Narada world

Thunder roared outside the house, and lightning split the sky in half, looming.Liu Qianxun closed the window, took a deep look at the person in the darkness, and sneered.The students of the Shengmen really did their best, and Ling Yu didn't dare to be sloppy at all when he gave an order.

The bed is very wide, and two quilts are placed on the inner and outer sides.

"Xun'er, I can sleep on the floor." Out of a gentleman's demeanor, Qin Junlan always felt that she shouldn't be sharing the bed with her at such a time.

"No, I drank too much that day and heard that you sat on the ground all night. I felt so guilty. How could I ask someone of your status to condescend to myself like that." Liu Qianxun always felt warm when he thought of his company that night. meaning.

"That's because I am willing to stay. How can I leave if you are unwell, besides...I am just an ordinary person. When I come out, I have no so-called identity and no way of giving in." Qin Junlan didn't intend to let Liu Qianxun know My own identity, at least not now, is unknown in the future.

A person of her status would not expose herself easily, except for the sincerity of being open to others, it was impossible for her to reveal her identity.Liu Qianxun knows this truth better than anyone else, the emperor's heart wall is not so easy to break into.

"I think you probably don't like being close to people, and you don't want to sleep with me. If so, this time, I'll sleep on the floor, and you will sleep on the bed." After Liu Qianxun finished speaking, she took the quilt and wanted to go to the upper bunk. The unhappiness in my heart is beyond words.

Qin Junlan hurriedly stepped forward to stop her, "Xun'er, that's not what I meant, I was afraid that you would mind, you used to always reject people and treat people coldly, I photographed you for resisting intimacy with others."

"That's because I didn't know you before."

Qin Junlan stared at her blankly, not knowing how to answer.

Liu Qianxun stared at her, took a step forward, and said with a soft tone and watery eyes, "Are you concerned about my identity?"

"Ok?"

"I am a prostitute, and I am Hong Yuan, the courtesan of the brothels in the entire capital of Jidu. Although I have the name of being a performer but not my body, I am still showing my face to please those men. How many people look at my face and think about how to get me?" body." Her eyes were blurred, and she said it lightly, but she expressed the helplessness and melancholy of the dusty people.

"Nonsense! How could I be so pedantic, because of your identity..." Qin Junlan was extremely depressed when she said this, she was afraid that her identity was not just an oiran, it would be great if everything was so simple.

"And what?" Liu Qianxun's eyes were filled with sadness, waiting for Qin Junlan to finish the sentence.But she didn't say anything after all, just moved the corners of her mouth weakly, "It's okay...let's rest." Qin Junlan walked to the bed and took a deep breath, "I'm used to sleeping in, how about you?"

"outside."

Qin Junlan nodded, and after taking off her coat, she lay on the innermost side, not only keeping the bed distance from Liu Qianxun, but also suddenly became much cooler.

Liu Qianxun lay down on her side with her back facing her, but Qin Junlan didn't feel sleepy at all, she always lay on her back when she slept, and her sleeping position was very regular.She has been strictly required since she was a child, how she eats and how she sleeps must strictly follow the court etiquette.

The rain outside the window gradually became lighter, but the thunder and lightning still kept coming and going.Although she couldn't hear the sound, Qin Junlan still felt ripples in her heart.Leaning against Liu Qianxun so close, he was very happy, but more afraid and bored.Sometimes I want to be close to her, but sometimes I feel insecure because I can't see her clearly.

She could feel Liu Qianxun's eyes fixed on her, but she didn't dare to turn her head, she was a little afraid to look at her, for fear that if she looked at her more, she would sink even more.There are too many things in her heart, she has never longed for a person to be close to herself so much, this person in front of her has aroused the desire and longing in her heart, this feeling makes her feel uneasy out of control.

It's not that she doesn't have the courage to face her own heart, it's that she doesn't have the courage to face Liu Qianxun's identity and the unknown past.Who can predict how many schemes and secrets a person can hide in his heart, before she figured it out, she must not let this person occupy her heart.

Liu Qianxun saw that Qin Junlan's thoughts were wandering, and her mind was not on her, so she felt disappointed.So she was the one who was being self-indulgent all this time?Even sleeping next to her does not arouse her thoughts and desires.Is everything just her imagination?

Did she miscalculate?Is she being selfish?The aftertaste of that kiss is still there, but why is it so indifferent?Liu Qianxun suddenly felt that maybe he didn't understand her at all, even though he tried every step of the way and wanted to refuse her, but at the last step, he still couldn't get past her.

Liu Qianxun lay flat, sighed slightly, turned her back to Qin Junlan, and said nothing.

The sound of water dripping from the eaves ding-dong the night.Liu Qianxun didn't feel sleepy, and felt a little cool, she longed for a hug.She was alone all these years, and she couldn't sleep peacefully in the night. She curled up and hugged herself tightly with her arms.Is Qin Junlan really so unintentional towards her?He didn't even want to give her a hug.

Why is my heart so lost, even a little bit sad.Is she melancholy that the plan is not going well, or is there a thought that should not have arisen in her heart?She didn't dare to think about it anymore.

"Xun'er, are you asleep?"

Just as Liu Qianxun's thoughts were wandering, he heard Qin Junlan's small voice.It turned out that she hadn't fallen asleep yet, Liu Qianxun suddenly became nervous, and there was a trace of expectation and excitement in her heart, she didn't even know what she was expecting.

"No." Her heart was surging, but she remained calm.Her body was still facing away from her, unmoved, she wanted to see what would happen to Qin Junlan.

"Why aren't you asleep yet?"

"Can't sleep."

Liu Qianxun turned around and found that Qin Junlan was facing her. Through the faint candlelight and occasional lightning, she could see the sadness in her eyes.

When did she turn to face him, did Liu Qianxun not notice at all, or was she always staring at him from behind?

"Still worried about the people of Yuzhou?"

"Well, it's useless to worry. I'm fine. Go to sleep. I have to hurry tomorrow." After Qin Junlan finished speaking, she closed her eyes and buried all the words she wanted to say in her heart. She still couldn't do it, even though she didn't want to admit it It couldn't change the fact that she didn't believe in Liu Qianxun.

Originally, Liu Qianxun didn't know why Qin Junlan was like this, seeing her hesitate so much, she understood that Qin Junlan didn't believe her at all, and was still doubting her identity.She has always been on good terms with herself, but when she really had the opportunity to get close, she stopped in her tracks.

Qin Junlan is the queen after all, and it is really not easy to get close to her. The door in her heart can only be opened slowly.Her identity has always been a fog in Qin Junlan's heart. If it is not clear for a day, she will not really have anything to do with him.She believed that Qin Junlan was not interested in her, and she was more cautious just because of his interest.

Liu Qianxun looked at Qin Junlan's sleeping face, it was as white as a beautiful jade, with a stunning appearance, who ever noticed that the empress is such a peerless and graceful person, who dared to covet her face?She always wanted to stretch out her hand to touch it, but she dropped it again, and her mood had long since lost her original calm.

She raised her eyes, focusing vaguely, staring out of the window.The rainy night is slightly cool, Ling Yu, tonight, as you wish, what will happen when you know?Will there be any sadness and sadness?Liu Qianxun suddenly felt that she was so pathetic. These two women showed that they liked her very much, but everyone came to test her and didn't believe her.

When will this endless calculation and guessing come to an end?She suddenly felt very tired. Her heart was originally pure, and she just wanted to help Ling Yu accomplish what she wanted to do, and the rest had nothing to do with her.What does the life and death of the people in Yuzhou have to do with her?Who is the emperor in the world, and whoever unifies the four kingdoms has nothing to do with her?

In fact, what she wanted was really simple, but the person she fell in love with had everything in his heart and the world in mind. She was destined to live a life of ups and downs.

What is she now?What is it to Qin Junlan?What is it to Ling Yu?She doesn't even know...

Qin Junlan didn't fall asleep, she pretended to be asleep by breathing evenly on purpose, she slowly opened her eyes and looked at Liu Qianxun's back.Although there is still a distance between my heart, I still feel warm, isn't she by my side?Maybe he thought in his heart, maybe there is still a gap that they can't bridge, but at this moment, she is by my side, isn't she?

Not knowing whether it was an involuntary instinct from the depths of love, or the inability to restrain the body's urge to get close to her, Qin Junlan finally leaned on Liu Qianxun's back and pulled her into his arms.

Liu Qianxun trembled slightly, a little stiff, she could feel Qin Junlan's even breathing.But she didn't do anything, just hugged her peacefully, Liu Qianxun gradually relaxed, this embrace was very warm, solid and made her intoxicated.Qin Junlan's hand was on her waist, without any further movement, Liu Qianxun lightly touched the back of her hand, she naturally spread her five fingers, clasped her tightly, and held her in the palm of her hand, the corners of her lips raised unconsciously smile.

Qin Junlan was close to her, and took a deep breath. The refreshing fragrance instantly invaded her internal organs, and she felt that her body was filled with her fragrance.

Before the time came, Qin Junlan kept saying this in her heart.She is not a person who is greedy for beauty, and she will not take advantage of others' danger. If the two love each other and achieve the beauty of clouds and rain, it will become the most wonderful thing in the world.But now, there is still an insurmountable gap between them, how can she pass her own test.

But at this moment, she wished that she was not the emperor, but just an ordinary woman, so she didn't have to worry too much.She longs to be alone, to be able to stay together until old age, longing to be able to hold hands and watch the flowers bloom and fade, as time goes by like water.When the state affairs are settled and a successor is found, she will abdicate and become a happy couple with that person.

Even though there are thousands of words in my heart, it is difficult to say them to her, but I just hold her hand, and I can't help but increase the strength.Liu Qianxun seemed to be able to feel her heart, her body moved, she turned her head and looked at her.

"What's wrong with Yan'er?" Liu Qianxun stroked her forehead, her fingertips slid down to her cheeks, Qin Junlan's eyes were slightly closed, and she just shook her head.Liu Qianxun didn't pursue her further, but just hugged her lightly, feeling that they were tightly dependent on each other.

The two didn't say much, neither said a word, nor went deeper into each other.Only this night, they embraced and slept together, trying their best to walk towards each other's heart.

The wordless silence made the whole air fall into silence.Qin Junlan was sleepless all night, feeling that the wrist of the person in her arms was no longer strong, she nodded slightly, and found that Liu Qianxun had fallen asleep, just like that day, sleeping deeply and steadily.

She touched her face lightly, and an irrepressible sense of happiness overflowed from her heart.What's wrong with her?Such contentment, just seeing her sleeping next to her, gives her an indescribable sense of satisfaction. If she can watch her fall asleep every day and wake her up in the morning, it will indeed be a matter of great happiness.

It turned out that she was the one who always needed a shoulder and a hug.She closed her eyes slightly, enjoying the intimacy of this moment, even if it was short, it was enough for her to think about it for a long time.

Fourth watch, before dawn.Qin Junlan didn't sleep all night, she got up slowly, leaned over, tapped the tip of her nose with her fingertips, her eyes were full of doting, and she smiled deeply.