Debt is hard to pay

Two days after Li Xichuan went on a hunger strike, Gao Baiyuan really came. This time, he was not separated by an iron net. Maybe Gao Baiyuan also saw that he had no strength to resist.

He just sat leaning against the bed, looking at the person who opened the door and came in, with some waves in his eyes, he couldn't help but sneered slightly, it really worked like this, the little thing really helped him a lot.

Gao Baiyuan paused at the door, looking at Li Xichuan, his pupils shrank unconsciously. Although he hadn't seen him for more than half a month, Li Xichuan seemed to have suddenly haggarded a lot, sitting by the bed without anger, as if he was on the operating table that day. look.

Ignoring the displeasure caused by worry, he walked in quickly, supported Li Xichuan to lie down, and pulled the quilt for him.

When Gao Baiyuan touched the belly of the person in front of him, Gao Baiyuan paused unconsciously. After a little hesitation, he raised his hand to touch it. He was delighted by the movement under his palm, and his heart was severely gouged out by the look of his eyes when he looked up at Li Xichuan. one knife.

"Xichuan? What's the matter?" Gao Baiyuan didn't take back his hand, pretending to smile relaxedly, and reached out to take the porridge bowl handed over by Dao Scar, "Eat something, how can you survive without eating?"

"If I didn't do this, would you come?" Li Xichuan looked at the spoonful of porridge he handed over, and didn't intend to take it.

"Xichuan?" Gao Baiyuan heaved a sigh of relief. It turned out that Li Xichuan just lost his temper because he wanted to see him. "You tell them, and I'll come... But I really don't have time recently, so I didn't mean not to see you."

"Stop talking." Li Xichuan interrupted him, "That's not what I meant."

Gao Baiyuan's movements froze, and he waited suspiciously for Li Xichuan to continue.

"You knew why I came here from the beginning, right? You know everything. In your eyes, I must be stupid as hell, right?" Li Xichuan raised the corners of his mouth slightly, leaning his head against the bedside.

Although he stubbornly didn't want to look too embarrassed, a drop of tear followed his words and rolled straight down.

Gao Baiyuan's heart was suddenly poked, and he was flustered and couldn't say anything. It is undeniable that he knew it from the beginning.

But he never thought his bastard was stupid, Li Xichuan was a man of flesh and blood, he always thought so, otherwise he wouldn't have fallen in love with him.

Seeing that he didn't answer, Li Xichuan already understood, and muttered to himself, "Bai Liangyi died, I know all about it. I was going to get the thing that I've been thinking about for more than ten years that day... You know, in order to get this How difficult am I? This is the only thing that has supported me for more than ten years..."

Gao Baiyuan looked at him, remained silent, and his eyes turned red. He knew that Li Xichuan needed to talk now, and he didn't need him to answer.

"You may not be able to imagine that your most respected and closest family members are locked in the glass, and a glass separates us... He is a hero in my eyes. Have you ever seen a hero locked in a cage? ? Do you know what it feels like to be buried here with a heart full of innocence..."

Li Xichuan paused, and intermittently uttered the words that had been in his heart for more than ten years. Every time he uttered a word, his heart ached a little.But it is much better to uncover the scars of the past by yourself than to be uncovered by others.

"I don't know...but I can imagine it, and I can empathize with it...Of course I can't forget it, even if I die..."