The King of Strange Talks does not want to be summoned!

Xu Hanxing's consciousness is still entangled in continuous nightmares, but at this moment it seems to be a little different from before.

He felt cold, dizzy, aching all over, half asleep and half awake, as if someone whispered something in his ear.

He couldn't hear clearly, but as soon as the sound came, it seemed to blow away all the thick and tumbling dark shadows in his dream. His mind had not had a good rest for many days, and finally sank into a barely peaceful sleep.

After a long time, Xu Hanxing vaguely felt that a medical staff came to remove the needle and measure his body temperature. He struggled for a while but failed to wake up. Wrapped in a quilt, she was taken out of the hospital and boarded a car.

When he really woke up, it was already very late. Xu Hanxing opened his eyes and found that he was sleeping on the bed in his apartment. The lights in the room were not turned on, and only the fragments of stars beside the bed were shining.And he was covered with a thick quilt, his forehead was cool, and he was wearing a cooling patch, which was very comfortable.

There was a light "snap", and there was a slight knock on the sliding door from the direction of the kitchen.Xu Hanxing tilted his head weakly, then his eyes widened slightly, and he saw Yan Su walking into the bedroom wearing the hazy warm light coming from the kitchen door behind him.

"I heard you woke up, are you hungry?" Yan Su asked with a smile, and then slightly raised his hand, only then did Xu Hanxing realize that he was holding a porcelain bowl with one hand, and the bowl was still filled with hot air .

"It's white fungus porridge, with some lotus seeds, red dates, and rock sugar in it. It's relatively light, and it's very suitable for eating when you have a fever." Yan Su touched the switch and adjusted the light in the bedroom to the lower brightness level to ensure that it would not It made him feel glaring, so he opened it, "I packed the restaurant's stomach-nourishing porridge for you at noon, but you have been asleep and slept past lunch time. So now I can only eat dinner directly. This is freshly cooked, do you want it?" eat?"

Yan Su sat on the side of the bed, Xu Hanxing felt the mattress beside him slightly collapsed, and then suddenly felt a sense of reality.

The obedient meaning is that Yan Su has been with him since noon until now, not only helping him to cooperate with the nurse to draw blood and measure temperature, but also waiting until the injection is finished, carrying him into the car, wrapping him in a quilt all the way, taking good care of him and sending him back Home.

"Why are you here?" Xu Hanxing's heart was full of soft joy, like a stone thrown into an empty valley suddenly got a small echo, and couldn't help asking.Then as soon as he opened his mouth, he found that his throat, which had just been healed a few days ago, was now hoarse again, and he could only make weak breath sounds.

Yan Su looked down at him with soft eyes in the faint light, and said after a while, "Song Yuan contacted me and said you were sick and called my name in your dream, is it true?"

"Uh..." Xu Hanxing's breathing was stagnant, and his body, which was weak due to fever, could not help but froze slightly, and the satisfaction that was still filling his heart just now faded away in shock.

Yan Su sat very close to him, obviously noticed his nervousness, so he temporarily turned away his probing gaze, scooped up a spoonful of porridge in the bowl, and said gently, "He also said, you haven't done anything in the past two days. Eat well, even take the medicine on an empty stomach, doesn't your stomach hurt? Now that the fever is gone, how do you feel? Has your appetite recovered?"

Yan Su raised the bowl lowly, looking like he was going to feed him, so Xu Hanxing quickly propped up his body, sat up a little, and subconsciously wanted to take the bowl.

But Yan Su's hand was already raised to his mouth, so he obediently took a sip from the spoon in his hand.

"It seemed to be fine the day before yesterday. Why did you suddenly get so sick? When did you catch a cold and blow the cold wind?" Yan Su was feeding the porridge, his expression and tone were as gentle as usual, and it still sounded like a normal question of concern— ——Xu Hanxing suddenly felt uneasy, he didn't know whether Yan Su was on purpose or not.

But if he has ghosts in his heart, he can't stop panicking. He always feels that today's Yan Su has a scrutinizing attitude from the moment he appears, as if every sentence is questioning his heart.

Yan Su's porridge-feeding hand was stuck to the side of his face, and he naturally felt the nervous tension again, so he looked straight at him again.

"I..." Xu Hanxing was at a loss, every time he was stared at like this, he felt that all his secret thoughts were being stripped away layer by layer.

"You what?" Yan Su asked calmly, put down the spoon, and stared at him intently.

For some reason, Xu Hanxing was a little scared, and his Adam's apple moved.

But the inhuman monster in front of him didn't let him go as before, as if his patience had finally run out, his eyes were heavy, and he put away his habitually disguised gentle smile.

Under the sudden gaze, Xu Hanxing couldn't help but want to look away, but he didn't dare to dodge like before.Then, in this flash of light, he suddenly realized something that he hadn't thought about before.

In fact, Xu Hanxing has long discovered that although Yan Su is smiling most of the time, he is completely different from the truly gentle and restrained human beings.He will express praise, love, doubt, displeasure, surprise and other emotions very calmly. At the same time, he can also keenly capture the emotions of others. Sometimes he looks at himself with doubts, but does not ask. At that time, he thought it was a success I hid it from the past, but now that I think about it, I was probably just taking care of my flustered mood.

Xu Hanxing could barely count how many times he had been taken care of, and when he suddenly woke up, he found that he always seemed to be beating around the bush in front of Yansu and evading his words.And no god would allow believers to ignore his problems with such a perfunctory attitude.

Xu Hanxing's heart felt cold for a while, and a word that seemed to be completely unsuitable for him appeared in his mind, but it was very suitable to describe himself at this moment: arrogant and favored.He remembered that he was even hiding his identity as a believer because of fear, but Yan Su should have discovered it long ago.

His fingertips trembling subconsciously as he grasped the quilt, and then he heard Yan Su ask for the last time.

"Do you have something to say to me?"

Xu Hanxing pursed his lips, and the body under the quilt couldn't help curling up a little bit. The stomach that felt rare and comfortable after swallowing the warm white fungus porridge just now began to convulse slightly uncontrollably.

"I," Xu Hanxing thought, the only thing he can do now is probably to confess everything, sincerely plead and admit his mistakes, and make sure that he will never do it again in the future, so maybe there is still a little chance of being forgiven.

So he moved his lips and tried several times before he said in a voice that was so dumb that he could hardly utter, "I... fell in love with you, because of this, after work the night before yesterday, I went downstairs to pick up the car in the community, and saw me When the used bedding was thrown away, I felt a little sad, so I stood downstairs for a long time, blowing the cold wind, maybe I caught a cold at that time."

Yan Su's expression was as flat as when Xu Hanxing suggested to him a few days ago that the mark the mermaid gave them was not friendship but love.

But if Yan Su attributed the problem to the mermaid last time, this time he completely understood, because Xu Hanxing did not secretly change the subject this time, and just said that he loved him.

A corner of the embarrassing mind was lifted, Xu Hanxing was extremely embarrassed, his voice paused slightly, but he still opened up all his thoughts with difficulty, tremblingly presented in front of Yan Su, he recalled all the problems he hadn't faced seriously just now, and Re-answered, "After the cursed thorns were cleaned up the day before yesterday, I always felt pain, sore throat, and stomach pain, so I didn't want to swallow food, so I didn't eat well. Later, I took medicine on an empty stomach, and my stomach hurt even more. Now I have no appetite. , but if you want me to eat it, I can eat it."

"When I cleared the curse, I couldn't see or hear, I could only feel fear, so I kept having nightmares, in which I was repeatedly killed by you... I, I am very happy, but it hurts too much, So I couldn't bear it anymore, and Song Yuan heard you when I called your name. I never thought of using illness as an excuse to bother you or take the opportunity to meet you, but I feel very happy that you are willing to come. "

After finishing these few paragraphs with difficulty in a hoarse voice, Xu Hanxing struggled to breathe, his eyes were a little red, but he still didn't dare to move away from the eyes he was forced to look directly at Yan Su.

In the brief silence, time seemed to have stood still, and heavy emotions weighed on his heart like a stone. He never thought that one day, he would express his love so straightforwardly to the god he had always believed in, and it felt like Cruelly tear apart the part of my heart that I am most ashamed to speak of.

Fear, sadness, helplessness, but also a trace of inexplicable satisfaction.In the dark, he was touched by Yansu's dozens of tentacles. He was also invaded into the esophagus, stomach, and brain, and touched the cavity wall from the inside.

Now even thoughts and emotions have been completely stripped away, and shown to Him one by one—as if I have completely and completely handed over every part of myself from the inside to the outside, and I have been absolutely devout since then, without any secrets or concealments.

Yan Su's expression has not moved since he answered the question, and he always has a smile on his face.

He is still gentle and calm now, but under close observation, it is actually easy to find that there has never been any warmth in his eyes, just like now, indifference, alienation, is a kind of fascination, admiration, and longing for others, and he is completely accustomed to it look.

"Do you know what you're talking about?" Yan Su asked, and at the same time raised the spoon and brought the porridge to his mouth, as if he didn't hear him say that swallowing food hurts.

"I know." Xu Hanxing replied, and then opened his mouth in a submissive posture, but because of his restlessness, every nerve in his body was tense, making it extremely difficult for him to swallow this mouthful.After finally struggling to swallow it, it caused a vomiting reaction, as if the body was instinctively resisting this inappropriate feeding.

After a few times of suppressed retching subsided, Yan Su scooped up another spoonful, handed it over, and asked, "Did it start from hunting down mermaids, or did it happen before?"

"Yes, it was there before." Xu Hanxing panted lightly and obediently took another sip.

"how long ago?"

"Eight years ago."

Hearing this answer, Yan Su raised his eyes again, his expression was a little more unexpected than when he was just confessed, but that was all.

It was extremely difficult to feed a small bowl of porridge because of Xu Hanxing's retching from time to time. After finally eating it all, Yan Su put the empty bowl back on the bedside table.

"So, what do you want from me by saying this?" His tone and gaze were lukewarm, as if he was saying whatever Xu Hanxing wanted.

He would not give it, but he still asked this question because he needed to know the answer to further judge the believer in front of him who disappointed him.

In the end, Xu Hanxing just shook his head.With the tears she just coughed up in her eyes, she gazed into his eyes with forbearance and obedience.

Yan Su looked at him probingly for a while, and then suddenly understood the meaning.

Xu Hanxing didn't want to get anything, everything he said meant only one thing: he was willing to strip all the secret, weak, and untouchable places in his heart to him, and told him that he could hurt himself at will, as long as it was you, You can do anything with this heart.