In the end he didn't say anything, turned around and walked straight out of there, never looking back.

……

Roja told what had happened in a few words, and the three of them were silent after listening, and no one spoke.

In the end, Miao Feiyi patted Roya's shoulder, "Go take a shower first, get a good sleep, we won't leave, I'll stay here with you."

Then he said to Xiang Yu: "Thank you for helping me clean up the house. Xiao Yang and I will go down to buy something to eat, and we will have dinner at home."

Xiang Yu said: "It doesn't need to be so troublesome, I just ask the waiter in the store to bring the order."

Miao Feiyi thought for a while, nodded and said, "Okay, let me send you some chicken soup and a few dishes of stir-fried vegetables. Xiao Yang and I will go buy some drinks and fruits."

After speaking, Miao Feiyi took Qu Yang out.

Walking on the road, Qu Yang still couldn't hold back, and asked Miao Feiyi: "Is Luo Ya really okay? He seems very depressed."

Miao Feiyi was also a little panicked, "Well, this incident probably brought back bad memories of his childhood—"

"What's the situation in his family, why did his parents treat him like this?" Qu Yang didn't understand.

"It's quite complicated... After all, Roja is not his own..."

"...Huh? Roja...isn't it his own?"

"Um……"

Miao Feiyi paused, and said: "I didn't want to tell you too much, after all, this is the privacy of other people's homes, and outsiders are not easy to talk about it...

"...Actually, Roja was adopted. Back then, his current parents were barren, and he had no children in his thirties. He went to see doctors all over the country, and tried all kinds of methods to no avail...

"Later, they had no other choice, they couldn't have children, and they wanted a child, so they listened to others' advice and adopted a child, which was Roja...

"I don't know if it's because of some good deeds. In the third year after Roja was adopted, his mother became pregnant and finally had her own child. His parents were very happy...

"The child in their womb is what they have been begging for for many years. Now that they finally have it, his parents have transferred all their love to this child, and they feel that Roja's existence is superfluous...

"Luo Ya is born with a cold personality. He has never been able to please adults since he was a child, and he doesn't like to talk. When his mother took him home, she thought he was dumb and almost sent him back to the orphanage. I was deceived...

"However, the good days didn't last long. At that time, Roja's mother was already an older woman when she was pregnant, and her physical condition was not very good. Once Roja made a mistake, his mother scolded him very fiercely, as if she was still beating her. After giving birth to him, the result was a miscarriage...you know the rest of it."

Qu Yang: "..."

He finally understood why Roja's parents held such hostility towards him.

The two entered the supermarket, Miao Feiyi pushed a trolley, and Qu Yang followed silently, with a heavy heart.

Walking into the supermarket, Miao Feiyi said again: "But that can't be blamed on Luo Ya. Later, the doctor said that his mother had an ectopic pregnancy, and the child could not be kept..."

Qu Yang sighed, "It's really broken, I finally got it, and suddenly it's gone, this is more heart-wrenching than never having it..."

"That's right—" Miao Feiyi echoed, "Because of this, in order to divert their emotions, they blamed all the dissatisfaction on Roja, thinking that all the bad luck was brought by him, so he would not It should exist in their lives, and they didn't have any feelings at first, but now they are even more hysterical—”

Miao Feiyi went on to say: "When I first met him, I really couldn't figure out why his family was like that. Luo Ya, a teenager, had to work to support himself. I couldn't bear it, so I I gave him all my pocket money, wanting him to not have to work so hard, and then felt very angry, and wanted to go to his home to talk to his parents. At that time, Roja told me the whole story and advised me not to go It's useless to find them and argue with them... At that time, I deeply realized that the fate of people is not something that can be chosen by oneself. Many contradictions, you can only live with them, but you can't solve them at all— —”

Qu Yang smiled, "Brother Fei, you are so mature at such a young age, aren't you tired from living?"

"Fortunately, let's see who I compare with. Compared with Luo Ya, I simply live in heaven."

"That's right. Normal people and Luo Yabi both live in heaven, so when one thinks about heaven and one thinks about hell, that's how it was originally explained. It depends on the reference."

"Haha, that's right—"

The two smiled wryly and put things in the shopping cart, feeling very uncomfortable.

After knowing all of Roja's life background, Qu Yang has no grievances towards him at all, and the rest is only distressed and unbearable.

He finally understood why Miao Feiyi was so tolerant and caring towards Roja, if it was him...

——Actually, there is no need to assume, he already has unlimited tolerance and love for Roja.

As long as Roja doesn't do anything against ethics, Qu Yang thought, no matter what mistakes he made, they should be forgiven...

There is no bottom line enough - Qu Yang complained to himself in his heart.

……

Xiang Yu also knew some of Roja's sad past from Miao Feiyi, and felt sorry for him.

So, that night, the four of them ate together, and the scene was once disgusting. The three of them took care of Roja like three nannies, and almost fed him the food.

Roja: "..."

He couldn't bear it anymore, and looked up at the three people, "What's the problem with you?"

This time Qu Yang really couldn't hold back, he laughed so hard that Coke spewed out.

Miao Feiyi and Xiang Yu also laughed.