Debt is hard to pay

Gao Baiyuan looked directly into Li Xichuan's eyes, withdrew his hand, lowered his eyes and said softly, "Xichuan, I don't understand what you are talking about, but I can assure you that I will support you in whatever you want. I will do my best to help you, please don't do this, can you not torment yourself like this?"

Li Xichuan shook off his hand, and sneered self-deprecatingly, "When will you wait? Coax me to give birth to your child first? Gao Baiyuan, do you think I still look like a human being now?"

Gao Baiyuan gripped his wrist arrogantly, and his other hand tightly intertwined with his fingers, "Li Xichuan, I remember you are Li Xichuan. Even if you don't have children, I will recognize everything I said, But now can you listen to me, after the child is born, I will give you whatever you want."

Tears were falling straight from the corners of the eyes of the person being held, and the tears fell so that he could no longer feel the slightest bit. Even though he was crying all the time, his eyes were still dry and bloodshot.

Sobbing twice, Li Xichuan pulled out his hand, raised his head and wailed hysterically, "Gao Baiyuan, remember, you owe me a lot. I don't want anything else, I just want your life!"

"Okay." Gao Baiyuan replied without hesitation, holding Li Xichuan eagerly again in his hands, and tears dripped from the corners of his eyes.No matter what Li Xichuan said, he would agree, and he had to agree.

This cannot be blamed on Li Xichuan, Gao Baiyuan will not blame him for any request he made, because he can empathize with his bastard.

The surging love in his chest forced Gao Baiyuan to take Li Xichuan as his own, together with his whole being.Regardless of the past or the future, as long as it is about Li Xichuan, he is willing to accept it.

Even he himself was surprised that his love for Li Xichuan had grown to such an extent.Gao Baiyuan is glad that he can still love, and can still fall in love with Li Xichuan completely, because only in this way can he give birth to a kind of strength, so that he can protect his lover without hesitation.

Li Xichuan silently let the tears flow more and more, the emotions that have been accumulated for more than ten years are like a flood bursting a bank, and no rational person can restrain it.He couldn't restrain himself and had already pushed all his misfortunes to the people around him. Besides Gao Baiyuan, who else would he hate?

The belief that had been firm for decades collapsed like a building. He was like a piece of dust buried in the ruins, floating around without a body, but he couldn't get out of it no matter what, and he couldn't fly out no matter what.

He hated that his hatred was not decisive enough, not straightforward enough, and he also hated the inexplicable feelings for Gao Baiyuan in his stomach.He doesn't need this kind of emotion, and he really shouldn't have it, because it will only harm himself, and it will also harm Gao Baiyuan.

Hate is more unscrupulous, and much more unrepentant.

Li Xichuan tried his best to break free from the invisible shackles on his body, but he just struggled to pull out the hand that was holding Gao Baiyuan again, and watched helplessly as he pushed Gao Baiyuan away.

Gao Baiyuan was staggered by his push, and his heart trembled suddenly. He didn't know what Li Xichuan was thinking, but he was obviously the one who was pushed away.

He could no longer tolerate Li Xichuan's torture that was almost self-abuse, and he didn't want Li Xichuan to suffer spiritual pain, so he rushed over to hug the person in front of him tightly.

But when Li Xichuan looked up at him, Gao Baiyuan hesitated.

There was undisguised hatred in Li Xichuan's eyes, so heartless that there was no warmth.The bastard really wanted to push him away, so far away that he wasn't allowed to approach at all.